Chapter 003: Being Together Has Become a Luxury

Yin Manqing, who had a hangover with Fu Wan all night, woke up with a splitting headache, but then a gentle touch hit her temples, and she was suddenly startled, and when she turned around, she found Shu Jing standing behind her, focusing on the gentle massage on her temples.

"When did you come?"

The drowsiness after the hangover was all replaced by panic, Yin Manqing stared at Shu Jing for a moment, thinking about whether he sent him back from the winery!

From knowing Shu Jing to the present, she has never given Shu Jing the slightest chance, especially in the two years that Shen Ye has left, Yin Manqing has refused Shu Jing thousands of miles away, she thinks that time can always make everything fade away, his feelings, his patience, will gradually disappear one day.

However, this was just her idea.

Shu Jing caught the panic in her eyes, as if he was a poisonous snake and beast, which made her frightened and afraid.

"It's not long since I arrived."

Not wanting to scare Yin Manqing, Shu Jing simply took a few steps back, sat down a few meters away from her, and looked at Yin Manqing with the same focused look, and his silent appearance gave Yin Manqing a great sense of oppression, "I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

Out of etiquette between friends, Yin Manqing was in a hurry to get up from the bed, I don't know if it was because Shu Jing was too nervous, or because he was drunk and dizzy, he walked too quickly, and when he was about to trip, fortunately, Shu Jing made a timely move, and when he put Yin Manqing's waist on it, he instantly had a deeper attachment, and increased the force between the crooks of his arms, "What did I do wrong to make you so afraid of me and unwilling to see me." ”

"I didn't." She denied it against her will, she couldn't accept Shu Jing, but she didn't want to hurt him.

Yin Manqing's denial or not didn't have much impact on him, Shu Jing just wanted her to get out of the obsessive waiting, knowing that it was a hopeless waiting, but she still insisted on seeing.

Yin Manqing was hugged a little tightly by Shu Jing, she struggled, "Let it go, okay?" I'll get you water. ”

Her struggle was not weak, she saw Shu Jing as if she was a hot potato, and she couldn't push him away immediately, but this time Shu Jing took her hand instead, "Don't go anywhere today, accompany me ......"

It wasn't a command, but a deep plea seemed to be hidden in his voice.

Yin Manqing was stunned, I don't know why Shu Jing was so sad today, his eyes didn't dare to look at him, and his gaze fell back on his face, "What's wrong?" It seems to be very unhappy. ”

Shu Jing narrowed the corners of his lips, she was right, he was unhappy, from the moment he met Yin Manqing on the first day he returned to China, it seemed that his life was destined to become a mess, even Shu Jing himself couldn't figure out when it started, Yin Manqing became more and more important to him, and he couldn't give it up more and more.

She was sad, and he grieved.

She was happy, and he couldn't help but smile.

His emotions are changing with Yin Manqing's changes all the time, "If you are happy, I will be happy." ”

"Shu Jing, don't be like this, I can't afford it, as a friend, I am grateful for your love for me, but just gratitude, my heart is nothing but ......"

"Don't say it, I understand." Evasively refused to hear Yin Manqing say that he only had Shen Ye in his heart, and cut off her words halfway.

Yin Manqing's face was full of helplessness, in fact, Shu Jing had never put pressure on her, but today he seemed to be covered with grief at this moment, "You don't have to do anything, accompany me today and talk to me." ”

didn't let go of Yin Manqing's hand, even held it tighter, and brought it to his chest, "It's okay if you don't accept me, but don't run away from me, you can only be a friend, then be a friend for life, as long as you don't hide from me." ”

The air was full of oppressive factors, and such an atmosphere made Yin Manqing at a loss, she could probably guess that something must have happened to Shu Jing, "Why don't we go out to eat, I happen to be hungry." ”

She would never take the initiative to ask Shu Jing out, but instead of being alone with the two of them, it is better to go to a crowded place, at least it is not so embarrassing.

Shu Jing understood what Yin Manqing meant, although he didn't want to go anywhere, it was a great satisfaction for him to stay quietly for a while, but considering Yin Manqing's feelings, he still decided to follow her decision.

Not far from Yin Manqing's residence to the star-rated hotel in the center, about half an hour's drive, "Wait for me here, I'll park the car." ”

At noon, there are many people who come here to eat, and the parking spaces are all occupied, so you can only park your car in the underground parking lot.

Yin Manqing waited for him to enter the hotel together, standing quietly, but his thoughts were unusually uncalm, thinking of Shen Ye, endless thoughts poured out, it was not that they had never eaten together when they were together, but the number of times like this was very rare.

Before they had time to make up for the past regrets, new regrets were born mercilessly, and the two-year blank left her with only worries, fears, and misses......

Yin Manqing raised her head slightly, where are you now?

So many people miss you and hope you can come back, are you really so ruthless and never show up again?

Suddenly, a figure jumped out, Yin Manqing half-narrowed his eyes, and the back ...... It's like Shen Ye.

In an instant, Yin Manqing's heart suddenly tightened, and she followed without the slightest hesitation, "Wait, Shen Ye ......" She didn't enter the crowd, and quickly followed the figure that overlapped with Shen Ye, as if at this time, she was sure that that person was Shen Ye.

How could she be wrong, she couldn't be mistaken, it's him, it's him, it's 100% him, "don't go, wait." ”

Yin Manqing's call went from firm to flustered, and then to crying, and tears silently stained her cheeks......

Shu Jing parked the car and returned to the place where Yin Manqing was waiting for him, but he didn't see anyone, and after asking the security guards at the door of the hotel, he followed the direction they pointed, "Xiao Man." ”

Yin Manqing couldn't hear any sound in her ears, and chased forward wholeheartedly, but the figure she thought was Shen Ye just now disappeared in the bustling crowd, as if she was surrounded by backs similar to Shen Ye, the same height, and the same good-looking back of the head, but when she turned around, it was not him.

"You can't, you can't do this to me, you obviously came back but didn't come to me, Shen Ye...... Don't be so cruel to me, come out to meet me, come out and talk to me. ”

Yin Manqing was surrounded by all kinds of people, looking at her in surprise, she didn't care what others thought of her, she read Shen Ye's name with tears in her eyes, she was still confident that Shen Ye would come back to her, but when she caught a glimpse of someone with the same back as him at this moment, her panic and uneasiness escalated to the brink of collapse.

When Shu Jing found Yin Manqing, she was standing helplessly crying in the crowd, her face was desperately pale, and when she got closer, she heard Shen Ye's name in her mouth, and her emotions were uncontrollable, Shu Jing regretted that she really shouldn't have listened to her and came out to eat together.

The warm, endlessly caring palm gently patted her back, and the moment Yin Manqing fell into her arms, Shu Jing whispered, "I don't know what to do to make you happy." ”

She is really good at giving him problems, as if no matter what Shu Jing does, or even what anyone does, it will not make Yin Manqing happier, and the source of her happiness is only one person who can give him......

"He's back, I can't be mistaken, it's really Ye back, but why...... He doesn't come out to see me. Yin Manqing cried in Shu Jing's arms, with heavy worries and sadness buried in her heart.

She has always trusted Shen Ye and believed that he promised that she would definitely do it, but she didn't expect that after two years of separation, she would ...... Maybe everything has changed, maybe everything won't change the way she envisioned it.

Shu Jing patted her on the back gently, "You must have read it wrong, if it's really him back, why didn't he look for you?" There's no reason he can't see you. ”

He likes Yin Manqing, and unconsciously liking Yin Manqing has become the most important theme in his life, but Shu Jing will not selfishly hope that Shen Ye will never come back, he hopes that Shen Ye can be like Yin Manqing thinks: he is not missing, he is not dead.

In this way, he can have a fair competition with Shen Ye in a dignified manner. On the contrary, as long as Shen Ye doesn't appear, as long as he doesn't come back for a day, Yin Manqing's heart will never be able to untie the knot, her missing, her attachment can only be endlessly swayed on Shen Ye alone.

"But...... I saw him just now. ”

Yin Manqing's crying voice was filled with deep disappointment, if Shen Ye came back one day, but he ignored her, what would she do?

She couldn't think about the days to come, Shen Ye and her would become strangers.

Shu Jing was speechless, he didn't seem to think that Yin Manqing had seen Shen Ye, she thought about Shen Ye day and night, and it was normal for her to hallucinate.

Yin Manqing was in a bad mood, this meal was obviously ruined, Shu Jing escorted her away, and her words and deeds were full of care for Yin Manqing.

Far away, Shen Ye, who was wearing a sunhat and casual clothes, hid in a corner, calmly watching the two of them leave, he didn't expect to meet Yin Manqing unexpectedly on the first day he came back.

Seeing that he could accurately identify his figure in the thousands of people, and crying in the bustling crowd looking for him, the irrepressible pain and distress in his chest like a flood of embankment flooded over him.

But, in any case, he could not see her.

Even if he wanted to see Yin Manqing, his desire to see Yin Manqing was no less than her, and even more eager than her to embrace her again, but now he was no longer the Shen Ye he used to be, and everything was involuntarily.

Seeing Shu Jing's protection of her, he was jealous but couldn't do anything.

If he could, he hoped that Yin Manqing would forget him, "I'm sorry." ”

No matter how much I'm sorry, I can't make up for Yin Manqing's pain, and countless I'm sorry can only constitute the biggest regret in this life, and his idea of staying with Yin Manqing for the rest of his life has become a luxury from the moment he was framed by Grandpa Shen and wanted to put him to death......