As Han Duan expected, in the evening, Li Qing really came.

And this time, Li Qing's arrival was much different than when he came to the Han family before, he barely said a word to anyone in the Han family, and directly entered the courtyard where Han Jiangxue lived with his special identity as the emperor, and he didn't even leave the time to inform people in advance.

By the time Han Feng and the others got the news, Li Qing had already gone straight into his daughter's courtyard, which could make Han Feng so hard that he hurried to Han Jiangxue's courtyard, for fear that Li Qing would have any disadvantages to his daughter at this time.

But when Han Feng's father and son arrived in front of Han Jiangxue's courtyard, they were stopped by Li Qing's people in public, and clearly said that the emperor had to tell Miss Han about important things at this moment, and no one was allowed to disturb them, and those who violated them were directly killed.

For a while, Han Feng was in a hurry, and Han Jing frowned, and he wanted to go straight into the courtyard, he didn't care about those bullshit holy decrees, he only cared about his sister's safety.

Tomorrow is my sister's big day, it's this time, Han Jing naturally doesn't want Li Qing to hurt his sister for the rest of his life!

At this time, Han Jing was pulled by the north wind.

"Don't worry, young master, the eldest lady will be fine!" Beifeng's words are an invisible promise, and they are all specially sent by the prince to protect the eldest lady, so of course they will not let anything happen to the eldest lady.

Hearing this, Han Jing noticed that all the people serving in his sister's house were driven out of the courtyard by Li Qing. But it was clear that these people didn't look too nervous.

"It was after the eldest lady nodded in agreement that we came out. Master and young master, don't worry, but if there is the slightest wrong movement in it, we will naturally rush in to protect the eldest lady regardless of everything. Dong Ling once again reassured the Han family's heart. Signal them to wait patiently here.

Seeing this, Han Jing didn't say anything anymore, and Chaofeng obviously thought about much more things, looking at the direction of the door inside, he sighed, you must know that even if nothing happened inside, but at such a time, the emperor jumped to find Xue'er so regardless of the impact. The impact on Cher is really bad.

It's okay if those people outside are talking nonsense or something, he just doesn't hear it, but in case......

"Don't worry, sir. The prince passed the word in the afternoon, saying that the emperor might come to find the eldest lady tonight, and the prince said that if the eldest lady is willing to agree with the emperor, just follow the instructions of the eldest lady. ”

Dong Ling quickly saw Han Feng's concern. Such a sensitive time. Naturally, he was afraid that his prince would have any bad suspicions about the eldest lady, so he directly said the prince's words to show relief.

In fact, in Dongling's view, his own prince and eldest lady are really the same kind of people, and their thoughts and ways of solving problems are the same. In addition, how could the prince not believe in the eldest lady's personality, so that. Han Feng's worries really didn't make any sense.

Hearing this, Han Feng was a little relieved.

That's fine. Since Mo Li had expected it early in the morning and didn't deliberately stop it, there would naturally be no problem.

Chaofeng couldn't help but look inside, and he didn't plan to leave, just waited outside.

At this moment, Li Qing and Han Jiangxue were sitting face to face drinking tea, Li Qing was silent, Han Jiangxue was silent, and the atmosphere in the room was particularly calm, and it was a little terrifying.

It wasn't until half of the tea was drunk that Li Qing looked at Han Jiangxue and said, "Your father and brother are guarding outside, they are afraid that I will do something unfavorable to you, right?" ”

As soon as he spoke, Li Qing did not mention anything else, but talked about the situation outside the meeting as if it were a gossip.

Han Jiangxue was also calm, and said with a smile: "They have always been short-sighted, and it's normal to worry about me." ”

This smile was naturally because she was worried that she wanted to protect her family, not to Li Qing. It's just that in Li Qing's eyes, this smile also made him feel that his heart was a little brighter.

"Yes, they are all very good to you, you have a good father and a good brother." Li Qing smiled, his face was unprecedentedly peaceful: "There is also a good brother, but they are a little too nervous, if I want to be unfavorable to you, I will not wait until now." ”

seemed to be saying to Han Jiangxue, as if talking to himself, Li Qing's expression was very different from usual.

Han Jiangxue glanced at it silently, and then said: "When I was in Xishu, your people saved my life, I received this favor, he will one day, if there is a chance, I will pay you back!" ”

Since returning from Xishu and his party, Chao Jiangxue's mood has changed a lot silently compared to before. Many times, many things, she has learned how to treat them better apart.

"No, I don't have to pay anything back, that's what I'm willing to do, and it's none of your business." Li Qing smiled very warmly, and at that moment he looked at Han Jiangxue's gaze that was unprecedentedly calm: "Jiang Xue, do you really want to marry him tomorrow?" ”

He still asked the question, although tomorrow's question was completely stupid, although the answer was expected, but even if such an act was so ridiculous, he still asked it with a smile.

Hearing this, Han Jiangxue did not mean to be sarcastic, nor did she not worry at all, but nodded seriously and said, "Yes, of course I want to marry him." I will never marry anyone again in my life, I have already made this clear to you, so you should be clear. ”

"Who would you marry if it weren't for him?" Faced with Han Jiangxue's answer, Li Qing did not show any disappointment, as Han Jiangxue said, all this, in fact, he was clear.

"There is no such if, the fact is that I know him and know each other, so we love each other." Han Jiangxue smiled slightly, again, this smile was because of Mo Li, and it was not for Li Qing.

Li Qing was silent, subconsciously holding the teacup with both hands, turning the lid, and finally looked at Han Jiangxue again, and said again: "I've been thinking, if we hadn't met by that stream when you were eight years old, would I still be so unforgettable to you now?" ”

It's a question, but it's not a question for Han Jiangxue to answer, so Li Qing didn't plan what Han Jiangxue would say at all, and continued to say on his own after sighing slightly: "But, as you said, there is no what ifs at all, if it exists, it exists, and it can never be assumed to start over." ”

"I always thought that if you worked hard to sit on the throne, you could have everything. But in fact, I don't have anything at all. The ruined rivers and mountains could be lost to me overnight at any time, and the beloved woman never belonged to me from beginning to end. Ten years ago I felt like I had nothing, but ten years later I realized that I had nothing more than nothing. ”

"Jiang Xue, have you ever been so afraid, so confused, so frightened? Do you know what a day like this means to me? Living now, I feel like I don't know what I'm living for, and even those original beliefs have all dissipated, and the emptiness makes you feel terrible. ”

Li Qing slowly spoke, those things that had never been said to people, his expression was so calm that it was difficult to retract, as if he was talking about others, talking about some irrelevant people and things: "These days, I have been thinking about a question, how much do I love you?" Or is that kind of love, as you say, not real love at all, but just an obsession that cannot be let go? I've been thinking about it, I've been thinking about it, I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy, but now, I still can't find the answer I want, I can't find the answer that can really make me sure. ”

At this time, Li Qing had already removed all the disguises in front of Han Jiangxue, and at that moment, Han Jiangxue suddenly felt that the man in front of him was actually really pitiful.

The demon in the heart is the most terrifying, and Han Jiangxue clearly saw that there was such a demon living in Li Qing's heart now.

She didn't say anything, just listened quietly, and didn't have any impatience or too much sympathy, everyone will have their own misfortunes, and she didn't have so much strength to sympathize with everyone. What's more, some things are like this, and some people are their own reasons, and they can't blame others.

But as long as Li Qing can let go of some obsessions, his life will not be what it is now, Li Qing ten years ago was a person with such a temperament, and ten years later, Li Qing today has not let go of a little, but has deepened it more and more.

Listening to Li Qing intermittently talking about the call, until Li Qing's lonely gaze moved to her again, Han Jiangxue said out loud: "If you can't think of it, you can't think of it, when you don't embarrass yourself, when will it be fine." ”

This is the simplest truth, but unfortunately everyone understands the truth, but whether it can be done or not is a completely different thing.

Li Qing obviously understood, so he couldn't help but laugh out loud.

It's just that that kind of laughter is not a mockery or dissatisfaction, but a kind of complexity and helplessness that I can't describe.

"Yes, there are a lot of things that I can't figure out at all, but I finally figured it out a little." He shook his head, and his expression quickly returned to his previous calm and tranquility again, and he whispered as if to say homely: "I don't know if I really love you as much as I think I do, but if I don't even love you anymore, then what's the point of living in this world?" ”

Li Qing ...... Why do you do that? Han Jiangxue sighed.

"yes, why bother? Cher, I don't know, I can't take you out of my life, because I'm afraid of death. Li Qing smiled bitterly, looked at Han Jiangxue and said, "But don't worry, I won't force you to do anything anymore, tomorrow is your life's event, don't worry about what I'll do." After all, no matter what, I don't want you to ...... Saddened! (To be continued......)