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Zhu Yushen didn't speak, and his mind resurfaced the scene on the No. 6 bus that day, the man named Jiang Feng took Xie Wumei's shoulder in his mouth, so that his clothes were wet. He looked at her shoulder, looked at her short and plump body again, and remembered the days when he was with Fifth Sister Xie. He felt that he was too confident at the time, and he didn't think that he needed to reluctantly conquer a girl's heart, or use deception and deception to achieve his goal. What can be said in the face of a fait accompli today?

At this time, Fifth Sister Xie looked to the right, and her Fourth Sister was already standing there. The fourth sister probably didn't want to disturb the two of them talking, she just stood from a distance and watched them, and did not come forward or persuade the fifth sister to go.

When Zhu Yushen came back to his senses and looked at Xie Wumei's face, he found that tears were silently sliding down her cheeks. She may have hoped that he would give her some comfort or blessing so that she would feel better. But Zhu Yushen really didn't know what to say, he lowered his head and resolutely walked away from the side. He didn't know what kind of expression Xie Wumei's face would have when he left.

After returning to the dormitory, Zhu Yushen no longer felt pain, because all misfortunes would be fine if he got used to it. He quietly took out his salary passbook pressed at the bottom of the box, and the record on it showed that when Xie Wumei still needed more than 5,000 yuan to collect 10,000 yuan to remit to the family to compensate for the loss of the Ding family, he already had more than 6,000 yuan in his account.

He thought that if Xie Wumei told him the actual situation at this time, he would not hesitate to take out the money and give it to her and let her remit it to the family. Because he's already lost her once, and he can't afford to lose it anymore. But she didn't tell him anything. I actually fell into someone else's arms for the sake of this money. And never to come back.

What does this money mean? Even if you buy a daughter-in-law from a poor place, the starting price is 30,000 yuan. Zhu Yushen wondered: Why didn't Fifth Sister Xie open her mouth to herself? Do you think you have borrowed 3,000 yuan? Isn't it good to speak again? Or do you think that her personality is still as arrogant as before, and she dislikes her parents, so she won't support her?

In some real-life reports, there are many older boys who are in situations similar to him who will make some extreme moves. Either try to turn the girl back, or take revenge on those who have ruined her good deeds, in short, you will not be willing to lose the girl you love and have done a lot for it.

But he himself was reluctant to do this, he felt that Xie Wumei should be a traditional girl. Look through the time I spent with her. He was absolutely sure. This time she was in the city and Jiang Feng was the first time to try the clouds. Most of the traditional women have the concept of marrying a chicken and a dog. Since the day she and Jiang Feng lived together, she may have decided that she would stay with this person for the rest of her life. There's nothing wrong with that, and in this way, it's only you who should quit.

In the days of hard work since then, Zhu Yushen has always comforted himself with this concept, and has been working hard to attend classes, prepare for classes, and continue to write works. But I always feel powerless.

One afternoon, when he went out after his last class, he found Shen Bing standing at the staircase of the teaching building waiting for him. After returning to the dormitory, Shen Bing put the cooked food he brought on the table. Shen Bing glanced at Zhu Yushen and said, "You haven't been in good spirits lately, right?" It looks quite haggard. Zhu Yushen said "um". He put the wine on the table and went about stir-frying.

Shen Bing stood behind him. After a pause, he still spoke: "Brother Zhu, you are also bitter enough, I know everything about you and Fifth Sister Xie." She was my cousin's daughter. ”

Zhu Yushen was a little surprised when he heard this, but he didn't look back, he forced a calm and calm appearance.

Shen Bing turned to his eyes and continued: "Fifth sister went to the street to buy something yesterday, went to Hu Yuqin's shop and talked with Sister Hu for a long time, and told Sister Hu all her situation. She said she was ashamed of you and hoped you wouldn't resent her. Because from the very beginning, her family tied her marriage and money together, and everything she did was involuntarily.

When I went to the store, she was still there, with tears in her eyes. I've been to their house with my dad a few times before, so she knows me. Yesterday when she saw me coming, she nodded at me and hurried away.

After she left, Sister Hu took into account the relationship between the two of us, told me all these situations, and asked me to comfort you. I don't think the fifth sister should do it, how can she let such a good person as you not marry, but marry a man who knows how to brag and is so many years older than her? She's so blind! You're still so nice to her! Their family is not a thing, marrying a daughter is like selling a daughter, and they are in the eye of money. It doesn't matter who the daughter marries, whether she will be happy in the future. ”

Zhu Yushen knows Shen Bing's personality better, he is impatient, upright, and easy to be emotional; When he has a seizure, he must not add fuel to the fire, otherwise he will even move his hands and feet and do excessive things when he is excited.

Zhu Yushen saw that Shen Bing was already indignant at this time, and hurriedly poured cold water on him. He said: "If Fifth Sister Xie marries me, there is no guarantee that she will be happy in the future. That's all for me, and you know that. It may be fate that she married that Jiang Feng. They're not small anymore. For the Jiang family, it is also a good thing that their sons are thirty years old, and they can still marry Fifth Sister Xie. Since Xie Wumei's family dislikes the poor and loves the rich, and snobbery comes first, then the Jiang family does what they like, pretending to be rich and cheating, and after the truth is revealed in the future, it can be regarded as a matter of flattening. Maybe all I have to do now is bless them. ”

When Shen Bing heard him say this, he first kicked the dog that came to gnaw the bones out of nowhere, then poured himself a glass of wine, drank it all, and sighed in the distance.

Zhu Yushen didn't say anything more, he lowered his head and pondered. He thought that Fifth Sister Xie's family might be busy with the matter of marriage at the moment.

After eating and Shen Bing left, Zhu Yushen suddenly fell into loss and loneliness again. He hardly wanted to see people except in class. He suddenly felt that he had lost Fifth Sister Xie, and he was completely relaxed, and he didn't need to be burdened by the world, so that he could concentrate on doing his own thing.

Speaking of which, time is so precious in a person's life. Although most people squander their time on a daily basis, people like him feel that love, triviality, and family are a lot of wasted time. In a person's short life, he really can't spend too much time dwelling on those things. He thought that if he could not concentrate on the cause he was diligently pursuing, then his life would be meaningless. Survival and the pursuit of ideals are contradictory in most cases. (To be continued......)