316. In this life and this life I will not let her go
"Niannian, don't be childish. You should know how worried I would be when I heard that you were sick. Su Junchu looked at Nian Nian and said softly.
"I don't know anything! I only know that you are now newly married Yan'er, and it is the time when you have a deep love with Princess Lanxin, you should accompany your newlywed and beautiful wife more, I don't need your care or sympathy! Nian Nian's voice was still cold.
As soon as this statement came out, even she herself was surprised. She said in her heart: Meng Niannian, when did you become so bitter? Is it because of the deep jealousy in my heart?
"Nian Nian, can you be reasonable, how can I have a deep relationship with Princess Lanxin? I said a long time ago that in my heart, from beginning to end, there is only you. Su Junchu said patiently, anyone can not understand his heart, but Nian Nian, she should know that his heart has already been filled by her.
"Hehe, it's ridiculous. While saying that there is only me in my heart, I happily married another woman, Su Junchu, are you still a three-year-old child? Nian Nian sneered, her heart was once again surprised and embarrassed by her bitterness, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she couldn't control herself, and it seemed that she was going to torture Su Junchu and herself.
Looking at Nian Nian's cold and sarcastic appearance, a cloud of anger gradually rose in Su Junchu's heart.
Nian Nian, it was obvious that she left him first, and threw herself into the arms of the prince heartlessly, leaving him with endless pain and sorrow. And now, she still has to fiercely question him for marrying another woman, what is the reason?
"Nian Nian, you figured it out, who first forgot Jì's promise to marry the crown prince? Who is yelling at me to marry a princess all day long? I did what you wanted, and what are you not satisfied with? You said that I have a deep relationship with Princess Lanxin, so what are you and I who are you and Prince Qingqing every day? Su Junchu's voice also cooled, and he stared at Nian Nian tightly, with anger and pain in his eyes.
"Me and the crown prince Qingqing, me, me? Haha, that's good, whatever you want to say, I have a clear conscience anyway. By the way, I forgot to tell you that day, I wish you and Princess Lanxin love and love, and give birth to a noble son early! Nian Nian didn't know what she was talking about, she felt like a wicked woman and a jealous woman at this time. Sadly, she knew it was wrong, but she couldn't restrain herself from continuing to be wrong.
"Thank you for your blessings. Indeed, Princess Lanxin is gentle and virtuous, and in my opinion, she is much more considerate than you and much more ladylike than you! Su Junchu looked at Nian Nian coldly, only to feel that the whole person was stimulated by her and became manic, he straightened his body, gritted his teeth and said word by word.
This sentence completely angered Nian, who was already extremely depressed, she casually took the pillow next to the bed and threw it at Su Junchu with all her might, shouting angrily: "You go!" Go back to your gentle and beautiful princess! I don't want to see you again! ”
Su Junchu dodged lightly and dodged the pillow that Nian Nian smashed over.
He walked to the side of the bed and put the pillow away, then looked at Nian Nian quietly, shook his head and said, "Nian Nian, I really didn't expect that you would become so unreasonable now." ”
"What's wrong? Why did you quarrel so much? Third brother, Niannian, what's wrong with you? At this time, Su Xiaorou ran in from outside in a panic.
She heard Nian Nian's roar, and also saw that Nian Nian and her brother's faces were extremely ugly.
"Let him go! I don't want to see him! Nian Nian hugged her head and shouted hysterically.
Su Xiaorou looked at the unusually unusually nian strangely, and then went to look at her brother.
Su Junchu smiled faintly and said in a dumb voice, "I'll go." ”
He turned his head to Su Xiaorou and said, "You take care of the crown princess, she really seems to be a little wrong." ”
With that, he strode out.
Xiaorou walked to Niannian's bed and sat down, looked at Niannian who was struggling to keep her tears from falling, and asked with concern, "Niannian, what's the matter with you and the third brother?" ”
After today's scene, Su Xiaorou already keenly felt that something extraordinary must have happened between Nian Nian and her brother.
"Xiaorou, I'm so miserable, in fact, I don't want to quarrel with him at all, I also want to talk to him well. However, I don't know why, I can't help but get angry when I see him, and I feel bad at the thought of him being with Princess Lanxin. Nian Nian hugged Xiao Rou and finally couldn't help crying.
"Nian Nian, it turns out that you and the third brother ......" Xiaorou suddenly realized.
She finally understood why Nian Nian had to hide from Su Junchu at that time, and why when Su Junchu was about to go to battle, Nian Nian saw Su Junchu and Princess Lanxin together and left in a hurry.
Nian Nian said: "Yes, yes, after you left, my third brother and I fell in love." But, but ...... Later, we got it all wrong, and we became what we are now. ”
"Niannian, don't be sad. Since things are already like this, the third brother has already married Princess Lanxin, and you are also married to the prince, so don't think about it. There are some things that are missed and missed. What's more, aren't you and the crown prince also very happy now? Xiaorou also hugged Niannian and gently persuaded her.
Now, Su Xiaorou's heart has sympathy and pity for Niannian. At the same time, she felt infinite melancholy.
Didn't she and the crown prince miss it so lightly because of her own rash decision? There's no going back......
"Well, I know the truth, I just can't control my feelings when things come to the end." Nian Nian nodded, and under the comfort of Xiao Rou's soft words, her mood gradually calmed down.
"You have such a bad temper after being locked in the house for a long time in the past few days, and when you get better, I will accompany you to go out and play more, and it will definitely be much better." Xiao Roujiao said with a soft smile on her face. However, when she thought that Nian Nian and her brother turned out to be a pair of former lovers, she faintly felt a strange worry in her heart.
"Thank you, Xiaorou, after listening to what you said, I think about it a lot now. I must have looked like a shrew, right? Nian Nian thanked Xiao Rou from the bottom of her heart, and rubbed her hair embarrassedly.
"Hehe, I miss you, I don't think I'm surprised by your crazy look. I think the third brother will be the same as me, but I'm afraid that the third brother knows you better than me. Don't think about it, the third brother won't blame you. Xiao Rou laughed when she heard the "flutter".
Indeed, she knows Niannian's character too well.
Niannian's temper comes and goes quickly, and as a good sister, of course she won't lose her temper indiscriminately in Niannian's illness.
And Su Junchu, Xiaorou now carefully recalled some details, she could feel her brother's deep love for Niannian, of course, she wouldn't care about Niannian's tricks this time.
Hearing Su Xiaorou mention Su Junchu, Nian Nian sighed and said faintly: "Alas, I think now, I really shouldn't treat him like this today." He was kind enough to come to see me, but I kept being sarcastic about him and losing my temper with him. He was right, I was not gentle and I was not a lady. ”
"Okay, Niannian, don't think nonsense, I said that the third brother won't care about this with you. You have a good rest now, I'll go and see if Zhuzhu has fried the medicine, and I'll take care of you later. Xiaorou saw that Nian Nian was talking and feeling a little sad, so she quickly helped her lie down again, tucked the four corners of the quilt, and then walked out gently.
Niannian lay on the bed, silently thinking in her heart: Xiaorou is right, there are some things, if you miss it, you will miss it. I really can't dwell on the memories of the past anymore. Now that the third brother has married Princess Lanxin, I should also accept this fact sensibly and sincerely wish them eternal happiness in the future. I can't say those sour words like today. When I see the third brother in the future, I want to explain it to him well and apologize to him for today's impoliteness.
Thinking about it, Niannian's heart gradually became lighter.
As if she had been groping for a long time on a tortuous and narrow curve, and finally saw a flat and spacious bright avenue, she actually felt a sense of sudden enlightenment.
So, the long-lost sunny smile resurfaced on Niannian's face, and with a calm mentality, she closed her eyes and fell asleep quietly. It's just that on that calm and beautiful face, there are still traces of tears that I cried just now......
On a quiet spring night, the air is filled with a light and warm scent of cool breezes and flowers.
Su Junchu sat in the newlywed room between him and Princess Lanxin, and the room was full of red happy colors and patterns of mandarin ducks playing in the water.
However, this qiē festive symbol, in his eyes, made him feel so sarcastic and prickly.
He married a bride he didn't love at all, and the girl he loved so much was already someone else's wife.
Deep down in his heart, he still misses it so much. But why is it that every time they meet now, they are full of resentment and anger?
Why? Their love seems to only make two people more miserable.
Su Junchu quietly recalled the scene of his meeting with Nian Nian today, and he was reluctant to let go of every detail, but repeatedly savored it in his heart.
Nian Nian, she has always been vicious to him today. Even, in the end, he picked up a pillow and threw it at him, driving him away like crazy.
But, despite this, even though he had been stabbed by her to the point of almost madness. Deep down in his heart, why is he still thinking about her so madly and thinking about her? I never forgot for a moment, her laughter, her tears, her good and her resentment.
Even, in the days when he and Princess Lanxin shared a different dream, he imagined hugging her in his arms so that he could sleep peacefully.
Nian Nian, this is a real, crying, laughing, willful and stubborn girl. He loves her, so in his eyes, even her shortcomings are cute......
Niannian, I won't let you go. Even if you don't love me anymore, I won't be willing to let go of you in this life and this life!
Su Junchu said silently in his heart, and a melancholy and determined light flashed on his handsome face......