101. Chapter 101: The liver and intestines are severed
When Su Xiaoshen and Mo Qian returned to the restaurant/shop room, the sky was already dark.
At this moment, the light in the room was on, and the red wooden floor was glowing against the light, which looked exceptionally spotless.
Walking to the bedside, Su Xiaoshen immediately picked up his mobile phone and checked it habitually.
The 150 missed calls from "Mom" prompted on the screen made Su Xiaoshen's heart immediately rise to his throat.
I have the impression that my mother's phone calls have never been so frequent.
Could it be that something happened at home?
Thinking of this, she immediately dialed the phone back.
After dialing the phone for a long time, my mother's hoarse voice came from the other end of the phone line, with a crying voice in it: "Little ...... Xiao Shen. ”
When Su Xiaoshen heard this, he immediately became anxious: "Mom, what's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”
"Xiao Shen...... Your dad, your dad, he can't do it...... Can you come back? ”
The words on the other side of the phone, like a sharp knife, penetrated deeply into her moon chest, her heart instantly became bloody and fleshy, and the blood in her whole body quickly reversed, and she seemed to be about to lose her breath.
Her ears began to buzz, and for a moment, her brain went blank.
She quickly grabbed her throbbing heart with her trembling hand, and tears fell down: "Mom...... You, what do you say? Why is Dad dead? What, what's going on? ”
By the end, her voice was choked.
"Actually, the last time you came back, he was already in the terminal stage of lung cancer, and even the situation was so bad that he vomited blood every day, he just didn't want you to worry, be sad, and be afraid that you would spend money for him, so he didn't let me say that there was no money for treatment, so he kept carrying it at home, and today he couldn't resist it at all, and when he went to the hospital, the doctor said that all measures were useless."
Mother's words made Su Xiaoshen's tears even more turbulent.
Because he was afraid that she would spend money, because he was afraid that she would worry, his father was alone at home, so how much pain did he have every day......
The whole person slowly slid off the bed, she collapsed on the ground and grasped the floor weakly, choking: "Mom...... Which hospital are you in, I, I'll go back now, wait for me to ......"
"City/People's/People's Hospital, Ward 809."
"Good ......"
After Su Xiaoshen hung up the phone, he got up tremblingly, and the whole person still looked at a loss.
She picked up her pouch like crazy, stuffed some money into it, and then prepared to run out.
She wants to hurry home, she must see her father soon.
When Mo Qian came out of the bathroom, he happened to see Su Xiaoshen standing at the door of the bathroom crying, as if he was about to open the door......
He reached out, wiped her tears, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" "That look was full of concern.
Su Xiaoshen turned his head and met his eyes, and tears surged even more: "Prince, my mother said that my father is dying...... I want to go home, I'm going home now, I'm going back to country X, I'm going home...... Now, immediately, immediately, my dad, my dad has lung cancer, he's dying, he's dying!! ”
Su Xiaoshen's words made Mo Qian a little surprised, he frowned, and continued to wipe her tears: "Okay, I'll send you back......"
Su Xiaoshen nodded again and again: "No, you can arrange a plane for me to go back to country X, you go back with me, my mother will ask." ”
"Good ......," Mo Qian nodded dryly.
**
When Su Xiaoshen walked to the door of Su's father's ward, his whole leg was still weak.
In the ward, Su's father's angry voice poured into her ears through the hidden door, making her tears surging again......
"Wife, I don't know if Xiao Shen can come back in time, I always feel that I can't support it anymore."
"Wife, I really don't want to die, I don't want to leave your mother and daughter behind......"
"Wife, in my life, I have also been a failure, you mother and daughter have followed me, and they have not had a good day, sometimes, I feel that I am really sorry for you, sorry for Xiao Shen......"
Su Xiao took a deep breath, shed tears, and pushed the door open.
The picture that caught her eye made her tears even more overflowing.
On the white hospital bed, Su's father sat there in prostration, his whole body was skinny, and he had lost his former spirit.
In her impression, her father has always been like a hero, a superman, as a child, anything she didn't understand, her father understood, and all her life skills were taught to her by her father......
But now? The Superman in his memory was devastated by his illness, like a candle that kept swaying in the wind, as if it would be extinguished if the wind was a little more violent.
Seeing her, Father Su immediately showed the same smile as she remembered, and waved his skinny hand at her: "Xiao Shen, come ......"
Beside him, Su Mu was already crying, and her eyes were extremely scarlet.
Su Xiaoshen stepped forward quickly, sat on the other side of his hospital bed, and hugged him tightly: "Dad, why, why don't you tell me when you're sick, Dad, why are you hiding it from me...... Dad, I hate you, I hate you. ”
At this moment, Su Xiaoshen felt as if his heart had been torn apart by something, and it really hurt.
Father Su had red eyes, pushed Su Xiaoshen away with a forced smile, and wiped her tears for her: "Dad's favorite little princess, don't cry...... Xiao Shen, don't blame Dad, Dad just doesn't want you to worry about me, cancer, everyone knows that it can't be cured, and it was already at an advanced stage when I checked it out, since it can't be cured, since I'll have to die sooner or later, why should I tell you in advance, tell you, you will be very worried, sad, and you will definitely spend money for me...... Xiao Shen, Mom and Dad have spent enough of your money, and Mom and Dad have made you worry enough. ”
"When the money is gone, we can make it again...... Dad, why do you think that, why do you ...... Why did you suffer until the end before you told me all this......"
"Ahem, cough, cough......" Su's father was out of breath and began to cough constantly.
He immediately pulled a few tissues and put them in the palm of his hand to cover his mouth.
"Ahem, cough, cough......" He coughed more and more severely, as if he was about to cough out all his internal organs......
Seeing this, Su Mu Su Xiaoshen immediately patted his back nervously.
He panted and opened his palms, and in his hands, the snow-white tissues were already red with blood......
He threw away the tissue, and the next second, the whole person collapsed on the hospital bed......
"Daddy...... Dad ......" Su Xiaoshen grabbed his hand, tears blurring her vision again.
Su Fuqiang smiled and clasped his fingers with her: "Xiao Shen, I'm dead, you have to treat your mother well...... Take good care of her. ”
"Dad, you won't die, I won't let you die." Su Xiaoshen said deceptively.
Father Su smiled, and in the next second, he closed his eyes heavily......
grabbed Su Xiaoshen's hand and let go suddenly......
Su Xiaoshen gasped, closed his eyes, and put his hand to the tip of his nose......
I can't feel any breath anymore.
"Daddy...... Father...... You open your eyes, you open your eyes......"
"Husband, husband......"
Su Xiaoshen and Su's mother shook Su's father desperately, trying to wake him up, but it was useless......
When a man dies, he dies......
At this moment, Su Xiaoshen really regretted it, regretting that when she was in S City, she didn't go home often, she always felt that in the future, there would be opportunities, but she didn't know that sometimes it was possible, there would be no future.
At this moment, she was so heartbroken, so guilty, and so self-blaming.
The son wants to be filial, but the relatives are not there, what sorrow, what pain.
When Wen Nana walked to the ward, Su Xiaoshen and Su's mother hugged Su's father's body and cried together.
She finally had the opportunity to have more contact with Mo Qian, but because of her father, Mo Qian asked her to care about Su Xiaoshen instead of him, she really felt that Su Xiaoshen hated it to death.
Watching Su Xiaoshen cry, at this moment, Wen Nana was proud, she felt that a person like Su Xiaoshen, who lived very happily every day, should experience some frustration and pain, and should shed more tears......
Although at this moment, she was not willing to comfort Su Xiaoshen, although she was very proud when she saw Su Xiaoshen crying, she still pretended to be pitiful, and the pear blossom with rain stepped forward quickly, grabbing Su Xiaoshen's arm: "Xiaoshen, auntie, don't be like this, mourn ...... You guys are like this, I feel distressed to watch. ”
Su Xiaoshen got up and hugged Wen Nana tightly, just crying vigorously......
Wen Nana hugged her tightly: "Xiao Shen, don't cry, it's okay to ......." ”
Su Xiaoshen hugged her tightly: "Nana, I hurt so much, since I was a child, my father is the person who loves me the most, all my life skills are taught to me by him, he is the sky, the mountain, and the superman to me, but ...... Now, my sky is falling, my mountains are falling, my Superman is gone, Nana, I hate myself so much, why don't I come back to see him often, why am I like this, I'm such a bad person......"
Wen Nana frowned and comforted: "Xiao Shen, you are not a bad person, you are not, you don't have time, you have to go to school, there are a lot of trivial things waiting for you, am I the same, as long as I am in school, I rarely go home without holidays." ”
Su Xiaoshen hugged Wen Nana tightly, didn't speak, just cried vigorously, crying her liver and intestines......
Childhood memories resurfaced in front of her eyes......
When she was very young, she sat on the balcony and looked at the stars and the moon with her father, she pestered her father to ask for the moon, she thought/ate something delicious in the middle of the night, and her father went out overnight to buy it for her.
At the age of ten, she fell in love with a dress, and her father bought it for her without blinking, and her shoes were torn, but she was reluctant to change them to a new pair......
At the age of twelve, she had chickenpox, itching in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, crying vigorously, so her father hugged her all night and stroked the acne on her body with his hands to relieve her pain.
At the age of thirteen, when she jaywalked and was almost hit by a car, her father pushed her away, but he broke her leg and spent most of the year on crutches.
At the age of sixteen, when my father's business failed, when I was anxious about money, when I was anxious, I smiled and comforted her that she had nothing to do with my mother, gritted my teeth and passed, but that night, my father sat alone on the balcony and cried for a long time......
Also, that year, when she was admitted to S University and left, her father and mother packed her things together, and they packed up for a whole day, and he prepared a lot of things for her to eat, packed them carefully, and put them in a bag......