400. I don't want to see her again

Nian Nian nodded lightly, seeing Zhan Muyan like this, she actually had a feeling of timidity in her heart.

"Well, I tell you, I'm going to find a woman!" Zhan Muyan spit out these words coldly, shook off Nian Nian's hand, and strode towards the door.

"You're back! I won't let you go! Nian Nian shouted and jumped out of bed.

"Put your mind to your third brother." Zhan Muyan turned his head, his eyes were still cold, without a trace of the tenderness of the past.

Nian Nian took a step forward, but immediately felt dizzy, and the person almost fell to the ground.

Zhan Muyan finally couldn't bear to watch her fall, so she came back to support Niannian and dragged her back to the bed: "You sleep well, and follow your good sister back to the capital tomorrow!" ”

"I've drunk too much, I'm so uncomfortable, I can't sleep, do you still want to go?" Nian Nian grabbed him tightly again.

"Hehe, who are you drinking too much for? Don't tell me you want to drink because you have nothing to do! Niannian, I can't wait to grind with you like this anymore. You don't love me, I'll go find another woman who loves me, isn't it wrong? An angry sneer appeared on Zhan Muyan's face.

As soon as he remembered what he had just now, Nian Nian gasped and groaned softly under him, almost making him fascinated. But she had been fantasizing that he was another man, and Zhan Muyan felt so angry that she couldn't stay for a minute.

"I'm really uncomfortable...... I want to drink water. Nian Nian said weakly, feeling a splitting headache, and the sequelae of drinking too much wine are really big.

Zhan Muyan thought about it, walked to the table and poured a cup of hot water, then took out a small porcelain bottle from his body, poured out some white medicinal powder from it and melted it into the tea, and handed it to Niannian: "Drink it." ”

"What is this?" Nian Nian was a little puzzled.

"What do you think? Are you afraid that I will drug you? Zhan Muyan said angrily, glaring at her almost viciously: "Believe me, you just drink it, this is the medicine that can relieve your wine and make you sleep well." ”

Nian Nian obediently drank the cup of tea and said, "Thank you, Zhan Muyan, just now...... I'm really sorry. ”

Then she honestly went back to bed, and at any rate, she did want to get a good night's sleep now. Maybe you wake up when you wake up and drink, and the taste of drunkenness is really bad.

Zhan Muyan didn't say a word, didn't look at Niannian again, put down the teacup, closed the door and walked out.

When he walked to the manor hall, he met Su Xiaorou again.

The two of them were taken aback when they saw each other at this time.

Although Zhan Muyan wondered that Su Xiaorou was so late, why hadn't she gone to sleep yet? But at this moment, his mood was already extremely bad, and he didn't have the heart to ask Su Xiaorou anything else at all.

"Tomorrow, you can go with Niannian!" He only said this sentence angrily.

"Can we take Niannian with us? Did Nian Nian agree to it? Su Xiaorou couldn't believe it for a while.

It's because she's going to be separated from Nian Nian tomorrow, and she can't sleep anyway. After talking to Li Mo, a person just walked out and met Zhan Muyan.

Just now, this person told her categorically that he would not persuade Nian Nian to go back, but now he suddenly changed his words and said that they should leave with Nian Nian, which is too strange.

"It's that I don't want to keep her anymore! Take her with you when you leave tomorrow! She was drunk like a ghost, and I just gave her an antidote to sleep, and it was enough to sleep for a long time. If she doesn't wake up tomorrow, you're going to take her away, you know? I'm going out and won't be back for a few days! Zhan Muyan said distraughtly, raising his feet and walking outside.

"But don't you miss it very much? How so? Don't you send her back to the capital? It's so late, where are you going? Su Xiaorou's heart was even more surprised, and she couldn't help but catch up and ask.

"Hehe, she still wants me to send it when she returns to the capital? Am I going to have to send her to your brother's bed myself to be thoughtful? Zhan Muyan let out a sneer, and the handsome face like a knife and an axe was even more cold and invincible against the backdrop of the pale yellow light.

He felt his heart ache more and more, as if countless whips had been struck through his heart, leaving behind blood marks that would not heal. Nian Nian, his favorite Nian Nian, how could she hurt him like this? How could she trample on his dignity like this?

Su Xiaorou was a little stunned for a while, she didn't expect Zhan Muyan to say such a sentence.

Slightly stunned, she whispered, "How can you say that? At the very least, you have to send her back to the capital and wait until Nian Nian has really made a decision before making plans. Maybe you're the one she chooses in the end! ”

"Enough! Woman! You duplicitous women! I'm tired of dealing with you guys now! Zhan Muyan yelled viciously: "It's okay if she makes any decisions, no matter how she and your brother do!" It's none of my business! I don't want to leave her alone anymore! I don't want to see her anymore! Do you understand? You'd better disappear from my face tomorrow with her at once! ”

"You quarreled with Niannian? Where are you going now? Su Xiaorou asked with concern.

Although she didn't want Nian Nian to be with Zhan Muyan, she was still a little more worried when she saw Zhan Muyan, who had always been calm and comfortable, so unusually furious.

"Are women so nosy?" Zhan Muyan looked at Su Xiaorou with a slight sneer, and her face seemed to have regained some of her previous calmness: "You don't have to worry about where I go, but before you leave, I won't come back!" Let me remind you again, tomorrow you will go with your thoughts! Good bye! Have a nice trip! ”

"Zhan Muyan, Zhan Muyan......" Su Xiaorou wanted to ask again, and called out a few times eagerly.

But Zhan Muyan walked out without looking back, and his handsome and dashing figure completely disappeared into the night outside the gate after a while.

Su Xiaorou had no choice but to rush to Niannian's room again, but saw Niannian sleeping on the bed with a coquettish face, sleeping so intoxicated that she couldn't wake up even if she pushed it.

Sitting down on the edge of Niannian's bed, Su Xiaorou sighed softly, thinking: Niannian, you slept comfortably. I don't know what happened to you to show your admiration? He was so angry that he wanted to run out in the middle of the night, and said that he never wanted to see you again. Such...... Okay, you can go back to the capital with us first, and wait until you meet the third brother......

Quiet night, the moon curtain hook, the evening breeze hits.

In the palace, Su Junchu sat quietly in the imperial study alone. He was preoccupied, and he had already sent Li Mo the news of peace negotiations and inviting him back to the palace, but he never saw Li Mo and Su Xiaorou come back, which was a matter of annoyance to him.

And what made Su Junchu even more worried was that the letter he wrote to Nian Nian was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no reply.

He was getting more and more restless, and he had already decided that no matter what, if he didn't forgive him, he would immediately go out of the palace to find Nian Nian.

Let Niannian wander outside alone with the child in her womb for so long, this matter, Su Junchu is like sitting on pins and needles when he thinks about it, and his heart is like a knife. He couldn't bear this mental torment anymore, and he had to find Niannian immediately.

A little father-in-law walked in at this time and said respectfully: "Your Majesty, a palace maid came to Qingxue Palace and said, Xue Guiren, please come over." ”

Su Junchu came back to his senses and turned his thoughts to Xue Ji.

During this time, Yukihime's body has gradually improved, and someone has helped her to walk on the ground. However, she still relied on Su Junchu very much, and she had to send people to find Su Junchu several times a day.

It seems that only when she sees Su Junchu can her mood become cheerful.

"Got it." Su Junchu replied lightly, got up and stood up.

He thought to himself, just at this time, he went over to tell Xue Ji that he was leaving the palace to find Niannian. At the same time, he also made it clear to her that he always regarded her as a younger sister, so that she could slowly adapt to the life of an independent person and stop being too attached to him.

Qingxue Palace is the name that Yukihime gave to her palace at the beginning, and she likes these two words. Su Junchu didn't care about such a thing at all, and let her go at that time.

Walking into Qingxue Palace, Xue Ji leaned on the bed, her face was still very pale, but her spirit looked very good.

As soon as she saw Su Junchu come in, her originally quiet and plain eyes suddenly bloomed with bright brilliance, and a happy smile appeared on her face: "Your Majesty, you are finally here, you have come here much less these days." ”

"I've been very busy with the affairs of the DPRK and China these days, Xue Ji, are you feeling a lot better now?" Su Junchu walked to the side of the bed, looked at her and asked.

"Yes, the concubine feels that her body is getting stronger and stronger. But...... The concubines still want the emperor to be free to accompany the concubines more. Xue Ji said softly, those big beautiful eyes looking at Su Junchu expectantly.

"Yukihime, I came today to see you, and I still have something to tell you." Su Junchu sat down on a chair specially placed at the head of the bed.

"If the emperor has something, please tell me directly." Xue Ji's heart was slightly surprised, basically now Su Junchu was just asking about her body, she couldn't guess what Su Junchu would say to her so solemnly at this time?

"Xue Ji, you don't have to call yourself a concubine to me in the future." Su Junchu pondered for a moment and decided to say it directly to her.

"Why? The concubine was originally your Xue noble, what is it called if you don't call yourself a concubine? Yukihime's eyes widened in even more surprise, and there was an indescribable uneasiness in her heart.

"You can call yourself me or Yukihime, and I won't blame you. In fact, you look very much like my sister Xiaorou, and I have always regarded you as a sister like Xiaorou in my heart. As long as your body is well, I can give you freedom at any time. You know, the queen didn't follow me back to the palace last time, and I've been anxious all the time. If she doesn't come back for a day, I won't be able to stay grounded for a day. Therefore, I plan to leave the palace tomorrow to find the queen. In the meantime, I won't be here again, and you'll have to learn to take care of yourself. Because in the future, I will not be able to be by your side all the time. I'll be nice to you, but I'm definitely not more than brother and sister, can you understand? Su Junchu said it in one breath, he wanted to make it clear at one time, and cut through the mess quickly.

Yukihime's face turned from white to red, and from red to white, and her lips twitched a few times, but she didn't speak.

Su Junchu glanced at her, and although he knew that these words were a little cruel to this girl, he continued: "Moreover, the queen doesn't like to stay in the palace. I have already made a decision, and when I find the queen, this emperor, I will not be again. I will leave here with her and live the life of a crane in the clouds. ”

"But the emperor ...... You promised Yukihime! If Yukihime doesn't die, you'll love Yukihime! Even if you are not the emperor, Xue Ji will follow you wholeheartedly, even if you go to the mountain village and the wild mountains. Xue Ji will not compete with the queen's sister for favor, just ask the emperor to give Xue Ji a little bit of his love for his sister. Yukihime said excitedly, tears glistening in her eyes.

She obediently changed her self-proclaimed concubine, but the pain in her heart was unbearable.

It turned out that she couldn't exchange her life for the emperor's slightest love for her. It turned out that in the emperor's heart, from beginning to end, only the queen mother was retained......

Hearing Xue Ji say this, Su Junchu's sword eyebrows twisted slightly.

Yes, at that time, he promised Yukihime. If she doesn't die, he will love her.

But at that time, he was completely shocked by Yukihime's unreserved love for him. He said that out of instinct in the situation at the time, he hoped to give Yukihime a strong mental strength and do his best to keep the girl alive.

And in his heart, the love for Nian Nian has not weakened at all, and even now it has become stronger because he has not seen Nian Nian for a long time.

How could he give this love to other girls? Even this girl, saved his life......

Su Junchu thought with mixed feelings, he wanted to explain why he agreed at that time.

In fact, at that time, in that situation, no one could bear to disappoint this infatuated girl who was on the verge of death, and anyone should have agreed.

But when so many words came to his lips, Su Junchu finally only said the simplest words: "I'm sorry, Xue Ji, I really don't love you!" ”

"Xue Ji knows that the emperor loves her sister, but the emperor, what is Xue Ji inferior to her sister? You said that Xue Ji will work hard to do it, and will work hard to learn from her sister, Xue Ji really wants to be by the emperor's side forever. Yukihime said sadly, tears finally rolling down her beautiful cheeks.

"Yukihime, you're beautiful, and you're cute. However, there is only one thought, and I only want to miss one. If you really want to know how you and Nian Nian are different in my mind, I can tell you......" Su Junchu paused, turned his gaze and said in a deep voice: "In the simplest words, without you, I will be sad, but I will still live well." But if I lose my thoughts, I can't live. I say that, do you understand? ”