Chapter 51: A River of Blood
Jinpu watched Xu Qianxue's departure, he clenched his fists, lowered his voice and said: "Xu Qianxue, you can blame me, you can also be angry, but you can't deny my love, I really love you very much, the reason why I do this is to let you understand that Wu Qiu Yao can't give you happiness, I Jinpu will give you everything, it's just that are you willing to accept it?" Never doubt my love for you, you will never understand, how much I love you, never guess, because sometimes I really love you very much, love to the bones, love to the bone marrow, Xu Qianxue, what can I do to make you fall in love with me? There seems to be no way out."
Xu Qianxue returned home, sat next to the swimming pool, and listened to Yan Mengzhen's last words for an afternoon, she listened to it many times over and over again, basically every word, every pause in every place she understood clearly, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe.
Finally she couldn't take it anymore and turned off the recording that was playing, and she sighed and couldn't speak.
"Wife, why are you here? I've been looking for you for a long time, what, do you want to swim? I'll be with you. Wu Qiu Yao's voice came from behind.
Xu Qianxue turned her head and watched Wu Qiu Yao approaching her step by step with a smile, and her heart was even more uncomfortable.
Wu Qiu Yao, these days, you should be very uncomfortable for you to be so good to me, let you face a person you don't love, say a lot of promises, you should be very uncomfortable in your heart, I suddenly feel that behind your smile, is it pain? Is it sadness? Is it the helplessness that cannot be told? If so, shouldn't I do it?
Wu Qiu Yao doesn't know what's wrong? I didn't see Xu Qianxue in the company, I just wanted to see her, the more I didn't get off work, I hurried home, but I didn't find her in the room, he was uncomfortable, there was always a feeling of losing Xu Qianxue, and finally saw her figure in the pool, at that moment, my heart suddenly calmed down, and I was at ease, I felt that it didn't matter if something happened to him, anyway, Xu Qianxue was in front of him and wouldn't leave, that's enough.
Wu Qiu Yao walked in front of Xu Qianxue, and just wanted to open her arms, Xu Qianxue instinctively took a step back.
Wu Qiu Yao's eyes looked at her cheeks, what happened to this little woman? It seems a little upset, could it be that he did something wrong? Did you upset her? So he tried very hard to recall and recall, it seems that there is no such thing, it doesn't seem to have provoked her, thinking of this, he recalled again, and made sure that the relationship between the two has been like glue in the past few days, and he is relieved.
"Wu Qiu Yao, you said, if you love someone, shouldn't you trap that person by your side? Want to learn to let go? Xu Qianxue looked at Wu Qiu Yao's eyes and asked in a low voice.
Wu Qiu Yao looked at Xu Qianxue and didn't understand the meaning of her words at all.
Xu Qianxue saw that Wu Qiu Yao didn't answer, she sighed, and said a little helplessly: "I'm thinking, I love you so much, if I really love you so much, how can I trap you by my side?" It stands to reason that I want to see you smile, I want to see you pursue your own happiness, in fact, I shouldn't let you love me, I shouldn't let you talk about me, I have been forcing you to love me, forcing you to live with me, I don't love you, I love myself, Wu Qiu Yao, I just found out that I will really hurt you if I do this, you can rest assured, from today on, I will never let you do this again, I love you, so, I let you go, your promise to all my future, all the words you have said to me, I don't mind, I don't care, I'm alone, I can live a good, very good life. ”
Wu Qiu Yao listened to Xu Qianxue's words, frowned, and said unhappily: "It's so decent, why do you say such a thing?" Didn't I tell you everything? In the future, I will take good care of you by your side, be good to you, don't play with me childish temper, what do we say is good, what is it called giving up? We want to live the days ahead. ”
"Wu Qiu Yao, have you ever loved me? In the days you were nice to me, was there a moment when you fell in love with me? Xu Qianxue looked at Wu Qiu Yao's eyes and asked quickly.
Wu Qiu Yao was stunned, is there one? He doesn't know if that's love? It's just that in some moments, when he saw Xu Qianxue's smile, he felt very warm and warm, and he couldn't wait to keep this smile in his heart forever, and he couldn't wait to continue this smile forever.
He wanted to see Xu Qianxue's smile, and he always felt that seeing Xu Qianxue's smile like this was really good for him, but is this love? Probably not, so, he replied in silence.
How much Xu Qianxue wanted Wu Qiu Yao to say, yes, yes, I fell in love with you for a moment, but after waiting for a long, long time, I finally couldn't hear this satisfactory answer, she smiled bitterly, shook her head and said, "Wu Qiu Yao, do you know? I always thought that I would have charm, not to mention a big charm, at least let you fall in love with my charm, I don't ask you to love me a lot, just a trace is enough, even if it's just a moment, for me, I'm moved, I'm happy, but you don't, I'm thinking, if I do a qiē thing, it won't make you fall in love with me? The result is yes, you will never fall in love with me, even if you plan to live with me for the rest of your life, it will be useless, Wu Qiu Yao, I don't want to continue with you. ”
Xu Qianxue is really tired, sometimes, doing one thing so insistently will really disappoint herself to the extreme, and in the end, she will give up, now, she is such a mentality, love to the end, she took the initiative to give up, just because there is no result.
"Xu Qianxue, I'm already planning to live a good life with you, can you not be so sensitive every time? I said, I'll have a good time with you in the future, I'm tired, let's go back to dinner. Wu Qiu Yao said impatiently.
"Are you living a good life with me because of me? Not at all, you lived with me because of Yan Mengzhen's last words, if it weren't for her begging you to live with me, you wouldn't have paid any attention to me, Wu Qiu Yao, do you think you can hide it from me for the rest of your life? Many things are impossible to hide for a lifetime, I sue you, I know it clearly, Yan Mengzhen's last words are in my hands, Wu Qiu Yao, is it necessary for you to hurt me like this? Is it necessary for you to be so good with me for Yan Mengzhen? You and I have a relationship every night, is it also because of Yan Mengzhen? I thought you loved me, but I was stupid enough to find out that you had sex with me for another woman? My so-called happiness, my so-called love, all because of another woman, do you know my sorrow, do you know, because of another woman, my husband is good to me, have you ever seen a person like me who failed? You sue me, have you seen it? Xu Qianxue took out a voice recorder and asked excitedly.
"Don't get excited, there's only one voice recorder, there's a swimming pool behind you, don't fall into it." Wu Qiu Yao said quickly.
Damn, he remembered this voice recorder in the office, how could it be in her hand? He has treasured it all, now, how could he be held by Xu Qianxue? However, he can't manage that much at the moment, he just hopes that his voice recorder doesn't fall into the pool, otherwise it's over.
When Xu Qianxue heard this, she said excitedly: "You don't explain a word, just go straight to the recorder, in fact, you have never forgotten Yan Mengzhen, right?" Actually, every promise you made to me was for Yan Mengzhen, right? Everything you did with me was because Yan Mengzhen was right? You answer me, don't you? ”
"Yes, I'm just for Yan Mengzhen." Wu Qiu Yao shouted loudly.
Xu Qianxue finally stopped expecting, she looked at Wu Qiu Yao looking at the recorder excitedly, and then looked at the recorder in her hand, she said with a smile: "Wu Qiu Yao, this pen has always been very important to you, right?" There's only one in the world, right? You can really compromise for Yan Meng's sake to become like this, I am very moved, okay, now you want this pen, right, I will give it back to you, and I will throw it into the pool for you. ”
After Xu Qianxue finished speaking, she turned around and raised her hand, Wu Qiu Yao saw this scene, rushed over, and pulled Xu Qianxue fiercely, Xu Qianxue did not stand firmly, and fell heavily on the edge of the pool, the blood on her forehead flowed out like this, a tumble, and rolled into the pool like this, the bright red blood spread, and Wu Qiu Yao was stunned.
He didn't mean it, he quickly picked up Xu Qianxue, and said apologetically: "Xu Qianxue, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
Xu Qianxue looked at Wu Qiu Yao's appearance, pointed to the bag not far away, and said with a smile: "The voice recorder in my hand is fake, it is really in my bag, Yan Meng is really angry, I don't dare to move, but I didn't expect that you would make me bleed like a river for her, and now, I finally understand your heart, Wu Qiu Yao, you make me feel cold." ”
After Xu Qianxue finished speaking, she struggled out of Wu Qiu Yao's arms and stumbled to get up.
Every time Xu Qianxue took a step, many, many pictures would appear in her mind, those pictures of Wu Qiu Yao being good to her.
Nowadays, it seems to be all a joke.
Now, it seems to be all an illusion.
She could feel the blood on her forehead, little by little, little by little, falling into her cheeks, she felt that the whole person was going to be emptied, that kind of taste, really indescribable, even more painful in her heart, Wu Qiu Yao, just to keep the recorder, can be so ruthless.