Her name is Zhang Xinyi, and she grew up in a single-parent family since she was a child.

In her life, the most important person is her - Mo Xiaoli.

Remember, Xiaoli often said that she was her salvation. But she didn't know that she Mo Xiaoli was her Zhang Xinyi's salvation.

With her, she feels that her world is very peaceful, there are no quarrels, no sadness, and no disturbances.

So, since childhood, she has relied on her.

She thought that Xiaoli would be the same, and would treat her as the only one in life, but there was a man in Xiaoli's life, an excellent, clean man who made her feel very threatened.

At the beginning, Xiaoli confessed to him because of a bet, but because of such a confession, he became entangled with Xiaoli.

She never realized that Xiaoli would care about the eyes of outsiders, because in Xiaoli's world, everyone else is transparent except for him.

So she nervously asked Xiaoli if she liked him, but she said that she was using him!

She thought she was too sensitive, so she didn't pay much attention to it, and when she knew that Xiaoli told her that she wanted to take that man seriously, she realized that it was too late.

However, when she asked Xiaoli who was more important, her affirmative answer calmed her restless heart a lot.

Although she doesn't like Ma Wenhao, Xiaoli has already explained that she is embarrassed to bully Ma Wenhao too much in front of Xiaoli, and because of her mother's remarriage and her mother's prejudice, she is not allowed to associate with Xiaoli.

Her mother's remarriage was thought to be a turning point for her, but it was bad news for her.

The stepfather is a beast-hearted guy, in front of his mother and outsiders, he always pretends to be a good gentleman, but secretly he often punches and kicks her, and even once peeped at her in the shower and even wanted to defile her. This is also the reason why she was able to stay in danger when Xiaoli suspected that she was pregnant.

In that home, she was terrified, but she didn't dare to tell Xiaoli about this, because first, she was afraid that she would dislike herself and think she was dirty, and second, she didn't want to ruin her mother's happiness.

She really wanted to escape from the so-called home, but every time she saw the smile on her mother's face, she couldn't bear it, so she could only pile up that false smile in front of her mother, because more things are better than less, and her mother, who raised her with hard work, can be happy, and it is worth it to be sad.

At home, at school, she is all in front of a gentle mask, only in front of Xiaoli, she can cry when she is sad, the atmosphere can swear, she can laugh when she is happy, and where Xiaoli is there, it is her paradise.

She thought that she was just Xiaoli the most important friend and best friend, but when Xiaoli told her that she might be pregnant, she was so shocked and so angry that she even wanted to kill Ma Wenhao with her own hands!

However, in the end, she suppressed her emotions and gave her advice......

But since that day, she has a more and more indescribable feeling about Xiaoli.

She doesn't like Xiaoli to laugh in front of someone she doesn't expect, even if that person is her boyfriend; She didn't want to see the intimate scene between Xiaoli and Ma Wenhao; I don't like to hear her say the sweetness of Ma Wenhao. Because all of this would make her angry and anxious.

At first, she thought she was in love with Ma Wenhao, but when he knew about Chen Meiting and his scandal, she felt a burst of joy in her heart.

Originally...... What she likes is her redemption - Mo Xiaoli!

When she knew her heart, although she was shocked, she quickly accepted it, and her love for Xiaoli became stronger and stronger, so she made more small movements towards Ma Wenhao, and even lost her temper with him directly in front of Xiaoli.

When she watched Xiaoli angrily scold Ma Wenhao again and again because of her, she was really happy.

Xiaoli was kicked out of the house and lived in a small rented house, where she often stayed for a few days.

She didn't want to go back to that home because it would scare her.

Recently, her stepfather's abuse of her has worsened, and the stepbrother who finished college has returned.

At first, the stepbrother didn't know about the stepfather and him, but once again, when she was taking a shower, the stepfather who was peeking was caught by the stepbrother, and instead of exposing the stepfather's conspiracy, he was in cahoots with the stepfather.

They first abused her, tied her hands and feet, then whipped her, punched her, and choked her hands.

Later, perhaps her mother noticed something, and often looked at her with very strange eyes, but when she looked at the scar on her wrist, she only turned her head and couldn't see it.

Looking at her mother, she was really disheartened and even thought about suicide, but ...... Every time she picked up the knife and put it on her wrist, Xiaoli's delicate face and strong black eyes would appear in front of her, because of her, she chose to survive in this cruel world......

She believes that Xiaoli also loves her, because when she was tortured with a fever, she dropped her favorite art class, came to the hospital to take care of her without saying a word, and also found the scars on her hands, and when he knew that her injuries were caused by her stepfather, he even did not hesitate to fight.

She is her salvation, the only brilliance of her gloomy world, the only hope for her to live, how can she not love?!

But she was going to leave and live in the city where he lived.

Her world seemed to collapse, but she still sent her away with a smile, knowing that wherever she went, she was hers! It's like she's hers!

During the summer vacation, a bad news made her almost want to die, she was pregnant...... The kid ...... It's my stepbrother's!

She took her luggage and went to the city where she was. But what I saw was Xiaoli and Ma Wenhao's love nest.

She doesn't like this house, and she doesn't like Ma Wenhao even more, looking at his black eyes that are obsessively looking at Xiaoli, an evil thought appeared in her mind, she wants to take back Xiaoli, she wants to break them up, she wants Xiaoli to belong to her alone forever.

Taking advantage of their quarrel, she put the drunk him to bed, and when Xiaoli was about to come back, she took off his clothes and herself, and let him lie down in front of her fierce, revealing a lotus root, in order to make her misunderstand, in order to frame Ma Wenhao, saying that she was supposed to have a few drinks with him, but he was a bully who was forced to bow and drunk and disorderly.

She thought that Xiaoli would break up with him in a fit of anger, but Xiaoli didn't know it and became more gentle with him. Looking at the eyes she fell in love with, she hated that man even more.

What's so good about him that he deserves Xiaoli's grievances?!

Could it be that Xiaoli is really in love with him? This thought made her furious and decided to give Ma Wenhao an even more violent blow.

She went to the hospital for a check-up, gave money to the nurse, asked her to change the date of pregnancy on the test sheet, and then went to Xiaoli with the test sheet.

She cried bitterly, she knew that Xiaoli would not wronged her.

Sure enough, Xiaoli had a big quarrel with him, and when Ma Wenhao took them to the hospital to verify, she really sweated, but fortunately, the nurse turned out to be the little nurse she bought, in order not to lose her job, so she was very smart to help her take another vacation.

But Ma Wenhao seemed to know something, and said very firmly that the child was not his.

When she was frightened and afraid that her treacherous plan would be exposed, Xiaoli gave him a resounding slap, and under her plan, they finally broke up, and she finally left Ma Wenhao.

But...... She didn't expect that Xiaoli also left her.

After Xiaoli left, the young and promising him became so decadent, but when she committed suicide by cutting her veins, he took care of her in the hospital and comforted her.

She didn't understand why he was doing this, but he said, "Because she told me to take care of you!" ”

A simple sentence made her cry bitterly, she loved Xiaoli, but she loved so selfishly, and even ruined her happiness and pushed her away, all of which was her fault!

Looking at the man in front of her who was full of scum, looking at his eyes that had lost their brilliance, she suddenly figured it out.

Love - it turns out that you really can't force it, if you really love her, you have to love the house and the black, love everything she has, even the person she loves. She is not a person who can give Xiaoli happiness, because her love is too selfish, too domineering, and too gloomy, and the man in front of her is the one who can really give Xiaoli happiness.

She apologized to him for her willfulness and conspiracy. He said that he had already thought of it, because he could see the heat in her eyes for Xiaoli.

She originally wanted to take out the child, but because Xiaoli once said that she hoped that the child would be born safely, she decided to give birth.

But when she returned home and confessed everything to her mother, her mother didn't believe her and even kicked her out of the house.

It was a stormy afternoon, she was driven out of the house by her mother and her luggage, at that time it was simply sad than death, she walked on the road in a muddy way, and was hit by a motor vehicle, she was fine, but the child could not be saved.

She always thought that she didn't care about the child, but she had been in her belly for so many weeks, she seemed to have gotten used to the existence of the child, Xiaoli was gone, the child was her trust, but she couldn't even protect the child, her heart was really painful, it hurt......

Xiaoli is gone, the child is gone, her mother doesn't trust her, and she suddenly feels that the world is dark.

But he, the man who loved Xiaoli, changed his previous decadence, pulled her out of his sadness, and threatened to take care of her instead of Xiaoli.

He did it, using his own means to beat his stepfather and them into an iron prison, looking at his mother's stepfather's pleading face, she instantly felt that her relatives were not as good as an outsider.

Looking at Ma Wenhao's resolute eyes, she suddenly understood why Xiaoli fell in love with him. And she was relieved to hand over Xiaoli to him.

Finally, with his help, she leaves the troubled city and welcomes a new future.

On the other side of the globe, she cut her hair short, changed her dress, and put on a simple shirt, like the woman she loved dearly, simple and strong.

Loving someone will slowly become her...... Maybe it's a self-tinkering comfort, but, so what?

She loves deeply, even if she can't be together, even if she becomes another Mo Xiaoli, so what?

Even though she lost herself, she remembered that she was her only salvation!

If you love, please love deeply!