92. Please let go

She reacted and was about to explain, but he grabbed her neck and yelled at her: "Put it down, let it go for me!" ”

His face was so distorted, his eyes were painful and terrible, his hand around her neck was shaking violently, even after that day's flower, he had never been so nervous or excited......

An Xin was frightened by him, and put the two portraits in her hand back on his desk in a panic, but because she was too nervous, she put the portraits back in a wet place.

"You're damned!"

He shook her off like a madman, picked up the two portraits in the water in fear, and carefully held them in his hands, his hands trembling like a dying old man.

An Xin was thrown back three steps by his strong force, did not stand firmly, fell to the ground with a "bang", she didn't care about the pain in her body, got up, and looked at him in a panic: "This painting is so heavy on you?" ”

He turned his head to look at her, and his injured eyes seemed to be dripping blood: "Get out." ”

"Actually, I'm ......"

"Get out!"

He interrupted her coldly, and a broken syllable came out of his throat: "If you dare to step into the study in the future, this king will break your legs, get out of me!" ”

In front of him, it was as if a basin of cold water had been poured on the ice and snow, his whole body was trembling, excited and collapsed, as if he would pounce on her and strangle her to death if she said one more word......

She didn't dare to say any more, and silently turned and walked out of his study, tears gurgling down at some point, dripping down at her feet.

She knew that she was so important to him, but he didn't give her a chance to speak.

Then another day, when each other's emotions are more stable, she will tell him that the person in the portrait is actually next to him.

"Squeak!"

She had closed the door and left, but Chu Lingye didn't seem to hear it, carefully put the two portraits on the dry place on the table, tremblingly put the two halves of the portraits together, staring at the person whose face was torn from it, and his heart ached as if blood.

This is the only portrait he has of her, will he be able to return to her original appearance when he is dry?

The woman was so cruel that she wanted to destroy his most important thing.

……

A month later.

In the Mochizuki Tower.

Mo Ziming carefully checked An Xin's pulse, and his face suddenly changed.

"Young Master Mo, what's wrong?"

An Xin was also a little panicked, Mo Zi was calm by nature, if it wasn't for the fact that he was very shocked, he would never show such an expression.

Mo Ziming stabilized his emotions and tried to say calmly: "Xin'er, you are happy." ”

"Ah......h

An Xin was speechless.

She had been feeling sick lately, and she couldn't imagine that she was actually pregnant with a child.

In front of her, she stared at him twice, with infinite joy in her eyes and expression, just as he was worried, she obviously wanted this child, Mo Ziming sighed gloomily in her heart: "Xin'er, you can't have this child." ”

"Why?"

An Xin was stunned, Mo Ziming's too serious gaze made her heart palpitate.

"You know, your illness is ...... now" I really couldn't bear to tell the truth, he paused slightly, and changed his words: "If you use medicine, it's not good for the child, Xin'er, it's better to wait until the illness is cured." ”

His voice was gentle and almost pleading, she also knew the seriousness of the matter, however, she smiled calmly: "I know, Master Mo, I have already thought about it, and I will not take medicine anymore in the future." ”

"No way!" Mo Zi stood up quietly and took her hand excitedly: "Xin'er, you are joking with your life." ”

Her hand was pinched very painfully, and she frowned slightly, but let him grasp it, looking at him, her eyes calm and calm.

Facing her gaze, Mo Ziming's heart seemed to have been stung by a poisonous bee, endless pain spread mercilessly, and the strength of his whole body seemed to be drained, he let go of her dejectedly, looked at her haggard face with pity, and his voice was almost pleading:

"Xin'er, why are you so cruel to yourself?"

"Master Mo, in fact, if you don't say it, I understand, my condition is very bad now, and I know that even if it goes on like this, it will be very small to hope......" An Xin smiled calmly:

"If my life is destined to be short, I hope to give birth to a child for him in my lifetime, so that even if I die, I will not regret it, Master Mo, don't worry, I will try my best to persist for this child."

"There's always hope, Xin'er, please don't give up, okay?" The more he spoke, the more excited he became, his voice trembling slightly with panic.

"Master Mo, I'm sorry." An Xin stood up and looked directly into his eyes that were narrowed with anxiety: "It's my own decision to give up, it's not your fault, promise me, please stop blaming yourself, okay?" ”

This man has paid too much for her, and she owes him something she can't pay back in this life.

Ziming, I know that there is an afterlife in life, and when I wait until the next life, I will definitely repay the debt I owe you......

Silently thinking in her heart, she turned and walked in the direction of the door.

"Xin'er ......"

Mo Ziming stretched out her hand helplessly, and her palm touched her little hand, but she was powerless to grasp it.

He knew her, and no one could persuade this weak woman to do what she was determined to do.

But how could he bear to tell her that her illness had worsened recently, let alone giving up taking the medicine, I was afraid that even if she continued to take the medicine, it would be difficult for her to survive for two months......

Give up taking the medicine, that's self-denial.

His anxious and helpless cry was faintly heard behind him, An Xin didn't look back, and slowly walked out of the door before turning to look at him: "Master Mo, goodbye." ”

She decided how happy she was to be able to give birth to his baby, how could she give up?

……

Meteors across the sky, even if it is a quick glimpse, but also blooming infinite wonderful, since it is destined not to be with him for a long time, she is willing to be a meteor, from his life, just to bloom her last light.

Outside the Moon Tower, people came and went, people had different expressions, she stood in the crowd, gently brushing her lower abdomen that had not changed, and couldn't help but show a happy smile on her face.

Perhaps, God gave her this opportunity to travel through time and space, not so that she could stay with Chu Ling for the rest of her life, but to ask her to leave a child for him.

I am grateful to God for giving her a baby, so that she may have the opportunity to be a mother in this life.

"What are you doing here?"

A familiar voice suddenly came from behind her, An Xin slowly turned around, and really saw Chu Lingye.

He had disappeared from her world since she had inadvertently torn the portrait that day, and it had been a month since he disappeared, and even though he had all the bad things for her, she still wanted to see him, but she couldn't be happy now, because there was still a woman by his side, Hua Siying.

"What is the princess doing here? Fighting with men again? ”