Chapter 65: Sadness
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She waited for him for a long time with anticipation, and the clock on the wall was already moving into the early hours of the morning, and finally, disappointed, she got up from the couch and walked back to her room, because the experience of waiting told her that he would not be back tonight.
This night, she was half-asleep and did not sleep all night. Waiting for the lights, let the soothing music play back over and over again, just for fear that I will feel lonely and sad in the darkness of insomnia.
The strong thoughts under the moonlight permeate the night, and the dawn is also coming little by little.
Because Leng Yi is getting busier and busier, during his absence, she fell in love with the sadness of a person, the sadness of being alone in the middle of the night, the sad music, and the sad words can always find resonance in her heart.
Sometimes, she also reflects on herself, because she is too dependent on him, so she often falls into loneliness and loneliness. cares about him too much, so the mood will be swayed by his gestures.
Why do you care so much about him? She asked herself because she loved him.
Loving someone may have a long period of pain, but it can bring happiness to the other person, and that is also the greatest happiness in the world.
Just like when she falls in love with him, she will always be a little scared, afraid of getting him; I'm even more afraid of losing him.
This feeling of fear of loss will always hover in her heart, making her feel tormented, but the happy memories can't be directed, back and forth, this may be what love should bear
The darkness of the night was nearing its end, and a man and a woman stepped out of the dark doorway, and the man grabbed the woman's hand. But the other woman shook it off, they seemed to be arguing about something.
Jason confessed to Mo Qianzi. was also completely rejected, on the grounds that she had no feelings for him. This did not come as a surprise to Jason. It's just that her attitude of not caring about indifference and determination pierces his heart deeply.
Walking behind her, he was still unwilling to grab her hand again, and pleaded: "Qianzi, do you have to be so ruthless?" Don't you know how I've treated you all these years? Do you really not even feel anything for me, I have already given you my heart, how can you bear to crush it? ”
Mo Qianzi was silent, her heart was not made of iron, she could naturally feel his care for her over the years, but she had always been a colleague for Jason. Nothing else, for she had already set her heart on another person.
She looked at him with some guilt and said, "Jason, thank you for taking care of me for so many years, I understand your heart, but don't you also know my heart?" Obviously you know my heart, why is it still so impulsive today, making our relationship so embarrassing now, you know, I don't even dare to face you now. I thought you wouldn't pierce this layer of paper, but I didn't expect you to do it anyway, why are you so stupid, knowing that I can't accept you! It's impossible to love you! ”
He shook his head. Unwilling, he was on the verge of collapse and did not accept such a statement, he stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders with both hands and said, "No." Qianzi, don't you know yet? He can't love you. There are already other women around him! Even if he doesn't have another woman, he won't love you. Don't be stupid! Look at me, I'm no worse than Leng Yi, why do I love you so much, but your eyes are full of him"
"You let go of me!" She broke free from the shackles of his hands, and her eyes were hazy when she thought of Leng Yi: "No, he won't love me, I believe he also has mine in his heart, that Yin Xiaotao just makes him feel fresh, after a while, this freshness passes, he will definitely think of me, I must wait for him, wait for him to love me." ”
She shook her head away, ignoring the battered Jason behind her.
How her words made him jealous, he was jealous of everything she had for Leng Yi, whether it was a word or a look, it made him crazy with jealousy, but he always chose to hide this love.
finally mustered up the courage to confess, but she rejected it so simply, he really felt that he was a fool, he could clearly foresee the result, but he still couldn't help but have a glimmer of hope, hoping that she would be moved by himself, but in the end, he was ironic by reality and left no room for it.
Watching her back go farther and farther, his heart hurt more and more, and finally he chased after her and hugged her.
"Don't go, if you leave this time, you'll lose me forever!"
Wiping away her tears, she still stood still, and did not look back at him, because her heart told herself that she had not touched the slightest affection for him.
"Jason, if, in the end, Leng Yi still fails to fall in love with me, then we are making plans, okay?"
This answer made him dumbfounded! He could only smile bitterly, let go of his embrace, and walked in front of her.
"I don't want to be another choice in your life, I just hope to be the only one in your life, if not, even if you are willing to wronged yourself and will find love, then I don't want to, so don't worry, I will definitely work very, very hard not to love you!"
She lowered her head and apologized: "I'm sorry, Jason me"
He put his hand to her lips and smiled wryly, as if he had experienced a thrilling disaster.
"Don't say sorry to me, I love you, it's my business, it's none of your business. I won't force your feelings for me, but I used my last courage to confess to you, and I finally came to the crossroads of love alone, but there were no road signs, no one, of course... And not you! I respect you. ”
"Thank you." She didn't have any more words, and her emotions were very complicated.
"Can you hug me??" The question was heavy, and it was his last request.
Without saying a word, she stepped forward and hugged him.
This time, he hugged her tightly, smelled her hair, and received the tenderness of her last alms, and tears flowed down his eyes, the first and last time he wept for her
I took a late-night snack from McDonald's and drove to the dock yard at the port.
There are still many cargo ships from all over the world at the dock late at night, and the big crane is hoisting containers full of goods back and forth at the dock and stacking them. Trucks come in and out, a busy scene.
Jason came to the yard. I parked the car on the side, and walked left and right with a big hamburger for more than ten minutes. Occasionally alert to whether someone was following him, he knocked on a dark blue container door in Yard 7 when he was sure it was safe.
Leng Yi sat inside, his eyes staring at the twelve display screens, always paying attention to Long Daqian's every move.
Listening to the sound outside the door, he glanced at the colleague next to him and asked him to open the door.
He got up, went to the door, saw through the gap and saw that it was Jason, and immediately opened the door.
Jason came in and gave the burger to the colleague who opened the door: "Give everyone a point!" After speaking, he came to Leng Yi and sat down. I looked at the display screen again, and Long Daqian seemed to be sitting on something!
"You've been monitoring for a day, is there any progress?"
Leng Yi glanced at Jason, and then stopped his eyes on the display: "Shhh This is a staggering number. ”
When Jason heard this, he cheered up, looked at the so many bags of powder on the display screen, and felt a little strange: "This Long Daqian is so blatantly engaged in drug trading." That's weird, right? ”
Leng Yi smiled: "It's very strange, but this is not our business, the anti-narcotics police are casting their nets, you just wait to see a good show!" ”
"Yes. Long Daqian has always done a very strict job of secrecy, I didn't expect that this place of transaction could be found by you, and the most incredible thing is that you actually put a monitor. You're so capable of anything! ”
Jason and Leng Yi are brothers, and their relationship is very strong. He was not shaken at all because Mo Qianzi loved him, and he still knew these very clearly. Brothers are brothers, love is love.
Leng Yi sneered, looked at the video and said, "I don't know if I can do it, but for some people, money is omnipotent." ”
"Oh, I see." Jason nodded, it turned out that Leng Yi had set up a nail in Long Daqian: "You said that the anti-narcotics police are casting a net, so you told them?" ”
"I didn't say it, it was Long Daqian himself who asked someone to secretly tell the truth."
"Is he dying? Dig a hole for yourself, it's a conspiracy. ”
"It's really a conspiracy."
Leng Yi was right, in the end, Long Daqian played the anti-drug police car around, because he used hundreds of kilograms of flour to secretly report to the police under the pretext of drug trading, the reason is very simple, he is doing it for Leng Yi to see, because he understands very well that the National Security Bureau has already targeted him.
What made Leng Yi feel the most creepy was that after Long Daqian made a joke with the anti-narcotics police again, he raised his middle finger at Leng Yi to plant a nail, and Leng Yi realized that Long Daqian was not at all easier to deal with than Long Guang, and it seemed that his revenge was menacing.
Leng Yi was silent after watching the picture of Long Daqian's middle finger to himself, he thought that he had done a good job, but he didn't expect to be slapped by Long Daqian in the end.
After staring at the screen for a day, he felt a little tired and kneaded his temples.
Jason handed him a burger, but Leng Yi didn't have the slightest idea of eating it.
"You eat, I don't have an appetite, I was really killed by Long Daqian this time, I haven't had this feeling of meeting an opponent in chess for a long time."
"People are iron rice and steel, you haven't eaten for a day, eat some, it's dawn outside, just take it as breakfast."
Leng Yi pursed his lips and looked at his watch again, it was already past seven o'clock: "Time flies so fast!" ”
Jason pulled Leng Yi to get up, and sat in Leng Yi's position: "It's my turn to take over, you go back and rest, your little Lori is still waiting for you." ”
Leng Yi couldn't help but glance at Jason with amusement: "I feel like you're weird today, did something happen?" ”
Jason was stunned for a moment, he was obviously well hidden, how could he be discovered?
"What can happen to a heartless person like me, okay, when will you start mother-in-law mother-in-law, go back!"
Although Jason's words were the same as usual, he still heard the clues: "Jason, no matter what happens, I hope you put your work first, after all, this mission is really serious!" ”
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