Chapter 123: Tell me, how much you miss me!
Listening to Yin Manqing's whispered words in his ear, it turned out that ...... She already knew.
If it was according to her temper before, she would definitely find him to "settle accounts", but this time, she accepted it silently.
Although Shen Ye helped her out of kindness, when he heard these words coming out of her mouth at this time, he was both intimate and guilty, as if he had done something that made her face shameless.
"I'm sorry, I'm making my own decisions again." In his words, Shen Ye was slightly sorry.
Yin Manqing stared at him for a long time, she remembered what Fu Wan said to her, so she looked at Shen Ye's face more seriously and carefully, and her ink-like pupils seemed to be full of exhaustion.
"You've been ...... lately All right? She instinctively - he was not good, at least his face did not look good.
"Not bad." He replied perfunctorily, turned his head, and avoided Yin Manqing's overly hot and serious eyes, and he suddenly had a sense of frustration that he had seen through.
"I contacted Aunt Fan, Aunt Fan will come from home soon, and she will take care of you during this period of pregnancy."
After all, Aunt Fan had lived with them for many years and knew Yin Manqing's living habits very well, so if Aunt Fan took care of her, Shen Ye would be more at ease.
However, as Fu Wan said, the more Shen Ye tried her best to arrange everything for her, the more uneasy people became, even though Yin Manqing knew that he was going to Chicago......
"When are you going to Chicago?" This wasn't what she should have cared about, but she couldn't help but ask.
"This weekend."
"......" was so fast, so fast that Yin Manqing was suddenly silent, she was still looking for words in her mind, should she at least say "smooth sailing" to his journey, however, she couldn't disguise anything, even a simple relaxation that could make Shen Ye feel at ease smile.
"Let's go, accompany me to a meal, just as a farewell for me." Shen Ye was always afraid that she would refuse, but if it was the last meal, it was certain that Yin Manqing would not refuse.
In fact, even if it wasn't a farewell meal, Yin Manqing would agree.
"I'll be the east, I'll choose the place."
"Listen to you." Shen Ye said with a smile.
Simple, the words that don't seem to hurt hide countless parting sadness, if Shen Ye has to go to Chicago, and she has to leave him, then everything will end with this dinner, and it will also be a new beginning for each of them.
The place chosen by Yin Manqing is very secluded, it is a small restaurant, the decoration is antique, giving people a hazy and unreal feeling, but it is very warm, and the slightly dim light is warm to people's hearts.
"I'm afraid you'll overwhelm me, so I chose a restaurant with low consumption, don't you dislike it?" Yin Manqing walked in front and said pretending to be fine.
In the evening of early autumn, there was a hint of coolness, Yin Manqing's long skirt and long knitted sweater were flying in the breeze, she didn't have a little pregnancy when she put on flat shoes, so slender that Shen Ye's eyebrows were piled high, walking behind Yin Manqing, staring at her thin and tall back, there were countless impulses rushing out.
He had an idea, and he did it.
When Yin Manqing looked back at him, Shen Ye couldn't help but grab her slender waist, firmly and intimately held it in the palm of her hand, and when they were close to each other, they quickly ignited like thunder and earth, Yin Manqing was embraced by him every time, the heat in her body swelled suddenly, and even for a moment, she was still immersed in their past, thinking that they had never been separated.
Say it, let me wait for you.
Just let me wait a little longer, and you'll come back to me at all times.
……
Yin Manqing's heart began to be chaotic, she was urgent, she couldn't wait to hear Shen Ye say these words again, perhaps, as long as she said it again, she would change her mind desperately.
Whether it's grandpa or mom and dad's opposition, I don't want to live so hard anymore.
It's just that Yin Manqing can sense that Shen Ye's mind has been decided, and the change in his attitude is nothing more than that he wants to start a new life again......
In the night, the long shadows of the two looked thin.
Yin Manqing never waited for Shen Ye's words.
Entering the small restaurant and choosing a seat by the window, Yin Manqing looked at the very bright moon outside the window, and her heart was as cold as the night wind, "After I went to Chicago, I don't plan to come back in the future." ”
She was trying her best to avoid this topic, but as soon as the words came out, she went around to this issue again, in the final analysis, she still cared very much, and she cared about Shen Ye in the future...... Will she ever be able to see him again?
Even, in the past few days, Yin Manqing can't help but think that when she gives birth, who will accompany her, maybe there are friends like Fu Wan and Tang Huan to take care of her and care about her, but Shen Ye will never come back to accompany her.
Thinking about it so far, Yin Manqing has an indescribable panic, in her future life, no matter how many things she encounters that are difficult for her to face, Shen Ye will not pay attention to her anymore; In his life in the future, Long Yunjing has become the main theme of his life, all things, big and small, he has to worry about Long Yunjing, and do everything he can to give Long Yunjing happiness and happiness......
The more he thought about it, the more chaotic Yin Manqing became, especially with Shen Ye's nod, his heart seemed to sink to the bottom in an instant, falling into the abyss.
Shen Ye knew that his would definitely make Yin Manqing flustered, but he didn't want to deceive her anymore, rather than making her wait hopelessly, it was better to let her die.
Yin Manqing obviously couldn't swallow, she didn't eat much, but now because of her heavy mood, the food in front of her was even more unchanged.
There was no conversation at the dinner table, except for an intimate demeanor, Shen Ye coldly sent food to her mouth, although Yin Manqing was embarrassed, she accepted it very obediently.
"Don't go back today." Suddenly, Yin Manqing said.
This sentence had been brewing in her heart for a long time before she spoke, and after saying it, Yin Manqing's face was so red that it was difficult to see anyone.
Shen Ye was also surprised, if it weren't for the unavoidable reason, she would never have made such an invitation, he wanted to refuse, and he should have refused, but he still couldn't resist the impatience in his body and the deep longing for her.
Shen Ye was silent for a long time, as if he was struggling with the most difficult time in his heart.
The longer he was silent, the more frightened Yin Manqing became, and couldn't help but cringe, it seemed that her proposal just now was not considered, and everything was decided by her, deciding to break up, deciding to leave, but she was inseparable when she was separated.
Such a contradictory emotion that upset her made Yin Manqing's body tremble, "You didn't say it to me......"
Thinking that he had been rejected by Shen Ye, Yin Manqing stood up very embarrassed, but was impartial by Shen Ye and firmly carried into his chest, "Is it okay?" Where are you now...... Not allowed. ”
Although he misses, although he thinks about being with her all the time, he is affectionate and loving, but if the intimacy between them will be exchanged for harm to Yin Manqing, he is reluctant.
"Hmm." She nodded, her face covered with red tides.
……
In the bathroom, the curling mist filled her eyes, the heat and temperature spread arbitrarily in the air, and Shen Ye's kisses slid down from her face one by one, and when they wrapped around her neck full of fragrant fragrance, the wings of her nose were all occupied by her breath.
"Tell me, how much you miss me ......"
The murmuring love words lingered in Yin Manqing's ears, although Shen Ye knew that Yin Manqing must miss him very much at this moment, he hoped that she could say to him in person: miss him.
Yin Manqing's jaw raised slightly, as if she longed to get more sweetness and joy from Shen Ye, her initiative to invite, she was unusually behaving and bold today, just for one reason: after tonight, everything will come to an end.
Even so, the reserved and shy were completely aside, Yin Manqing's hands were soft and weak against his shoulders, his eyes wet with the shower were covered with water droplets, and his half-open and half-squinted pupils were full of confusion, which became more and more endearing and pitying.
How much she thought, she didn't say, but replaced the answer with action, stood on tiptoe and kissed close to him, the small lilac tongue carried a unique charm around Shen Ye's tongue, tightly tethered, she was thinking about him all the time, thinking about him.
The front chest is close to Shen Ye, and the closeness between the skin is so shocking that they are enough to forget everything, as if everything can be left behind, and there is only each other in their eyes......
Even though Shen Ye was provoked by her to have a vigorous flame in his body, in order to make her adapt and make her comfortable, he slowed down and gently, until she could accept herself, the long-lost fit, at that moment, Yin Manqing cried excitedly, they were clearly so suitable, and they loved each other, but why did they fall to the point where they had to separate.
"Hold me a little tighter...... I'm cold ......" Yin Manqing muttered, her legs tightly wrapped around his waist, even though the temperature in the bathroom was very high, it still couldn't drive away the coldness of her body, she was like a child, tightly wrapped around Shen Ye's neck, not allowing him to relax a little.
Every corner of the bathroom was scattered with ambiguity, the factor of joy, Shen Ye's whole body was hugging her, it was endless excitement and happiness by his side, and the hot kiss was more and more wanton and searched every inch of her body, loving her, this love was so intense that he couldn't stop.
Rough panting, delicate moaning filled the space, and the temperature also rose rapidly, Yin Manqing went from the initial cold to being surrounded by a scorching body temperature, in his arms, under his leadership, he was very relieved to hand himself over to Shen Ye.
He cares more and values himself more than he does.
"Yeh." The three words "I love you" have never been spoken, and she does not have the face to say these three words to him now.
And even though Shen Ye has incomparable flames and desires hidden in his body, even though he has a lot of things to say to Yin Manqing, he wants to tell her: no matter who he is with in the future, or he is gone, until the moment when his breathing stops, the only person he loves in his life can only be her, and no one can replace her position in his heart.
However, all the words were swallowed back......