Chapter 469: Lose Yourself

Speaking of this, Xu Bing smiled bitterly, as if he was caught in a memory, he paused for a while, and then said another word to Wang Fan.

"Guess what will happen to me and Yuqing? I don't think you'll ever be able to guess the outcome, because I can't even guess it! ”

Xu Bing was talking to himself, Wang Fan had been listening to him tell stories, and now when he heard him talk about this, he was stunned in his heart, because he couldn't think of what the two of them would be able to guess what Xu Bing couldn't guess?

"Don't Yuqing's parents approve of you being together? And then you separated, and then you became like this? ”

Wang Fan thought for a while, and he said guessingly, because he called Xu Bing's wife, although he didn't know when she came to the hospital, but Wang Fan could feel that Xu Bing's wife was not very concerned about him, how could her husband be hospitalized after being injured, and his wife was still thinking about going to the beauty salon to wash her face, and she was still thinking about going to the bar at night?

In Wang Fan's opinion, Xu Bing's current negative thoughts must have something to do with his wife, and Xu Bing's description of Yuqing in his words, since the two love each other so much, it is impossible for Yuqing to treat Xu Bing like this, so Wang Fan said this.

"No, my performance finally impressed Yuqing's parents, they finally agreed to marry their daughter to me, and her family paid for a car worth more than 200,000 yuan, and then I finally married Yuqing.

I began to think that my happy days had finally come, and I loved my wife very much, and regarded her as more important than my life, as long as it was what my wife wanted. I tried my best to be satisfied, because I felt that Yuqing could marry me. I'm so lucky......"

Xu Bing's words really surprised Wang Fan, because he thought that Xu Bing had not chased the goddess in his heart. will lead to such a result in front of him, who knows that he will end up with Yuqing and the goddess in his heart, since Xu Bing likes his wife so much, then why does he still fall into the realm in front of him and beg for death?

Isn't that the life he wants? Why is he like this now? What's going on here?

Wang Fan didn't speak, he picked up the tea and took two sips, but he was thinking in his heart why Xu Bing was like this? Is this really puzzling? But looking at Xu Bing like this, he will definitely slowly tell himself what happened, and he will slowly tell him everything.

"I love Yuqing. I only think that people like me, it's really my blessing to be able to marry such a goddess, so I listen to her for everything, she said that she doesn't like to eat chili peppers, and I haven't touched chili peppers since then, he said that he doesn't like me to go out with my friends, and since then all my friends have asked me to go out, and I have refused to see the class reunion again, because Yuqing doesn't like it.

My life revolves around Yuqing. She was angry at the company and didn't want to go to work, so I asked her to stay at home and I would raise her, even if I worked hard, I wanted her to be happy. I hope she is happy, so since we got married, Yuqing has never gone out to work. I've always been desperate to earn money to support my family.

No matter how hard and tired you are outside, as long as you see Yuqing happy and happy. I feel satisfied, but I don't know when it started. I found out that something was wrong, because Yuqing gave birth to a child, my mother came to take care of it, he came with a big bag of things, and then went back crying, although I was very heartbroken, but after sending my mother away, I still listened to my wife's opinion, so that my parents did not come to Jiangcheng to take care of her at home.

Later, during the Chinese New Year, my daughters were two years old, my parents had never seen my child, and they always wanted us to go home for the New Year, and Yuqing had already said that they would go home for the New Year the year before last, but when they were thirty years old, Yuqing was unwilling, saying that it was too cold and didn't want to go back, so that my child's grandmother's house would celebrate the New Year, I, I finally listened to her,

Slowly, Yuqing said that my salary was not high, and people made money in business, so I went to the sea, and I was lucky to toss a few times, and I also transferred some money. Then Yuqing asked me to buy her parents a shop today, some diamond jewelry tomorrow, and some favorite things the day after tomorrow, and I relied on her, because I love Yuqing.

However, Yuqing is still not satisfied, I don't know what I sometimes do, let her be dissatisfied, she will scold me for being unproductive, I just laugh, but my daughter also scolds me with Yuqing, sometimes the water pipe in his house is broken, the chandelier is broken, and a phone call asks me to put down my work and come to work for my father-in-law's family, and there can be no delay......"

Xu Bing's face was expressionless, as if he was talking about other people's family and telling the story of other people's families, but the more Wang Fan listened, the more he frowned, is this Xu Bing's head broken, is there such a home life?

Treating his wife as a treasure and spoiling him to the point of losing himself, he is really a good man, but is it worth it for Xu Bing to do this? Is his wife not satisfied? After all, the two once loved each other, so she didn't ask herself in her heart?

Xu Bing was stunned, he didn't know what he was thinking, at this time his face was getting more and more ugly, there was no longer a happy gaze, some were just in pain, he held his head, he didn't know that he loved his wife, how could he become like this?

He just wants to be together as a family and live happily with his lover, but how did it end up like this? He simply didn't want to live, because he suddenly found that being alive was not a very happy thing, and anyone who encountered a situation like him might not want to live anymore.

"I had some problems with my business last month, I couldn't get the payment back, there was a big problem with the funds, and the wages of the company's employees may not be paid at the end of the year, I originally wanted Yuqing to take a little money out, but she wanted to buy clothes for her parents for the New Year's goods, saying that she fancied a mink coat, but, but where do I have money now, if I have money, I can also pay the staff for the money of a mink coat, so as not to be as desperate as in front of me.

I have no friends, my business partners are also far away from me, my parents' house I haven't been back for two or three years, the bank still has a loan that has not been repaid, and Yuqing at home has issued a wanted warrant for me, I must buy those things for my mother-in-law, and I quarreled with me in the middle of the night, I felt aggrieved, so I ran out to drink, I don't know why I became like this.

What's wrong with my life, what I originally loved the most was Yuqing, but now she can't let me be nostalgic, I just think it's better to leave, leaving this world is not a hundred, isn't everything pure, don't you have to worry about anything and be depressed?

I was hit by a car and died, and I killed someone else when I died, so why don't you buy a violent poison, at least I won't drag anyone down when I die, and I'm relieved even if I die......"

Xu Bing was immersed in his own sadness and pain, because in his opinion, the person he loved the most was dug into his heart, but she was like this to him, there was really no nostalgia in this world, and the predicament he was encountering now made people see no hope, how did he Xu Bing become such a person one day, it was too painful, and that pain made him want to die.

Tonight, Xu Bing's words that were suppressed in his heart for a long time were said like pouring beans, because for him, his heart was indeed very bitter, he was just grateful to his wife Yuqing for marrying her, and wanted to be really good to him, but he didn't expect it to fall into such a result now, which is really speechless.

Wang Fan didn't say anything, but in his heart, his thoughts fluctuated, he had been listening to Xu Bing's words, thinking of what Xu Bing's wife said when she answered the phone that day, and then thinking about Xu Bing's narrative now, he understood a lot in his heart.

Xu Bing because he chased the goddess of his dreams, because he loved his wife, so he loved her very much, originally their version should have been a happy family, but as a result, although they later had their own baby children, but in this month day, when the cold weather was frozen, Xu Bing was bent on begging for death.

was hit by a car and died, drinking poison and dying, these are what Xu Bing has to think now, just like he said, how can this be, how can a happy family become Yang Fan? What's the problem?

Is his wife too greedy? But she used to be the big goddess in Xu Bing's mind, so understanding, but why did she become like this later? Is Xu Bing's wife wrong, or is Xu Bing wrong?

Xu Bing only knew that he was in a predicament now, and felt that there was no way to live this life, and then felt that his body was worse than death, and he only wanted to be liberated as soon as possible, and he wanted to die, but it was not so easy to die without thinking about it, and it could not solve the problem.

"I already know your problems and predicaments, and I know them in my heart, and you want to die just because you are in trouble right now, not necessarily because you owe money to the bank and the clerk, not necessarily because your mother-in-law wants to buy a mink coat, but because you don't know why you live a good life and are in such a predicament, do you say that I am right?"

Wang Fan thought for a while, he carefully analyzed Xu Bing's words in his mind, and said the results of his analysis, which made Xu Bing, who had originally lowered his head, raise his head suddenly, and then nodded incessantly, looking at Wang Fan in surprise.

Xu Bing thought in his heart that the person in front of him was really smart, and he actually talked to the bottom of his heart, as if he knew his predicament better than himself.

"Yes, you're right, I just don't understand why I'm the way I am, I have a feeling that life is worse than death, I work hard, I love my wife very much, but in the end life is a mess, I don't know why?"

"Don't worry, since you come to the Three Realms Supermarket, I can let you buy the most suitable goods for you!" (To be continued......)