Poplar looked at Shen Rong seriously, the smile on Shen Rong's face seemed to be invisibly withdrawn little by little, she looked at Poplar quietly, her expression was almost indifferent, giving people a feeling of coldness.

"When? He"

Shen Rong asked Bai Yang, although his eyes fell on Bai Yang, but there seemed to be no focus, or rather, she was a little dazed for a while, as if it was a wound, which had slowly healed with the passage of time, but she accidentally bumped into it, the feeling of pain, although it was not suffocating, but it still had a cruel taste, as if she had been grabbed fiercely in her heart, and the indescribable taste was impossible to say.

"It was a month ago, didn't you watch the news? It's been his news coverage for the past few days! ”

News? Since the last time he saw Lian Yi on TV, Shen Rong has rarely watched the news, and now Bai Yang's words prove that what he said is true, and there is no need to even question it.

It is as if the rainy sky suddenly flashes and thunders, and it seems like the night is about to end, and suddenly it is impossible to reach the dawn, which makes people feel a sense of despair.

Shen Rong stood in place and did not move for a long time.

"Are you okay?"

Bai Yang looked at Shen Rong with some concern, although he couldn't tell if she was sad or sad, but the relaxed and happy love just now was long gone.

"I'm fine. Da"

Shen Rong replied so calmly, but he didn't say anything more to Bai Yang, but walked mechanically to the bus stop not far away. Poplar rode his bicycle and watched her leave, with a slight regret on his face.

I can't help but recall the scene of Lian Yi coming to say goodbye more than a month ago, and at this moment I seem to finally understand the true meaning of 'Tao Individual', and also understand the real reason why Lian Daiyue suddenly brought Lian Ming to her side, and Lian Ming's sentence: Dad went to a far, far away place, and it has always been a helpless lie.

Lianyi, is this how you let go? Why is it so cruel?

Shen Rong sat on the bus, there seemed to be a faint smile on the corner of her lips, but that smile seemed bitter, when a person who carried all her love and hatred really disappeared from this world, she couldn't act as if nothing had happened, but she wouldn't cry and regret it, and she had no obligation to be responsible for such a result.

However, the feeling of emptiness was not comfortable.

The car sat one stop after another, Shen Rong didn't seem to plan to go down, and finally returned from the finish line, his mood seemed to have dropped a little bit, the original plan had already been forgotten, so he was at the entrance of the kindergarten early, waiting for Lian Ming to get out of class, when he saw Lian Ming smiling and happy like a bird pounced into his arms, Shen Rong cherished the child in his arms even more.

Shen Rong took Lian Ming home as usual, only to see that when she opened the door, her mother quickly threw the remote control of the TV aside, there were some traces of concealment on her face, and a hurried smile was displayed.

"Yo, Mingming is back. Let Grandma listen, what have you learned today? ”

"We learned pinyin today, I wrote my name, and the teacher praised me."

Lian Ming happily reported to Shen Yi the bits and pieces of the afternoon, while playing with his remote control car, he was hungry, the room seemed to be full of vitality, Shen Rong was busy cooking, taking care of Lian Ming's diet and daily life as usual, as if he had not been affected in any way.

It wasn't until he told Lian Ming a story and coaxed him to sleep that Shen Rong found that his mother had been by his side.

"Mom, when will I grow up?"

Lian Ming asked Shen Rong in a daze, such a question was simply hilarious, but such a question made Shen Rong not laugh at all, because she knew why Lian Ming was in a hurry to grow up.

"Don't get too tired, get some rest early."

Shen Rong listened to his mother's urging and nodded:

"Just sleep, Mom, you also rest early, I'll send you over."

Shen Rong pushed the wheelchair to send her mother over, and Shen Yi suddenly grabbed her hand and said:

"It's too hard for a person like you to carry Mingming, I can rest assured that I will find someone to take care of you as soon as possible."

Shen Rong pretended not to know anything and said:

"Mom, don't worry, I will take care of myself and the child, and when he adapts to the current life first, ~ I will always give him a complete family in the future."

Give him the missing fatherly love.

But not now.

"Well, I'm relieved if you want to open it."

What can't you think of, and what can you change if you can't think about it? Could it be that if she lives willingly, she will reconcile with him? There are not so many regrets and regrets, this may be the fate of her and Lianyi, they can't go to the wasteland, and they can't see the willows and flowers, they are destined to part ways.

Shen Rong returned to his room, quietly closed the door, looked at Lian Ming, who was breathing evenly, turned on the newly configured computer on the desk, opened Sina News, and saw a familiar face, so cold and awe-inspiring, silent, as if waiting for her arrival.

Lian Yi, after the gate, the captain of the special forces brigade of the Kyoto Military Region of the Chinese People's Liberation Army Army, the youngest promising major general, the sharp blade in the eyes of the No. 1 chief, when pursuing international drug trafficking organizations, heroically killed the enemy, unfortunately died, led by the Excalibur elite team captured the drug trafficking leader 'insects', in one fell swoop wiped out Asia's largest, the most rampant drug trafficking gang in the Golden Triangle, Lian Yi was awarded the first-class hero model medal, and the PLA Military Commission posthumously awarded him the rank of general.