Chapter 17: Memories Are Too Heavy

In the evening, Xiaoli walked back to the courtyard slowly, but saw Ma Wenhao standing under the big banyan tree downstairs with her bicycle in hand.

Glancing at Ma Wenhao lightly, Xiaoli continued to walk towards the staircase without notice.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Suddenly, Ma Wenhao stepped forward, grabbed her hand, and asked excitedly, even that hand couldn't help but tremble.

Hearing this, Xiaoli didn't turn her head, just pursed her lips and didn't say a word.

Why hide from him? She began to alienate him when she was tutoring in Xinyi before, because she felt that he shouldn't be allowed to sink, it was fruitless anyway, why should she be obsessed? Now that Xinyi has achieved the results her mother wants, it is time for Ma Wenhao to retire, which is good for everyone.

So knowing that he still came to school to pick her up, she could only choose to escape, skip class early, and then miss the time when he came, and then go to pick up Xinyi, she didn't want everything to become a habit, she didn't want him to look forward to her anymore, she didn't want him to be good to her anymore, and she didn't want to have any entanglement with him. But she didn't want to hurt him head-on, so escaping was the best way, hoping that he would retreat. "Why don't you answer? Why are you avoiding me? Because Zhang Xinyi studied well, did she cross the bridge and draw the board? Ma Wenhao said angrily, he didn't believe that she was really like her classmates said, she was with him before and just wanted to take advantage of him.

His keen eyes shot at her like arrows, suffocating her chest, for there was a deep accusation and incomprehension in its eyes, as if waiting for her to answer all his bewilderments.

Xiaoli took a deep breath, and then showed a faint smile, not showing her joy and anger.

"Since you all know that I'm a bridge drawer, and since you know that I'm just using you to achieve my goals, then why do you still come to me to ask for clarification? You're so stupid and cute! Xiaoli shook off his hand, and the last sentence was so sarcastic.

After speaking, she walked upstairs without looking back, the long pain is better than the short pain, since you have to hurt him to make him die, then why not? She is the best at hurting people, isn't Li Junfeng the best example?

People who should not be entangled should be cut in two, cut off all possibilities, all troubles, and all worries.

Xiaoli walked up the stairs step by step, her steps were a little hurried, and while walking, she felt that there were two burning eyes staring at her behind her, teaching her that her heartbeat could not be restrained from accelerating, but what about heartbeat, what about embarrassment, and what about being weak, from now on there will be no intersection with such a person.

Ma Wenhao stared at Xiaoli's resolute back tightly, couldn't help clenching his fists, his lips moved, he didn't open his mouth after all, and finally left gloomily.

……

When she got home, she didn't see Mo Hua's figure, Xiaoli walked into her room, sat weakly on the bed covered with a white-washed cover, raised her hand and picked up the sandalwood photo frame on the bedside table.

I saw a photo of Pan Jiu inside, in the photo is a beautiful and graceful woman holding a 3 or 4-year-old little girl, and the little girl innocently sucked her fingers, smiling sweetly, and the woman smiled happily at her daughter, and there was a man standing behind their woman, the man stretched out his arm to hug the woman and the child, smiling contentedly guarding them, and the family of three formed a warm picture.

Xiaoli cautiously silently took a photo, with longing, with a sigh of slight opening. "Mom...... Where are you? ”

This photo was finally rescued by her from Mo Hua, why did she say save it? Because Mo Hua once excitedly took out all the photos about her mother, and then threw them all into the stove to burn them, fortunately, she rescued the photo from the stove when Mo Hua was not paying attention.

In fact, many photos are like this one, a family of three is wearing a happy smile, it can be seen that Mo Hua loves his mother, but why is the family ruined now? Why did her mother leave her behind? Why did Mom and Mo Hua spend their days in a noisy way since she could remember? It turns out that happiness really wears off over time!

Mom left her when she was 6 years old, I remember that day she happily went home with the little red flower sent by the kindergarten teacher, ready to tell her mother, who knew that when she came home, she saw a mess, clothes and shoes were thrown all over the place, and her mother had long been missing.

When she couldn't find her mother, she began to cry, but after crying all night, she cried until her voice was hoarse, she cried until she was tired, and she cried until she had a high fever, but her mother still didn't show up.

That time I had a high fever, one shot was 3 days, and when I woke up, Mo Hua sat quietly on the edge of her bed, and when she woke up, she said coldly, "Your mother is gone, and she won't come back." ”

I remember that at that time, she looked at Mo Hua in confusion, then got up weakly, grabbed Mo Hua's clothes, and asked about her mother's whereabouts, but Mo Hua kept silent and didn't reveal a word, he just coldly broke her hand, avoiding her pitiful eyes, and then picked up a bowl of white porridge on the table and put it on her hand, and then said lightly, "Eat!" ”

She didn't comply, she started to cry again, and even angrily threw the white porridge away.

Seeing this, Mo Hua not only did not coax her, but yelled at her impatiently, "What are you crying for, you are not allowed to cry, and if you cry again, you will be thrown out of the door." ”

And she continued to cry without knowing whether she was alive or dead, who knew that Mo Hua was really so ruthless and threw her out of the door when she was still sick, and then closed the door vigorously.

But he didn't know that the dilapidated iron gate was not only the distance between people, but also the distance between hearts.

That night, she just squatted at the door and cried loudly, as if if if her mother would hear it and come back if she cried loudly enough.

But in the end, my mother still didn't show up, and that night she cried until her voice was hoarse, and she cried until everyone was desperate, and then she stopped crying, but just squatted quietly at the door, feeling that the world was spinning in front of her.

Later, Xinyi's mother couldn't bear to come out of the house, took her home, took care of her, and comforted her for a night, because of this, no matter how bad her aunt is to her now, she will respect her, just because she once saved her.

She didn't understand why a good family would become like this, until one day she heard the conversation between Aunt Li and them at the corner of the street, and she knew that it was Mo Hua who cheated on her second wife, and her mother would leave. Since then, she has begun to hate Mo Hua and no longer wants to talk to Mo Hua.

In fact, although Mo Hua is an uneducated ruffian, he was still very good to her when he was a child, but as she grew older, he began to look at her unpleasantly, and he said that he was beaten at every turn, because of her rebellion? Or is it because she looks more and more like her mother? Forget it, no matter what, she and Mo Hua are destined to be a pair of strangers with the names of father and daughter.

"Mo Hua...... I won't forgive you. ”