298 Better Pray That You Will Come Back Alive (5000+)
His words made Lin Yitong feel empowered, indeed, their relationship has evolved like this.
Removing the blankness on her little face, her eyelashes hung low so that people could not see her expression, passed by him, and got into the car.
Huo Siran's tall and straight figure paused in the wind, and turned to follow He.
"What happened to Yunsheng?" I didn't expect that as soon as she got in the car, she would suddenly ask about it.
"Do you still sympathize with her, or do you want to know how cruel I am to her?" He gripped the steering wheel and asked lightly.
"I will not sympathize with my dead child."
Hearing this, Huo Siran pursed his lips lightly and froze for a while, and after a while, he slowly stretched out his hand and turned on the car electricity. The words, Han Feng's voice gradually came: "Qiu Jinsu has something wrong here, he was seriously ill last night, the nurse may have discharged the wrong medicine when changing the dressing, the medicine in the next ward was pushed to the door, Yun Sheng pulled it in, and he didn't look ......at it."
"Really?" He asked lightly, without tone or emotion.
"Well," Han Feng's voice was the same, "I didn't find out until this afternoon that I was seriously inflamed, and the high fever did not stop, and the cooling was ineffective." ”
Lin Yitong himself is a surgeon, and when he heard Han Feng say this, the little hands wrapped in the cloak and propped up on the seat couldn't help but clench slowly - you must know that the patient has an inflamed and high fever after the bomb removal operation, and it is good if it can go away in time, but if the high fever does not subside and the inflammation does not subside, it is very likely that the germs will spread to the entire calf and lead to amputation. Even if the bullet grazes the bone or even the kneecap, it will directly become lame and become a lifelong disability.
"Hmm." Ho Siran on the vehicle electric. The content of the words is the most indifferent response.
If Lin Yitong doesn't understand what is going on now, he is really stupid.
- The mistaken medicine was placed at the door of the ward, and Yunshang was pulled in by himself? Then in a daze, he asked the nurse to inject his mother into it, so that she had a high fever and even became disabled?
Her red lips were slightly white, her body trembled slightly, and she couldn't speak.
"You want this?" Is this to Yunshang?
Huo Siran was silent. He didn't plan to tell her what he would do with Yunsheng, but she wanted to know the truth, so he showed it to her.
"For me?" Lin Yitong looked ahead and asked in a trembling voice.
Huo Siran's hand clenched the steering wheel, his joints turned white from exertion, and he explained in a low voice: "For us." ”
"You know that no matter how miserable Yun Fei is, even if it is so miserable that it can be compared to me back then, we can't go back. Huo Siran, this is what you said personally. "Since he said she was the queen, she was really a queen and told him the cold-blooded and ruthless truth.
"I said it. I can't forgive myself for staying with you. But the heartache is still there, Tongtong, I am not qualified to stand with you for a lifetime, but I want to make sure that you are okay in the future, give you what you want, give you what you don't have, whatever it is. Even if everything she wants, or everything he can give, is not enough to make up for those pains and grievances, not enough to make up for the cripple of not having a kidney in her life.
She was wrong.
He Huo Siran has never been an irresponsible coward, because he can't afford to pay it back, he will run away, and his life and life will exist for her from now on.
Lin Yitong sneered, and before he could speak, he was interrupted by his indifferent but sharp words - "You want to say that you don't need to, let me go away?" ”
A sentence that pierced her tricks and thoughts.
In the slightly spacious and bright body, the tall figure next to her slowly approached, his arms stretched out on her side and forehead, his slightly bloodshot eyes stared at her, and he said in a low voice: "I will." ”
"If you really think it's the best, I will. Even if it's in a place you can't see, you can. But as long as you are in need and in danger, I will be the first to be there. He said in a low voice, his calm and resolute face was obviously so affectionate and strong, but he said humble words so indifferently, "You can not be uncommon for me to be like this, but this will be my life." ”
"And your freedom, I give." He whispered.
If it was the past, Lin Yitong would only feel hypocritical and disgusted when he heard him say such things, but now it is different. To a person whose knowledge of the Tao she was already sincerely repentant and heartbroken, she felt real. It's too real to refuse.
"You called me up just to show me what you want to say?"
The previous sentence said that we can't be together again, and we can't go back; The latter sentence confessed so loudly that he would not leave.
"Maybe I can try Jing Sheng's way," Huo Siran stared at her, muttering to himself in a dumb voice, "When one day you suddenly remember the role I played in your life, you will feel that in addition to harm, there is also 'protection'." Even if Jingsheng's protection is because of love, and I am repaying for love. Even if there is a day, that moment. ”
"I've got half an hour to get you home."
When the car started slowly, the last words he said were still circling in her head, and it was undeniable that she was hit by something in her heart, and the warm current and sourness gushed out at the same time, and her body trembled slightly.
"I can walk home on my own." She was stubborn.
Who would have thought that the car would suddenly and slowly stop, and there was a soft voice next to it: "Do you want it?" ”
Huo Siran has never said anything to her like this, this scene suddenly reminded her of the way she used to get along with Jing Sheng, he had Jing Sheng's connivance, but it seemed that there was something more.
With a touch of warmth in her eyes, she stubbornly turned her little face to look out the window, not angry: "Call Sister Qin to come up together!" ”
When he was about to drive to the door of Ye Zijing's house, Qin Fangrong got out of the car first, and the slender man saw that the misty late autumn frost was hanging on the branches, and he had the taste of being far away, and asked in a dumb voice: "Huo Siran, what kind of position do you put yourself?" ”
Huo Siran slowly stopped the car, thought for a long time, and slowly spit out a few words with his sexy thin lips: "Love your man." Maybe. ”
Love her, but don't ask for a man who will be with her?
After getting out of the car, he handed over a document, she was stunned, and took it with her little hand, it turned out to be the house property transfer contract, the apartment in the city center, and he signed the name and transferred it to her name.
"I don't ......"
She was about to say that she had never been the owner of the house and did not need such almsgiving. Huo Siran said softly: "You can't live in Qin Fangrong's house forever, and you can't rent a house forever and have no fixed residence. On the Gu family's side, it should also be that they need you instead of you need them. Girls have to take root to appear to have a background, living here, Ye Xiao is interesting to you and will always cause some right and wrong, only if you are independent, will Qin Fangrong feel that you are an independent and self-reliant individual, not to stick to her house is the only feasible way. If you want to get together with this person in the future, this may be the best place to start with his parents. Take it. ”
She and Ye Xiao came together??
But maybe the point is not here, but what he just said, "Girls have to take root to appear independent and have a background", which Gu Jingsheng also said to her many years ago.
She held the contract's hand, trembling.
"Ye Xiao and I don't have that possibility."
The body was still as tall as that day, and this time Huo Siran looked down on her, but he felt like he was old. Even if she said that, for a moment he didn't seem to care who she was with.
"The exercise will be over soon, and I'll be back soon."
Lin Yitong pinched the contract and sneered: "Do you want me to wait again?" Huo Siran, I won't wait for you, who knows what Lu Dao will wait for next time? ”
Huo Siran followed with a faint smile, and when the smile faded, he really couldn't hold back, got out of the car, walked over slowly, and firmly hugged her into his arms on the premise of really noticing that she was only staring at her coldly, but did not want to avoid it.
This is the treasure of his life.
The slender body has the most perfect skeleton and contour, and the big palm gently clasps the back of her head, closes her eyes, and kisses her hair deeply.
"You'll get the idea."
"I never left."
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In the afternoon, wake up from a nap.
The sky was so heavy that it looked like it was going to rain, Lin Yitong woke up and only felt a little depressed, in this late autumn weather, the weather with a freezing rain brewing was very bad.
Sure enough, there was a flash of lightning in the sky. The thunder will come later.
In this weather, they are preparing for military exercises on the second day and even the following week?
The torrential rain was going to wash away for three whole days, and the wind was very strong, so she thought about whether to pack up her things and go back to the apartment in the city center, and finally understood what Huo Siran meant by the sentence "I never left".
Outside Qin Fangrong's house, Staff Officer Li came by car, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Say no or take a taxi? You decide. Staff Officer Li smiled warmly.
Lin Yitong may have a string in her heart and was uncomfortable, so she ignored her, held Xiao Taotao with her small hand, carried a large suitcase, and reached out to stop the taxi.
Unexpectedly, the military jeep followed all the way.
When she arrived at the downstairs of the apartment in the city center, Staff Officer Li asked a small soldier who was following him to run down and help her get her luggage in advance.
"You think I'm going to accept it, grateful?" She asked in a cold voice.
Staff Officer Li was opening the door to help her bring things in, although it was not heavy, but the feeling of someone helping was always a little easier, and she moved back quickly.
Staff Officer Li was stunned for a moment, then smiled awkwardly and said, "Those news have been made public to the world, and there is no one in Kyoto who does not know the truth, and our chief is sorry for you." But Miss Lin, you can think about the good aspects, because at least the chief doesn't ask for anything in return for anything he does for you now, not even your good face, as long as he is good and better, he will feel that this is the meaning of his life. ”
The whole meaning of his life.
He said that.
For a while, Lin Yitong felt that his stubbornness and persistence were meaningless, he would no longer be hurt by her indifference, he was like a person who lived to the end of the world but still had an obsession, and no one could shake it anymore.
Lin Yitong's face was pale, put down the bag he was carrying, and asked in a dumb voice, "Where is he?" ”
Staff Officer Li was stunned for a moment, thought about it, and smiled: "It's time to go to sea now." ”
……………………
Fierce waves crashed against the edge of the boat.
The small ships that went out to sea to patrol tried to circle around the nameless island not far away, but they were all staggered by the storm, and they couldn't hold their direction. The crew's hand holding the command handle was already blue and purple from the cold, Ye Xiao bit off his glove and handed it to him, signaling him to put it on.
"Chief, are we still investigating?" The men asked loudly in the storm about the tall figure on the deck.
Huo Siran stared at the situation in front of him: "Return." ”
Ye Xiao didn't expect to be with him on this patrol, and sneered in front of all the crew: "Don't inspect, then when there is a problem in the exercise tomorrow, you will be responsible for the deputy commander?" ”
The pouring rain poured on the black ponchos that everyone was draping, and a group of people took a breath of cool air, I don't know how the recommended soldiers of this special brigade dared to be so bold.
"Wait for the wind and waves to calm down in the early morning and investigate again, and now I am responsible for the lives of everyone on your ship." Huo Siran said in a deep voice.
Ye Xiao was inexplicably deflated, and naturally he was unwilling, but he had no choice but to let the members of the same team drive the ship back together.
Back on the shore, the group walked along the beach with great difficulty to the camp.
"What did you go to her for yesterday?" Ye Xiao caught up and walked side by side with him, "Your affairs are all public, I know all about the Dao, why don't you go far away?" She won't forgive you, and you yourself don't have the face to face her even if you know it! ”
Huo Siran's pace slowed down, and in the rainstorm, his deep voice still had mellow penetration: "Because I am no longer a three-year-old child, I will consciously get away if I make a mistake and can't get back." The wound is still there, what right do I have to retreat, what reason do I have to spread my hands in peace? ”
Ye Xiao gritted his teeth: "Then you are still pestering her!" ”
"She has the freedom and right to do whatever she chooses, I don't interfere, I don't even interfere with emotions, I don't even ask for forgiveness, I should watch her and get better little by little."
"Then when will you stop when she's going to be better?!"
Huo Siran paused, stopped, and stared at Ye Xiao's young and vigorous face in the rain curtain: "It's so good that one day she learns to laugh, learn to longing and hope, learn to be coquettish to people without scruples, and love and be loved without fear of harm, just like she was at the beginning." I won't die until that day. If I can't wait, I can spend the rest of my life with her. ”
Ye Xiao was shocked in place.
He was too young, he didn't know how to say those too beautiful words, but Huo Siran in front of him made him feel unshakable.
"Think I'm mean, quibble, unforgivable, or something else? It doesn't matter anymore, I never felt that my life was as clear and simple as it is now. ”
Ye Xiao was irrefutable, so he had to sneer and put his hat tighter: "Yes, dead pigs are not afraid of boiling water." Then you'd better pray that you can come back alive from this military exercise. ”
After saying that, he ignored him and braved the heavy rain to climb into a camp.
Huo Siran stared at him, and only remembered that the platoon commander of the 3rd platoon told him that Ye Xiao was a soldier, who took the rules as bullshit, and worked hard to break his head for something, and his personality was indeed impulsive. But fortunately, the point that made him obsessed was Lin Yitong. When he falls in love with her, he can give up and change anything, but this is what he learned after studying for half a lifetime and experiencing so many things.
Maybe Tongtong will like such a person, even if it hurts when she thinks that she may hand it over to others in the future, it hurts like a heartache.
But......
As long as she's willing to ask for it.
Only, he can give.
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Early morning call from the hospital. Words, let Lin Yitong If you have time and convenience, it is best to come to work today, what is going on?
She was stunned, but her professional ethics made her too late to ask anything, so she immediately got up and let go of Xiao Taotao to the nursery. When she got there, she was stared at by everyone, most of them knew her, and a young teacher gossiped and asked, "Is this the son of Chief Huo?" Hey? How do you have the surname Gu? ”
Lin Yitong couldn't explain, so he could only say "no" in a hurry, put the child down and leave.
From afar, I heard the young teacher holding Xiao Taotao's hand and continuing to gossip: "What do you call that handsome man?" ”
Xiao Taotao: "Uncle." ”
"Just call it Uncle?"
Xiao Taotao blinked, feeling as if he had been slighted, and immediately began to play with the word Lulu taught him: "My father." ”
"Ah......h
Lin Yitong shook his head and shook off the embarrassment on his face, pushed open the glass door and ran out.
in the hospital.
As soon as she changed into her doctor's gown, she heard movement in the corridor next door, she gently rolled up her sleeves and walked out, just in time to see someone shouting in front of the door of the operating room, constantly shouting "Mom", and her voice was extremely miserable