Chapter 4: God Is Just (I)

God is fair.

Yes, many people may scoff at me, but I still have to say that God is fair.

Although I myself say that I have been blessed by God to obtain something that can be called a life experience, and perhaps it would be a great honor to describe it on paper or something, but in reality it is not like that.

Think about it, you were just an ordinary young man, and then suddenly one day you had a very vivid memory in your head. He said that you should have been the most powerful ruler in this world, but you could only spend the rest of your life in this small room of less than eight tatami mats, and you could not even see any light in the future. Will you be content with that? Would you be happy with this kind of life? It's almost a sure answer, and I think that's how everybody chooses.

No.

No one is going to spend it all willingly with that kind of memory.

But have you ever considered it all from another angle? What if all this is false?

You're actually just really ordinary teenagers who go crazy with increasing employment pressure, and then start your hallucinatory career in your own home, and then feel like you should be able to make a big career. Your so-called throne is fake.

That's the reality.

Any memories of the future, any memories of the past, are all fake, artificial, and nothing more than hysteria.

Isn't it in the news that many people have awakened many talents after brain trauma, or a memory and recall appear inexplicably? It's just the same thing. It's just a gift from God, a gift, not just you.

Hachiman Hikiya has always been a high school student, and when he had a high fever in elementary school, he awakened his talents for writing and personality, and then used this as an opportunity to make a fortune and set his own path for the future. As for who is in my memory, and what he did, it has nothing to do with me. I'm just a very ordinary student, I don't have the ability to change the world, and I won't be in the second class to destroy others and fulfill myself. I'm just very careful to position my own scope, so that I can live in this world more reasonably, that's all.

So I believe God is fair. Although I inherited that inexplicable talent, I still couldn't do anything about relationships. No matter what I do, no matter how much I try to be good, the worst I can get is the worst. After going to confess, I could only be scolded and disgusted, I was crying and pressed the alarm button to do a good deed, I was treated as a thief by the old man and suffered a myocardial infarction because of fright, so I almost became a member of the cell.

God is fair. That's why I'm going to be like this.,That's why Yubihama doesn't seem to have a good brain.,That's why the poisonous tongue flat-chested girl under the snow is not physically strong.,So Mr. Hiratsuka Shizuna can't always find a boyfriend.,That's why there's everything in this world.。 From this, we can judge that this world realm is indeed fair.

Except, of course, angels.

I don't think it's an exaggeration to apply all the words of praise in the world to Ayaka Tozuka. Beneath the slender and weak exterior is a strong and kind heart. When I encounter something I don't understand, I will ask the person next to me very sincerely.

You see, even on the tennis court now, the way he runs on the tennis court in that tennis jersey is so pleasing to the eye. Obviously, he fell many times because of the connection, but he still gritted his teeth with tears in his eyes, and stood on the tennis court again with his tennis racket to face his enemy, honing his ability.

I don't know why Lu Dao suddenly wanted to kill that group of people from the tennis club.

"I said, can you put your eyes on the dead fish-eye rotting garbage collection that is being the referee over there?"

Under the snow, he was wearing a simple tennis jersey and looked at me with a cold face. With a palpable anger in the corners of his eyes, he called me in a more vicious way than usual.

What are you doing? You flat-chested viper arrogant woman? Do you have anything to admire about me?

And he also pointed his tennis racket at the referee.

I'd love to respond, but I'm likely to be beaten up based on her current rage. So I just looked over impatiently and asked symbolically, "...... What's the matter? ”

The voice was a little weaker than expected.

But it's definitely not because I'm a little afraid of her gaze, it's just because I respect women.

"It's not a question of what I do, it's a question of what you should be doing."

The snow looked at me with a frosty face.

"You're a referee, aren't you? Since you are a referee, you should judge the regularity of the action and the judgment of the score. If there is any unexpected problem, we should also correct and supplement this accident. That's what a referee should do. But you ......"

The woman walked under the observation chair I was in, and glared at the man sitting in the referee's seat with a condescending awe-inspiring attitude, apparently with her head tilted.

"I said you didn't do anything in the beginning, right? Whether it's catching the ball or judging whether it's a foul, even the scoreboard doesn't turn a page. Does your presence on this tennis court have any special significance? Or is it simply just to watch others play tennis and be busy, and you will feel a special solace in your mind? ”

"yes, yes! It's so unfair that only a small business is lazy on it! It's time for small businesses to give it a try! Yubihama, who was on the other end of the tennis court, was jumping up and down to complain, but of course I didn't hear it.

"Hey, this is no longer the scope of complaining, but close to personal attacks, right?"

I couldn't help but take a strange look at the unkind snow below.

This kind of speech is very different from her previous style. I couldn't help but start to have some bad premonitions.

Anyway, isn't this guy going to be a safe period lately? Otherwise, how can there be more and more upsets?

Then, a strong wind swept my scalp and flew high into the air.

“…… If you ever think like that again, it will hit you in the face the next time. ”

The expression on his face under the snow was enough to make anyone's heart break.

I don't think there will be a next time.

(1st Update~)