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"Is that really the end of it? Have you really thought it through? ”

Luo Ji's words were very quiet, but Yin Xiaotao heard it very clearly, she nodded very affirmatively, and didn't even look at him.

"Well, I know what to do, thank you for being kind to me during this time, this is probably the best time of my life!"

Luo Ji looked at Yin Xiaotao's absolute expression, and his heart instantly shattered to the ground! Some regret some of the mistakes in the past, but more pain lies in her! He loved her so much, so humbly, so humbly that he couldn't see himself! In the end, even his own future was a bet to love her, but now, everything proves that it is powerless to struggle, just a person who directs and acts by himself, and deceives himself.

Her sentence ended and completely shattered the only point of expectation of him in his heart, maybe it was too much love, maybe it was high hopes for this love and this feeling, and now the broken jar is so unbearable, he can no longer find his heart, and he can't find the complete appearance of the once fiery heart.

For a while, I felt that the world was collapsing, and there was no more sunlight, so I left with a dead face, and the tall figure walked on the corridor of the hospital, so desolate, dim, and godless.

And the group outside the emergency room, their hearts were hanging on Wang Xue's body, and they didn't care about the person who had left.

Yin Xiaotao was restless at the door, and her heart was completely chaotic.

She is selfish and only needs her mother in her heart. and completely ignored the Luo Ji who left. It can also be said that she has been selfish about Luo Ji from beginning to end, and even if she wants to marry Luo Ji, it has always been a gamble, she has never thought about herself at all.

If you really want to distinguish between right and wrong, in fact, Yin Xiaotao Luo Ji and both of them are at fault, and they are both selfish! Luo Ji knew that Yin Xiaotao couldn't love him, but he still begged Yin Xiaotao to marry him, and one of the keys to Yin Xiaotao's agreement was that Luo Ji donated bone marrow to save his mother. Now everything has exposed everyone's end up like this. It's all their own lives.

This seems to be predestined, two people who don't love each other can't be reluctantly together no matter what.

Five hours passed

It's getting dark, and the city's neon is starting to light up. Twinkle and shimmer. Look in her eyes. Lost in her heart.

On the rooftop of the hospital, Yin Xiaotao and Leng Yi stood side by side, relatively speechless. Such a quiet picture has been frozen for nearly half an hour, and the faces of the two people, stiff, seem to be waiting for the other to speak.

The operation ended two hours ago, and Leng Yi also rested for two hours, and after regaining some strength, he was called out by Yin Xiaotao.

Looking at her wearing an off-the-shoulder wedding dress like this, Leng Yi's somewhat pale face finally couldn't hold back.

"It's too windy here, and it's easy to catch a cold, so let's go back."

Finally waiting for him to speak, Yin Xiaotao raised her head and stared at him like this.

"Go back? Where to go back? In the ward? My mother is still in intensive care and has not passed the danger period, are you going to go down and let her old man look at you and die of anger? ”

These words are a bit extreme and exaggerated, but Leng Yi still said without saltiness: "Can you calm down?" Why is it so extreme every time you talk to me, am I already so useless in your eyes? ”

Nothing? Do you still care?

"Hehe, don't say such pretentious things to me, it's not like your indifferent style to people! It's useless, you still care about this, don't be kidding, you only have yourself in your eyes, only care about your own feelings, blindly trying to fulfill me and Luo Ji don't know that they are hurting us, do you know how much pain Luo Ji feels in his heart now? No, I should say, do you know how much pain your cousin feels in his heart? ”

Cousin cousin! Yin Xiaotao suddenly felt ridiculous, the development of the situation was far beyond her bearing!

"Leng Yi, tell me, did you already know your relationship with Luo Ji?"

Leng Yi sighed, his brows tightened: "Things have developed to this day, this difficult ending is not what I want to see, I thought you could just follow Luo Ji down but I didn't expect Leng Yunfang's woman to suddenly announce this matter, in fact, I don't want to admit the relationship between me and her at all, in fact, this point doesn't affect your marriage with Luo Ji at all, doesn't it?" ”

Yin Xiaotao took a few steps back in surprise: "It doesn't affect my marriage with Luo Ji?" Leng Yi, don't you know what kind of person I am? How could I possibly marry my brother after being with him? This is ridiculous, you know that Luo Ji is your cousin but you haven't said it and secretly matched me with him, what do you mean? You have been hiding from me for three years, and now you are still coming to this knife, do you wish I was to death? ”

The more she talked, the more extreme she became, the more she thought about it, and she climbed directly onto the railing: "If you think so much about me to die, I'll die to show you!" ”

Leng Yi was frightened and hugged her down: "Are you crazy?" What will happen to your mother if you die!? What should I do? ”

Suddenly it was funny.

"What do you do? Don't be so sarcastic, okay? Haven't you had a good past few years without me? also called the mayor a brother and sister, and he had to be transferred personally. Teaching the mayor Qianjin Hua Yingying, it's really a great honor, no wonder you are so anxious to draw a line with me, it turns out to find a new backer, this is very good, our river water does not violate the well water, you can also leave me alive or dead, let go of me, you let go of me! ”

She struggled, really just to open his confinement and then jump headlong, and die a hundred times, at least it won't be so heartbroken.

Seeing her bent on death, Leng Yi was completely panicked, and hugged her tightly, without the slightest gap to let go.

"Can't you just calm down? Don't move, listen to me first, peach, calm down, calm down! ”

The more he told her to calm down, the more she couldn't calm down. "You let go of me, Leng Yi, you big bastard, you let go of me!"

"Don't let it go, even if it's dead! How could I let you die in front of me, I have worked hard for you for so many years, and you can't see it! I really lost, I was defeated! I admit that I love you, but I love you too much to leave you, and I will let you go and live an ordinary life, I am like this, you are with me, I really can't bear to watch you follow me and wander away, and then I am afraid that I will be in danger, don't you understand, and can't see my love for you? ”

Yin Xiaotao was silent for a while, the strength of the struggle was a little slower, and she calmed down and thought about it, in fact, she also understood what Leng Yi said, this is just that if you love too deeply, you will let go and let yourself be free! But he knew himself so well that he couldn't live without him at all, and it was impossible to accept a man other than him, even Luo Ji was reluctant to save his mother's life, now, now?

She finally settled down, looked at him and said seriously: "Then do you still love me?" ”

Leng Yi nodded and acquiesced.

"Since you still love me, let's start over, shall we? No matter what happens this time, let's never be separated again, okay? ”

Leng Yi was a little hesitant about this question, after all, Luo Ji was still a hurdle, although he didn't admit that he was his younger brother, but blood was thicker than water, and he still had to take care of his feelings more or less.

"I'll reply to you when your mother recovers, and there are still some things that I haven't solved yet, when everything is calm, let's discuss the future matters, don't be willful, stop being selfish! It's better not to do such a thing as suicide, so as not to lower your IQ! ”

Although this answer is not what Yin Xiaotao expected, it didn't say anything to the end, at least there is hope! Because she felt it, Leng Yi was hesitating, but she believed that everything would be fine.

"Okay, I'll wait for you, when everything is calm, I want you to give me a satisfactory answer, Leng Yi, in this life, even if I die, I won't leave you, and you, don't be delusional about leaving me again! Even if you are in the grave before me, I will pull you out of the grave! I will be with you in this life, in the next life, in the next life! ”

After the domineering declaration, she directly sent her own lips

Luo Ji returned home, looked at the red festive wedding room, and the heart-shaped rose petals on the bed, and the iloveyou in the center, his heart began to ache faintly.

Lying on the bed, crying like a child, this is the first time he has cried so heartbreaking for the first time in his memory! This restlessness, this despair, this downturn is unprecedented.

I picked up the rose petals with one hand, put them to my mouth, and kneaded them into shape.

He got up, straightened up the groom's outfit in front of the mirror, looked at the tears in his eyes, and his heart ached for himself.

I walked into the bathroom, filled the bathtub with cold water, spilled it, and even lay down with the groom!

The cold and biting cold water still couldn't arouse his heartache-covered body, his eyes were empty and desperate, looking at the ceiling, recalling the first time he met Yin Xiaotao in school when he was in college.

Time flies too fast, ten years have passed in a blink of an eye, she is still her, she is still herself, she is still a person from two worlds, almost intersecting, but in the end, she went farther and farther, so far that even his own heart was taken away.

The sharp knife should be in his tear-filled eyes, closed his eyes, slashed the knife edge to his wrist, red blood gushed out, rushed into the bathtub, dyed a terrifying scarlet.

Seeing that the blood was not stopping, he finally showed a smile that he had not seen in a long time.

Whether or not you leave this earthly world, there will be no more such heart-wrenching disturbances.

Xiao Tao, I love you, but I'm too tired to love, I'm sorry, I used all my strength to love you, and now I really can't continue, if I can have the next life, then I'm like God expects, don't let me meet you again in the next life, don't let me love you again, in this life, for you, I'm enough.

The blood on his wrist flowed, blurring his vision, sagging weakly, and the wound seeped into the water, but it still couldn't stop the continuous oozing of blood, and slowly, the entire bathtub turned into a terrifying blood red...... (To be continued......)