Chapter Eighty-Nine: Trying a New Life
When Aunt Chen heard this, she frowned in embarrassment: "Miss Ling, you are a good person, I know that you are wronged to be like this, but the family doesn't talk about two families, you and Mr. Lin seem to be a good match, why bother to put a good life and come to grab a life with us poor people?" ”
"I ...... Anyway, I don't want to go back yet. Ling Yu'an moved her gaze elsewhere, her tears seemed to be condensing again, Aunt Chen was soft and reluctant to see her uncomfortable, so she could only agree first, and when she was discharged from the hospital, she didn't tell Lin Tianao, and took her to live in her own house.
Her home is on the third floor of this old community, with two bedrooms and one living room, which is a little simple, the ground is still gray, the color light in the house is not good, the gray is abrupt, the air conditioning is broken, if it is hot on weekdays, you can only use a fan, and the furnishings in the living room are very old, but it is still clean.
After all, Ling Yu'an has lived in a high-end place since he woke up after the accident, and it is difficult to adapt to this environment for a while, but now there is nothing to be picky about, so he lives in Aunt Chen's daughter's room.
This room is very small, a single bed, a small desk, and a bookshelf next to it, on which there are awards, textbooks, etc., spotless, but judging from the date above, many years have passed, and Aunt Chen has been with her for a long time, and she has never heard of her and her daughter, and she has rarely even heard of her wife's affairs, Ling Yu'an was puzzled, but she also learned from her thoughtfulness, and did not ask much.
On the first night, Aunt Chen said that she wanted to celebrate Ling Yu'an's discharge from the hospital, and called a few aunts to make dumplings together, Ling Yu'an hadn't eaten dumplings for a long time, and she was so happy that several people were busy working until more than seven o'clock, Aunt Chen personally got out of the pot, and then everyone watched the news and ate dumplings together.
The old ladies don't like to watch the central news, and they feel that those national events are not interesting, so they broadcast it to the city's entertainment gossip station, Ling Yu'an didn't care, but she didn't expect that the scene of her and Lin Tianao on the stage that day began to be broadcast, and several old ladies were all stunned, watching TV, and looking at Ling Yu'an, they opened their mouths.
Aunt Chen knew the inside story, stood up and changed the TV, Ling Yu'an smiled helplessly, and thought, "Is it so dull recently?" More than ten days have passed, and this bit of news has not been replaced, which is really annoying. ”
The laughter gradually disappeared, everyone ate with their hearts, and then went home, this meal was all paid by Aunt Chen, Ling Yu'an felt that she couldn't go, so she wanted to give her the returned hospitalization fee, which was regarded as rent, and while she went to get the money, Aunt Chen ran into the kitchen and continued to cook dumplings.
Ling Yu'an came out and saw that she was steaming and busy, so she went over to help her, and the two of them were cooked, before Ling Yu'an asked, "Aunt Chen, is this reserved for your wife?" ”
Aunt Chen was stunned for a moment, nodded vaguely, and walked to the bedroom, Ling Yu'an glanced inside intentionally or unintentionally, just this glance, her heart tightened. At the foot of her bed was a small desk with incense offerings, and on the wall hung two black-and-white photographs, one of a middle-aged man with gray temples, and the other of a little girl, who looked to be no more than eleven or twelve years old.
Aunt Chen put the dumplings on the desk, took two pairs of chopsticks and put them there, smiled, wiped the photos, and said: "I haven't eaten dumplings for a long time, you two accompany me to eat vegetarian, and today I will open meat for you, pork and cabbage, fragrant, eat." ”
Ling Yu'an was stunned for a moment, quietly walked in, and called softly: "Aunt Chen, they ......"
Aunt Chen did not shy away from it, still kept a smile, and said: "I passed away ten years ago, my wife sent her daughter to school, there was a car accident halfway, the driver ran away, and she has not been chased, originally under the protection of her father, my daughter still has a breath, but because the family is too poor, I really have no choice, I can only ......"
Speaking of this, tears appeared in her eyes, Ling Yu was not comfortable in her heart, she didn't expect to see Aunt Chen happy on weekdays, and thought that her family was happy, but she didn't expect it to be so unbearable, no wonder her daughter's room was so good to maintain the state of a primary school student, it turned out that time made it stop that year.
"Miss Ling, it's not me talking about you, it's really hard to say in this life, some of the two live a long life, but they have different dreams in the same bed, and some are full of affection, but they became regrets halfway, I really didn't expect it that day, when others notified me, I still quarreled with that person, saying that it was impossible, but when I got to the hospital, I ended my daughter's life with my own hands, we are poor, there is no way, but what are you doing this for? I can see that Mr. Lin cares about you very much, and you don't mean that you hate him very much, why can't you live in harmony? The husband and wife of Lu are like this, do you have to come to my step to the field to know that Lu Dao regrets? ”
The more Aunt Chen spoke, the more excited she became, staring at Ling Yu'an and saying more, she felt uncomfortable, so she simply ran out of the house, cleaned up and washed the dishes, and the sound of "clanging" was particularly loud.
Ling Yu'an looked up at the photo, and panicked in her heart, Lin Tianao endured all kinds of conspiracies and tricks every day, bullets and bullets, I don't know if Lu Dao is not careful, she will be in a different place one day, and then she will not be able to see that person, let alone resentment, hatred, everything has become a floating cloud.
The farthest distance in life is not that two people who love each other can't be together, but that one of these two people is the first to pass away, facing the cold tombstones and graves, and saying that love is empty talk.
In fact, she is just a bull's horn, as long as she can be by his side, even if she is used, as long as the two of them are still happily together, wouldn't it be good? To put it mildly, people are originally in a relationship of mutual use, the difference is that some people's use relationship involves feelings, and some people are just simple money transactions.
When Lin Tianao was still kind to her, maybe as Qi Xiao said, he was kind, but he was not good at expressing it.
But no matter what, Ling Yu'an still decided not to go back for the time being, first, she wanted to accompany Aunt Chen, who took care of her so carefully, and secondly, she wanted to prove that she could live well without Lin Tianao's protection.
So she put the money under the bowl and went out to clean up the room with Aunt Chen.
The next morning, the two came back from exercising together, and after breakfast, Aunt Chen took out the money and said nothing: "Miss Ling, we get along well, and I like you so much that I am willing to help you. ”
"Oh, Aunt Chen, I live in your place to eat and spend, when I was discharged from the hospital, I had no clothes or you paid to buy me two casual clothes, your income is not high, how can I be embarrassed to eat white food every day, you collect the money first, I will go out to find a job, and when I have the money, I will buy you delicious food, filial piety to you." Ling Yu'an was originally talking and playing, but he didn't expect this sentence of filial piety to make Aunt Chen feel emotional, and her face was ugly.