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It takes courage to admit your failures.

The courage to bow down to reality and admit defeat, the courage to say goodbye to the past, and the courage to say goodbye to the past world.

Courage here does not refer to the kind of choice made after the three views are already incorrect. It is the courage to make a choice when the three views are still correct and when you are still in pain. Bravely stabbed himself in the chest.

Just as a hunter in the forest saws off his legs to save himself, just as a wild wolf breaks his hamstrings to survive. In order to live for yourself and live better for others, even if it is against your original will, you have to do it hard. Raise the sword, form a sharp sword with words, weave a sharp blade with thoughts, and plunge into your weak spirit. Don't stop until you're covered in blood, don't stop until your spirit collapses, and don't stop until your wish is fulfilled.

It takes courage to do this.

So admit it, admit your weakness and incompetence.

Then he used his impotent self to support himself and stand up, and used his most stump body to block in front of his loved ones, to stop her, to stop her, to curb her ambitions. Then let her surpass, completely trample herself under her feet, and sacrifice her as her nourishment.

There's no way I can save anybody because I'm just too clumsy. From beginning to end, I will only disguise and anesthetize myself with hurt and pain. But she's different. She has hope. Completely different from me, to become a hero, a hope that shines above the sky. I'm nearing the end of my story, but she's just getting started.

I was wrong. I know this better than anyone else.

But that's why I'm going to keep making mistakes.

I can't be a hindrance to the new generation. No matter what the era, the revolution always needs sacrifices and benchmarks.

So I had to make a benchmark. Let the new generation defeat me, destroy me completely, correct the mistakes I set up one by one, and the greatness set off through comparison is the fruit that is really worth reaping.

“……”

So what are you waiting for?

Looking at the girl who was sobbing in pain, I subconsciously pulled the school emblem on my chest.

Why don't you continue? Hate me more, be more hostile to me, and then knock me down as a loser, this waste. Just like you did a few years ago, but why do you want to cry for it? Why are you crying?

"You, get out of the way, under the snow. Here, it's none of your business. ”

He took a deep breath and his voice trembled slightly. But he was still able to express himself clearly.

"It's not a question of whether or not I have something to do," squatting on the ground to soothe the trembling Feng, and confronted me without hesitation under the snow: "It's a question of the basic principles of life." Either way, venting your anger on a girl is incorrect. ”

"Whatever happens, it's not right to treat a girl like that. I can't afford to ignore it. ”

"Ha, what do you know? What do you know about me? What can you understand? ”

"You've said a lot to me the other night."

"Speak and know the way? It's really nice to be able to understand the world world through dialogue. Haha ”

The voice couldn't help but be a little rude, but his eyes involuntarily drifted up to the ceiling because of sourness, trying not to see the tragic scene. The loud voice, along with the people on the floor, poked their heads out of the various compartments in surprise and looked at the two girls standing at the elevator entrance, and I was snuggling up to each other on the ground.

'Huh? What happened? ’

Isn't it the light novel writer who is crying on the ground? ’

'What's wrong?' What's wrong? Got big news? ’

It seems that the man has stepped on several boats and is now beating his girlfriend again, eh? ’

A nameless rage swirled in his heart.

"What should you do, what you should do! Isn't it fun to ask about other people's private affairs? I don't know if it will cause trouble to people! ”

Subconsciously roared back according to the words in his memory, and several heads suddenly shrank, and suddenly there was no one. The empty hall has an eerie sense of silence. Only the faint sound of sobbing on the ground echoes in the space.

Xue Xia didn't say anything, but stroked Feng's back and looked at me with an indifferent gaze.

It's not annoyance, it's not anger, it's a kind of pity for a machine that is about to be scrapped. A kind of regret as if looking at a shooting star. As expected, the conversation I didn't know about that night seemed to reveal a lot.

She is now regretting what I am thinking and doing.

"Whew...... I went back. ”

I exhaled a long breath, and under that look, I suddenly lost the will to speak.

“…… Wait. ”

But the familiar holding force appeared behind him again.

Along the smooth elevator door, you can see that the puppy trembling in the storm is dragging the corner of the man's clothes with all his strength, and even the tips of his boots are trembling, as if he may fall down at any moment.

"This time, the writer's royalty amount, the master is in the fourth place, congratulations...... In this list of the most influential people, the master is on the list, congratulations...... Last time, the master won the award of the international competition, congratulations......" Breathing disordered, crying and panting, the sound of blessing sounded behind him like a mosquito, almost drowning in the torrential rain outside the window.

“……”

I looked out the window at the torrential rain and was silent.

The trembling amplitude gradually decreased, and the force of pulling backwards slowly disappeared.

"I haven't been to the master's house to visit you for several years, I'm sorry."

"I haven't said thank you all this time, I'm sorry."

"I didn't want to say that at first, I'm sorry."

"That's all I have to say...... From the very beginning to the end, I didn't blame you even once. The girl bowed deeply in the mirror, and then quietly turned away under the mournful gaze of the snow. The pale pink knit is like a butterfly. Just as inexplicable as when she came, the girl was still ethereal when she left.

“……”

"Is that okay?"

“…… That's fine. ”

I nodded indifferently at the question that came quietly under the snow. And then from the silent room next door came 'Great!' It's a success! We are indeed the ones favored by the destiny of heaven! With such shouts, I waved under the snow and walked to the elevator.

Now that the mission has been completed, it's not the time of the 'Ministry of Service', but the time of 'Hikiya Hachiman'.

But, even once, I never had a direct face with her.

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