175 I love you. But I dare not love you. (3000+)
Cen Guang is not something that no one pursues, after "Rihan" slowly became active, a Korean girl, chased from the south to the west, learned English and Chinese for him, ran around and never left, but he never accepted He.
He once said to her, "Do you know my sister Sangyu? As long as she doesn't get married one day, I won't get married, no why. ”
Sang Yu was once at the door and heard him talking to a girl.
She always knew what Cen Guang thought.
In those years, she struggled with the conflict between her father and her brother and mother; Cen Guang was also struggling with Qin Surong and her hostile prejudice against them; Every night, she has to be tormented by guilt because of those inexplicably dead souls, and Cen Guang is tormented by guilt for her. Sang Yu wanted to go back several times and made up her mind, but when she woke up in the morning, her thoughts were shattered by inexplicable fear.
Cen Guang said: Sangsang, you shouldn't have borne these things.
Sang Yu thought for a while and said: You shouldn't either.
She felt that fate was unfair to their broken family, so that they would either be dirty or miserable, no matter who was right and who was wrong at the beginning, how helpless they were, those innocent lives were lost for no reason, and someone had to bear the consequences.
So that day, when Cen Guang proposed the agreement, she knew that he was also tired, and he also wanted to be relieved, and the reason why she agreed was because her expectations in her heart had also reached the extreme, she didn't know who she was living for in the first half of her life, and she really wanted to go by herself on the road behind.
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- I'm sorry I gave up on you. Lu Qing, if I have another chance in the future, I will definitely not be.
- You wait for me. Just take a break.
It was as if she finally could.
……
The morning sun is dazzling.
After being locked up in the confinement room for two days, her body was stiff and sore, Sang Yu blocked the sun with one hand, and her pale little face finally showed a trace of anger.
She glanced at the still blue sky of Kyoto, and the embankment of her heart seemed to have been washed open by a flood.
She is like an arrow.
Retrieving her backpack, her phone was of course dead, and she quickly pulled out what little money she had, ran to the side of the road, stopped a random car, and found him, or at least found a place to recharge, and contacted him immediately.
A car slowly stopped in front of her.
It should be a black car, there is no license plate, Sang Yu can't care about it, she opened the door and was about to go up, and there was also a hand inside to help her open it.
The car was covered with an all-black film, so that she couldn't see anything clearly under the dazzling sunlight, but subconsciously, she stopped what she was about to say and took a step back.
But it was too late.
No matter how fast she reacted and how much she hid, she couldn't resist the powerful force of a man's powerful arms dragging her inward, her knees hit the edge of the car door, and a handkerchief rushed to her face with an extremely irritating breath, and pressed her mouth and nose with lightning speed!!
Then, it's the upper arm! Waist! Rubbing my knees against the car door and dragging them in!!
The intense irritating breath rushed into her airways and instantly paralyzed all her nerve centers......
In the little consciousness that Sang Yu still had, she had already sensed that she was dragged into the car, the car door was closed, and the whole world fell into a dangerous darkness, but she was completely anesthetized and lost her strength, and her consciousness fell into a deep fainting......
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In the prison cell.
After listening to all the words Cen Guang said, Lu Qing's face turned from pale to iron-blue, and it took a long time to slowly recover from the huge shock.
His prejudices against him, at the moment, can't be said to be light or heavy.
He just couldn't help but think, what was wrong, it was when he met his father Fang Zhiran at sea, he shouldn't have lost control; Or shouldn't he collapse when he watched Qin Surong commit suicide in front of him?! He is completely powerless to think and judge for this person!!
Because if you change to him, he can't guarantee that he will do everything right!!
But the only thought in my mind that became clearer and clearer about my heartache was-
Sangyu, so that's it.
Fate is really so unfair to her, it turns out that there is really a kind of person in the world who is walking with the mistakes of others and the disgust of others, and those people are still her flesh and blood relatives!
What was her mood when she gave up on him?
He thought he understood.
If the one ten years ago