Chapter 171
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Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Zhu Yushen felt that time seemed to stop, everything around him was silent, and he could only hear his breathing and heartbeat. In a trance, he heard Zhang Cong say intermittently: "Lulu is really a pity, as the saying goes, illness comes like a mountain." But Lulu's illness had already come out, and after a long time, she ran away from home and died in the wilderness, she was pitiful.
She was buried on the edge of the lower Chishui River, a very remote place. During this time, I have also been to her grave, shed tears, and burned paper money for her.
I really can't accept this fact, because it hasn't been many years since I first met her! Her girlhood and youth were so beautiful and charming, and at the same time she was also very proud. Yushen, you may not know that when she was earning money with her body and earning prosperity, she was so proud that she couldn't look like it. I couldn't talk to her, and at that time, she also had money, and she was arrogant.
Her appearance at that time seemed to show that there was no man who could match her in our small place in the south of the Yangtze River in Huangzhen. She couldn't look at everything here. It's just that she later encountered a setback and was injured, and she didn't want to continue to do that kind of business. Without a way to make money, she became gentle and low-key. That's what she was like when you were in contact with her.
I know she's kind of interesting to you and even sometimes waits for you to possess her. But you are also very stubborn, and it is said that you would rather have sex with a short, fat girl than talk to Lulu at that time, which makes her very sad. You know, she is also a woman with a strong sense of self-esteem. She's not someone who casually makes overtures to a man.
For example, I, Zhang Cong. chased her for several years. Do everything you can to please her. Until the time when her sister was cured. She didn't pay much attention to me. Her sister was sick, and I helped a lot, you know. But I was already married by then. Yushen, you were still alone at that time, so I advised you to accept Lulu at that time, and you didn't suffer any loss if you married her.
But you just don't like her. I've learned that her illness has a lot to do with her mood. She likes you, if you accept her. You and He Mei have become a couple, so she should be living happily ever after. Brother, don't think I'm talking nonsense, tell me the truth, these are all things that Lulu told me personally.
At that time, I was envious and jealous of you. I also want to kick my own ugly mother-in-law, and then marry Lulu home and offer it like a goddess. However, love or not love, this thing cannot be forced. Lulu doesn't like me any more than you like her. I can't do more for her. The results are small.
But I was not convinced. That's why I feel guilty. Today. I'm going to tell you all these things, and I'm going to be comfortable telling them. ”
Zhu Yushen was already awake at this time, and he could already hear the sound of flowing water not far from his feet. According to Zhang Cong, going down the river and arriving at the river beach full of thorns and weeds is Li Lulu's final destination. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't, and he couldn't hold it back. He didn't know what Zhang Cong was going to say next, could he ......
Sure enough, Zhang Cong turned his face and said, "I also destroyed Lulu!" This is what happened after lending money to their family. I tried to persuade you to take care of her, but you didn't listen to me. And Lulu is interested in you, and she called it home delivery and was refused. I was so angry that I asked her to serve me for a while.
She didn't agree at first, but I repeatedly insisted on it, and in a fit of urgency, I belittled her and turned her old story upside down. Then she said no more, and she was not defensive against me. After satisfying the request, I also used to whisper sweet words in her ear, meaning that the two of us should start over, and let me take care of her future. But with tears in her eyes, she said she didn't have to. I later found out that she was already sick. In fact, whoever possesses her at that time is really destroying her!
My mother's impulsiveness, coupled with selfishness, did it a few times in a hurry! I'm guilty! Now, Lulu has become a pile of dirt at a young age, and I am saddened! Only by burning more paper money for her can my heart feel better. Yushen, I don't know what you think of Lulu now? She is gone, will you be sad? Do you hate me for being a strong man and doing something wrong? ”
Zhu Yushen did not answer Zhang Cong's words. He left Zhang Cong and strode towards the willow forest. At the same time, the memories and love for Li Lulu were tumbling in his mind. When he reached the willow forest, he leaned his back against an old willow tree, and his eyes glazed his eyes looked ahead. He wanted to know what kind of expression and mood Li Lulu had when Zhang Cong took possession of Li Lulu? In fact, there is no point in thinking about this question now, because she has ......
He remembered the last time he saw her, the scrawny way she looked. At that time, he thought that it seemed to be a portent, but he didn't expect it to be so fast!
Not long ago, he spent a long time in this place listening to Wang Danbao's heart, wanting to give him a little comfort, and then sent him away here in amazement. Unexpectedly, today, he would be sad about the death of an old man here. Life, youth and love, everything seems so fragile! He felt as if he should write an elegy, for Li Lulu, for beauty, youth, life, for ...... Then put this elegy in paper money, burn it to ashes, and give it to someone who was once lovely. He began to conceive.
After the fall semester started, Zhu Yushen, Xia Youli and others began to take them from the first grade of middle school. When attending classes or class meetings, Zhu Yushen felt bored in the face of the small male and female students in the audience.
This semester, Huangzhen Middle School has assigned another graduate of Normal University, a tall woman named Zhu Ying. She belongs to the kind of woman who has poor qualifications and is pretentious. Gu Mingxiu didn't want to get together with Feng Jun this semester, so she found an empty seat elsewhere and moved over.
As a result, Feng Jun and Zhu Yushen came out with an empty office position. Seeing this, Zhu Ying made up for it as expected. Like many women, Zhu Ying has a good impression of Feng Jun. If you have something to do, talk to him. Feng Jun is neither salty nor indifferent to her.
But Zhu Ying was high-headed in front of others. She made Zhu Yushen, Xiao Yu and others feel uncomfortable like this. Moreover, Zhu Ying is also crazy in speech, and she is a typical money worshipper.
She has publicly stated on more than one occasion that this salary is too little. She also said that it would be good if she found a rich boyfriend, so that someone would pay for her high spending. After listening to her words, Gu Mingxiu gave her an idea and asked her to deal with Feng Jun. Xiao Yu also said that the rich boy is not close at hand? They added fuel to the fire and showed Feng Jun's family background, sense of humor, and talent in front of Zhu Ying.
After Zhu Ying heard this, she nodded and said, "Yes, yes, Feng Jun is worth considering for this girl." But apart from him, other men don't think badly about this girl. You know, if anyone wants to touch my hand, they have to smash at least tens of thousands of dollars. I've always been dismissive of ordinary people! ”
Zhu Ying didn't avoid anyone and said things like this, so she said them openly. Of course, this will make Zhu Yushen and the others more embarrassed, but they don't bother to bother with her, after all, there is a distance between each other's age and living conditions.
But what is puzzling is that Feng Jun, who is surrounded by beauties and fairy aunts, calls Zhu Ying more. Usually in the office, the two of them talk and laugh, sometimes flirt, and sometimes use physical collisions to express their good feelings for each other.
One day, Zhu Yushen and Feng Jun met in the hallway of the teaching building. When the two of them were about to chat, Zhu Ying came over, and she dragged Feng Jun to pull this and that, so that Zhu Yushen didn't have a chance to interject and speak.
At this time, a little boy came over. This boy in the first year of junior high school is in Zhu Yushen's class, and he is very small in size and size. When he saw Zhu Yushen, he stopped to report the matter to the head teacher. Caught off guard, Feng Jun picked him up from behind and put him across his arms and trembled. The little boy was made by Teacher Feng like this, and he smiled happily, and Zhu Ying also smiled. (To be continued......)