Chapter 009: Selfishness Once
Even if one day, Yin Manqing will know all the information about him, but now......
Obviously, when the words came to his mouth, he still couldn't say it, and still used "it's okay" as a perfunctory answer, avoiding Yin Manqing's hot eyes.
"Since you don't want to say it, I'm not reluctant, but don't disturb my life, ...... I gave you a choice. ”
Yin Manqing was angry.
It seems that from the moment Shen Ye refused to be with her, the relationship between them was completely over, and even the traces of their previous love gradually blurred.
"Sit down." Although Shen Ye was unwell, he didn't let go of Yin Manqing and pulled her to sit next to her.
From the evasion of Yin Manqing's eyes just now, to looking at her very seriously at this moment, for a moment, as if he had not seen each other for a century, he saw it at this moment, his heart was flustered and beating wildly, obviously this face, he engraved it in his heart, but when he saw it, he was still as reluctant as ever.
Yin Manqing let him look at him, staring at Shen Ye's pale face up close, she was uneasy, and her uneasiness engulfed all her resistance to Shen Ye.
Shen Ye picked up Yin Manqing's jaw, looked into his eyes, leaned down, and got close to her lips, not as scorching and fierce as before, but more sticky and soft, the deep kiss prostrate on her red lips, tightly wrapped, wrapped deeply, as if trying to pour out all the thoughts of the past few days, and also conveyed them to Yin Manqing, telling her: In fact, how much he misses.
It's just that he has to go to Chicago.
Yin Manqing was passive, forgetting to resist, forgetting to struggle, and still refusing to believe that Shen Ye was really back.
Although he was dissatisfied with his domineering way of bringing himself out of Shu Jing's house, Yin Manqing seemed to have long been accustomed to Shen Ye making decisions for herself and arranging everything for her.
"I ...... Miss you......"
The words she missed couldn't help but slip out of Yin Manqing's mouth, and after she said it, she suddenly felt that her face was red and her face was flushed.
The slightest flame that Shen Ye was originally carrying for her was extinguished in an instant because of her love words, and holding her face deepened the strength of the kiss.
When Yin Manqing's back was against the delicate sofa, the crisis was everywhere, and she knew very well what would happen next, but she didn't want to stop it.
She needs to worry a lot, since Grandpa Shen left, if she is with Shen Ye again, Yin Manqing understands that she needs a strong and powerful psychology, and she must withstand all the pressure from all sides, and at the same time, she must overcome the obstacles buried in her heart.
Grandpa's confession before he died, and the curse before he died, all made her unable to take a brave step, even if the courage that occasionally seeped out, was not firm enough.
But at this time, Yin Manqing hoped that she wouldn't care about anything, whether she was cursed or went to hell, she didn't care about it, "It's okay to stay, don't go back to Chicago, let's start again......"
Yin Manqing didn't stop Shen Ye's attack, and his hands were up and down her body, and a thin layer of mist was covered under her eyes, which blurred her vision, and also made her eyes more crystal clear and shiny, and clear......
"You're negotiating terms with me?" Shen Ye was buried deep in her fragrant neck socket.
"I don't want you to go back." She kind of admitted it.
She mustered up all the courage to make a request to Shen Ye, her eyes full of anticipation, and she longed for Shen Ye to agree.
Shen Ye stopped all his actions and stared at her for a long time, and then he slowly buttoned Yin Manqing's clothes one by one, the original ambiguous clothes were untidy, and he sat up, very serious, "Today, I can't go back to you." ”
This sentence......
Every word was like a firepower bomb dropped on Yin Manqing's heart, completely blowing up her chest, and the pain was cracking.
"In the past, I was cowardly, I was wrong, but I knew I was wrong...... Can you, come back, come back to me? As you said before, I want to believe in you, and if I wait, you can solve all the problems...... Can I wait, you give me a deadline, for how long? A month, or two months......"
She began to be cheeky again, regardless of her own resolute proposal to separate from him, at this moment, she just wanted to beg Shen Ye to answer.
Shen Ye was silent, it didn't mean that he acquiesced, looking at Yin Manqing's flustered and anxious look, he was blaming himself for his ruthlessness.
However, if he is not ruthless now, sooner or later, he will be ruthless.
"Wait a year, I can wait, but I can't exceed this time...... I don't really want to wait, not for a second, but as long as we can still be together, I'm willing. ”
Yin Manqing's eyes were full of tears, and the tears that she tried to hold back kept falling.
She disregarded the pleading of face, hated, succumbed...... But he still couldn't get Shen Ye's nod.
Shen Ye hugged her into his arms, "All I can do for you is to accompany you for a few days." After a few days, I still have to go back. I don't like Shu Jing as a person, but if he can make you happy and make you feel calm, perhaps, I can reluctantly bless you from the bottom of my heart. ”
He thought that he could truly wish Yin Manqing and other men his heart, but in practice, he was quite painful and difficult.
In an instant, all Yin Manqing's thoughts and hopes were all in vain, she thought that with Shen Ye's appearance, she could take this opportunity to keep him, but she didn't expect the result to be the same, and even from Shen Ye's expression, she could see his firmness.
"In that case, what are you doing again? Stay with me for a few days, and I'll be healthy! If we can't be together, why bother with my life or death......"
Her words were so depressed and powerless, and there was clearly hatred in her eyes, and it was natural to hate him.
Shen Ye wiped away her tears, "I'm ...... now It's not like before, and we can't waste our time together like before. ”
He was referring to the period when he first got married in the past, which became the time period when Shen Ye regretted and wanted to start over the most in his life.
If life can really be restarted, Shen Ye will definitely choose to start from the first day of marriage with Yin Manqing, cherish every minute and every second of loving her, and love her.
"Even a few days are precious to me." Shen Ye straightened Yin Manqing's hair, "Starting tomorrow, put everything away, take it seriously, and live quietly with me for a few days." ”
He wanted to condense the decades they have been together in the past few days, and he and Yin Manqing have done everything they want to do in these few days......
Yin Manqing had a pimple in her heart, she couldn't agree to Shen Ye, and she was not convinced, but she was still obedient and obedient to Shen Ye's arrangement, and while complaining about him, she looked forward to getting along with him.
Yin Manqing knew that he was the person who had no reason to complain about Shen Ye and hate Shen Ye, for her and for their Shen family, Shen Ye had done enough.
When Shen Ye came back this time, it seemed that he was really prepared.
For the first time, the first time, the two of them approached the large movie theater with their fingers interlocked, and lined up to buy tickets and take their seats like ordinary couples.
Shen Ye protected behind her, blocking the crowding behind her, a very simple but heart-warming demeanor that made Yin Manqing's eyes moist.
Actually, what is there to be moved by, Yin Manqing thought in her heart, but she was so warm-hearted, more and more dependent, and longed for him to stay.
Shen Ye chose an animated blockbuster with a strong sense of joy on the grounds of prenatal education, there was laughter in the cinema, Shen Ye seemed to have a high laugh, he was used to not smiling, he was just Yin Manqing's companion, he was not interested in the film, as long as Yin Manqing was happy.
She smiled as if she was very happy, and the laughter was non-stop, but the more she laughed, the tears flowed unconsciously, and she laughed with tears......
Shen Ye frowned, originally out of intimacy to let her come out and have a good time, don't be bored at home alone, sitting in the pile of design drafts and thinking about it.
"Be moderate." Shen Ye handed her a tissue, and Yin Manqing laughed even harder, and tears naturally flowed more.
"What a cute little guy, our children will be so cute in the future......" she thought that after their children were born in the future, they would also be like the little ones in the cartoon, causing trouble everywhere, naughty but very cute.
mentioned the child, it was Shen Ye's injury.
can't be by Yin Manqing's side, watching the child be born and growing...... It has become the regret of his life.
"Aren't you guilty? Don't you feel a little guilty? When the child grows up day by day, his father will always be absent by his side. ”
Yin Manqing understands that although it is despicable to say this, she still tries her best to do everything, even if it is a very selfish way, she still wants to trap Shen Ye and not leave, since she is back, since there are still a few days to go, perhaps, she will have the opportunity to work hard.
"You shouldn't have let me get pregnant, I regret it too......" Yin Manqing lowered her voice, and her excitement could not be hidden in her voice.
No matter what Yin Manqing said, Shen Ye was speechless.
The more silent he was, the more flustered Yin Manqing became, until Yin Manqing couldn't wait for an answer, and cried with a nervous breakdown, and the sound of crying turned into tears, pain and hatred.
Shen Ye could only hug her tightly in his arms and try his best to comfort her, but he could never heal the scars in her heart.
If there was a little possibility, he would still stay here, desperate to stay, especially seeing Yin Manqing crying miserably and being so emotionally unstable.
He didn't allow Yin Manqing to regret it, regret giving birth to a child for him, and regret everything with him......
And Shen Ye, even if it comes to this day, the two will eventually part ways, and he does not regret the acquaintance with Yin Manqing.
"Don't go back, promise me...... We are selfish once, just this time, regardless of our family, our friends, and all the people around us, give up and live for ourselves......" Yin Manqing cried silently in the movie theater.
In the theater full of laughter, her crying seemed out of place, and Shen Ye could only pick her up halfway and leave......