In the car. Secretary Shen's anger was even more obvious to Huo Siran's silence.

The long fingers supported his head, and his closed deep eyes slowly opened.

"Chief, you think so, don't you?" Secretary Shen sneered again and again, "This surnamed Xu is simply crossing the river and demolishing the bridge!" How did you hide it so well when you were messing around? Now that you are in power, you will start to die cunningly, and the lackeys will cook? ”

I was so angry that I couldn't even use adjectives.

The driver heard that something was wrong, and glared at him in the rearview mirror, how dare he use such words to describe the chief?

Huo Siran's mind was obviously not on this, his eyes swept indifferently over Kyoto in early spring, and slowly fell on the Tibetan ethnic ornament on the front of the car, and his eyes were a lot darker: "Go to the pharmacy." ”

Pharmacy?

Secretary Shen was taken aback.

"What's wrong with you, chief? Was it angry with the surname Xu, or was it a hidden illness in Suzhou? ”

"Secretary Shen," the driver really couldn't look at it, smiled honestly, and reminded: "You have to go to the pharmacy to buy a skin care product or something, you see that the chief is very good, how does it look like he is sick?" ”

Secretary Shen's heart fell slightly: "Oh oh...... Also to ......"

"Chief, what do you want to buy?"

This gentle and shallow question, there was nothing, but suddenly a car passed by their Land Rover and sped away with a bit of anger. The distance was only a few centimeters, and their windows were not closed, so the sounds of those conversations, especially the word "chief", fell into each other's ears clearly.

At the moment when he passed by, Xu Furan sat straight in the car next to him, with a layer of cold frost on his face.

- He heard it.

Huo Siran lightly raised his eyes and swept over the speeding car, following his eyes all the way, his thin lips pursed lightly, and he didn't say a word.

Secretary Shen was still asking, but he didn't notice that it was Xu Furan's car passing by just now.

Huo Siran didn't have the energy to explain, just waited for the car to drive to the nearest pharmacy and stopped, he put his hand on the car door, got out of the car silently, and said, "You don't have to get down." You guys are waiting in the car. ”

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"What do you want, sir?" The pharmacy salesman saw this man parked a Land Rover on the side of the road, he walked in with a tall body, covered with bright golden light, his eyebrows and eyes were as handsome as stars, his heart couldn't help beating several times faster, his smile floated, and his little face burned burning.

Huo Siran was silent.

After a long time, after spitting out a few words, the pharmacy salesman smiled and slowed down a few beats.

Reluctantly, he took out the thing, put it in his hand with a little disappointment, saw him play with it gently, held it in the palm of his hand as if holding something important, thanked her, paid and walked out.

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Returned home.

Secretary Shen's babbling words couldn't disperse in his ears, and Huo Siran was a little annoyed.

Of course, he knew that Xu Furan's recent thoughts were too extreme, and he felt it naturally if he wasn't stupid, but it was obvious that what he cared about most at the moment was not this matter.

Some things, such as the ups and downs of a man's career, are all temporary ups and downs in the whole long life, and they are nothing remarkable.

But there are other things—like every time he drives into the villa complex, stops the car, and pushes open the door of the house on the paved stone road in the yard; For example, every time he gets together with her for a short time, he feels that even the smallest changes will affect his entire life. Those men who become stupid in marriage probably don't see this, and fail to understand how stupid it is to sacrifice their family lover for temporary pleasure or glory.

I opened the door with a heavy heart, but I didn't expect that there was a screaming bustle inside.

"Gu Yijing, Gu Yijing, come over to me, do you hear it!" A little girl with a ponytail was so angry that her face turned red, and she held a pillow to chase the boy who ran faster than a rabbit, who was only seven years old, almost as tall as her, and the fight became more and more unable to subdue him.

"I won't go over," Gu Yijing picked up the table and smiled very thief from a long table, "I just used your colored pen, so stingy, don't be my sister." ”

"You kind of don't run!" The little girl threw the pillow over, and chased forward angrily, "Who told you to use it!" ”

"Lalala......" Gu Yijing grimaced at her.

"It's so hateful, you stand up for me!"

Gu Yijing hid very flexibly, and after running half a lap, a short body got under the long table, rushed up and hugged Huo Siran's thigh, and shouted back

yelled, "You painted the portrait of the little brother next door, but it didn't look like it at all, I added a few strokes to you, I don't believe it, let's ask the little brother to see which one is better?!" ”

"You ......" The little girl bit her lip, her face was flushed, and she desperately wanted to rush over to teach him a lesson, but her eyes were full of hesitation and awe when she looked at Huo Siran, and her little hands were clenched at her side, unwilling, too unwilling!!

"Hey, hey, hey......" Gu Yijing had a triumphant smile on his face, and he raised his head and shouted, "Dad!" ”

"Hmm......" Huo Siran's mind was a little chaotic by the lively atmosphere, and he subconsciously leaned over and hugged him, patted him on the back, closed the door, looked up, and looked at Lulu.

"Brother is angry with you again?" He put down the key and asked in a slow voice.

The little girl is very precocious, only ten years old began to understand the world, and usually like to talk to them in an adult tone.

"He changed my drawings without permission!" Her eyes were filled with flames, and she complained word by word.

"Oh? What paintings? The blushing look made Huo Siran couldn't help but want to tease her, as if asking indifferently, raised his arm to pick up Gu Yijing, put it on the sofa in a regular manner, and went to the other side to sit down.

"......" The little girl couldn't speak now, she looked anxious and shy, and stared at him with resentful eyes.

"I don't care, I want him to compensate me!"

Huo Siran was in turmoil, staring at her puffing little face, paused, lowered his arm and landed on the wide handle of the sofa, and said, "Come here." ”

When the little girl saw her father's soft tone, her anger suddenly turned into grievance, and she trotted over, hugged his arm and put a weeping expression on his shoulder.

The child took a soft "father" in his mouth, and complained aggrievedly, Huo Siran stared at the child's cute appearance, and suddenly felt a soft trance in his heart. Inexplicably remembered Bai Wangchuan, who had already sacrificed, the similarity of this big and small appearance made people's hearts palpitate, and he could even think that if Bai Wangchuan was not dead now, looking at the child in the crook of his arm complaining to him aggrievedly, what would the dignified seven-foot man be like.

After all, one big and one small are connected by blood.

Even that feeling he had never experienced in his life.

"Daddy, Daddy, did you hear that?" Lulu blinked with teary eyes and shook his arm.

“…… I heard it. Huo Siran's voice was slightly hoarse, and he said to her.

"I'll make him apologize to you, and only if he realizes his mistake - you shouldn't destroy what you love, whether it's intentional or not, after all, it's you who make you sad when he changes it at will." He assured her word for word, slowly withdrew his arm, and got up to go upstairs.

Lulu looked up at him and nodded eagerly: "Yes." That's it! ”

That's what she thought, and when she heard her father say the same, she couldn't help but redden.

Huo Siran looked away with a little difficulty, got up and unbuttoned his collar, and walked upstairs, as he walked, he remembered the child he had killed with his own hands in the Kyoto General Hospital that year, he didn't even look carefully at the original film, and after a long time, she stretched out a finger in the sofa and tapped it gently, and said to him:

"There's a good chance I'll never have a baby for the rest of my life, because of the original surgery, my chances of getting pregnant again are only 15 percent."

"You have to think clearly."

Huo Siran, it is not a torment to spend his whole life on something he wants to do, and he knows that he can't wait for a result after waiting hard for a lifetime...... It's the most tormenting. ”

Huo Siran walked into the bedroom, and his eyes didn't know whether he stayed up late or what, and there were a few bloodshots.

He walked over and opened the drawer of the bedside table, slowly placing a pill box slightly smaller than the palm of his hand.

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Sitting on the toilet, Lin Yitong's heart trembled.

The little hand gently held the toilet seat on the left and right sides, which was covered with soft cotton cloth, and the delicate pattern color was chosen by herself. When she was newly married, she moved in in a hurry, and some small details were too late to design, so Huo Siran gave her full authority. At that time, he had only one piece of advice - to be comfortable, convenient, and suitable for a long time to live in.

It wasn't until her little hands were red that she tried to breathe a sigh of relief, pulled her hair, and got up to flush the toilet.

- This week. Didn't come again.

Yuexin has been two weeks late, she was too busy to count, but recently her body is really a little uncomfortable, the tired time is getting longer and heavier, and occasionally when she lies in bed and doesn't want to go to work, Huo Siran actually connives. Sometimes I fell asleep and half a morning or afternoon passed.

In the next week, she worked hard, but fortunately

Recently, the surgery schedule has been inexplicably much less.

Either canceled or postponed, in short, idle.

Pushing open the door, the light in the study was still on, the door was half-hidden, Huo Siran's deep voice was half-penetrating from inside, and he was still dealing with things late at night, as if there was something wrong with the base station signal tower, he frowned, took his military jacket, and wanted to go out.

Corn rib soup was still simmering in the kitchen, and he hadn't finished the fourth meal yet.

Sure enough, Huo Siran, who took his coat and walked out of the study, slowed down the moment he saw her.

"Going out?" Lin Yitong opened his mouth and decided that it was better to ask questions first.

Huo Siran stared at her deeply, changed his coat to an arm, and asked softly in a low voice, "What's wrong?" ”

“…… There's nothing......" She suddenly laughed a little uncomfortable, her hand didn't know where to put it, subconsciously stroked her lower abdomen, and suddenly leaned up, covering the position of her stomach, "I just want to make a lot of soup, just drink it alone, I'm afraid I will drink until I ...... it"

Her unnaturalness, like a cold knife, cut little by little on the softest flesh in his heart, and that unconfident feeling was the fatal pain of his life.

"I'll probably come back later in the evening, two o'clock, or three o'clock, I promise I'll be in the early morning." He walked over, a head taller than her, leaned down against her forehead covered by soft hair at the moment, and breathed in harmony, "Don't drink too much soup at night, you can save it until morning if you boil it for a long time." If I have a stomach ache......"

His gaze spread along the collar of her loose pajamas to the position she was holding, and Huo Siran said in a low voice: "You can take some stomach medicine and then sleep...... It's in the bedside table drawer. ”

It was a place where the medicine was kept, and they all knew it.

She didn't understand the specific meaning, she just nodded, his sexy collar was in front of her, she couldn't help it, her little hand reached over to wrap around his strong waist, and hugged him with a sigh.

This man......

used to feel that following him and doing everything was thrilling, he was the kind of man who turned the storm and rain; But the more you get married, the more clear it will be, he Huo Siran is not a man who can only hold a wedding like a grand wedding banquet, he can treat you well for ten years in a long marriage, delicate as a needle, and it is a kind of vigorous that makes people tremble when they think about it.

The flame of *** ignited in her eyes, the soft delicate body entered her arms, and the fire she gave was always on at one point.

Huo Siran suppressed his feelings. Desire, bowed his head, found her lips and gave her a hot kiss, and then left.

……

When the tingling sensation on his lips and tongue dissipated and the flushing on his face faded a little, Lin Yitong walked to the bedroom.

Stomach medicine......

Although she doesn't eat it often, it's probably inertia, and she wants to take it out and take a look......

But who knows, when she opened the drawer and saw the contents of the red font on the box, she was stunned! The whole premonition of horror came up from behind, and it was numb all the way up the spine—

Under the light, the little whitish hand reached over and grabbed the pill box.

The words "XX brand pregnancy test strip" are printed on it, which is very shocking.

She recalled his words, his expression, and the whole person fell into a chaotic random speculation. It turned out that he had always been aware of it...... But...... She knew how much he wanted to be like an ordinary husband, and he would take his wife to test and verify it in ecstasy, but they couldn't.

You must know that if ordinary people do not detect it, at most it can be regarded as empty joy, but for them, no.

If not, he Huo Siran could bear it himself, but he was afraid, afraid that she would hold too much, and fall from the cliff of hope and hurt too badly. Men are different from women, no matter how much a man longs to have a child but can't get it, it is not as painful as a woman's powerlessness that she wants to conceive again but no matter how hard she tries.

So, what he meant was probably ...... Give it a try...... Even if he doesn't know the results of the Dao, he can ......

Lin Yitong leaned on the bedside table with red eyes, holding the medicine box for a long time.

After a long time, her little hands slowly touched the ground, propped up her body, and slowly, step by step, walked to the bathroom......

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A moment later.

Outside, the sound of children chasing and struggling was clearly audible through a bathroom door.

She had waited long enough, and her little hand trembled and stretched out, and she took out the long strip of paper, and mustered all the courage to look at it—

On the white test paper, a lone bright red line ran across it, unmoving, piercing her eyes.

“……”

She remembers reading the instructions before using it, and all the steps are not bad at all.

So, there can be no difference pool......

The hand that had just been raised was still trembling and heavy, but at this moment, it seemed to be relieved of its strength all of a sudden, and it hung down suddenly, even smashing on the white tile hurt, and there was a faint bruise on the wrist, and she didn't notice it.

Scold......

A bitter smile, accompanied by a hint of mockery, bloomed at the corner of her lips......

It's ridiculous...... It's just that her period is delayed and she is a little too tired, so she ...... Started to have illusions? Lin Yitong smiled so much that the corners of his mouth were a little sour, and his little hands supported his body softly, laughing until the slightest wisp of heartache spread to his chest...... It hurts...... Somewhat out of breath......

Right now. Got the results.

This is what is called, loss, hope, feeling, feeling, right?

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