Ninety-four

At this time, the old mother next door to Hu Yuqin's house came back from shopping for vegetables and called her, Hu Yuqin turned sideways, and the two of them talked loudly, leaving Zhu Yushen aside. Zhu Yushen suddenly hated her noble bun, and he felt that her happiness seemed to be based on Xie Wumei's pain.

He was ready to walk away. When Hu Yuqin saw that he was leaving, she quickly retracted her body and said to him: "You can't find me in the tailor shop now, my shop has been transferred to someone else." I have a new stationery store at the police station, and you can go there when you have time. ”

Zhu Yushen nodded and quickly walked away.

After Zhu Yushen took two classes in such an unhappy mood, he pondered on the chair in the office for a long time before his mood eased up. He felt that no matter what the outcome was, he should still be grateful to Hu Yuqin. Because at the beginning of his relationship with Xie Wumei, Hu Yuqin played a lot of positive roles.

This semester, the second-year office is concentrated in a large classroom on the second floor. The square-shaped setting is divided into several semi-enclosed spaces. After Zhu Yushen finished dealing with teaching in the office, he did his own thing, often conceiving articles, listing topic outlines, etc. If he is in a good state of mind or inspired, he will sometimes work hard in the office instead of putting off all the writing until he gets back to his dorm. Sometimes, he also integrates the ideas that come up and the flashes of inspiration into the preparation record. In this way, whenever he talked about something wonderful, the students in the audience would spontaneously applaud.

But since I concentrated in this large classroom this semester, the environment has become much noisier.

Some teachers like to gather with someone when they are not working, talking loudly and talking about trivial matters in life. Even people with good immunity can't bear to be harassed. Zhu Yushen used to sit on guard in a small office of two or three people. Now this situation is difficult for him to adapt to for a while. So now in addition to preparing for the course. It's hard for him to keep going on with writing. However, from the chats of these men and women, as well as their movements and expressions, Zhu Yushen spied more about the emotional world and inner world of the people in their teachers' jobs.

In this era of rampant materialism and the promotion of sensual enjoyment and stimulation, it is difficult for people as an intellectual class to be vulgar. Some people like to do more extracurricular tutoring and earn more extra money, so they feel bored with the courses they are going to teach; Some people are familiar with the student's family background, so that they can have the resources and connections they can use when they have something to do. Some people even use students who are still consumer groups as a tool to collect money. Set up a name, collect some small money, and collect a lot of small to satisfy your expanding desires.

Students don't want to interrupt their studies, so they have to go along with it. Those students whose families are poor and whose grades are not good are like mustard in the eyes of teachers. Without background, without care, if they don't work hard, the future fate of these people is already doomed at this time.

When all of this is in full view. Zhu Yu looked up to the sky and sighed: As a teacher, you have to torture your soul first!

Zhu Yushen believes that they should respect the value of each individual; Let your love spread among the people. Warm every student's heart like sunshine! Over the years, Zhu Yushen has been practicing the image of a good teacher. Now, he feels he has a lot more to do. He hopes to influence other teachers with his actions, so that teachers and students can become happy.

Worldly standards are confusing. Some teachers have tried to get promoted through various means, and two have already been successful and have been transferred to the city to teach. I heard that Xia Youli is also trying his best to pursue this matter.

The transfer of senior teachers has also caused panic among students and parents. Some of them have transferred to several middle schools in the city to study junior high school. But their home is in Huangzhen, so they can only rent a house near the county seat. Some of the students' mothers followed them and took care of their daily lives. As a result, many problems have arisen, such as the separation of husband and wife, vacant houses in rural areas, and no one to do farm work. This phenomenon has a tendency to expand.

In fact, not all of those students' grades are ideal, not all of them are manufacturable, and there should be no difference where they go to school. Parents have to follow suit. In this way, Huangzhen's run to the city, and the city's run to the big city, which directly caused the shrinkage of the students below.

However, after the expansion of the student pool of good schools in big cities, they can only adopt large-class teaching, and there is no guarantee that the teaching quality will be shoddy and the quality of teaching will decline. After a circle, it was back to square one. Money was given to the cities, but the rural people were put in an embarrassing situation.

On the podium, Zhu Yushen knew everything about the students he had taught, and wanted to erase their restless hearts and reverse these things that were fueled by pulling out seedlings. Some students and parents should have been taught by him, so they did not follow the crowd.

After school, Zhu Yushen returned to his dormitory. When he wanted to be quiet alone, he stopped and sat in front of the window, feeling that his surroundings were strangely quiet; When you want to move, you play music and work on all aspects of your work. Only the occasional ringing of his cell phone would interrupt his thoughts. In fact, there are very few people who usually call or message him. The message bell rang, and when I took it to see, most of it was still spam.

But Zhu Yushen has been equipped with a mobile phone since he worked in a neighboring town, and now this thing has gone to the elderly market in rural areas. Once you have it, you can't lose it anymore, otherwise your heart will be very unsteady. The number in the SIM card is always increasing in case you need it. In fact, the vast majority of numbers are not used for a long time. Whenever he experienced senseless harassment, Zhu Yushen would put his mobile phone far away. Still, he felt as if some eyes were blinking and blinking in that dark corner.

During the Chinese New Year, some classmates, colleagues or acquaintances will forward some spam messages of blessings, and he will reply with beautiful sentences made up by himself. After that, he thought it was boring.

He felt that only during the period when he was in love with Xie Wumei, the mobile phone was a small object that he couldn't leave his hand. In the dead of night, sometimes because he thought that Xie Wumei might have something to pass on, he put it next to his pillow; On a whim, he would also make up some long and lyrical messages to send to Xie Wumei.

But since he went to Xie Wumei's house, especially that time when he went to her brother's house, and saw Xie Wumei and Wei at the same time, he felt that it was not good for him to contact Xie Wumei again, otherwise it would become harassment.

But now the situation has taken a turn for the better - I can't imagine that she has suffered repeated emotional changes, the marriage contract is broken, and she has to find a way to compensate for the loss. It is conceivable that her heart must be very painful at this time.

Zhu Yushen really wanted to see her call or send a message at this time, open her heart to him, and let him comfort her. But it's almost impossible. Because Xie Wumei is an introverted person, she is used to silently drinking hatred, quietly swallowing knocked out teeth and bitter tastes. Therefore, Zhu Yushen's mobile phone can only lie there quietly. (To be continued......)