122. 122 Will you be willing?
An Yirou said, "I'll come by myself." "I wanted to push him away, but I couldn't.
Feng Yutian said lightly: "Are you as skilled as me?" ”
The words "......" made An Yirou's pale face flush, and his heart was so sour that he could hardly open his mouth.
Feng Yutian raised her hands above her head, and with the other hand unchained the back of her dress, unbuttoning her corset.
Then the dress was removed from the top of her head along with the corset.
Flowing water, all in one go.
An Yirou hadn't had time to get angry before he could get angry, and he had already covered it with his nightgown.
Then he took her wet clothes away.
An Yirou couldn't tell what it was like in her heart.
Put on your dressing gown and sit on the couch in a daze.
He returned, also changed into his pajamas, and brought him a cup of instant coffee.
He doesn't drink instant coffee, but she does.
The sweet taste, the rich texture, is her favorite.
She was lazy and didn't want to grind coffee beans for him, so she strongly recommended this coffee to him.
Sometimes he will force him to take two mouthfuls when he succeeds, but most of them will be repaired by him.
An Yirou blinked, trying to hold back her tears, but she didn't.
found that if she wanted to break off their relationship, she had to cut off these torturous memories, but they were already firmly imprinted in her mind, and if she wanted to forget, she had to "cut the skin and cut the flesh" as Feng Jing Lihua said.
An Yirou pushed away the coffee he handed over and said, "You haven't answered my question yet." ”
Feng Yutian put the coffee in her hand and said, "Drink it, and then speak." ”
An Yirou is stubborn, he is also stubborn, usually An Yirou is stubborn but he can't.
The hot coffee, when you drink it in your mouth, is not the usual familiar taste, but the warmth is wanton in the body, and the whole person is like returning to the warm March of T City.
An Yirou thought that there must be a self-deceptive poison in this cup, holding the cup, she looked at Feng Yutian in a daze, and suddenly she didn't want to ask.
What if he admits it, what if he doesn't admit it, how much does those so-called life experiences and so-called family feuds have to do with her.
She is just an orphan who grew up in a welfare home, and she doesn't want to have any family background, let alone live in hatred.
She came to him so persistently, and she had to ask about it, just because she was unwilling to conceal and deceive him, or because she still had some expectations for him.
However, it turns out that they are people from two worlds after all, and it is impossible for him to give up his net worth for her and be an ordinary person completely.
In fact, he has done so much for her, and she should be content.
An Yirou put down the cup, got up and said to Feng Yutian: "I don't want to know those things, and there is no need to know. They don't have much to do with me either. I don't want to live so complicated and tired. We are not people of the same world, so it is better to return to our own world. ”
An Yirou didn't expect that she would finish this sentence so calmly, and only after finishing did she realize how clean and neat her words were, as if she had rehearsed it many times. She couldn't help but shed tears for her calmness and transparency.
That's right, tears, her love is dead, can't she shed a few tears?
She walked out, weeping as she went.
Feng Yutian grabbed her arm, stared at her like a deep whirlpool, firmly absorbed her and said, "What do you mean by people in two worlds." When did we end up in two worlds? What does the matter between the family and the country have to do with us before you and I are born? ”
An Yirou twitched her hand, but she didn't pull it out, she shook her head, trying to pretend to be calm, but she couldn't stop her tears: "What kind of family, what kind of blood, it doesn't mean anything to me." What I've always valued is your heart, you said you wanted to let it all go, but did you really let it go? Although I don't understand those, I can also see that this elopement is not a ploy of yours, you take this opportunity to do something, add some chips and so on, as long as the opportunity is ripe, you still have to go back to China, right? ”
Feng Yutian's eyes deepened, An Yirou was not wrong, he arranged it this way, he didn't think there was anything wrong with his plan.
It's just that An Yirou was a little surprised that he could see through his plan.
An Yirou smiled bitterly: "However, I really want to elope with you, and I want to live a simple life with you at sunrise and sunset." I don't have any big dreams, my biggest dream is to open my own studio and do what I love. And you weren't born to be a thing of the pool. Isn't that in two worlds? I didn't want to understand these things, and I naively thought that after a few days, you would like this kind of life, and I didn't want to go back anymore. However, this incident reminded me that you will never be able to live that ordinary life. ”
Feng Yutian listened to her words, his expression relaxed a lot, and only after listening to her finish speaking, did he say: "Do you think that I just don't give up that position and that identity?" ”
An Yirou didn't speak, she really thought so.
Feng Yutian sighed and said, "For you, I once gave up my life, and what else can't I give up." I just wanted to do something. There is also the issue of your identity and the grievances between our two families, I don't want you to be intolerable to my family, and I don't want to live a life without seeing the light for the rest of my life, we can live without being recognized by that family. ”
An Yirou smiled indifferently when she heard it, the recognition he said, seeing the appearance and the like, she never thought it was something worthy of recognition, so she wouldn't believe a word of his words. The excuse is high-sounding, but it's still reluctant to do that.
The faint and sarcastic smile on the corner of her mouth slashed through Feng Yutian like a knife, and he realized that she didn't believe his words at all.
He had wanted to find a chance to confess these things to her, at least before returning to China, so that she could understand that he had always thought that he was doing the right thing, but why did she hear it but didn't think so.
She didn't trust him anymore, and it was useless for him to explain it.
Trust is a wonderful thing, and once lost, it can never be regained.
But Feng Yutian didn't believe that they had come to that point.
He held her arm and said leisurely, "An Yirou, there is only a difference in ideas and practices between us. No matter how different our ideas are, you can't just break up, it's unfair to us. We have known each other for a short time, and we need to run in with each other, so as not to question each other or even want to give up when we encounter a little setback. If I have a problem with my approach, you can tell me directly and I will listen. We have all paid a lot for this relationship, and we let it go so easily, are you willing to do it? ”