Chapter 222
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After Jin Jun said so many words, tears welled up in his eyes. This dinner has been held until now, and because he has to express his feelings, he has hardly moved his chopsticks. Although Zhu Yushen didn't make a sound, his mood was as heavy as Jin Jun's. At the same time, he also raised a sense of respect for Jin Jun.
Zhu Ying also seemed to be interested in everything that Jin Jun had just said. However, Zhu Yushen believes that it is not easy to understand these words if he does not have an in-depth conversation with Zhai Suyun. It seems that Zhu Ying is not an ordinary simple-minded woman.
But Liang Xianlu and his parents are not like this. At this time, Liang Xianlu and Wu Feng had already eaten; Liang Xianlu's parents were still slowly tasting the good wine and food that Jin Jun bought.
Father Liang should have drunk a lot of wine, and he pulled his already hardened tongue and said to Jin Jun: "Good son-in-law, you are really a kind and righteous person, and your eloquence is also very good. You and the kid surnamed Zhai are not related, but they are just friends who have only known each other for a short time, and they have had a few contacts.
But you're so sad that he fell overboard! You, nice. Hurry up and eat and drink! Even if you speak, you're hungry! However, some people should have made some plays, but they didn't do anything, which is a bit too much. After speaking, Father Liang shook his head. But his latter sentence made everyone a little puzzled, and they couldn't figure out who he was talking about for a while.
Liang's mother explained in time: "The old man is talking about the parents of the mute Liang Ying. You may not know that on the day of Zhai Suyun's accident, there were many people here who ran to see the excitement. Our family and Liang Ying's parents went. The old man and I saw that scene, thought about the past, and sighed incessantly. But Liang Ying's parents didn't show any attitude. They pretended not to know this Zhai Suyun.
According to me. Even if they are pretending to be sad and pretending to be sad. It's better to shed a few more tears. You know, Zhai Suyun used to be really good to their family. Although he didn't have money crookedly, he also threw a lot of money at their family before and after, and made a lot of efforts to help their family do this work and that work. Because at that time, their family still recognized him as a prospective son-in-law.
It was after their family kicked Zhai Suyun and consumed their crooked mouth, when Liang Ying was hospitalized and needed help, Zhai Suyun also came to donate blood again. That drew a lot of blood from him! I should have talked to you about these things.
Look at what this Liang Ying's parents have become! Liang Ying had already returned from her hometown in the north yesterday. I don't know if her parents will tell her the news.
However, Liang Ying may be like her parents, who don't take this seriously at all. Although she didn't get along very well with Crooked Mouth, if she wanted to regret it, then she would have done it a long time ago. But the actual situation is that after so long, she hasn't left her crooked mouth! ”
Liang Xianlu continued her mother's words and said: "Mom, you may not know the truth, but in fact, Sister Liang Ying and her crooked brother-in-law have a good relationship!" They're getting married. The two of them had a little fight before, and it is also an indispensable condiment for the course of love!
I guess Zhai Suyun's falling into the water will not have the slightest impact on Sister Liang Ying, why does she care about that? And it doesn't bring the slightest benefit! So don't talk about it. What their family does is normal! ”
Wu Feng also followed Liang Xianlu's words and said: "That's the case, I guess Zhai Suyun's death will not have any impact on Liang Ying." Man. No matter how you say it, you have to see the situation in front of you. This Zhai Suyun is gone, who will he show if he is sad and sad? What else can she do with Liang Ying? ”
Zhu Ying seemed to want to say something, but in the end she just smacked her mouth twice and didn't say anything. Jin Jun and Zhu Yushen's hearts became heavier and heavier. Jin Jun shook his head, which meant that he might not believe what Liang Xianlu and the others said. He said, "About Liang Ying, this is what you think? But brother thought, as for Liang Ying's final performance, let's wait and see! ”
Liang Xianlu slapped Jin Jun and said, "My handsome guy, what are you doing so much?" Besides, what's the use of you being annoyed? ”
Then everyone fell silent. Suddenly it began to rain outside, and the rain was so heavy that it hit the lake around the boat, stirring up a mist of water. This season in Jiangnan is sunny and rainy. Zhu Yushen got up and went to the window to look into the distance, and the scene in front of him made him feel confused.
After eating, Liang Xianlu proposed that a few people play cards, but Jin Jun did not play. Zhu Yushen didn't want to stay here, and because it was raining, he asked Jin Jun to drive him back.
In the car, the two of them did not say a word. Zhu Yushen knew that this situation was rare for Jin Jun, a person who was quite eloquent. It seems that Zhai Suyun's incident really stimulated him.
At noon the next day, as soon as Zhu Yushen had eaten, Jin Jun's phone called. Jin Jun said that he was already downstairs, and he told Zhu Yushen to hurry down, saying that there was important work to be done. Zhu Yushen hurriedly locked the door.
After going downstairs and entering Jin Jun's car, Jin Jun asked calmly: "Brother Zhu, have you been to the place where Zhai Suyun had an accident and given him incense?" Brother is really a sloppy person, he got the news yesterday, but he forgot about the important matter of going to worship Zhai Suyun!
No, as soon as it was twelve o'clock at noon today, my brother drove to the street to buy offerings. But my brother didn't know the exact location. Originally, my brother was going to ask Liang Xianlu and her parents to accompany her brother, but they were going to a friend's house to eat and drink today, so they let my brother move freely. So my brother had to drag you over. Zhu Yushen nodded.
After clarifying the situation, Jin Jun shut up. He listened to Zhu Yushen's command in a muffled voice, and after a while, he drove the car close to the place where the incident occurred. When the two of them came over with the sacrifice, they saw the back of a woman at a glance. The woman had a white flower on her head, and now she was leaning against a tree facing the lake, and her body seemed to be stirring.
Jin Jun whispered to Zhu Yushen: "That's Liang Ying, it seems that she has also come to worship Zhai Suyun." Then, the two of them strode to Liang Ying's side, found a place, and prepared to set up sacrifices.
At this time, Zhu Yushen realized that Liang Ying was crying on the tree, and the tears had wet her shirt, it seemed that she had been crying for a while. Zhu Yushen stepped forward and patted Liang Ying's shoulder with his hand, telling her to mourn and change.
Liang Ying turned sideways with teary eyes and glanced at Zhu Yushen and Jin Jun. found out that they were also here to worship Zhai Suyun. Liang Ying cried even harder. This situation made Zhu Yu deeply moved. His tears flowed silently.
At the same time, he was recalling the mean words that Liang Xianlu, Wu Feng and Zhu Ying said to Liang Ying. But the appearance of Liang Ying in front of them undoubtedly gave them a heavy slap in the face.
Jin Jun set up the offerings, he raised the incense above his head, and bowed three times to the water. Then I planted the incense and lit the paper money.
Jin Jun wiped his eyes and said, "Brother Zhai Suyun, let's mourn you in this way." Although I have not been friends and brothers with you for a long time, we cherish each other.
I appreciate your talent. I admire your courage too. This is where you fall into the water and go to another world, where you lay your soul on it. It seems that you must be infinitely nostalgic for this place. ”
As he spoke, Jin Jun glanced at Zhu Yushen and Liang Ying, and motioned for the two of them to stand beside him and listen to his complaints. After the two of them got closer, Jin Jun continued: "Brother Zhai Suyun, I know that you are very bitter in your heart; I also know that it's just a cheap comfort for my brother to treat you in this way.
Brother should have helped you before you died, so that you would not embark on this dead end, brother regrets it! You can't think that my brother is faking now. Because people who really don't care about you won't come here to mourn you.
Heck, it's superfluous to say anything now. Because brother, you've gone to another world. Brother knows that you were suffering in your life, so this death may also be a relief for you.
Brother is also a hard-working person, and he is in a bad situation at present, but my brother doesn't have the courage like you, and my brother is a shameful person! Today, the brothers are here to mourn you, and they also express their admiration for you. Because we are all useless and wretched people, but we are kind in our hearts and people with conscience. When we mourn you in this way, we are actually looking for comfort for ourselves.
However, you should be satisfied today. Because in addition to Brother and Brother Zhu, your lover Liang Ying also came. Even though she can't speak, and my brother has no way of knowing what she's going to tell you underground, the way she looks today is enough to show that she still loves you.
What a pity, my brother! Why can't you fight hard so that you can break through all the constraints and finally unite with her? You just went underground like this, what a loss!
Taking a step back, with such a confidante to mourn you, you can also go with peace of mind. Although you are very sorry and very lonely, life is a sea of suffering. Okay, brother won't talk about it, because it's useless to say too much. Then Jin Jun bowed to the water again.
His performance moved Zhu Yushen very much, because it was enough to prove that Jin Jun was a loving and righteous person. Liang Ying also seemed to be very grateful to Jin Jun, and she nodded appreciatively at Jin Jun a few times.
Jin Jun stroked Liang Ying's head and said, "I don't know, how much you can hear these words I just said." As I've told me before, you can hear loud voices.
Of course, I say these words because I think Zhai Suyun underground can hear them. I felt like I was facing him in front of him. My words are mainly for him and for you.
But I still hope that you don't always be tired of this matter, and you should still live your current life, because people can't live in sorrow all their lives. Alright, let's go back! ”
As he spoke, Jin Jun tugged Liang Ying. But Liang Ying looked demented at this time, and her expression was a little scary. She crouched down again and put a bunch of petals into the water.
After a while, Zhu Yushen also went up to persuade her, and then she turned around and followed them back. After the three of them got into Jin Jun's car, Jin Jun first sent Liang Ying home, and then sent Zhu Yushen back.
went to worship Zhai Suyun once, and both of them felt a lot more relaxed. Before parting, Jin Jun told Zhu Yushen that he was still here to make peace with Liang Xianlu for a while. So the two of them can find a place to get together when they are free, and it will be inconvenient after the school starts.
For the next few days, the weather was very hot during the day, which is what the locals call the so-called autumn tiger, but it had cooled down in the morning and evening. Zhu Yushen was enjoying the last few days of this summer vacation at home, and he didn't want to run outside.
One evening, Xiao Rong brought a lot of food and drink when she went home, saying that it was issued by their factory, which was a summer subsidy. With these things, Xiao Rong was in a good mood. Zhu Yushen was originally going to talk to her about Zhai Suyun. But after thinking about it, I haven't said it yet. Because he thought it was a very sad thing. I need to find an appropriate time to tell Xiao Rong again.
A few days later. When Zhu Yushen was taking a nap, Zhu Ying's phone called. She yelled on the phone: "Da Zhu, something happened!" The mute Liang Ying also committed suicide by throwing herself into the water, and she and Zhai Suyun fell into the water in the same place. I didn't expect it to turn out like this! ”
Hearing this, Zhu Yushen, who was in a hazy state, stood up with a spirit, and he asked Zhu Ying what was going on?
Zhu Ying asked Zhu Yushen to ride to her house, and said that she would talk about it again when they met. So Zhu Yushen quickly went downstairs and rode to Zhu Ying's house.
Zhu Ying was waiting for him downstairs. After meeting, the two went upstairs silently. Zhu Ying took a bottle of drink for Zhu Yushen, and said with a calm face: "Da Zhu, what we didn't expect happened, Liang Ying was martyred!" It's a bit tragic.
The news was told to me by Liang Xianlu's mother. Originally, I was in a good mood today. But after hearing the news, I was really sad, so I called you to talk.
Da Zhu, do you say that in such a short period of time, the two of them were former lovers, two very young people. It hurts to leave us like this!
Jin Jun told me. A few days ago, when you went to the place where Zhai Suyun fell into the water to worship Zhai Suyun, you saw that Liang Ying was also there. Jin Jun said that when he looked at Liang Ying's appearance, he could understand how much her heart hurt and how strong the pain was. So he said a lot of comforting words, not only to comfort Zhai Suyun underground, but also to comfort Liang Ying.
But at that time, we clever women didn't do anything! And we still speculate about Liang Ying's feelings, and spend the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. At that time, we said that after Liang Ying knew about Zhai Suyun's fall into the water, most of them would just treat it indifferently, or even turn a deaf ear, or quickly forget about it.
Because from the point of view of worldly utilitarianism, all sadness is in vain. Of course, Liang Ying can also find a reason to masturbate like her parents, so as to completely unload this ideological baggage. So after Zhai Suyun's curtain call, the play that belongs to them is over, and she is going to act in another play.
However, the current ending is a huge deviation from what we expected before, and Liang Ying's excesses are definitely unthinkable to others.
Now Jin Jun and Liang Xianlu have gone on a trip. This is due to the fact that Zhai Suyun's self-judgment has had a certain impact on Jin Jun's psychology, and since he came back from worshipping Zhai Suyun, Jin Jun has been sullen all day long. Liang Xianlu chose to lead him to travel to other places to relax.
However, as soon as they left, Liang Ying had an accident again. Now Liang Xianlu's mother has not informed Liang Xianlu and Jin Jun of this latest news, for fear that it will ruin their mood.
That's right, although this matter has nothing to do with their family, and I guess it won't have any impact on Liang Xianlu's psychology, but Jin Jun can't. He is a strange person, he seems to care very much about Liang Ying and the things behind it.
Jin Jun's style of doing things is more grotesque, he often doesn't play cards according to the rules, and he doesn't know how to hide himself. I guess that if he came back and learned about Liang Ying's latest situation, he would definitely scream, and his mood would be even worse.
After Zhu Yu listened to Zhu Ying's words deeply, he remembered a few other questions. Because Liang Ying is a young woman after all, unlike Zhai Suyun, Liang Ying's family and some social relations are local. Then her incident will definitely have a lot of impact in the local area, and it will also shock and grieve some people.
He struggled to recall the scene when he saw Liang Ying by the water a few days ago. He remembered that Liang Ying had put a bunch of flower petals into the water, and now she fell into the water in this place, it seemed that she was indeed martyred for Zhai Suyun. That day, Liang Ying was extremely sad at first, and then her expression was blank and demented, which made people feel terrible when they saw it. Does that foreshadow her martyrdom?
Thinking of this, Zhu Yushen fell into deep self-blame. Because he felt that he might have tried more to comfort Liang Ying before, but in fact he didn't do anything! He was ashamed.
Then, Zhu Yushen didn't care so much, he asked Zhu Ying. He wanted Zhu Ying to tell her everything she knew about the matter. In addition, he was thinking about whether he should go to Liang Ying's house by the dock.
Zhu Yushen also told Zhu Ying what he thought. Zhu Ying paused for a while and said, "Da Zhu, Liang Ying's matter is different from Zhai Suyun. Now Liang Ying's body has been placed in her home by the dock.
As you can imagine, her parents' mood at the moment must not be over. Some relatives of their family also came, and Liang Xianlu's parents were helping their family. Since Liang Ying has nothing to do with us. So it's not convenient for us to go there to mourn right now.
Listen to Liang Xianlu's mother. Others later discovered the actual situation: Liang Ying drank the potion at home first. then ran to the waters where Zhai Suyun fell into the water and committed suicide. Liang Ying may have done this because she was afraid that she would die slowly in the water. Because she's a very good person.
After Zhai Suyun fell into the water and died, his ashes were taken back to his hometown in the north by his family.
However, I have heard that people in many places believe that the souls of those who fall into the water and die will remain in the waters where they breathe. Liang Ying may have thought of this when she did this. It can be seen that she has a glimmer of hope after death.
It was expected that after Liang Ying was cremated, it was impossible for her ashes to be buried with Zhai Suyun. Because if you do that. The resistance and pressure from all sides is no less than that of them becoming a couple in reality.
Perhaps it is precisely because of his hopelessness in reality that Zhai Suyun chose to cut himself off; Liang Ying chased after him and cut himself in the same water area as him. She kept her soul with Zhai Suyun's soul.
They are like this now, and finally there is no one to use external forces to break them apart. What a helpless and pathetic choice! It is as poignant and tragic as anything we have seen or heard about it!
In this matter, we all have a deviation in our thinking. Wu Feng was sad about Zhai Suyun's matter before, and we thought it was already very remarkable.
And Liang Ying is a mute, and it has always been inconvenient for her to communicate with us. After what happened behind her back, we can't know more about what she was feeling, so we couldn't have imagined that she would be martyred. Now that it's actually happening, what else can we say?
Alas. The next situation may not be something you Da Zhu can imagine. But this drama has to go on, and that's what it means to have crooked mouths. There is a saying. The more critical and testing a person is, the more he can discover the essence of a person.
What happened after this incident is enough to prove that the crooked mouth is a fool and a shameless. It is said that Crooked Mouth received a call from Liang Ying's father, saying that after Liang Ying fell into the water and drowned, he ran in a hurry.
When he saw Liang Ying, who had swallowed his breath, lying there calmly, everyone thought that he crooked his mouth and probably wanted to show his benevolence, that is, to shed some tears and say some sad words.
But what is surprising is that the crooked mouth jumped and jumped in front of everyone, scolding Liang Ying for hurting him, and asking him what to do with the money he threw at Liang Ying's family. When everyone heard this, they might have been more unappetizing, and some old men criticized him on the spot. Who knew that he was about to hit someone on the spot again.
The crooked performance made the people around Liang Ying's house and others who knew the inside story of their family sigh. Only then did people understand why Liang Ying was looking for a short-term view, because with this crooked mouth, she would not have a life at all in the future!
Because the location where Liang Ying fell into the water overlapped with Zhai Suyun, and the time before and after was not long apart, people would definitely be able to think that Liang Ying followed Zhai Suyun. But I heard that Liang Ying's parents didn't admit it, because Liang Ying and Zhai Suyun were separated when they interfered and constantly stimulated Zhai Suyun.
Originally, Liang Ying couldn't speak due to her natural insufficiency, and it was okay to be matched with Zhai Suyun, a handsome guy from the north. But as soon as the crooked mouth appeared, and then the money was thrown over, their hearts were not at peace.
Most people are extremely snobbish and short-sighted, and Liang Ying's parents are certainly no exception. Because the benefits of crooked mouths to their family are real, they have nothing to say in terms of fighting for their father; And Zhai Suyun's future is very slim, and his future is a gamble no matter what. It is impossible for him to have the advantage of the background like a crooked mouth, and there will be immediate benefits there.
So in this matter, Liang Ying's parents were tough and cruel. Liang Ying, a mute, must be a weakling, and her rebelliousness is limited. In addition to what she did in the end, she was always humiliated and humiliated, bullied with a crooked mouth, and pressure from her parents on the other.
But now, she's finally free. It was also a form of retribution for her snobbish, short-sighted parents. Because in doing so, her parents lost their daughter; In addition, the crooked mouth will come to them and ask for that money. They may not be able to live in peace in the future.
My flesh, this Liang Ying's parents are also old people, and they have encountered this great sad thing! And you can imagine it. Public opinion in the outside world will also condemn them. In a word. The docks won't stop for a long time. Da Zhu, if you are interested. Check it out when you're fine.
Alas, I used to think that martyrdom was just an old rumor, just like the singers sang in their songs. But it's incredible that it really happened to our city and the people around us! It seems that in the realm of ideology, many things should be reset. ”
In the course of this conversation, Zhu Yushen rarely spoke, but he thought that what Zhu Ying said was very reasonable. Same with everyone else. He himself didn't expect Liang Ying to be martyred for Zhai Suyun, but this thing has indeed happened at present.
In addition to being shocked in his heart, Zhu Yushen was even more surprised that life was so fragile! In a short period of time, two young lives turned out to be gone. They left their souls in that mysterious waters, and man disappeared from this world forever. If they do so, they will certainly cause great suffering to their loved ones as well.
At night, when Zhu Yushen and his wife Xiao Rong were lying on the bed watching TV, Zhu Yushen thought about it for a while, and still told Xiao Rong that Zhai Suyun and Liang Ying had died in a light tone.
Xiao Rong looked surprised when she heard this, and she immediately turned off the TV. Listen carefully to what Zhu Yushen said.
After listening, Xiao Rong said with a puzzled face: "How can there be such a thing?" And it's happening all around us! It's unimaginable! Then they both fell silent for a long time.
Then. Zhu Yushen also expressed the worries in his heart. That is, after the two young people have gone one after another, how can the wounds caused to their families heal in the future? Xiao Rong didn't answer Zhu Yushen's words immediately, she got up and went out for a spin.
After coming back, Xiao Rong said to Zhu Yushen: "Hey, why bother when you knew today? You know, it's impossible for anyone to give up their lives so easily. And throwing yourself into suicide like this young man must have been very painful.
But if you think about it, why would they do it? Why aren't everyone else like them? They can't think about it for a while, of course, for many reasons. And in this matter, it is actually the responsibility of the parents of the young man.
Let's talk about Zhai Suyun first, he was born in such a family, and it is almost the worst situation in the countryside. He is old, his parents are not able to help him with personal problems, and they also ask him to take on the responsibility of earning money to support the family.
In this way, even the strongest person is easy to be crushed. It just so happened that a love affair he finally fell in love with was also yellow for this reason. In this way, he will definitely collapse.
Didn't his parents think of that? doesn't care about his adult son, and only knows how to constantly take responsibility for him, which is likely to cause Zhai Suyun to have a depressed tendency. I've seen examples of this in magazines. Therefore, Zhai Suyun took the initiative to give up his life at a young age, and his parents have a great responsibility.
And the mute named Liang Ying, her parents are not good people, and the pain of losing her daughter now must be tragic. But they are so snobbish, just for the sake of that money and face, and no matter what the future of their daughter is, they force her to be the wife of someone she doesn't like!
may also be because Liang Ying is mute, many people may not take her seriously and lack due respect for her. Therefore, the life she and Zhai Suyun once had was her beautiful memory. Then she must have been paying attention to Zhai Suyun.
In this case, once she learned that Zhai Suyun had committed suicide by throwing herself into the water, it would definitely cause a huge blow to her psychology. Because it can be seen from the fact that she went to live with the old family in the north in order to avoid the object behind her, she should still have a glimmer of hope for Zhai Suyun.
It's just that no one respects her wishes, and her voice is not easy to express exactly. The mute who can't speak must be a weak person, and even Zhai Suyun himself may not have been able to communicate with her well.
However, in the end, she was martyred, which is a rare thing! If the date is extrapolated, she should not have been buried. Either you go to their house and buy some paper money to burn it for her poor girl! ”
Hearing Xiao Rong say this, Zhu Yushen said that he would go over to do this early tomorrow morning. Because of this in his mind, Zhu Yushen couldn't sleep for a long time at night. He wondered if he should write a poem and sing an elegy for the young couple to affirm their poignant love story. He's thinking about it.
The next morning, when Zhu Yushen arrived at the dock, there were already many people gathered there. Like other people who came to worship, Zhu Yushen found an opportunity to go to the mourning hall and burn the paper money he brought. Then he stood in a corner and watched the busy crowd.
Liang Xianlu's mother came to receive Zhu Yushen at this time, and she arranged for Zhu Yushen to sit down at the table under the shade of the tree. She said: "Oh, I think it took me a long time to remember, you are our son-in-law's colleague and buddy." But I don't know what your relationship is with the people of Liang Ying's family? ”
Zhu Yushen did not answer Liang Xianlu's mother's words. In fact, this question was completely superfluous, because he found that some of the people who came to mourn lived near his home. These people may have regretted Liang Ying's death, so they came to her spirit to burn incense and paper money for her to express their grief. He himself belongs to this group. When Xiao Rong called him over, she should have thought the same way.
Liang Xianlu's mother didn't ask any further. Then, she put her mouth close to Zhu Yushen's ear and said, "It's really sad that something like this happened again in the hot weather!" Liang Ying's parents are crying and sick. The crematorium car is coming soon, and this is finally coming to an end. It's not okay for the two of them to cry all the time, and the days ahead will pass! (To be continued......)