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By this time, they had finished their meal. During the whole process of eating and drinking, Zhu Yushen found that Zhai Su didn't eat anything, he just sipped a little wine and talked. However, what he said made Zhu Yushen's mood fluctuate violently again.

Zhu Yushen felt dizzy again at this time, and when he walked out of the door, he almost fell. Zhai Suyun stepped forward and hugged him from behind.

Zhai Suyun said that he knew that Mr. Zhu would get dizzy at every turn, and he blamed himself for talking too much. He helped Zhu Yushen to go back like this, he wanted to take Zhu Yushen back to the boat to play again, and then go to meet his fiancée.

Zhu Yushen's original intention was to take Zhai Suyun to his house to play, but at this time, due to dizziness, he could only let others lead him away. While crossing the new road, they almost collided with a motorbike that ran a red light. The man braked and stopped, and glared at the two of them angrily, meaning that they were too unclever when crossing the street.

This made Zhu Yu sweat a little, and then he was fresh. On the way back, the two of them walked very slowly. Zhai Suyun thought for a while, and then said, "Teacher Zhu, do you know what I just said, what is the name of Zhai Erbao's parents covering him with a quilt?" In a certain context, this is called righteous annihilation.

In the middle and late last century, when we were not yet born, in that era when the whole country was crazy, there were many examples of Taiyi killing relatives. Once the trampling of human life is wrapped in high-sounding reasons and guided by fanatical ideology, it is necessary to do everything and everything.

As for Zhai Erbao's parents, under pressure from the outside world, they forced their biological son and helped their biological son pass away from this world forever. And they do it so naturally. There is not much guilt and sadness afterwards. This is because morality has prevailed in their minds.

Because Zhai Erbao actually wanted to marry his aunt's woman as his wife, it was definitely immoral, and he was so unrepentant. In this way, his parents are willing to ruin their son but also uphold morality and not let others gossip. There may be many more such things.

In short, I think the reason they do this is because most of us are in the consciousness of fear of man and not of God. Morality was spoken through the mouths of the people around Zhai Erbao's house. His parents wanted to defend their reputation. He has to be responsible for the people around him, and the gang of Zhai Fang's family who are looking for trouble, so he can only make this decision.

However, the righteous annihilation of relatives turned the living life of the loved ones into ghosts in an instant, and there may also be grievances and pain. Isn't it a kind of thing that makes God shed tears when life is cut off or indirectly lost in the hands of loved ones?

But God, ghosts, gods, etc., are all illusory. The fear of God is never as real as the fear of man. This cultural atmosphere and common knowledge have long been formed. That's why so many embarrassing things happen.

For example, the scene we encountered when we just crossed the street is also a good example of the fear of man and not of God. In the face of electronic eyes, cars, large passengers and goods will follow the instructions of the traffic lights, as their license plates can be checked by the police. And those three-engines, motorcycles and pedestrians, they are walking blindly at the intersection. No one can take care of it.

So and so, do not obey the signal to show running or walking. Then it depends on whether you have this awe. If you feel that the God of Everywhere is watching you, and that you don't want to be opportunistic and lose your integrity, then you may be able to be very self-disciplined.

If a traffic police officer comes to this intersection one day and punishes people and cars, the result will definitely be orderly.

The biggest problem is that people can't be watched by people everywhere and everywhere. So in an atmosphere of not fearing God, people have their own powers.

However, most people who are good at criticizing others are not immune to the influence of this atmosphere. They may have done evil unintentionally. Since it was done quietly, of course, I wouldn't notice it for a while.

In retrospect, there was no need to repent. Even if you really want to repent, there are very few places like this for you to go. The people around them often treated the clergy with cynicism.

At the time of our study, if someone was a little knowledgeable and gave him the nickname of a doctor or professor, it probably also meant to exalt the person. At the same time, it is also an affirmation of people.

But if you give someone a priest, monk, or teacher, the nickname of the old way, it probably has an element of ridicule in it. At the same time, he also expressed hunger and disdain for his behavior or specialties and hobbies in this area.

I don't know if this situation will be changed in the future. ”

When Zhai Suyun expressed these views, Zhu Yushen felt a little surprised while nodding. For these, Zhu Yushen is also often hovering in his mind. He also felt that it was because of the fear of man and not of God that so many tragedies and unhappiness were happening around him.

Regarding the unintentional evil, he thought of the incident when Wang Danbao said that after eating veal, he vomited fiercely.

Wang Danbao was very angry that his brother and second uncle sold the cow and left the calf alone. Later, the calf died, skinned and eaten for meat. Although he scolded his brother and second uncle for being mad, he must have eaten the meat of the miserable death of the calf with them. Otherwise, he wouldn't have vomited so much when he mentioned it.

It can be seen that without reverence, you will still end up making yourself very miserable. Besides, when people reach the twilight of their lives, they will reach a return in the true sense of the word. At that time, the good deeds that have been done and the evil that have been done intentionally or unintentionally will be unreservedly displayed in front of oneself. People will probably be happy with good deeds, and they will regret and suffer from the evil deeds they have done.

Actually, why wait until then? Although Wang Danbao has lived a bleak life all his life, when he was seriously ill, he had no regrets and no spiritual torture. He is a mirror, and he has made Zhu Yushen understand a lot.

When he was about to walk to the boat, Zhu Yushen asked Zhai Suyun, didn't he say that he dropped out of middle school in Huangzhen and went to society, why does it seem that his cultural level is still quite high now?

Zhai Suyun said. That's because he came out to work hard. I studied hard for a few years. I have learned a lot of knowledge, and now I have a high degree of education. When his heart was extremely silent, when Cousin Qin hit him, he used reading and studying to resolve the pain and resentment accumulated in his heart.

Saying this, Zhu Yushen was finally relieved. At the same time, he also understood what Zhu Ying said that day, why Liang Xianlu, a kindergarten teacher who was the daughter of another boat people, looked down on Zhai Suyun. Needless to say, he also has something special.

That boat wasn't big. When she got on the boat, the mute girl Liang Ying was mending the fishing nets.

After Zhu Yushen came, Zhai Suyun and Liang Ying did a few sign languages. Liang Ying smiled faintly at Zhu Yushen, and then made him a cup of tea.

Zhai Suyun said that Liang Ying's parents shipped out again today. The family has two boats, and the old boat is currently used as a family. He himself is still living in a dormitory in a unit in the development zone.

After a while, he was going to buy a house on the side of the new road as a base for Liang Ying's family on the shore. Of course, the money he himself has to buy such a house is definitely not enough, and he needs the strong support of Liang Ying's family.

Liang Ying used to help people look at goods in the supermarket, and now she has opened a commissary on this ship. The boat people in this area come here to buy small things.

When Zhai Suyun said this. Zhu Yushen turned his head to take a look, and found that there was a glass cabinet by the window of the cabin on the side of the boat docking. The things sold there are relatively simple. And all with notes written on the price.

Zhu Yushen glanced at Liang Ying and found that the skin on her face was not very good, but her eyes were pure and moving.

He was thinking that Liang Ying, as a mute girl, must still have a hard time guarding this commissary to sell things. Therefore, Zhai Suyun should come over to help when he is free.

Then they sat down in the cabin. Liang Ying sat at the counter, except for the occasional pick-up and money for customers who came to her door, she sat there embroidering cross-stitch.

This also reminded Zhu Yushen of the time when he went to his aunt's house, he saw his cousin and Wang Xiaoqin embroidering this thing, and later Xiao Rong also joined them.

These women may have moved into a new house or are about to live in a new house, so they are all excited to embroider cross-stitch so that they can be framed and hung in their new home. He guessed that they must have been happier when they were embroidering it.

Inadvertently, Zhu Yushen heard a plop, and then a large water ripple opened on the water surface to their left. The two of them put their heads out to look, but Liang Ying didn't seem to hear the sound.

Zhai Suyun pointed to Liang Ying's back and said to Zhu Yushen: "Her hearing is very poor, and she is good and bad. When it's good, you can hear people whispering. It is said that when she was a child, she was normal in all respects. It's just that I got sick and became unable to speak, and my hearing was no longer good.

She was still a very quiet person, and only when she was excited did she make a muffled sound, which was like the chirping of a yellow warbler. So it's really nice that she's called that.

It is often said that I hope that there will be lovers in the world who will eventually become married. In fact, in most cases, whether they are sentient or ruthless, they end up being dependents in such a muddle.

The world believes in fate. In fact, fate is just a coincidence, and what is more important between two people is how to manage love, marriage, and family after they have fate. Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory.

A rich person, a talented person, a person with great energy, etc., even if he has great ability and attraction, the number of women who can be equalized is limited. Conversely, the number of men who can be leveled by women with super energy is even smaller.

Therefore, in reality, there are more people who are equal to each other and will live on their own. Whether they are happy or not is related to the happiness index of the whole society.

It's very interesting to talk about it, the fate between me and Liang Ying turned out to be due to a leg cramp in my hand. As I told you earlier, our house is close to a relatively wide river, and because the river originates in the economically backward mountains, the river water has not been polluted. I loved to swim in that river when I was a kid and my swimming skills were very good.

But after I developed, I had a shortcoming, that is, I occasionally had cramps in my legs and feet when swimming, and when I twitched, it hurt very, very much. If you want to catch up is swimming in deep water, it is very dangerous. After that, I didn't dare to swim in the deep waters.

After coming here, when a few buddies and I found this pool of clear water, we were overjoyed. In the summer, we often swim together in the sandy bottom of the water, which is more than a mile away.

Last summer, I had a lot of fun, and in the fall, I often come alone. I didn't have many cramps when I came to swim in the new area, so I gradually became bolder. Sometimes I want to have a good time, so I swim in the deep water to try my swimming skills.

But once when I came to swim alone, it was unfortunate that my foot cramped while swimming in deep water. Fortunately, Liang Ying's boat happened to pass by here. Seeing that I was about to sink with a flutter, Liang Ying jumped into the water and swam to me without thinking about it, and took me to their boat. At the same time, her father also pulled the boat over to us and threw down his life jacket. After some tossing, I was finally rescued by Liang Ying and put on the boat.

On the boat, I looked at Liang Ying in a daze. At this time, Liang Ying found that due to entering the water, her clothes were all attached to her body, revealing her curves. She hurriedly hid in the cabin. What a memory! But at that time, I didn't know that Liang Ying couldn't speak. ”

At this time, Liang Ying turned around and smiled at Zhai Suyun, making people feel that she seemed to have heard what Zhai Suyun had just said.

Zhu Yushen originally had something to ask Zhai Suyun, but he was afraid that Liang Ying would not hear it well, so he didn't speak. He got up and went to the deck, and seeing this, Zhai Suyun also followed.

At this time, Zhu Yushen said: "Since you mentioned your love experience, I still want to know, does Liang Ying have a distant sister named Liang Xianlu?" And their family is also engaged in short-distance transportation?

Because I have a female colleague, she and this Liang Xianlu used to be best friends, and she mentioned Liang Xianlu, Liang Ying and you in front of me. seems to have heard her say, you were originally with Liang Xianlu, but why did you get together with Liang Ying again? ”

After saying these words, Zhu Yushen suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Because he asked too carefully, those things may be Zhai Suyun's unspeakable suffering. However, the psychology of curiosity forced him to sort out those things clearly, and he felt that Zhai Suyun was very thorough when he talked about something, and he talked about the case of Zhai Erbao very excitingly.

Zhai Suyun did not answer Zhu Yushen immediately. He took out the flute from his cuff, played with it for a while, and said: "Again, those who have become dependents are not necessarily lovers; The former lovers are also relatively and time-sensitive.

When you mention Liang Xianlu, it reminds me of Cousin Qin again. There is such a coincidence in the world, Liang Xianlu and my cousin Qin look very similar. Of course, they and I also ended up very similarly, and experienced almost the same conflicts.

In terms of the timeliness of love, in my very young age, Cousin Jean brought me joy with her purity and quietness. That's pure, just a psychological sustenance.

But after that period of time, Cousin Jean changed, and became like a passerby with me. Later, she confessed to her why she was alienating me. (To be continued......)