Every time he goes in and out of Cologne Charan, he can't see the way forward, like a rootless duckweed drifting with the waves, a person's mind is changeable, even if you have firm beliefs, but you can't control the occasional cranky thoughts that appear in your mind, although in the end these thoughts will be dissipated, after all, you will plant a seed in your heart, a seed that may never germinate. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The scenery of Cologne will not change because he leaves, just as the world will not change because of one person, only one person will change.

Settling down in a familiar luxury hotel, Xia Lan sat on the sofa in front of the fireplace and seemed to be pensive, but he didn't think about his next task at all, a riot of refugees, a behind-the-scenes promoter, didn't he see enough of these conspiracies?

Momer needs to explain to his boss, Xia Lan needs to explain to Momer, how to explain? It is enough to investigate the cause of the riot, but how? Need a lot of in-depth understanding? Fools do! It's all perfunctory, so why can't the investigation be perfunctory?

Loosening his stiff cheeks, he picked up the wine glass with the red liquid on the table and drank it all, the wine was wine, the taste was mellow and sweet, he rarely drank alcohol, but every time he drank it meant that his heart was tired.

You look tired.

It seems that few people have said this to him, and even if there is, he has forgotten it.

Wine is not very alcoholic, but it has a lot of strength, unlike spirits, and you need to drink a lot of wine to get drunk.

It's usually very boring to drink alone, so Xia Lan got a waiter, he ordered a prostitute again, Yingying Yanyan, he saw the beautiful girl who accompanied the pillow last time, for some reason, he had a good impression of this girl, even if she was a prostitute.

There is no doubt that Charan chose her.

Maybe it's because of the disguise, the girl who didn't recognize his true face still looks as restrained as before, sitting next to Xia Lan, her hands will always unconsciously pull the dress, and she doesn't know how to open the topic.

"Drink."

Xia Lan pointed to the wine glass on the table, which was the one he had drunk from, the only wine glass on the table.

The girl nervously took the wine glass and put it to her mouth to sip slowly, her expression was unnatural, and it didn't look like she liked the taste of wine.

"You're a lot like someone I know."

After the girl finished drinking, Xia Lan pointed to the row of wine bottles placed on the ground and motioned to open the bottle and pour the wine, and then slowly spoke.

"Sir, how can someone like me be like someone you know." The girl said with some trepidation after pouring the wine.

Xia Lan turned around, his eyes were misty, he stretched out his hand and stroked the girl's hair, cheeks, and lips, as if teasing, as if flirting, as if remembering.

He looked at the girl for a long time, obviously he was very familiar with the girl's body, but he was as obsessed as if he was admiring a work of art, obsessed? At least in the eyes of the girl.

"She doesn't look like you at all, but she has a lot of personality."

"Character?" The girl said blankly.

"Yes, you are just as fond of deception as she is with your soft appearance." Xia Lan smiled, a charming smile.

"Sir made fun of me again." The girl lowered her head and whispered.

Xia Lan lifted her chin with her hand, and looked at each other, the girl's eyes dodging, I don't know if it was shyness or other reasons.

"Every man has his own favorite female taste, some people like maturity, some people like charm, naturally some people like your innocence, even if you are pretending to be pure, but men will involuntarily immerse themselves in it." Xia Lan said slowly. "Sometimes you think of men as fools, but are those men really fools?"

"Sir......" The girl's tone became unnatural.

"Don't worry, I don't mean anything else."

Xia Lan smiled, her eyes aiming at the wine glass on the table.

"Drink it, then feed me."

The girl was stunned for a moment, and then picked up the wine glass without hesitation and took a sip, and then took the initiative to kiss Xia Lan's lips, and the bright red wine slipped down the lips of the two, dripping on the white clothes on the chest.

"Let's go."

Lips parted, Xia Lan retracted, reached out and took out a bag of gold coins from her arms and threw it to the girl.

The girl's face changed, and her voice trembled: "Sir, may I ask if the slave family has done something wrong?" ”

"No, I just remembered someone, and suddenly lost interest, let's go."

Xia Lan waved her hand.

The girl hesitated for a moment, then picked up the money bag and bowed respectfully before leaving the room.

Soon after the door closed, Xia Lan waved his hand, and saw a ring on his finger flicker, and a woman appeared beside him, no, to be precise, it was the corpse of a woman, a woman with a pale face and clothes soaked in dried blood.

"Winnie ......"

Xia Lan held the female corpse's cheek and softly called out.

The female corpse closed her eyes tightly, and her expression was serene, like a sleeping beauty who had been sleeping in a dream for a long time.

The girl did not respond, for corpses could not speak.

Xia Lan held the female corpse in her arms, and her eyes gradually became hollow and lost focus.

"If you're still alive, you'll be sarcastic that I'm a necrophile pervert."

Xia Lan muttered suddenly.

"What if... If...... It would have been nice if you had been with me ten years earlier...... And I certainly wouldn't be what I am now. ”

Xia Lan didn't like to drink alcohol for a long time, because alcohol can paralyze the nerves, affect the mind, and dull the body...... What's more, alcohol exposes a person's flaws.

This time, however, he let go of his mind and ego through alcohol.

He wanted to know the seeds he had buried in his heart that would never sprout.

He had asked himself countless times, Herris had asked, but he would always subconsciously avoid the question.

He didn't want to know, because when he knew, he would think that he would become vulnerable, as fragile as a mortal. This is a taboo that Xia Lan, who aspires to become a strong man, must not touch.

Through the influence of alcohol, he confronted his own heart for the first time.

If someone asks again who is the woman he loves the most?

This time, he will answer.

She was Winnie, Brancia Winnie

It's a pity that the woman he likes is dead.

Tears overflowed his eyes, venting the emotions he had suppressed in his heart.

The sky was overcast, and the rain fell so with a rapid ticking sound, and occasionally thunder and lightning thunderbolts and surprises followed.

She was half-lying on the reception table of the Alchemy Society, and she was bored and wrapped in a white wide robe, no one should come in such a bad weather, right? She thought, and he came.

……

"I'm a person who can keep your secrets, I don't care who you kill, and I don't care what exactly you want to do! But I can help you well when you are hurt, and even give you the means to kill...... What I need is a steady stream of experiment sponsorships! It's a win-win cooperation, and I don't think you will refuse an assistant! ”

……

"Will you leave the royal capital in the future?"

She raised her head, and looked at him seriously with the round eyes on her immature little face.

"If I hadn't died then, I'd have left." He said.

"Even leaving this kingdom?" She asked again.

"Yes."

"If one day you leave, I want you to take me with you."

The girl's eyes were resolute without thinking, without hesitation.

……

"Why is he here?"

"What are you talking about, honey?" At this time, a man's gentle and magnetic voice suddenly sounded in the carriage.

"It's nothing, maybe I mistook a friend." The girl immediately replied with a smile on her face.

"Really? Don't you need to send someone to confirm? If the other person is really your friend, it is better to invite the other person to the house for a visit, so that you will not feel bored and lonely in Port Louis. The man said softly.

"No, I don't have anything to do with him anyway." The girl smiled and shook her head, "As long as you are by my side, I will not be lonely every day." ”

……

"Frank. Xialan, remember when I told you you you were sick? Winnie chuckled as she ate, and the laughter was chilling. Because I have the same disease as you, but I have handled it very well, and you don't...... In fact, in my eyes, you are an unreachable fool, who will always use your shallow wisdom and violence to deal with everything, and you don't know how to disguise yourself, you don't know how to hide yourself, and you don't know how to make reasonable use of the resources at your disposal...... The most important thing is that even if you turn into darkness, you still retain that weak humanity that yearns for light in the depths of your heart! Amusing! It's ridiculous......"

……

Her body was covered with blood holes, the corners of her mouth were uncontrollably bleeding, and she saw that her life was not long in coming, but for some reason she trembled and stretched out her hand to stroke his cheek, and the whole person was smiling inexplicably.

"Do you know what a woman's greatest pain is?"

"It is the pain of being abandoned by the people you love, and this pain is not only intense, but it will never be forgotten......"

"I once thought that I would be able to forget you after falling in love with someone else, because I knew that you didn't belong to me, you didn't belong to any woman, you only belonged to yourself, but in the end, I still couldn't suppress my true feelings, and I was stupid like a moth to a fire and threw myself into an illusory dream that didn't belong to me."

"I'm jealous of Adrina, because you, who are not pretentious to me, gave her the dream I always wanted, even if it was a temporary falsehood, I don't care, I only care that I never had, and you gave it to someone else......"

"So, Adelina must die, and I must die at your hands myself before I can be relieved."

Winnie's voice was getting weaker and weaker, and she was already trying to catch one last glance at Xia Lan's face with her tired eyes open.

If I hadn't met in my life, I would still be the same me, dreaming occasionally.

If I hadn't met in my life, I wouldn't have understood that there is such a you in the world.

If I hadn't met in life, I wouldn't have known, and I was used to collecting your smiles.

If I hadn't met in life, I wouldn't have experienced the loneliness and sadness of a person.

If life has never met, I am still me, you are still you, but you have missed the most gorgeous adventure in life. ”

If there is an afterlife, will I meet you again?

Winnie slowly closed her eyes, a smile of happiness remaining on her lips before she died.

The girl who once dreamed of becoming the best pharmacist in the world, at this moment, her dream is over.

Her dream is over, and his dream is over before it has begun.

"Charan Charan! In the future, I will be a pharmacist, and you will be my assistant servant, okay? Haha......"

"Charan Charan! What do you think will be the name of our children when they are born? By the way, do you like boys or girls? ”

"Charan Charan ......"

……

However.

A dream, after all, is a false fantasy. (To be continued.) )