122. It's you who love the wrong person
Caring for her and pampering her, he spared no effort, but what was the result? He tried his best to protect this little woman so well, but in the blink of an eye, she was still eaten by Chu Lingye's beast.
He's not reconciled, he's unbalanced!
Hands caressed her slippery back like a frenzy, thin lips almost biting her skin, down her collarbone......
"Poof!"
What dripped on the tip of the nose? Like cool rain and dew, his manic consciousness was slightly clear.
He looked up in a trance and saw her tear-misty eyes.
She's crying!
When he touched her, she was very aggrieved and repulsed, and when Chu Ling touched her at night, how would she react? Resistant, or welcoming?
A rich desolation suddenly surged in the depths of her heart, and the strength of her whole body seemed to be drained for a moment, Mo Ziming let go of her weakly, and saw the kiss marks on her body again at a loss, blue and purple, bewitching and dazzling, as if swearing that this little woman belonged to Chu Lingye...... His eyes were cut like knives, and his eyes were painful.
"I'm sorry ......"
Desolate and desolate, he turned around in a hurry and walked out of the bath room as if he were fleeing.
The long figure turned into countless stars in An Xin's eyes, quickly moving away and disappearing, she picked up the bath towel on the ground and slowly wiped away the tears in her eyes.
In fact, if she really wronged herself, it would not be an exaggeration to let him have her once completely, after all, she and he were husband and wife, which could be regarded as a husband and wife.
But she couldn't do it, even if Chu Lingye used what could be said to be an obscene means to get her, she only complained and blamed him, however, if she and Mo Ziming really went that far, she might leave a shadow in her heart for a lifetime......
After changing her clothes, she pushed open the door to his bedroom and saw the figure, his footsteps pausing slightly.
He stood by the window, holding on to the windowsill with both hands, his bowed body trembling faintly, his head hanging down in disappointment, so languishing, so declining.
"Mo Ziming." She walked over.
Hearing her voice, his body trembled violently, raised his hand to wipe it on his face, and turned to face her.
Seeing his face clearly, An Xin's heart that had not yet been put down suddenly hung again.
He had apparently regained his composure, his expression had returned to naturalness, but his eyes were scarlet, and the man had just cried.
What kind of pain can make such a strong man cry? Perhaps, how deep his love for her is, she will never know.
"I forced you to separate from Chu Lingye, do you hate me very much?" He leaned on the windowsill with his hands folded in front of his chest.
An Xin walked over and stopped nearly a meter and a half away from him, "Mo Ziming, you are for my good, that is not forced." ”
He was excited that day, but she also knew that he was thinking about her, and he didn't want her to throw herself into Chu Lingye's arms without hesitation like she did a year ago, but what she got was Chu Lingye's neglect and discherishment......
She also knew that even if she loved her brother Lingye no matter how much she loved her, she was still Mo Ziming's wife, and even if she wanted to get close to Chu Lingye, she had to take care of her identity and the feelings of her family.
So, that day, Mo Ziming and her agreed with her that chapter three before he took the initiative to let her go, she was not allowed to take the initiative to show love to Chu Lingye, and she was not allowed to make a private agreement with Chu Lingye for life.
She agreed, because she also knew that the love between him and Chu Lingye needed some tests.
She did so, as if she had changed into a different person, she was cold and distant from Chu Lingye, even if her heart fluttered every time she approached him, she was calm and indifferent, just like when he treated her a year ago.
She did so, no matter how excited and happy she was when she saw the surprise he had prepared for her in the inn, she also abided by those three rules, and remained indifferent and distant from Chu Lingye, but what happened later, she had no choice.
I forget when she stopped calling him "Zi Ming" but changed her name to Mo Zi Ming...... Mo Ziming stared at her, his face was gloomy, "Sometimes I think I'm really useless, the woman I love is right in front of me, but I can't catch it or touch it!" I don't understand, what is he Chu Lingye worthy of your desperate love. ”
"Mo Ziming, it's you who love the wrong person. You are a good man, and there will be women who know how to love you and know how to cherish you. An Xin didn't know how to persuade him.
"Hehehehe." Mo Ziming laughed, laughing incomparably desolate and pathetic.
She was startled by him and unconsciously took a step back.
The little woman in front of her looked defensive and nervous, was she afraid that he would violate her again? Mo Ziming's heart was cold: "I want to be quiet alone for a while." ”
"Oh, Mo Ziming, don't think too much." An Xin nodded and withdrew.
She shut it up for him. At the moment of the door, he picked up the flask from the windowsill and poured it to himself.
She said that there will be women who know how to love him and cherish him, how can she know that even if other women in the world love her, how can they replace her?
Because he knew how painful and tormenting it was to love someone unrequited and not get a reciprocal response from the other party, so he told her a thousand times that he must be indifferent and indifferent to Chu Lingye, unless he showed full sincerity, unless he was no longer so domineering and self-conscious, and really knew how to care for her and cherish her, he would let her go......
He even made a three-chapter agreement with her, saying that he did it for her own good, because he didn't want her to be hurt like he did a year ago, and he could see from her eyes and expression that she believed in him.
However, she never knew that he also had his own selfish agendas.
Ever since the moment he saw her and Chu Lingye together by the river that day, he knew that he couldn't keep her, so he tried his best to use such words, for her sake, and also to be able to keep her by his side for a few more days......
"Brother Midnight King, where are you going? Brother Midnight King! ”
The petite body curled up suddenly, and suddenly woke up, only to realize that it was a dream.
I sat up, lit the lamp, took out the diary under the pillow, opened it carefully, and carefully looked at the little emotions I had written down a year ago.
Complaining, cold, lost, sad, all emotions are all because of him, his words, smiles, and eyes can stir up a surge in her heart.
A year ago, she was terminally ill and thought that her life would not be long, so she desperately stayed by his side, and just wanted to dedicate the rest of her life to him, even if it was humble, even if it was not dignified, as long as she had the opportunity to love him.
Now, God favors her and gives her enough time to love slowly, Mo Ziming has paid a price that ordinary people can't imagine for her, of course she has to take care of his feelings, besides, she also wants to slowly taste the taste of falling in love and being loved, so that Chu Lingye can also taste the feeling of being in love but not being able to......
This can be regarded as a small revenge for him for snubbing him a year ago.
And after today's events, she found that she was right to do so, and his way of being wild and domineering and even completely ignoring her feelings made her unacceptable, and even hurt her.
still loves him, but after experiencing the trauma of wind and rain, she has become more rational, and knows that she should reflect on the person she loves, taste love, and reach due tacit understanding with the person she loves. Now she has time, she is not afraid to spend time to love, she has more time to think and test this heavy love......
When you get tired of reading, carefully close the diary, put it under the pillow, and fall asleep peacefully.
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"Doctor Mo, I just saw my princess, what are you afraid of? What else can I do with her with you? ”
"Chu Jiaowan, you are not welcome in the Mo Mansion."
The sudden sound of quarrel outside the door woke An Xin up, it was Chu Jiaowan, she found it. What is the door for? An Xin put on her shoes and got out of bed, and walked to the door, "Click! The door opened.
In the main room, Mo Ziming was standing at the main entrance with a black face, the door was open, obviously looking like a send-off.
Chu Jiaowan's expression was helpless, and she was walking towards the door, when she suddenly saw An Xin, her eyes lit up, "Princess, you really have no conscience, my brother is about to kill you, you don't go to see it!" ”
"What happened to him?" I know Chu Jiaowan a little bit, and her anxious expression at this moment is obviously not pretending, so An Xin is a little nervous.
Chu Jiaowan glared at An Xin and sneered, "Heh, do you still know that you are worried about him?" I thought you didn't even care about his life or death, and just took this opportunity to kill my brother so that you could have a happy life with your Mo Ziming. ”
Why did she kill him? An Xin chuckled in her heart, and before she could ask Mo Ziming, her cold voice had already sounded
"Chu Jiaowan, how do you speak?"
"If you can't see the light, can't you talk about what others have done?" Chu Jiaowan looked at Mo Ziming angrily, but if she didn't look at it, she was full of resentment when she met his gloomy and disgusted gaze.
"Brother Mo, I never thought that you are such a good man, and you like second-hand women."
"So what?" The most sensitive scar in his heart was revealed, Mo Ziming was completely enraged, and his powerful big hand grabbed Chu Jiaowan's slender arm heavily, and pulled her out of the door, "Get out of Mo Mansion!" Don't let me see you again! Someone, send off! ”
A deep voice fell, "Bang! The door was slammed shut, and Qi's chest rose and fell.
Several family members carried Chu Jiaowan out of the house.
This year, Chu Jiaowan has never stopped pestering him, he hates her, and he doesn't know how many times he has said cruel words to her, but this damn woman is a virtuous person with her brother Chu Lingye, and she is embarrassed to die, nearly a quarter of an hour ago, he wanted to go out for a walk, and as soon as he opened the door, Chu Jiaowan, who was waiting outside the door at some point, took the opportunity to sneak into the mansion, walked straight to the main house, and woke Xin'er up.
"Knock, knock, knock......"
It was the sound of a fist slamming against the door.
"Mo Ziming, if my brother has three longs and two shorts, you can't escape responsibility, you and my princess joined forces to force him to death! Be careful that he will haunt you in the future! ”
Although it was separated by the thick door panel, Chu Jiaowan's voice still came into her ears clearly, and An Xin's heart was even more chaotic.