109. The Kiss That Didn't Go On

Yun Ying was speechless, looked down at her bloodstained clothes, sighed and said, "This clothes can't be worn...... How did I get so dirty? ”

"Let's make do with it today, I've already told Mu Fei, I'll go to the town to buy you a few clothes at dawn and come back." Mu Lingxuan also sighed softly.

"But what is wrong with me? What did the doctor say? Yun Ying asked.

"Yun Ying, the doctor said that you had a miscarriage." Mu Lingxuan looked at her and said softly.

"Miscarriage? Was I pregnant before? Now the child is gone? Yun Ying asked a few words in a daze, and the person seemed to be stupid.

This news, for her, was too shocking and unacceptable.

She and Chengzi Luo have been married for three years and have never been pregnant. Who knows, things are so coincidental, as soon as he left this time, she was pregnant with his child, but she happened to encounter such a thing, was kidnapped by gangsters, tied up on a horse all the way to this point.

Their first child, and a rare one, was easily lost again.

For a while, Yun Ying was very sad.

She doesn't know, after this accidental miscarriage, will she have a chance to conceive a child in the future?

After all, it was not easy for her to have this chance to get pregnant. It was precisely because she didn't expect that she would get pregnant that she didn't notice that her body had some different reactions from normal times recently, with fatigue, drowsiness, and vomiting at every turn......

It turned out that she was really pregnant. However, she still didn't wait to experience the happiness of being a mother, so it flowed away quietly.

Mu Lingxuan saw Yun Ying's sad face, and his heart was also full of mixed feelings, but he still suppressed his mixed emotions, comforted Yun Ying and said: "Don't be sad, it's important to take care of your body first, your bad mood is not good for recovery." ”

Yun Ying cried sadly: "You don't know how important this child is to me. ”

Mu Lingxuan was silent for a moment, and said in a slow tone, "Child...... You, there will be one in the future. ”

He said this sentence with difficulty and dryness, and his heart was desolate.

I never thought that the prodigal son of my game life, the nemesis of women, and the pride of men, would have such a noble and selfless time.

The woman she once loved betrayed herself, became pregnant with someone else's child, and had an unexpected miscarriage. At this time, it turned out that he was guarding her, taking care of her, and carefully coaxing her to comfort her.

What kind of truth is this? What debt did she owe her in her previous life, and do you really have to repay it with a lifetime of pain? Why is it that when I encounter her, I am always eaten to death?

"No, I know I won't have any children, this is God's punishment for me......" Yun Sakura seemed completely out of control and cried bitterly.

Mu Lingxuan looked at Yun Ying crying with pear blossoms and rain, extremely pitiful, and finally couldn't help it, and reached out to hug her into his arms: "Even if you don't have children, Cheng Ziluo will still love you, I'm ...... It's the same. ”

Yun Ying fell completely into his arms, crying so much that her liver and intestines were broken.

Mu Lingxuan hugged her like this and sat for a long, long time.

It wasn't until Yun Ying was tired of crying and gradually stopped crying that he let go of her and let her sleep well on the bed: "You are weak, you have to rest well, don't think about anything, sleep first." ”

Yun Ying obediently lay back on the bed, looked at Mu Lingxuan and asked softly, "Are you leaving?" ”

"I'm right next door to you, and there is someone I arranged outside the door to guard your room, you don't have to worry, sleep in peace." Mu Lingxuan smiled comfortingly at her and turned around to leave.

"Xuan ......" Yun Ying called him again.

"What's wrong?" Mu Lingxuan turned his head and looked at Yun Ying quietly.

"I don't dare to ...... here alone," Yun Sakura said timidly, her eyes like a frightened little animal.

Mu Lingxuan thought about it, then walked back and sat on the chair in front of her bed: "Then I won't leave, I'll stay here with you, you sleep well." ”

"Yes...... Then you won't be able to rest well. Yun Ying was a little relieved, but she felt sorry for it.

"It's okay, I can sleep again during the day tomorrow." Mu Lingxuan smiled disappreciatively, and said gently: "You don't have to worry about me, you just sleep well." ”

Yun Ying finally stopped talking and closed her eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

She had just had a miscarriage, her body was already weak, and she was kidnapped all the way during the day, and soon fell asleep in a groggy state. But because she was frightened, she did not sleep comfortably, and people kept tossing and turning, and occasionally her mouth let out frightened dreams.

Mu Lingxuan sat on the edge of the bed and saw that Yun Ying was not sleeping soundly at all. sighed secretly in his heart, alas, this incident is indeed a terrible nightmare for a timid girl like Yun Ying.

I couldn't help but think of Cheng Tiantian again, the girl who often sang against him.

She is very different from Yun Ying, if Yun Ying is a small flower in the greenhouse, then Cheng Tiantian is a strong grass in the vast world, strong, independent, optimistic, and innocent and enthusiastic......

Such a special and lovely girl, because of a mistake, became a legitimate wife by her side. Actually, it's really good......

She herself off, she fights with herself, but there are times when she is as docile as a kitten, and it feels good to kiss her like that...... It's been a long time since I've eaten her lips, and her sweet taste is really addictive, and I don't want to let go when I get it.

I obviously think about her and like her, why do you deliberately snub her? Deliberately pretending to be dismissive of her like that? Running away from what your heart wants is not your usual style at all! No, after going back this time, we must not let her go on like this, we must catch her and taste her again.

Mu Lingxuan thought about it, the corners of his mouth unconsciously showed a smile, and his heart was filled with a warm feeling.

He suddenly felt a sense of happiness, fortunately, he asked the emperor for her at that time, and fortunately, the girl he married was her.

Although the original intention of marrying her back was not because he loved her at all, but now, he really thinks that this girl is so cute, so he is reluctant to let go at all, but wants to have her further.

Besides, Ji Feng is still obsessed with her on the side, eyeing her, how can she not be caught as soon as possible?

At this time, Yun Ying, who was asleep, suddenly exclaimed, pulling Mu Lingxuan back from that endless thought.

Yun Sakura was still asleep, probably some nightmare, her brows furrowed, her expression frightened.

Looking at Yun Ying's pale and bloodless cheeks, Mu Lingxuan's heart hurt slightly, she must have been frightened today.

It's been three years, and Mu Lingxuan never thought that he would have a moment of being alone with Yun Ying like this.

He had already hidden the heartbreaking past in the depths of his memory, and regarded Yun Ying as an unattainable beautiful illusion.

And now, this girl who has been haunted by her countless dreams is lying in front of her, so close to herself, so close that you can touch her skin when you stretch out your hand......

Mu Lingxuan's heart beat uneasily, and he felt as if he had become the young boy he had just fallen in love with Yun Ying.

At this moment, he suddenly had a strange idea and kissed her secretly. That's it, kiss her secretly, no one knows ...... except yourself.

Involuntarily leaning down his face, he felt his heart beating so violently, even his face was slightly hot, and he seemed to be more nervous than when he kissed her for the first time.

Just when his lips were about to touch Yun Ying's cheek, Yun Ying exclaimed in a dream again: "Ziluo, save me!" ”

Yun Ying's name shouted in his sleep made Mu Lingxuan stunned for a moment, and finally he sat up stiff and straightened, not continuing the only kiss he might have in his life.

He sat on the edge of the bed like this, quietly looking at Yun Ying's sleepy face, and suddenly felt that what he had just done was so childish and ridiculous.

I have always been called the prodigal son in the midst of thousands of flowers, what kind of woman do you want? How could there be such a thief-minded time to secretly kiss a sleeping woman like this? And it's a woman who is someone else's wife, is this ridiculous? Or is it pathetic?

Yes, this woman, even if she loves her and can't give up on her, she is already someone else's wife.

When she is in danger, the first person she thinks of is her husband, not you.

The name she called out in her sleep was her husband, not you......

You fool, what are you holding onto? Forget all these undeserved thoughts, forget them......

Mu Lingxuan smiled dumbly and bitterly, silently walked to the window, staring at the bright and lonely bright moon outside the window, letting his thoughts wander at will. Let the cold moonlight seep into his eyes little by little......

The doctor explained that Yun Ying needed to stay in bed for half a month, and it would be impossible to rush back to the capital in the short term. It is impossible for Mu Lingxuan to leave Yun Ying and go back to the capital alone.

In this life, he is destined to be the one who is eaten by Yun Ying, and if something happens to Yun Ying, he will never stand idly by.

This also means that in the past half a month, Mu Lingxuan will not be able to return to the capital.

He had to take care of Yun Ying, and he had to carefully coax her, accompany her to take medicine, and watch her sleep...... Do a lot of things he has never done before or don't bother to do at all.

Because Yun Ying is very squeamish, she is particularly dependent. She is really like a small plant that must be attached to a big tree to survive, if there is no one to stay by her side to take care of her and protect her, her little flower will quickly wither and wither like losing the nourishment of sunlight and rain.

She has been relying on Cheng Ziluo since she was a child, and she doesn't have to worry about anything. And now that Cheng Ziluo is not around, but Mu Lingxuan is willing to protect her, she has transferred this sense of dependence to Mu Lingxuan.