"At that time, I already knew the difference between men and women, but what the man told me was far less dark and terrible than what the man in the nunnery told me. At that time, I finally understood how low the status of the man was, and what happened to that man was enough to make him die several times. A painful look appeared in Yan Luo's eyes, Shui Yun shook his hand back, and Yan Luo smiled at Shui Yun.

"At that time, I wanted to create a paradise for the men in my own right, and I was excited to tell the man what I was going to do, and then let him help when the time came." Yan Luo stroked his rain-soaked hair and laughed, "At that time, I was really naïve, I thought that man had really let go of the pain he had suffered at the beginning." At that time, I had already begun to learn the art of the emperor, so my speaking skills were quite good, I saw the man's heart moved, he always thought that I was the son of a high-ranking official, so he was not much surprised by my words, and things seemed to be developing in a good place, I happily became my 'princess', and then used some small tricks to make the empress notice me, and began to want to train me vigorously, and even my father began to get close to me. ”

"Isn't it strange where my father is?" Yan Luo suddenly asked Shui Yun, there was darkness in his eyes, Shui Yun nodded, and directly showed his doubts, Yan Luo hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled, with a cool taste: "He began to pay attention to me, and naturally sent the shadow guard to me, I will carefully shake off the shadow guard every time before going to talk to the man, but my father is a man with a strong desire to control, once he cares about you, he must know all about you, so he specially sent someone else to follow me, and then he knew the man." ”

"At that time, my father could be said to be furious, because he felt that I was going to be coerced by other men, and what if I didn't have the same heart with him when the time came? He would tell me every time that he had to ask me to pretend to be a woman, and that he had many difficulties, and that he missed me in the palace. How could he think that I would still yearn for the so-called fatherly love after more than ten years? Maybe he thought that I was a child who had been lacking love for so long, and he must have wanted his love, but unfortunately, my longing had long since faded. Because of his desire to control, the men in the nunnery who had a little love for me were all solved, so after I was three years old, no men wanted to get close to me, and they were always forced to face me. To them, I am a gold ingot that needs to be carefully protected, and nothing else. ”

Yan Luo's voice was full of pain, Shui Yun hugged him distressedly, Yan Luo didn't refuse, but Shui Yun's body was too petite, so it looked like Yan Luo was holding Shui Yun, but the temperature that belonged to the two people still existed.

Yan Luo rested his head on Shui Yun's neck and continued to speak: "My father didn't have a direct attack after discovering the existence of the man, but he became murderous after seeing my dependence on the man, you know, how can the people in the palace have clean hands and feet, what they are best at is torturing people to death." So my father asked people to check the man's identity, and at that time I always thought that identity was not a big problem, so I didn't ask the man, so that later I didn't notice the man's strangeness at all. By the time he noticed it, the man had already committed suicide. ”

Shui Yun heard the choking in Yan Luo's voice, hugged him tightly, Yan Luo moved his head, sucked the temperature on Shui Yun's neck, and said: "I found something funny that day, I was happy to go to find a man, but I found him lying on the couch in the cave covered in blood, he committed suicide by cutting his wrists, he had been dead for a long time when I went, but because it was winter at that time, the body did not rot, and even the blood seemed to be frozen, and at that time, I also felt that I was going to freeze." ”

The man left a suicide note, saying his identity, it turned out that he was the son of a rich family, just because there were many children in the family, he was also left out in the cold, and when there was a bully who took a fancy to his younger brother, the family pushed him out to do the exchange, he found out, began to run away, the bully was also a black-hearted, actually invited a woman who looked like a scholar to pursue him, he thought that the successful escape was just a joke in the eyes of others. When he was hiding carefully in order not to be discovered, and had a miserable life, the woman appeared, with a savior mentality, gentle and considerate, and careful care, and he quickly fell in love with a man in a deep boudoir, and the woman took him to the woman's so-called 'home' one day, and then asked for his body in the bedroom in that 'home'. He thought that the two would be happily together, but as soon as the affair was over, the woman got up and got dressed, and then the bully and the other women walked in. ”

Yan Luo's voice trembled a little: "At that time, he even had the quilt deliberately ripped away by the woman, he wanted to cover himself with something and had nothing to cover, those women laughed and pointed at his performance on the couch just now, all kinds of ridicule, the bully laughed very happily, and said to the woman that her task was completed very well, she was very satisfied, and then asked how the man tasted, the woman sneered, and said that Er'er, the man was on the verge of collapse, hearing the woman's words, her heart was completely dead, and the bully said that she was very satisfied with this scene, So the problem of the man's family was not pursued, and the man was given to the woman, and the woman gladly accepted. ”

Shui Yun was also angry when she heard this, but she didn't forget that Yan Luo was definitely more painful than her, so she hugged Yan Luo tightly.

Yan Luo continued: "A man lives a life of food and clothing with a woman, but life is worse than death, how can a man who has already been looked at by other women be truly pampered? But the woman's husbands and attendants couldn't see this clearly, and in the state of favor that the woman deliberately maintained, he was bullied by the woman's other husbands and attendants, and the woman looked at him as if she was watching a play. Later, he couldn't stand it, and was ready to run away when the woman went out, but at that time someone wanted to frame him for having an affair with someone, he thought about running away, and naturally didn't have the heart to pay attention to the difference in tea, after running out of the yard, the effect of the drug attacked, he desperately ran away, but he ran into the woman again, that is, when I saw the man for the first time, the woman thought he was watery Yanghua, so he abandoned him, if he hadn't met me at that time, the man was already going to commit suicide. Under my interruption, the man gradually let go of the idea of wanting to die, but my father deliberately found someone to find the woman, and then asked her to stage a scene of the prodigal son turning back, and the man stupidly believed it, and went home with the woman, and found that it was another scam, this time it was a lot of women who bullied him together, and the man was played by those women, and he was specially sent back to the cave, so the man wrote such a thick suicide note, and then committed suicide. ”

Shui Yun bit her lip, feeling that it was difficult to accept Yan Luo's father's approach.

Yan Luo's eyes were like ice in the place where Shui Yun didn't see: "Later, I asked people to find the beautiful men who were sick in the willow lane of Huajie Street, those people are very good at playing with people's hearts, so I asked him to pretend to be extremely tall to attract those women, and after hooking them to the itch, he had a relationship with them, and then provoked the relationship between several people, so that their friendship broke down, and finally they all went bankrupt one by one, and they were suffering from a bad disease, so they could only hide in the corner and stink." ”

Shui Yun patted Yan Luo's back and said, "Well done!" "It's so relieving!

Yan Luo's tense heart suddenly relaxed, and he couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth slightly, rubbing the water rhyme, but soon his tone was cold: "I naturally knew that my father instructed it, but I didn't attack him, after I was taken back to the palace, I asked people to find a man who met the empress's wishes and sent him to the palace, and then my father was accused of murdering the royal heir when a man had a miscarriage and was sent to the cold palace." And there are many crazy men in the cold palace, and he went crazy after being tortured for three months. Do you think I'm cruel? ”

Shui Yun blinked and hesitated: "Your father should have done something when that man's child had an accident, in this case, he also deserves it, and it has nothing to do with you." Although Yan Luo's methods are sometimes a little ruthless, he has always had the bottom line, and Shui Yun has never doubted this.

Yan Luo was satisfied with Shui Yun's answer and spoke: "Eh, but I can also be regarded as contributing to the trouble, after all, that man was found by me, he is too favored, every time he shows off his power in front of my father, he is pitiful when he arrives at the empress's side, which stimulates my father, so he is afraid that his position will be snatched, so he will do it." ”

However, Yan Luo didn't feel sad at all, because since the man's death, he had already restrained his hatred for his father, but his father still looked like Yan Luo was able to grow to such a point It was his credit, and he even opened his mouth in front of Yan Luo to say that if he hadn't arranged such a thing, Yan Luo would not have come up with such a plan, and there would not be such a mature means of harming people, which really made Yan Luo unbearable.

Shui Yun spoke: "Although I may not be very close to me when I say this, but your father is indeed too much, torture him with a man's wound, and let him die so miserably, just because he can't call himself a normal desire to control, he can't accept it as a person, fortunately you didn't raise him by his side, otherwise what if you become like this?!" ”

Yan Luo didn't say anything, he actually wanted to tell Shui Yun that this kind of paranoia in his bones seemed to be inherited, at least he wanted to hide Shui Yun alone, so that Shui Yun was the only one who thought about him, but reason told him that such a Shui Yun would be unhappy, so he suppressed himself, and now he only hopes that his paranoia can fade away, otherwise one day, he will really make a move on Shui Yun.