79. The past can only be recalled

Later, it was a sweet day like a dream and tender water.

They meet secretly and date secretly. Two people who love each other, even if they just sit quietly and don't say a word, they feel that the air is so sweet and the world is so beautiful.

Yun Ying told him that her home was far away from the capital, and she lived in the General's Mansion. Their family and the General's Mansion are world friends, and she has been married to Chengzi Luoding since she was a child. She said that when she saw him, she knew what love was; Only then did she understand that she could only regard Cheng Ziluo as her brother, because apart from him, her heart could no longer tolerate anyone else.

At that time, Cheng Ziluo happened to follow General Cheng to participate in the battle at the border pass. Yun Ying told him that when Cheng Ziluo came back, she would make it clear to him and the Cheng family. She reassured him, saying that Chengjia has always loved her as a daughter and will not embarrass her. She will not marry Cheng Ziluo either, because she only has him in her heart.

When she said that, Mu Lingxuan held her hand with pity, and he couldn't wait to marry this girl who loved her to the bone into the family immediately.

On that day, the mountains were full of flowers, the warm breeze was gentle, and the fragrance of flowers flew all over the sky.

Yun Sakura leaned softly into his arms, as gentle as a rabbit. He held her hand slightly drenched in sweat, and the two hearts that were getting closer and closer beat so violently that he couldn't help but kiss her, kissing her carefully and resolutely, the feeling of excitement and intoxication made him unforgettable for life.

It was the first time Mu Lingxuan kissed a girl, and at that time, he didn't know how to kiss at all, but instinctively pressed against her lips and touched her gently.

Her lips were so soft and sweet, he touched them and was reluctant to let go...... She said that she would marry him, and she said that in this life and this life, she belonged only to him......

But, but ...... She ends up marrying someone else, and she ends up giving her beauty to someone else.

However, in seven days, because the emperor sent him to the south to inspect, he had to leave the capital for a few days. Before leaving, the only thing he couldn't give up was her.

Mu Lingxuan still remembered that when he went to say goodbye to Yun Ying, Yun Ying cried in his arms.

He held her face, kissed her tears over and over again, kissed her lips, and whispered in her ear, "When I come back, Sakura, I will marry you when I come back." ”

Yun Ying hugged him tightly and nodded desperately, and the two of them were inseparable.

The taste of love is so sweet and beautiful, however, the ending left for him is unimaginably miserable. He left for seven days, and when he returned, he heard that she was married to Cheng Ziluo.

Mu Lingxuan couldn't describe the shock, anger, and indescribable tingling in his heart when he heard the news.

Believing that he must have gone mad at the time, he rushed into the General's Mansion desperately, shouting for her to come out. However, even if he shouted out his throat, she didn't show up. It was her newlywed husband Cheng Ziluo who came out.

remembers that day, he and Cheng Ziluo had a shocking fight with ghosts and gods. From the flower hall of the General's Mansion to the courtyard, and from the courtyard to the street outside the door, attracting countless onlookers.

Their fight was called the pinnacle duel between two men for a woman by people of good deeds at the time.

It's really a rival in love, and it's very red-eyed.

Mu Lingxuan and Cheng Ziluo, the moment they saw each other, both of them were covered in fire and murderous, and there were raging flames burning from their hair to their toes.

With the fury and resentment of hating that they can't kill each other, they fight hard together, and no one can persuade them, and no one can pull them away.

The angry General Cheng called a large number of guards, and wanted to separate Mu Lingxuan and Cheng Ziluo, who were fighting together like crazy, but to no avail, on the contrary, innocently injured many guards.

In the end, both of them were covered in colors and wounds.

Two young people who are incomparably elegant and noble, at that moment they look how embarrassed and embarrassed they are, how decadent and how decadent they are. But despite this, the two of them are still unwilling to stop, and they are still fighting desperately, and they have a great posture of not giving up if they don't fight to the death.

Until Yun Ying finally came out, her face was paler than snow, and a gentle word made the two men who were fighting stop.

She said, "If you fight again, I will die." ”

The moment he saw Yun Ying, Mu Lingxuan couldn't see anything, and he couldn't feel anything.

Except for her, nothing in the world is in his eyes.

He wanted to get angry, he wanted to question her, why didn't she wait for him? Why betray him? Why change your mind? But his lips moved, and he heard a hoarse, almost pleading voice coming from his mouth: "Yun Ying, follow me...... I can't, without you. ”

Before meeting Yun Ying, Mu Lingxuan never thought that he would become so humble in front of a woman, he had no confidence, and he would give up all his pride and self-esteem for her. But he really begged her then. As he told Yun Ying, he couldn't live without her, and he dreamed of staying with her.

However, the words that Yun Ying said later completely shattered all his dreams.

She didn't look at him, just spoke as quickly and quickly as she had endorsed.

She said that she has now figured it out, and the person she loves is still Cheng Ziluo. I used to be with him, just because I thanked him for saving her, but she was confused for a while. Now, Cheng Ziluo is back, and she knows that she still can't do without Cheng Ziluo. Therefore, she can't go with him, her husband is Cheng Ziluo. And she asks him to forget her, or just as if he never knew her.

His heart was pierced by these ruthless words in an instant, if his gaze could kill, Mu Lingxuan believed that at that moment, he must have killed Yun Ying.

He glared at her fiercely, the love and sadness in his eyes almost melting her whole being.

Yun Ying insisted on not looking at him, and at that time, he and Cheng Ziluo were both injured and fell to the ground. Yun Ying walked past him, and he felt her shrink like a fallen leaf in the cold wind, and couldn't help but whisper: "Yun Ying......"

Her body trembled, but she still didn't look back, just in front of him, she picked up Cheng Ziluo and walked into the general's mansion.

He was left alone, like a fool struck by lightning, and stayed where he was.

He couldn't remember exactly how he got back to the palace that day. I only know that after he went back, he lay in bed for three days and three nights.

In those three days and three nights, he didn't eat, drink, or say a word, but just recalled Yun Ying's smile over and over again in his heart, and recalled the sweet and intoxicating bits and pieces when he was with Yun Ying......

The past is vivid and unforgettable.

Her laughter, her tears, her coquettish appearance, her tender kisses...... It was so deeply imprinted in his mind that he couldn't forget it.

However, she was so cruel to him, without any warning, and left him without any nostalgia, married another man, and destroyed his whole world.

Doesn't she know? Her ruthless betrayal was even more uncomfortable than killing him.

On the fourth day, Mu Lingxuan got out of bed refreshingly. He seemed to have figured it out in an instant, where is there no grass at the end of the world? What is a woman? What is love? He sneered in his heart, from now on, the name Yun Ying will be completely left in the corner by him, and he will never let himself suffer for any woman again.

On that day, Mu Lingxuan stepped into the fireworks and wine field of the capital for the first time, hugging left and right, drinking and having fun. I can't remember how many warblers and swallows he was around that day, and I can't remember how much wine he drank that day.

I only remember that it was pouring rain that day, and the rain did not stop from early morning to midnight. Although it was the spring season, the room was extremely cold. For the first time, he pressed a strange woman under him and penetrated her body roughly.

At that moment, his tears fell, and his mind was still full of Yun Ying's shadow. He can only make himself feel better by imagining the woman under him as her.

However, in fact, he couldn't help but think that Yun Ying might be lying in another man's arms at this time, receiving another man's caresse......

This lingering thought almost made him explode, and made him even more rough and wild, and he tortured the people below him almost frantically, without the slightest pity for him.

How violent was that night? I can't remember. It wasn't until the poor girl couldn't bear it anymore and fainted that he stopped his endless demands.

Since then, he has completely become a prodigal son, and has become a flower prince who is not doing his job in the eyes of everyone.

He spends all day drinking, indulging in sensuality, and living a leisurely life of being drunk in the arms of a beautiful woman. How many women he had, he really couldn't tell.

The women he provoked, and even the women he treated a little more gently, all fell in love with him without exception. It's just that he has never touched any woman again, and his emotional world has long been loveless......

Along the way, Mu Lingxuan didn't say a word, he kept his eyes closed tiredly, and his face was full of sadness.

Those memories that were barely suppressed in the depths of their hearts, after seeing Yun Ying today, all surged out, and they couldn't stop it.

When the carriage arrived at the palace, Mu Lingxuan opened his eyes and said to Cheng Tiantian: "You go down first, this king still has something to do." ”

Cheng Tiantian looked at him, he didn't know which tendon was wrong, and suddenly said, "What else are you going to do?" After drinking so much, don't you go back to sleep? ”

Mu Lingxuan glanced at Cheng Tiantian in surprise and smiled slightly: "What?" Want to take care of this king? Don't forget, you're not qualified to talk to this king. ”

"I'm kind." Cheng Tian replied sweetly, regretting what he just said for a while, and wanted to slap himself.

While getting out of the car in frustration, Lianbao also got out of the front of the car.

Mu Lingxuan looked at Cheng Tiantian and said with a smile: "Thank you for your kindness, Cheng Tiantian, this king actually has nothing to do, but he feels a little bored and wants to go out to have fun." You continue to wait in the study, and by the way, clean up the king's room, you are doing a good job. ”

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