Chapter 68: Choosing to Wander

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In the darkness, Yavis opened his eyes in a daze, and the weight of his head made his thoughts chaotic.

One bed, one room.

The room was dark, the faint light of the moonlight through the window gradually made the vision clear, and the faint smell of blood in the air couldn't help but evoke a certain memory.

Struggling slightly, a wave of pain filled instantly, and with a cold breath, he noticed a figure pressing against the side of the bed.

"Yavis, are you awake?"

The small figure looked up, his words nervous and concerned.

"Rakhi?" Yavis looked at the person in front of him carefully, as if he was a little surprised, and his constantly turning gaze made him understand his situation.

Here it is... A ward in the infirmary?

Pain came over his head again, as hidden memories swelled up in his head little by little.

Laki stepped forward and hugged Yavis's body, and her voice choked, "It's good to see that you're okay, you know?" It scared me to death when you lost consciousness and fainted. ”

She remembered the crazy Yavis at that time, incoherent and noisy like a madman.

The pain and fatigue of the body, the stimulation of the nerves collapsed, and when they gradually calmed down, it was as if he had lost his support and fell into a complete coma.

The brain became clear, and he began to reflect silently.

What exactly did he do, what did he do for, all the messy thoughts came up at this moment.

"Squeak-"

There was a soft knock on the door, revealing a small head through the crack in the door.

"Yavis, are you awake?"

Maggie saw the room and walked in with a soothing smile.

"You, you, why are you here?"

Shaking off the distractions of his thoughts, Yavis looked at Ratchee and Maggie and asked, this is what he needs to care about.

"Does that need to be said? Of course, it was because Ratchei cared about your safety that she found this place! Before Laki could speak, Maggie on the side hurriedly said that in order to reconcile the relationship between Laki and Yavis again, she decided that she must do something to repay it.

Then, Maggie began to tell the story of what happened after the release of the square.

Ratchee didn't speak, perhaps out of shyness, or for some other reason, her head hung together as Maggie spoke.

After listening to Maggie's words, Yavis reached out and stroked Laki's head, and said softly with a soft look in his eyes, "Thank you." ”

"Yavis, can you promise me not to do such dangerous and reckless things in the future?"

This time, Ratchei looked unusually well-behaved in his arms.

His hand stiffened slightly, and he unconsciously bit the black scab on his lip between his teeth.

This is the most tender time she has been in these days, she didn't quarrel with him, she didn't embarrass him, as if she was back in the old days, and she was close to him because of her concern for him.

He had quarrels with her, and even a rift in his relationship, but at the moment he understood that she still liked him, as much as he loved her.

He suddenly felt his own, and hurt her again and again because of his impulsiveness.

Is it because of that ridiculous self-esteem?

She began to waver in his insistence on the path he had chosen.

In the room, the three people with their own hearts fell into an eerie silence.

"Yo, it seems that your body is recovering well, and the current situation seems to be bothering you a little."

At this moment, a strange and familiar voice suddenly came from the door.

"Wasson, is that you?"

Hearing the sound and seeing the comer, Yavis, who was lying on the hospital bed, squinted his eyes.

"What? Not welcome? ”

Vasson walked into the room on his own, and came to the opposite wall of Yavis, leaning against it, his smile indescribably strange.

"Where did you go when we fought bloodily?"

Swinging exciting memories, Yavis clenched his fists with a little excitement, and asked coldly.

"I don't have your admirable courage, so of course I chose to leave quietly as a coward."

Wasson's nonchalant self-deprecating look looked to Yavis's eyes, almost like a subtle mockery of his recklessness and stupidity.

Vaguely aware of the smell of gunpowder between the two conversations, Maggie looked at each other worriedly, she wanted to dissuade her, but she couldn't find any good reason, and in desperation, her eyes looked at Rakhi.

Ratchei silently detached from Yavis's side, she didn't speak, because it was his business with him, and as a woman, an outsider, she didn't want to interfere with them.

"Why do you still have the face to come back here?" Yavis spoke in a bad tone.

Wasson shrugged his shoulders and looked out the window, as if he didn't want to see his cold face.

"Are we still friends?"

Yavis sneered, "Once upon a time, but after today, no. ”

Wasson turned his head and looked at him seriously and said, "Is it just because of a riot with no future in sight that has cut off our friendship for many years?" ”

Yavis said: "Riot? Maybe in your eyes it's riot, but for me, it's an ideal belief, I'm not you, so you don't know me. ”

Vasson shook his head and sighed lightly, "Don't I know about you?" Haven't I known you all these years of friendship? You've changed, you're not the Yavis I used to know, and if you don't want to believe that, ask Raki around you, I think she's better qualified to answer that question than I do. ”

Yavis's gaze was on Raki beside her, and she looked at him, and in his eyes, she seemed to see a hint of supplication.

What is he worried about? What is he afraid of?

"Yavis, do you think you've changed?"

She knew, but she didn't answer the question directly, because she didn't want to prick his fragility and couldn't face the fragility of the facts.

So, she gives the choice to herself and makes her own choice.

"Rachi, do you think I've changed?" After a long silence, Yavis asked lightly.

She didn't answer, she chose to be silent.

"Maggie, what about you? As an outsider, I don't think you can deceive me. ”

Maggie nervously grabbed the corner of her coat, looked at Lachi, looked at Wasson, he didn't speak to her, and there were some words that they didn't use even if they spoke.

"Yavis, I only know that you used to be a very gentle person, and you could solve everything with a smile and optimism, but these days, every time I see you, I feel a little scared."

"Scared? Why be afraid? ”

"Because...... You're getting more irritable than ever, as if you lack calm patience in everything, and you're ......"

"Enough!"

Yavis interrupted Maggie with a sharp voice, causing her to shrink her head and snuggle up behind Raghi.

"Raki, do you think so too?"

She didn't speak, unwilling to speak.

Maybe she could give him support, but what good was that? If he can't look at his own problems clearly, his relationship with her will still crack, or even irreparably broken.

She loved him, he in the past, he who was able to go through life with her.

When he is not him, this love also loses its direction.

"Lachi, let's go."

Yavis closed his eyes, his words were soft, but the heaviness of his breath revealed the affection he was trying to restrain himself.

Grabbing Maggie's small hand behind her, Ratchet turned her head expressionlessly, he needed to be self-conscious, he needed to choose himself, and she was just waiting for the final answer.

Maggie silently followed her out of the room, as if she saw a transparent wall separating them once more.

"You're not leaving?"

When Maggie Laki left, looking at Vasson, who was still in the room, Yavis asked coldly.

"I just came here this time to tell you a piece of news." Wasson said calmly. "This is also the last news as a friend."

"What's the news?"

"Look at the time now."

Time, Yavis frowned, and then he suddenly realized that something had happened in the association during the time he had been asleep. An ominous premonition began to come flooding in......

"The grand ideal of the association was shattered, and after the negotiations failed, the Kingdom Guards sent by His Majesty the King completely suppressed and crushed the association."

"What?" In disbelief, Yavis instantly straightened up and said excitedly.

"Senior Angelo led some of the members to escape from the academy, and the remaining senior Tirrant died at the hands of the Kingdom Guard."

"Nope! It's absolutely impossible! ”

"Don't believe me? The news came from some of Tirrant's disbanded members, and of course, to confirm the rumors, I quietly made a trip to the complex - believe me, it's a scene you don't want to see. ”

"How... How could it be ......"

Yavis lowered his head and muttered to himself, if everything Wasson said was true, then his efforts, his deeds, were all his own vain dreams?

If his ideals and beliefs are gone, what is the meaning of his existence?

Wasson was gone, because he had no reason to stay here.

Accepting reality and abandoning illusory pursuits was his last piece of advice to Yavis as a friend.