Perhaps seeing that Ji Zheng's mind was too obvious, Xu Yao made a wise decision to get out as much as possible, and said with a smile: "Uncle, don't bother, I just heard that Ji Su is sick, come and see her, and I'm leaving." ”

"How?" Ji Zheng swept away the gloom on his face and instructed Su Rui: "Go buy some good food, and stay with Ji Su's friends to eat at home tonight." ”

"Uncle Ji, you really don't need it......"

"Yes, yes! What are you still doing standing stupidly, why don't you go quickly? Ji Zheng saw that Su Rui didn't have any eyesight and didn't move, his heart suddenly became angry, and he reprimanded him sharply.

Su Rui was startled, hurriedly agreed, changed her clothes and took the money and hurriedly went downstairs. Ji Su twisted his head to the side, he really couldn't stand his father showing a flattering face in front of Xu Yao, but after all, he was his father, and he was facing another crisis in his life, as a daughter, what could he say?

Xu Yao didn't want Ji Su to be embarrassed like this, so she stood up and said lightly: "My father is still waiting for me to come home and eat together, thank you Uncle Ji for your kindness, next time you have the opportunity, you will definitely stay and taste Aunt Su's craftsmanship." ”

"That's okay, if you have time to come to the house to play more in the future, don't be polite, if you look back and see Secretary Xu, be sure to say hello on my behalf......" Ji Zheng how bold he was, he dared to delay Xu Fuyan's party with his daughter, and then he couldn't take care of the roundabout tactfulness, so he could only say it so bluntly without a little face.

"Dad!" Ji Suluo interrupted him a little annoyed, stood up suddenly, biting his lower lip stiffly, tears already flashing in his eyes.

Ji Zheng couldn't look directly at his daughter's gaze, so he didn't turn his head away with a weak heart, Ji Su's heart was like a boulder, he was almost out of breath, and whispered to Xu Yao: "Let's go, I'll send you!" ”

Waiting for the two girls to leave side by side, Ji Zheng's eyes flashed with pain, if there was a choice. Who doesn't want to maintain a great image of being upright and omnipotent in front of his daughter, but it's a pity that fate always keeps joking with him, and every time he falls, it comes so quickly, violently, and unpredictably. He didn't have enough time to plan and resist, and when he came back to his senses, he had lost a qiē, that kind of panic and powerlessness, no one could really understand.

Last time he seized the opportunity to rise again in the midst of the impossible, but this time he hit rock bottom. Will there be another miracle like this?

Ji Zheng doesn't have any confidence!

When he was under the door of Wen Liang, he only felt that he was handy in everything, and many problems were solved, and he was almost unlikely, but once he left the shadow of the young man, he not only stumbled and could not move an inch, but more importantly, he was hit psychologically, and he was confused and confused about the road ahead. Worries and fears about the future are like duckweed, with no branches to rely on. It is as if the vast sea has lost its guiding light, and a person faces the darkness alone until death.

One person can't drive a boat!

Only then did Ji Zheng understand that there was really such a person in the world who could become the faith and absolute dependence in the hearts of others!

It was precisely because he thought this through that Ji Zheng lost his usual tenacity and composure, and he lost his ground and was in chaos, although he understood that it was in vain to curry favor with Xu Yao. But he still didn't want to miss the opportunity lightly, he was humble and humble, and he was incorruptible and shameless, which once again hit the father-daughter relationship that had just been repaired!

The doorbell rang suddenly, Ji Zheng calmed down, got up and opened the door. Liu Tianlai picked up two bottles of Moutai, stood outside the door and said with a smile: "I just met your girl and Secretary Xu's girl talking and laughing, it seems that the elder brother is not extremely Tailai, and the time is coming, I also took the wine to you to relieve your boredom, haha." ”

Ji Zheng's reaction was almost the same as when Ji Su saw Xu Yao just now, he really didn't expect that a character like Liu Tianlai would come to the door at this sensitive time, and he was a little stunned and unbelievable for a while. Liu Tianlai's face flashed with embarrassment, and he said, "Is it that these two idioms are used incorrectly?" MD, go back and teach the bunnies in the bureau again, and they are still college students, what level! ”…,

Ji Zheng's face was full of gratitude, he held Liu Tianlai's hand tightly, and said, "Liu Ju, you, you can come, it really makes my brother grateful......

"Brother, you're not a Longtan tiger's den here, I'm afraid of a hammer?" Liu Tianlai smiled heartily and said, "Let's go, one bottle for each of our brothers, we won't get drunk tonight!" ”

"Okay, please come in, please come here!"

Ji Su walked outside the gate of the community, her body that looked a little delicate was even more unbearable in the cold wind, she stopped and said apologetically: "My dad is in a bad mood, he talks a little too much, don't be angry......"

Xu Yao shook her head, took her hand, and said, "I'm angry, I'm fine!" It's better for you to go back to class tomorrow, after all, the exam is coming, and it's not good to miss too many classes. ”

Ji Su was silent, she didn't want to go back to campus, but her father was like this, her mother was sick again, she was not at ease, and no matter how open-minded she was about the rumors on campus, she couldn't take them to heart in the slightest.

Xu Yao said softly: "Ji Su, let the adults worry about the affairs of adults, we can't manage it, and we can't manage it, but as long as we take care of ourselves, at least we won't let them be distracted anymore, right?" ”

Listening to the sincere comfort of the girl in front of her, and looking at her big eyes that could melt almost everyone, Ji Su suddenly felt that maybe only a girl like Xu Yao could really deserve to be forgiving, and after a while, she asked in a low voice: "Xu Yao, I like to be forgiving, do you know?" ”

Xu Yao blinked her eyes and said with a smile: "I know, this is not a secret!" ”

Ji Su fell silent again, and when he spoke again, his voice became a little hoarse, and said, "Since you know, why are you so kind to me?" Don't you like to be meek, too? ”

Xu Yao scratched his head and said in distress: "There is no inevitable connection between the two, right?" I like to be gentle, but I also like you very much, and if I like you, I will be nice to you, isn't it normal? ”

Ji Su had thought many times about what the consequences would be if one day, when she talked about this topic face-to-face with Xu Yao, would she blame herself for taking revenge, would she scold herself for being shameless, but she never thought that it would be such an answer!

"I'm sorry ......"

The first one who rushed over that day and picked herself up from the ground was Xu Yao, and the first one to comfort and encourage her today was still Xu Yao, she has an excellent family background, but she is very cultivated, she is lively and cute, but she is prestige and convincing, she is regarded as an idol by girls, and is regarded as a goddess by boys, she has always been the most popular girl in Qingyi, there is no one.

But such a girl who should be on top, who could have stood on the moral high ground and despised herself, used her sincere and kind heart, as beautiful as her face, to make her selfish selfish selfless self-esteem!

Xu Yao finally put away his demeanor, his eyes passed behind Ji Su, projected to an unknown place in the distance, and finally let out a long sigh, took Ji Su's hand, and said softly: "Ji Su, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry, you like him, it's his luck, it's my luck—having an excellent girl like you like him at least shows that I don't have a bad eye for people, right?" ”

"As for the rest, you don't have to think about it, forgiveness only belongs to him, not to me, and not to anyone, you have the right to like him, and I also have the right to like him, but who will he choose in the end," Xu Yao smiled slightly bitterly and said: "I don't know, it may be you, it may be me, but maybe you and I are not qualified to enter his heart......"

"If one day, I leave, Ji Su, can you promise me one thing?"

Ji Su suddenly noticed the sadness hidden in Xu Yao's eyes, and his heart was inexplicably flustered, and he waved his hands and said, "No, you won't leave, if you really want to leave, it can only be my ......"...,

She repeated mechanically, "Yes, it's me!" Xu Yao, I won't promise you anything, whatever you want to do, just do it yourself, I can't replace you, and I can't replace you. In fact, I have always understood that in the heart of forgiveness, the most important person has always been you, and there has been no change! ”

Xu Yao shook his head silently, his eyes as clear as water were filled with unforgettable pain, and said: "You are wrong, in that stupid boy's heart, there has always been another person, I can feel it." He smiled, thinking about her, pondering, thinking about her, even when he lost his temper, he hid that person in his heart......"

"His heart is very big, but there is only that one person from beginning to end," Xu Yao's voice slowly deepened, and a faint scar crossed his delicate face, as if he copied the one in his heart, and said: "Ji Su, I won't tell you anything, I have always been a very confident person, I am confident that I will not be worse than any girl around him, if I really want to compete, I am not afraid of anyone...... But in the face of this person, I don't know her name, I don't know where she comes from, I don't know if she's in Qingzhou or somewhere else, and I can't even be sure if she's still in this world, I understand for the first time that there are some people you can never defeat and can never replace ......"

"I've never said these words to others, although the silly boy is a good chat partner, but I understand that in his eyes, I, you, and Xiao Ning are just children who don't understand anything, as long as they are carefree and happy. So I showed him happily, showed him happiness, and let him rest assured to do his own big things, instead of worrying about whether I got up late and was late, cried when I didn't do well in the exam, or quarreled with my dad and was depressed...... In fact, what I want is not these trivial things, not these trivial and messy lives, I want to know why his eyebrows are always worried, why his smile is always unstretched, why his heart is tightly locked, let me try my best, but I still can't walk into even an inch of distance......"

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