"Tell me in advance, I would never write a review."

"You're too stubborn, aren't you? It's not a particularly difficult thing, so I should write it down even if I deal with it a little. When the time comes, it's time for the teacher to talk about something that is not there. ”

"I don't mean that I don't write because I'm bored, but because I've done nothing wrong, why write a review?" Leaning against the wall under the snow and raising an eyebrow, he looked at me dissatisfied. It's like I've done something to betray her.

"So it's not that you really kowtow and admit your mistakes, it's just that you are asked to write a review, this kind of thing is normal, right? And you've beaten people to the point of fainting, so you should make a gesture even if you're considerate of others. It's the kind of hello, I'm good, everyone's good, at least let your situation ease, isn't it? ”

By the time I got out of the classroom, it was almost time for class to end. Because of the problem of ringing the bell for the end of class halfway through, I simply didn't go back to the snow.

But somehow, when it comes to the question of the review book, under the snow there is an unusual resistance. He was unwilling to budge in anything, and even stood in the corridor with me on this issue and started a small debate.

"Why? Why do I write a review when I have done nothing wrong? This is too contrary to common sense. I'm not wrong, you are not either, we are not wrong, the fault is only because the boy interjected in regardless of it. That's why I made a move. And he was the first to attack. Even so, should we write a review? It doesn't make sense. ”

"It doesn't make sense, does it? The teacher said to do it, otherwise it would take longer. For things like favor and face, it can't be clean. ”

"So you don't want to write a review anymore?"

"Of course, I didn't have anything to do with it. At the end of the day, I'm the most innocent of all about it. Inexplicably I was involved and then inexplicably wrote a review, did I do nothing at all? If you have a joint sitting system, this can be regarded as the scope of the ten clans, right? ”

"But the review book that should be written still needs to be written. It's not because I'm timid or otherwise, it's just that I don't want to get into trouble. ”

Looking at the angry expression on his face under the snow, I knew I was about to start preaching again.

"So you don't have to look at me with that expression, I'm also unlucky."

I could only smile and shrug at her hostile gaze.

Speaking of which, there's been less time for this kind of role-playing lately. I've been living so peacefully that I've even forgotten that my identity is actually an adversary, an enemy, and so on. On the contrary, I regard this kind of peaceful daily life as normal, which is not good.

It's always going to be revised. Whether it's what others think, or what you think. But this time, I'm familiar with the rhythm, so I can say it.

"The teacher's situation is different from ours."

After thinking about it, I decided to start with this sentence first.

Compared to the winners and winners, this world is tolerant of losers.

No matter what the loser has done, as long as it is the loser, it will arouse sympathy. Because you have failed, because you have already received punishment, you have to have mercy on him, you have to tolerate him. This irrational thing can even spill over to the winners.

The victor must be graceful and graceful. And the loser will be comforted. This is a social system full of human touch. Whatever the reason, the injured should be tolerant.

This does not make sense, nor does it have any logic, just a simple and correct reality.

"Because you knocked him out, that's why you wrote a review. If it's just a slight setback, I don't think there's a big problem. And it's not the first time you've written such a review, so you should get used to it this time, right? It doesn't matter if it's right or not, it's the others that matter. ”

"But it's a completely different nature."

Biting his lip stubbornly, he looked at the scenery outside the window with an unwilling face under the snow.

"The last time was the last time, this time was this time, and the nature of the two times was completely different. Last time I admitted that I was a little aggressive, but this time it was different. ”

"Completely, in different senses......"

"But the result is the same, isn't it?"

Carrying the unfinished can of milk, I leaned against the windowsill and looked at the ceiling.

"You've made the same mistake again, trampling on the hearts of others and knocking out those who love you. That's the reality. So you're going to write a review. Whatever your reasoning is, the reality is that it is, so accept it. ”

The first time you can find the reason, but the second time you will blame one party alone. It's inertia, it's an extension of the idea of the foundation. Even if others can understand, it will continue.

Because it is necessary to give an explanation to others, to give an explanation to those who do not know the truth. The school is not our amusement park, and if you stun a student, you should theoretically report criticism and suspend school for a period of time. But because of the identity problem under the snow, and it was indeed the boy who did it first, it was decided that we should write a review after summing it up.

To be honest, I even think this punishment is a little too light. Beating people into fainting and actually writing a review book, there is definitely something wrong with our worldview, right? Is this a big deal? Super strict, big thing that students have problems.

At this time, it may be able to reflect the identity of the rich second generation under the snow?

If you say that, it's too a**, right? It's not just that the snow won't accept it, but even the style of the whole novel will turn in an uncontrollable direction in an instant.

"Whether you like it or not, whether you are right or not, others are others and will not understand your thoughts. You are always yourself, and everyone else is always someone else. Everyone has their own identity on this stage, so Shizuna-sensei Hiratsuka was able to tolerate me in many places, but not here. And I joke with her in a lot of places, but that's not the only thing. Because we all have an identity with each other. ”

"You can't disobey a teacher's decision, and you can't influence others because of your own momentary likes and dislikes. We were students in school, and we had a different identity elsewhere. So I'm not denying you right, and I'm not denying what you think. It's just not going to work. There's no reason, there's no reason, there's no result, it's just not going to work. ”

"You are the only one who can understand you, and there is no way for anyone else to think for you. The school should give an answer to the students, and the teachers should give an answer to the parents. It's not a big reason, it's just a simple human relationship. Everyone knows you're right, but for peace of mind, it will also make you come up with a cushion. It's as simple as that. ”

“……”

In the face of my tirade, he leaned thoughtfully against the wall under the snow, staring directly at the marble floor beneath his feet, stunned.

The late summer sun shines through the dense branches of the courtyard, leaving a few colorful shadows on the black uniforms under the snow. The breeze that blew through the hallway brought a faint fragrance, gently blowing a few strands of hair on her face and dancing on her slender shoulders. The slender and delicate figure combined with the golden light passing through the corridor is like a world-famous painting, forming a beautiful picture around her.

If it weren't for the fact that we had been together for too long, I'm afraid I would have been fascinated by this moment. But I just leaned back on the balcony, carrying the empty milk bottle, quietly looking at the ceiling, waiting for the next answer under the snow.

It's not a holiday anymore.

This feeling became extremely clear in an instant. I was instantly caught in the maelstrom of schools and began to gradually push those thoughts out of my mind.

Holiday relaxation is relaxation during the holidays. And if you're already enrolled in school, you have to look like you're enrolled. It must not be as relaxed as a holiday. Correct and hostile, this initial approach should not be forgotten.

“…… I don't understand. ”

After a while, she suddenly said this.

The body curled up imperceptibly. The slender palm that could easily knock people into shock clenched a little uneasily in front of his chest, and looked at me with a confused expression.

"Why is something that is clearly right to be blamed? Why do I still get me to write that stuff when I don't do anything wrong? I don't want to let someone else's will be imposed on me, I am who I am, I have done nothing wrong, but why should I do this? ”

"Expressing his thoughts to me when he doesn't know anything, saying nonsense over there when he doesn't understand anything about me, talking to himself and not knowing what I think, just fighting back, just hating him, is this kind of behavior not allowed? I had no way of understanding it, I didn't want to understand it at all. ”

"I'm not wrong, and I won't admit it. He is to blame. I can't tolerate it, I don't like that. Isn't it ridiculous to pretend to know me like that, but pretend to know nothing about it? Isn't it disgusting to want me to be obedient even though you don't know anything? And it's not just me, it's not just me who insults me, and—"

Halfway through speaking, as if he realized something, he subconsciously covered his mouth, his face suddenly turned pale, and he looked at me in disbelief. The look looked up and down as if it was about to be re-scanned, staring me all over my body.

"Hello? Are you okay? Why don't you go straight to the school doctor and take a break? ”

"No, it's nothing, I'll think about it......"

As if he was drunk, he shook his head with an awkward look on his face, and without saying a word, he staggered back in the direction of the class. I was left alone and stood there inexplicably.