096 Obviously so reluctant (3000+)
A huge shock exploded above her head!
She stood in place dressed in thin white, staring at him with a pair of clear eyes flashing incredulously, the sneer on the corner of his mouth and the cruel sentence spit out from his thin lips were so compatible, if it weren't for the clear memory that he had said that he loved her before, she would have thought that they must be enemies of each other. Shu Ji Piggyback
If it's not an enemy, why are they forced to come here??
She was obviously so painful and reluctant, but now he wants her to put down all her dignity and shame and beg him instead, begging him to allow her to lose her life's marriage and happiness in exchange for Jingsheng's safety!
She was in pain like tearing out her heart, bitter as wine, but she was trembling so much that she couldn't even clench her little hands, and she couldn't use her strength, she stared at him, her eyes were terribly red.
Huo Siran walked coldly in front of her, and his thin lips opened faintly: "What, can't you ask for it?" ”
"I heard from your colleagues in the hospital that you mentioned the marriage with Gu Jingsheng first, and he agreed to it, why can't you ask for it when you come to me?" There was a sneer in his hoarse voice, even if his chest hurt so much that he was suffocating, he wanted to compare with her who collapsed first, and as he spoke, he took her over, and clasped her jaw with his big palm, "Or I say, you follow along, and say, 'Huo Siran, please let me marry you', say it a few more times, if I listen comfortably, I will consider getting Gu Jingsheng out of this ghost place!" You tell me? ”
The cruel sentence was like a knife, piercing her heart at once, and the sharp sting pain forced her to almost lose it.
She couldn't imagine that kind of scene, and she wanted her to really say it to him...... But she obviously didn't want to marry...... She was so reluctant to ......
The hot tears condensed and trembled violently, and the sharp sourness welled up on the tip of her nose, and she was about to collapse.
Huo Siran's eyes were red, and he knew that he had forced himself too far, and his thin lips coldly covered her slightly open lips: "Tell me!" ”
The terrible command shook her last little endurance, her legs were weak and about to fall to the ground, Huo Siran reacted and grabbed her soft waist in time, feeling her hot tears pouring down, he was also full of astringency, snorted and closed his eyes and kissed her lips deeply, sucking her tongue to stop her choking and criing on the verge of collapse, his big hand opened the door behind her and took her in, and then closed the door so that no one could see the scene here.
The tiny man had lost all his strength, and was pressed between his chest and the wall, supported by his arms to bear his deep kisses, tears already whimpering and dripping down his face.
Huo Siran knew that she had collapsed, and now that she was extremely fragile, it was time for him to stop.
"......," he slowed down, as if he was about to melt her, and whispered to her lips, "yes?" ”
If she hadn't forced her like this, she would have naively thought that everything was still negotiable in front of him Huo Siran.
"Okay......" He coaxed her in a dumb voice, his eyes were as cold as ice, gently rubbed the back of her head, and continued to kiss her, "Don't cry...... Don't cry......"
But she couldn't stop, her little hands clutched his clothes and cried bitterly, crying out all the grievances and sadness, not only sad that she was bullied and forced by Huo Siran like this, but also sad that she couldn't grow old with the person who had already said yes, separated by such a close distance, but she would part ways with him for the rest of her life.
Huo Siran clasped her head in the shoulder socket, her cold eyes looked complicated with severe pain, listening to her cry became more and more torn like venting, her chest seemed to be blocked, and she could no longer breathe.
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The high fever, which swept back like a sandstorm, lasted for three days and three nights.
Before falling asleep at first, Lin Yitong made a phone call to Lin's mother, saying that she had been staying with Jingsheng for the past few days, Lin Weilan's eyebrows frowned and she let go, and didn't say anything, after all, this kind of behavior is difficult to control when the marriage is approaching, and she didn't love when she was young, so she finally understood.
hung up the phone and wanted to ask for leave from the hospital, but a big hand reached over from behind to hold her, and said in a deep voice that she had taken a leave of absence, don't worry.
Her little face was burning hot, muddy, and the tears left in the corners of her eyes were still a little sad, but she was really relieved when she heard this, and she fell asleep in his arms that he couldn't escape.
He just didn't think she had slept for so long.
A dream for three or four years.
Lin Yitong remembered the year when she met Gu Jingsheng, her sophomore year was about to end, and she went shopping on the street with her classmates, and when she returned to the intersection to take the bus, she found that the street was blocked, and they walked to the only bus lane that was not blocked, but they heard the first gunshot in their lives at the moment they crossed the road, and the screams on the road were a ball and squatted down with their heads covered, and then the fugitive got down from a taxi, grabbed a person on the ground and held a gun to his temple, and shouted at the police outside the opposite blockade. Lin Yitong didn't know how everything happened, her temples were against a hot muzzle, her neck was strangled and suffocated, her small hands clenched the arm of the man behind her, and she clearly felt that death was so close to her for the first time.
The fugitive tightened her neck and said he was afraid of death? If you're afraid of death, get acquainted with each other, tell them to stand back and get me a car!
Gu Jingsheng was jumping off the police car with a sniper rifle, wearing a special police uniform in the hot summer, he saw the captain shouting with the fugitive, the fugitive seemed to use the hostage's mouth to scare the police away, but the hostage was a girl who looked young like a flower, she stared at the direction of the opposite policeman, her eyes were as calm as water, no matter how the fugitive shouted, she ignored it, didn't listen, and then was naturally smashed by the butt of the gun and the blood on her head was dripping with blood, and the red blood flowed down her face. Gu Jingsheng felt his heart shake.
Without saying a word that day, he aimed the crosshair of his sniper rifle at the fugitive for several minutes in the scorching sun, and then shot him in the head.
When he ran over, he was full of smiles, and said with distress inside: "Classmate, is there something wrong?" ”
She covered her head with blood, looked around, and said, "My friend is with me, do you see it?" She wears a green dress. ”
She was taken away before she was found, and Gu Jingsheng was forced to go back to the police force first, and rushed to the hospital after changing clothes, but the doctor said that the girl had bandaged the wound and left last night, but the student ID was left on the hospital bed. Gu Jingsheng picked it up and looked at the name photo inside, and suddenly felt very familiar, inexplicably familiar.
After several tosses, he finally found her at the Military Medical University, so coincidentally, he liked this profession so much.
After a few appointments, she didn't dare to go out, he knew that she was conservative, and then finally let go of the chat, and when she finally let go, she smiled and said: "I remember you, I mean, remember you that day, your marksmanship is very accurate." ”
Gu Jingsheng also asked after a long time and said What are you not calling that day, ordinary people are eager for someone to die for themselves when they are forced to speak by outlaws with guns, and they have a strong desire to survive, how can they be so fearless and disobey the fugitives' requirements.
She turned her little face away from him and said, "Guess." ”
After a long time without hearing a voice, she couldn't help but turn back to look at him, but saw his handsome and soft eyebrows and eyes close in front of her, evoked a light smile, and whispered in an almost doting tone: "Are you scared stupid?" There was no reaction for a while. ”
Her eyes suddenly widened, her cheeks turned red, but when she wanted to dodge, she was pressed by him, held, clenched, and never dared to try, his palm was dry and gentle, and he smiled against her forehead and asked: "If there is a policeman by your side in the future, will you feel safer?" ”
That's a confession. Can't help it. From the moment I knew her, I felt that she was light and light, and she could laugh at what she gained or lost, as if she knew that everything could not last long, and protecting herself was the bottom line. When she walks, she always walks on the right hand side of the person, and when she walks with him, she can't help but pull his sleeve and say that she is a little inside, and the car is not long-sighted.
He wanted to protect her at that time, to replace her own almost fragile force, and at first he didn't think that this feeling would last long, but then he became flesh and bones, and felt that he had merged into his own blood and life.
There are no big ups and downs, great joys and sorrows, Lin Yitong just sometimes doesn't understand why Gu Jingsheng can be so good, she occasionally loses her temper and makes him angry, but after the end, Gu Jingsheng always comes over and laughs and coaxes her, not caring who bows his head first and compromises first, he is willing to coax, who makes him like it. Later, friends and sisters who had a good time together also said how could the two of you be so good, she thought about it and said, if there is someone who treats you like this and makes you so happy, how can you not want to treat him with the same warmth, some affection you can't bear to live up, don't want to see him frown, that is love.
So when she saw Gu Jingsheng being detained and taken away at the airport that day, she couldn't believe that this man who treated her with his life would do anything incorrigibly wrong.
So since she was forced to compromise that day, she knew that there were some people she was destined to let down, let go of his hand, and let him go alone for the rest of her life.
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The fever did not subside until the fourth day.
She woke up feeling exhausted, and the bed didn't make her feel familiar, and she got up, a cotton blouse that was knee-long, not her own.