She would rather there really be a black hole that she could burrow into and be completely wiped out.

"Xin'er, what's wrong with you? Don't be scared, can you say something? ”

There was a mother's anxious voice in her ears, as if in a dream, and as if she was in another world, An Xin stood in place, like a shell that had been drained of her soul, and even her lips and fingertips trembled.

"Alas, Xin'er, no wonder I felt so close to you since the day I saw you, it turns out that you are my biological daughter."

Chu Zhendong's trembling voice came, every word was like a sharp knife, accurately piercing An Xin's bleeding heart, she looked at him sluggishly, he was looking at her, with tears in his eyes, his eyes were still so close and kind as just now.

At this moment, An Xin suddenly remembered that once she saw Chu Zhendong looking at Chu Lingye with the same gaze, the gaze of a loving father looking at his beloved children......

Her father-in-law is her biological father!

Is there anything more cruel and ironic in the world?

An Xin somehow said this: "Chu Zhendong, what am I in the middle of the night?" ”

"He's your half-brother, Xin'er, you have the same blood in your bones!"

Such a reply was like a heart-shattering spell, which made An Xin's soul tremble.

"Ahem, ahem!"

All the oxygen in the air seemed to be drained at this moment, and she was so suffocated that the only lung she had could not support breathing at all, and she let out a low exclamation and squatted on the ground.

An Yarong hurriedly held her up: "Xin'er, are you okay, don't be scared of your mother." ”

Chu Zhendong was also frightened, and ran over in a panic: "Xin'er, don't think about it, inhale hard, inhale hard!" ”

There was an anxious cry in his ears, but when he fell into An Xin's ears, he was so trance and so vain.

Her body trembled slightly, she felt herself lifted and placed on the chair, and then two hands kept pounding and pressing on her lungs, and it took a long time for her to regain consciousness, and when she opened her eyes, she was greeted by Anya Rong's haggard tearful face.

"Xin'er, you scared your mother to death." An Yarong breathed a sigh of relief, looked at An Xin's pale face, and tears fell straight down:

"It's all my fault, if I hadn't thrown you two away because of selfishness, I wouldn't have happened today, Xin'er, blame my mother for everything, don't take it to heart."

"Alas!"

Chu Zhendong sighed on the side.

An Yarong was already pregnant when she broke up with him, he thought she would definitely lose the child, but who knew that after many years, such a ridiculous scene would occur.

He and An Yarong may be okay to say, but how should Xin'er and Ling Ye face it?!

An Xin sat up and looked blankly at the fish tank in front of her: "I want to be alone and quiet." ”

"This ......" An Yarong made eye contact with Chu Zhendong: "It's okay, but, Xin'er, no matter what, you must not think about it." ”

"Don't worry, mother."

How can you not think about it? Her life was given by her sister, and she didn't have that right even if she wanted to die.

An Yarong and Chu Zhendong said a few more words of hard advice, and then hesitated to leave.

An Xin supported the back of the chair and slowly stood up: "Lord Wang." ”

Chu Zhendong stopped suddenly, turned to look at the crumbling woman: "Xin'er, what's wrong?" ”

"I beg you something."

The tall body trembled slightly, and Chu Zhendong's eyes showed a strong sense of self-blame and pity: "Xin'er, if you have something to say, you can do your best for your father." ”

An Xin took a deep breath with difficulty: "I beg you to hide this matter from Ling Ye." ”

"This." Chu Zhendong looked embarrassed, looked at An Xinzhi and sighed: "I know that you and Ling Ye are in love, but this is not right, your union is against human ethics, you can't make mistakes again and again, you must ......"

Chu Zhendong couldn't say the latter words, but he forcibly forced Chu Lingye to marry An Xin because he didn't agree with Chu Lingye and Hua Siying being together, and then the two of them went through ups and downs, and he saw how good the relationship was now.

But now, such a thunderbolt on a sunny day made him completely lose his mind.

"I know!" An Xin gritted her teeth, bitter and astringent in her heart, as if she was about to cry and bleed: "Ling Ye and I can't be together, I will definitely leave him, but please don't tell him my blood relationship with him!" ”

nie。 Feeling!

luan。 Lun!

If all this is a joke played by God, since this is already an unchangeable fact, then let her carry all the sins and all the burdens alone.

It turned out that she was afraid that Ling Ye would find it unbearable if she knew the truth...... Chu Zhendong was very entangled in his heart, and hoarsely persuaded An Xin a few words, and walked out with An Yarong.

"Squeak!"

The door of the main room was closed, and An Xin stood in place, looking out the window, only to feel that the green on the lawn in the courtyard was pressed down like an ocean, which made her feel suffocated.

It was difficult to move his steps and walk out, wandering around the yard without direction or purpose.

The wind was strong and blew the thin skirt up, but why didn't it feel cold?

How long has she been gone? Like a puppet that has been wound, it keeps walking, walking mechanically, not feeling tired, not feeling bitter, and not even knowing where to go.

The knee suddenly hit the stone tablet in front of her, An Xin's thin body fell to the cold ground, and she wanted to get up mechanically.

This is her tombstone.

A year ago, Chu Lingye thought she was dead, so he erected a monument for her here, and although she came back, he never flattened it.

He said that this tomb means that his love with her has died once, and he can always remind him to treat her well and love her well, otherwise he will really die in her heart.

An Xin suddenly thought that it would be good if she really died back then......

So that the sister would not have to sacrifice a lung for her; The person who reunites with her mother in this way may be her sister instead of her; In this way, she will not meet and fall in love with Chu Lingye again, and she will not have to be separated from him again.

She and him have crossed time, gone through twists and turns, and finally come together.

There was more than one third person caught between them, trying to tear them apart, but she never gave in or gave up.

No matter how big the storm was, they persevered, and she thought that she had finally been happy and could finally be with him in peace.

But all this turned out to be a joke played by God with her. Heaven has never favored her, she has never been happy.

Numbly staring at herself on the tombstone, An Xin's heart was so painful and tired, she wanted to go to sleep now, but when she woke up, she found that it was just a dream.

But she couldn't sleep, as if countless needles had been plugged between her upper and lower eyelids, and all that echoed in her mind was Chu Lingye's goodness.

"Click, click, click......"

What was dripping on her body, desolate and desolate like cold tears, An Xin raised her head, and the bean-sized droplets instantly hit her face, and she couldn't help but feel excited.

It's raining.

The rain at the end of winter was so heavy, so heavy.

His hair and clothes were soaked in an instant, and he couldn't feel the cold anymore, but his delicate body was still trembling. She tried to get up, but the huge pressure of the water falling from the sky was like a strong hand, holding her hard, and she fell to the ground, her white face pressed against the mud all over the ground.

"Ruru, Ruru?"

"Ruru, is that you? Ruru! ”

There was a faint voice in the rain, was it?

An Xin trembled, propped her hands in the muddy water, and tried hard to get up, but she could only squirm in place.

"Ruru, what's wrong? What are you doing here in such heavy rain?! ”

The panicked voice was raised much higher, like a sharp sword cutting through the rain, followed by the sound of footsteps that grew clearer, and an umbrella propped up above her to block out the column of water that oppressed her.

An Xin propped herself up in embarrassment, looking at him through the thick mist, he just stood there proudly, his face was gloomy and solemn, did she provoke him again?

"Hehehe." She laughed, and felt her head heavy, as if she had been drinking so hard that she couldn't even see his face clearly.

"An Xin, what are you crazy about?!"

Chu Lingye stared at her carefully, and her voice was heavy because of excessive distress.

At present, she was already soaking wet, her clothes and hair were messily clinging to her body, and her petite body was trembling and struggling in the muddy water like a stranded loach.

"Hehehe, am I crazy? Am I crazy? "Now she'd rather be crazy, she hates herself for being too sober.

Chu Lingye's dark eyes were obviously gloomy, he took a deep breath, and shook it off angrily: "Drinking again?" What is a person doing here? Grave yourself? ”

How poisonous this man's words are shows how distressed he is for her, An Xin understands, she hates herself......

"I'll carry you back to the house." With a heavy low roar, Chu Lingye lowered his body and came to hug her.

"Don't touch me!"

An Xin trembled violently, and her cold little hand pushed his shoulder, he only froze for a moment, and then stretched out his long arm and scooped up her wet body in the mud.

"Don't touch me, let go, don't touch me, Chu Lingye, you can't touch me again......"

She screamed uncontrollably, and her two cold, shivering little hands scratched and pounded desperately on him, like a sick madman.

But he didn't do anything at all, just locked his eyebrows deeply, hugged her tightly and rushed away from the rain waterfall silently.

There was intimate warmth in the cold world, it was his body temperature, and she could still smell the unique breath on his body when the rain was so urgent, so beautiful and so haunting to her......

But, reason told her that she could no longer covet all this.

She had to let go, even if she had feelings for him, it should never be a relationship between a man and a woman, but another kind of family affection that made her desperate to the point of collapse!

Gritting her teeth deeply, she grabbed his soaked suit and almost screamed: "Chu Lingye, you let go of me, and if you don't let go of me, I will die to show you!" ”

Chu Lingye stopped abruptly, lowered his head and stared at her overly haggard face: "If you want to die, go home and die!" ”

Her arms tightened, Chu Lingye hugged her tightly, her face was forced to bury deep in his chest, and her mouth was blocked by her soaked blouse and she couldn't speak.

He walked so quickly that An Xin could clearly hear him gasping for breath and his heavy heartbeat pounding like a fist on her broken heart.

Entering the hall and going up the stairs, Chu Lingye carried An Xin into the bathroom on the second floor before putting her down.

"Take a hot shower first."

Chu Lingye put the hot water in the bathtub with a solemn expression, and turned around to pull An Xin, but she suddenly took a step back, Chu Lingye's fingers brushed the corners of her clothes, and the cold feeling pierced his fingers with a faint pain, and he was heartbroken and anxious: "Quickly take off your clothes, I'll help you wash them." ”

There was a layer of tears in front of him, and Chu Lingye's face was blurry in his vision, but An Xin could still sense the anxiety and pity in his eyes.

Once upon a time, she would have thought it was because of her heart-to-heart with him.

Now, she knew it was because she had the same blood in her bones as him!

She and he shouldn't be like this, so she has to ......

Clenched his fists hard, his nails sinking deep into the tender flesh of his palms: "Please go out." ”

Chu Ling froze in place at night, staring at her, this little woman's physique was already weak, is she frozen and unconscious now?

"Chu Lingye, I'll repeat it again, please go out!"

An Xin's words are firm, and each word has a clear trill.

Finally understood that she was awake and intentional, Chu Lingye did not disobey again, and reached under the water with his palm to help her test the temperature: "Okay." I'm just outside, and I'm always called for anything. ”

The magnetic, nice tail note fell, and Chu Lingye turned around and walked out, making a wet rubbing sound on his soaked shoes and floor with every step.

"Click!"

The door was gently shut, and a long series of clear footprints were imprinted on the warm wooden floor, surrounded by drops of water dripping from his body, as if they still carried the residual warmth of his body.

He was already soaking wet, and he should have taken a hot shower as soon as possible, but instead of being angry at her rudeness to him, he was unconditionally obedient......

"Chu Lingye, why are you so good to me?"

An Xin squatted on the ground, and tears suddenly poured out of the embankment.

She didn't want to cry, but her heart felt like she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and all the flavors were hysterically gushing out and desperately drilling out.

"Woo, woo......"

She tried to suppress and suppress, covering her mouth so hard that she didn't make a sound, and she must not let him know.

Chu Ling came out of the bath room at night and was walking in the direction of the wardrobe, when he suddenly heard a low cry, suddenly stopped, and walked back to the outside of the bath room, through the thick door, he could only hear the sound of gurgling water inside.

Was he so sensitive that she didn't cry at all?

But why is she in the cemetery today?

Today she is so abnormal, it seems that she is very repulsive and disgusted with him!

took off his wet clothes, put on new clothes, carefully wiped his soaked black hair with a dry towel, and accidentally touched the bruise on his forehead with his fingers, Chu Lingye couldn't help but moan in a low voice.

I was in too much of a hurry to carry her just now, my feet slipped, and my forehead accidentally hit a branch, so I didn't fall on her.

I don't know how long it took, there was a small "squeak" sound of opening the door not far away, Chu Lingye hurriedly looked over, An Xin had already changed into pajamas, and the slightly wet thick black hair was wrapped around her little face like seaweed, although her little face was still a little haggard, but it was not as embarrassed as when he saw her in the rain.

Chu Lingye chuckled, staring at her carefully with star-like black eyes: "What do you want to eat for dinner?" ”

Is it already night?

An Xin looked out of the window in a trance, the rain outside was still raining, it was dark and oppressive, the sky might be really dark, she only remembered that Chu Zhendong and An Yarong came after breakfast, and then she walked in the yard and kept walking, like sleepwalking in a trance, and spent the whole day like this.

"What's wrong? Ruru, do you have something on your mind? The clear words were getting closer and closer, and with the sound of soothing footsteps, Chu Lingye stood in front of her, his long arm reached over, and subconsciously hugged her.

"Go away!" She was fascinated, her little hand pushed his chest, and at the same time retreated a few steps back: "I have no appetite, I want to rest early." ”

I didn't expect her to reject him so much, Chu Lingye was pushed to take a step back, and looked at her fixedly, a little dazed. In the past, An Xin would sometimes have a temper with him, but never like this.

With the sound of light footsteps, An Xin walked to the side of the bed, like a ghost who had lost her heart, and sat down silently.

Chu Lingye hesitated in place for a moment, walked over slowly, stood directly opposite her, squatted down, and lowered his eyes to the same level as hers: "Ruru, are you uncomfortable?" ”

The voice of pity with a faint smell of tobacco hit her face, like a warm wind that made An Xin's heart flutter, but she knew that she should never feel this way about him, this was wrong, this was out of bounds......

The heart seemed to be pinched, An Xin lowered her head, and the interlocking ten fingers were twisted and squeezed hard, and she couldn't speak.

"I know, I've snubbed you these days, I've come home late every day, and I've spent too little time with you, too hasty, but I've thought about it...... Ruru, even if I am busy with work in the future, I will return home on time. ”

"Well, are you saying that?"

He was coaxing her, and what concessions and sacrifices he made in order to coax her! But the more he treated her, the more uncomfortable An Xin felt in her heart, she didn't dare to look at him, she was suffocated, depressed, and suffocated, and she didn't even dare to breathe.

In front of her, her body trembled vaguely, her mouth was pursed as if she was enduring the pain, her pale little face twitched painfully, looking at her aggrieved appearance, Chu Lingye's heart ached as if dripping blood, and he smiled gently, he stroked her face with his palm:

"Are you still blaming me for that? There won't be anything like that in the future, I believe that my Ruru, Ruru, and Brother Lingye King are okay? ”

Brother Midnight King!

Did the heavens curse him and her from the moment she called him "Brother Midnight King" when they met him in the orphanage? Let them love each other thoroughly and without recklessness, so that they can be hysterically painful!

Her Night King brother!

The title that used to be so natural and so close is now like a sharp blade, stabbing An Xin's heart fiercely.

"Ahh An Xin screamed in pain and pushed Chu Lingye hard.

"Boom!"

Because he was squatting, Chu Lingye's center of gravity was pushed back, and his shoulder was suddenly pushed by An Xin, and his sturdy body fell to the ground solidly.

At this time, Chu Lingye was completely confused: "Ruru, what happened to you today?" ”

An Xin took a difficult breath: "Chu Lingye, do you think I love you?" ”

Chu Lingye gasped: "Love." ”

"Hehehehe." An Xin laughed, she knew at this time that it turned out that people's hearts could only smile so brightly and so poisonously when they were turned into pieces by Ling Chi, like a blooming poppy, poisoning not only him, but also herself.

"......" Chu Lingye was even more panicked, and he even began to worry about whether his brain was stimulated by the rain.

"Chu Lingye, are you too confident or am I pretending to be too clever? Actually, I don't love you at all......" An Xin smiled, her eyes were sore, as if there was a sharp poison that eroded her bones and flowed from her heart to her veins and through the bloodstream with her laughter, making her whole body full of poison:

"Hehehehe, Chu Lingye, I don't love you!"

As if he had been hit on the head, Chu Lingye looked at An Xin with an abnormal expression in disbelief, and even forgot to get up: "Ruru, what did you say?" ”

His shocked voice and frightened gaze stabbed her like a sharp sword, but An Xin raised her voice: "Actually, I have never loved you, never." Chu Lingye, you are so stupid, like a fool being toyed with by me between applause, hehehe, fool, fool......"

What the?

What the hell is she talking about?

Chu Lingye's brows furrowed deeply, and the tearing pain turned into a melancholy haze that shrouded the bottom of his eyes layer by layer.

She was still smiling, and even in this situation, it was still so beautiful and so exciting. However, she says that she doesn't love him, that she's been playing with him all the time, and that he really doesn't notice it at all......

"Why?"

Chu Lingye gritted his teeth hard, and his Adam's apple slipped obviously: "If you really don't love me, why did Cheng Yuxin kill me in prison that time, you would be desperate to help me?" ”

He stared at her, for a moment, An Xin knew that he didn't believe it, this wise man was never easy to deceive.

So, she had to make him die, and die!

So, she said:

"Because I hadn't had enough of it then! Besides, the money I borrowed to save you still has to be repaid by you in the end, and I just borrowed flowers to offer Buddha to make you even more desperate for me. ”

She kept laughing when she said these words, laughing heartlessly, laughing like a deadly poisonous snake, she knew that after hearing this, Chu Lingye would definitely feel that she was scheming, that she was hateful, shameless, and hidden deeply, and this was exactly what she wanted him to know!

In the past, she always showed her best side in front of him, and she refused to destroy her image in front of him no matter what.

But now she had to, she had no other way!

An Xin looked at him, smiling sarcastically and sarcastically, as if she was watching a big joke.

She was a joke with him!

"So, why now?" Chu Lingye sat up, his cold eyes were fixed on her, and the crisp sound of bone friction came from nowhere: "Tell me, why do you want to tell me the truth at this time?" ”

"Because I'm tired of playing......"

"Because I don't think it's interesting to be with you anymore, Chu Lingye, you're tired of playing with me!"