Chapter 153: True Feelings

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"I don't mean to show off. Just for filming...... Right? ”

Han Guo opened his mouth to explain, the buff of "Lao Tzu is so cute and cute" is not a joke.

"Hehe, hehe......"

Krystal looked at him and just watched. Over there, Lee Joo-young was already standing in the nanny car waiting to pick her up.

Krystal glanced over there, and slapped him on the arm as he walked past the nanny van. When Han Guo turned her head, she had already gotten into the nanny car and closed the door, and Li Zhuying also waved at him, got into the driving position of the nanny car, and drove away.

What does this mean? I don't think so, right?

Han Guo didn't think much about it, accepted the kind eyes of the staff all the way, and politely greeted him and shouted that he had worked hard, and followed Li Minzhe to leave in the car.

A kind gaze is normal. In any case, being able to end work early is also related to Han Guo, of course, the credit belongs to the director, but the staff all know that Han Guo gave a way. So, of course, all thanks.

Han Guo also felt cheap. Maybe it's more fulfilling after work. I didn't say that I worked so late in the past, but now I go to the crew in the morning and come back in the afternoon to the TTS troupe and come back in the evening, which is enough toss, but I finished the two scenes after filming, even if it was past ten o'clock, I felt as if I left early, and I could be so happy at work.

It's just that when he was sent home and entered the house, Xiaoxiao, who had been lonely for a day, bit his toes. Han Guo stayed quietly in the room at this time, as if he had just remembered something.

Happy...... It doesn't seem like it's like that.

I choked that little short body so depressed today that I took off the headphones and threw them at him.

Pulling the corners of his mouth and smiling, Han Guo got up and walked towards the bedroom, took a change of clothes to the bathroom, and took a good shower first, there are some things, in fact, they are done. If you regret it, Han Guo is such an adult, and he won't do that before.

In summer, sweating. Take a cool shower. Han Guo wiped his body with a bath towel. It was customary not to wear a vest and T-shirt in the house, and Han Guo threw himself on the bed.

Just as he was about to fall asleep, Han Guo saw that there seemed to be a little light next to him. Han Guo is not used to turning on the light in the bedroom, and is reminded by that little light. Han Guo remembered that it seemed that he was about to save the manuscript again. You can't stop or cut back just because you're working. After writing novels for a few years, it seems that I haven't saved up word-of-mouth results. Can't lose it.

It's just that in an instant, Han Guo was startled. My sister didn't turn on the computer and didn't turn it on, where did the light come from? Then Han Guo patted his head, and it could only be a mobile phone. When I took it and lay on the bed to check, I was still thinking about who was still calling so late, could it be Xu Zhengxun?

As a result, you see a missed call. Later, when he saw the caller ID, Han Guo sat up instantly, then lay down with a smile, and dialed it casually, but he didn't connect to each other for a while, and he didn't lower his voice, thinking that he was alone in the room.

That little short body.

"I've thought about it for a long time, so I'll call you and ask you clearly...... Are you pink to black? ”

Han Guo didn't have time to say hello when he heard such a sentence from the other side, and he suddenly cried and laughed: "Mo? Pink turns black...... You haven't slept yet? ”

Kim Taeyeon said calmly: "You are very successful, I haven't been able to sleep for a long time because of anti's bad comments." ”

Han Guo smiled and said, "Have I been put into the camp of anti?" It feels like a high-end look. ”

"You think it's a little more familiar that you can treat me like this? Do you think I'm good-tempered and can joke freely? ”

Kim Tae-yeon's tone was already very obviously unhappy.

Han Guo looked out the window, nodded and said, "Okay, didn't you call to ask me why the pink turned black?" Then I want to ask first, looking at a painting, my feelings are different from yours, that is, the pink turns black? Do you have to think the same way as you, or follow your ideas, to be your fans? ”

Kim Taeyeon's tone was stagnant, and she was silent for a long time, and then said in a deep voice: "I didn't mean that." But you're not an ordinary fan, you're ......"

Kim Taeyeon paused, and after a while, she said calmly: "It's the fans I know, and I know a little bit about them." Whether or not I really think so, I can feel it somewhat! ”

Kim Taeyeon's tone was cold, as if prompting the focus at this turn: "Even if you think completely opposite to me, you can say it differently or not take a position." When you made that assessment, it made me feel like you were deliberately confronting me. ”

Han Guo was silent for a while, then said with a smile: "Even if that's the case, you don't need to care so much, right?" There are so many fans, what is one more and one less? ”

Kim Taeyeon shouted, "What do you mean by that?" Why did you suddenly become like this? Even if I am not particularly familiar with my relatives, I get along well as a colleague, and I remember the help you gave me at work, what is the misunderstanding? Do you want this attitude? ”

Han Guo paused for a moment and muttered, "Actually...... You can't accept the sadness of turning pink to black, right? ”

Kim Taeyeon was silent in an instant. And then the phone hung up. It's just that Han Guo still put the phone on his face and silently looked out the window and became distracted. After a long time, the phone vibrated again, Han Guo also came back to his senses, turned it on and put it in his ear, and Kim Tae-yeon's voice came from the opposite side.

"Now that you know...... So it's really intentional? ”

Kim Tae-yeon's tone was already very cold, as if as long as Han Guo said yes, she would instantly hang up and pull him into the blacklist.

Han Guo exhaled, lay down and looked at the ceiling and smiled: "Today's four paintings, do you remember?" ”

Kim Taeyeon didn't speak, and Han Guo didn't care.

"Blue sky meadow, but with angular leaves, is still around. The first sense is that even in the most lively and beautiful environment, it is still cautious and hesitant not to integrate into one, and it is difficult to communicate and really relax, and one day the good environment leaves and enters the bad environment, which seems to be easier to adapt than before. In fact, the pressure is also greater. ”

Kim Taeyeon's tone was puzzled: "You ......"

"The second. The opening of the Quartet Rule. ”

Han Guo ignored her and continued to tell.

"Standing at the edge of the cave, outside the cave is a sunset with no boundaries and bright and vivid colors. Inside the entrance of the cave is a dark square space with cold rules. Even if there is no iron fence at the entrance of the cave, but the two spaces that are clearly distinguished, I only dare to look, but I dare not take a step. The bright, beautiful and bright outside world itself is a barrier and boundary that people can't step into. ”

Kim Taeyeon didn't interject this time, and Han Guo continued to speak.

"The third. The feeling of depression is the strongest. There is a circular pit in the flat plane. There are also cracks in the pit that spread out of the plane, and it is clear that there is only a pit less than one person high, and I feel the people standing there. It's a kind of anxiety and powerlessness. Anxiety is not waiting to climb up. If the crack suddenly cracks into a larger gap, it will make people fall into the endless abyss. Powerlessness is because I have been scrupling about these but I can't act, I want to act and worry, so I spend it in this anxiety and powerlessness. Until the crack really gets bigger. ”

"Han Guo Xi ......"

Kim Taeyeon subconsciously spoke.

Han Guo interrupted with a smile: "Don't always interrupt when I'm still one pair away." Don't you want to know if I really feel that way? ”

Kim Taeyeon didn't speak again.

Han Guo was silent for a while. casually asked: "That's what I really thought about the fourth picture." There are even raised holes in the irregular edges and corners, and it is dark to the point of blueness outside, and it feels like the storm will sweep away the calm of the previous moment at any time. But it's very reassuring. Very comfortable. Because I'm looking out from the entrance of the cave, I have a place to perch, even if the hole isn't flat. But I have such a hole, and I don't care about any violent storm outside, and I even have a faint excitement. A sense of detachment from the outside world. ”

Kim Taeyeon fell completely silent.

Taking a breath, Han Guo smiled: "What's wrong?" Isn't that what you want to hear? Now that you've heard it, what do you think? ”

Kim Taeyeon didn't speak for a long time, and when Han Guo thought she was going to hang up again, she coughed lightly and muttered: "I feel, I feel that you are more profound and detailed than what the studio teacher said." I didn't even think about it that much. ”

After a pause, Kim Taeyeon spoke softly: "But why do you think like this and say the opposite to me?" I don't really understand, obviously we see those four paintings, and they all feel the same way. ”

Han Guo smiled and said calmly: "I have a classmate who studied painting, and after graduation, he also did painting-related work. I told you about the fact that I used to work in an anime company, and he is now the director of a company. Looking at the painting to describe the mood, I don't want to play anymore. ”

"Really?"

Kim Taeyeon chuckled and said, "Did you often look at paintings to express your feelings before?" ”

Han Guo pondered for a while, and then said casually: "Not often." After playing a few times, I stopped playing. ”

Turning around and lying on his side, Han Guo propped his head: "It's all moaning without disease, it doesn't help reality, but I hate these people who paint these paintings even more." I'm sad and I have to draw it to make others feel uncomfortable with me, and I want to slap them if I know who drew it. ”

"Oh, moo?"

Kim Taeyeon laughed: "Why do you always seem easy-going but have such a strange personality?" ”

Han Guo didn't speak.

Kim Taeyeon paused for a moment and asked, "Then why did you say that to me?" You obviously don't think so, and the feelings you make from those paintings are not what you say, just because you can't get used to seeing me moaning without illness? ”

Han Guo smiled: "Am I qualified to look down on you?" In your career, you are younger than me, but you have already experienced the most glorious moment of your career, fame and fortune, and you have no regrets in this life. But according to your age, your good life has just begun. What about me? In the year of fast establishment, nothing has been accomplished, not to mention what brilliance has been created in one's own career, and whether or not he can run a stable life is a problem. What qualifications are not used to it? ”

Kim Taeyeon was silent and didn't speak. Just when Han Guo sighed lightly and wanted to say something, Kim Taeyeon suddenly said something that made Han Guo almost spurt out a mouthful of old blood.

"So...... Are you jealous that I'm rich and beautiful, and deliberately don't say nice things to make me sad? ”

Han Guo was stunned for a moment, then sat up and shouted, "Ah! Kim Taeyeon!! ”

"Hahahaha."

Kim Taeyeon didn't hold back, and burst out laughing, still laughing at the aunt.

The atmosphere at this moment is obviously completely different from when I first talked on the phone before. It's just that the night talk after that is actually just the beginning.

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