21. Broken Ice Crystals (Medium)
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The contents of the plastic pocket that I took under the snow were honestly more than I expected.
A large black thermos cup, a bunch of frozen food, and a timer to keep track of instant noodles. It's all heavy stuff, so it's no wonder that I feel tired under the snow.
The matter of the thermos cup is completely understandable, in the trash can at the door of the house under the snow, you can see a black broken thermos flask still emitting heat. I guess it was accidentally broken when I was using it, so I plan to replace it with a new one.
But what is frozen food? What is a noodle timer? Obviously has chef-level skills, but buys fast food to eat? Is it a supplement that has only recently done this? Or have you been eating it this way since a long, long time ago? Are those cooking skills just tools to fill the self? She doesn't like to make this kind of thing herself?
Completely unknowing. I don't know a single penny under the snow. This is on the same page as Hihama and I. That's the only thing we have in common.
"I'm sorry, there's nothing to entertain you."
Under the snow, which hugged his shoulder, smiled weakly at us.
"There's nothing to see here, just say something to do."
“……”
Yubihama and I looked at each other, then bit our lip.
Even a fool can see that the state under the snow is not very good at this moment. But this is not the cause of the disease. If it is not the cause of the disease, then the care between friends may be noted. We don't know anything about what the bottom line lies under the snow.
Compared to the completely transparent Yubihama and the relatively transparent me, the storage under the snow is very hazy for us, like a shadow.
I know she's here, and Yubihama knows she's here.
But for her hazy and dreamy, all we can get out of our hands is an illusion. Because we don't know anything about this man under the snow. Even after spending so much time together, we still don't know anything.
This ignorance does not refer to our ignorance of her image, our hobbies, etc. We know that she lives here, she has an inexplicable obsession with correctness, she is a member of the family under the snow, her sister is the troublesome guy of Yangnai, she likes Mr. Pan, even in this cold room, the large Mr. Pan puppet in the corner of the wall cannot be ignored.
But we don't know what's going on under the snow. We had no idea what was going through the snow as she watched us smile.
Because she always maintained such a calm appearance, the only anger I had concocted.
And what about other times? What is the sincerity under the snow?
I think I'm seeing a real snow right now.
Weak, delicate, and beautiful.
Just like a beautiful ice sculpture that has been sealed, it is naturally magnificent and unshakable in the cold wind. Facing countless violent snowstorms and snowfalls, standing still, contented. But under the scorching sun, this ice sculpture can only present a tragic atmosphere.
Because pain is her protection, and disaster is her talisman. If the value of that disaster is lost, it is just a small craft that can be seen everywhere. Because of the pain, because of the suffering, this girl will be more and more polished into a decisive blade, so that her edge will unabashedly light up around her, provoking others.
But what happens when faced with a completely inclusive environment? Can you aim the blade at your own people? Can you aim the sharp at your own people?
A girl who only knows adversity and doesn't know good times, this is what it is now.
So that's not what we can do.
"Yubihama, let's go."
Looking at the absent-minded snow underneath, I sighed and waved my hand at Yubihama. Signaling that she is no longer a space for us to meddle in.
"Originally, I wanted to have a study meeting with you, but I guess I can't look at your current situation. I don't know why you're distressed, or why you're the way you are. But I'm sure you can handle it yourself. After all, from my standpoint, I'm not in a position to say too much. ”
"Where do you stand...... Is it? Your position ......" seemed to be a little unable to turn his head, and he blinked a little confusedly under the snow, and then repeated it a few times.
"That's what you're saying, you wouldn't be like that, right...... If you don't know what you don't know, you won't do it, and if you don't know anything, you won't maintain it, that's it...... Why can't I figure out such a simple reason until now? ”
He smiled under the snow, and the expression on his face became even more unreal.
…… This is definitely not about reviewing the book, is it?!
Listening to the words under the snow, I suddenly felt a stomachache.
What is Nima trying to express? What happened today to make her what she is now? What happened to you, tell me? I always thought you didn't want to write a review to get to where you were, but now it doesn't seem to be the case at all! What's going on? Who can tell me what this woman thinks!
And I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, what do you want, how do I know? Even if you look at me with that kind of eye that tries to make me understand, I can't understand it at all! I have absolutely no idea what you want, what you want to express, what you want to do, if you don't say it.
What to do? Pretending to be 13 failures, do you want to take the opportunity to run quickly? I always feel like something is going to be wrong if I stay any longer.
"Yukino-chan ......"
Yubihama looked at me and under the snow, and stood up as if he had made up his mind.
"Small business, can you go out first? I'd like to talk to Yukino-chan alone. ”
In the face of such a depressed appearance of his best friend, even if he doesn't know what's going on, he must not stand idly by. What he thinks under the snow, Yubihama has no idea. But Yubihama would never allow his best friend to fall into such a low situation.
So she simply stood up and decided to insert it hard. Out of the concern of the girl's private conversation, I was pushed to the other side to provide a more intimate space for conversation.
"Well, no problem."
It's better to say that I've been waiting for this sentence for a long time.
I nodded happily at Yubihama's toughness, got up and left the cold living room.
But I don't know if it's my delusion, but it seems that a pair of dark blue eyes are always staring at my back, and it wasn't until I walked out of the door and closed the door completely that the feeling of being stared at by something dissipated for a moment.
"Delusion...... Right? ”
Looking at the heavy door behind me, I sighed and pulled my phone out of my pocket to call the time.
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