Chapter 353: I Love You, There's No Way You Don't Know
She drank a lot, and at the end of the drink, she was groggy and felt a little uncomfortable, but the more uncomfortable she was, the more she drank, and only in this way was she comfortable, her head was uncomfortable, and her heart was much more comfortable.
Obviously, she belonged in her heart, but her tears flowed out, tears of pain.
"Yan Mengzhen." Ke Yihan's voice came.
Yan Mengzhen raised her head and saw Ke Yihan sitting beside her, she knew that she was dreaming, or rather, she had drunk too much and was hallucinating now.
She grabbed Ke Yihan's hand, said with red eyes, "Ke Yihan, you're here." ”
"Yan Mengzhen, you drank too much." Ke Yihan said.
"Yes, I drank too much, I only drank too much to say so many things to you, Ke Yihan, I drank too much, so I had the courage to say this qiē thing, I love you, I really love you very much, even if you are getting married, I still love you, Ke Yihan, I love you, I really love you very much, woo, I really don't want you to get married, I am reluctant to let you leave me, but Ke Yihan, my self-esteem does not allow me to say such things, I hinted to you, what I said is so clear, why, you don't understand? I'm going to look for you, my subtext is actually that I love you, I hope you don't give up on me, but why, you don't understand? Yan Mengzhen cried and said.
Ke Yihan didn't speak, just looked at Yan Mengzhen quietly.
Yan Mengzhen stood up and waved his hand fiercely, the wine glass fell to the ground like this, broken, Yan Mengzhen choked and said: "Ke Yihan, I love you, I love you very much, I love you so much, I don't want any other man except you, I love you so much, except for you Ke Yihan, I can't tolerate other men in my eyes, I love you, I love you so much that I think, how can I love someone like this?" How can such madness come to you? I just love you, I just didn't make it clear, why can't you feel it? Ke Yihan, why can't you feel my love? If I didn't love you, I wouldn't do so much for you, I wouldn't do so much for you, woo, why don't you know me, why can't you see my heart? ”
Yan Mengzhen cried like a child, she grabbed Ke Yihan's hand, cried again and said: "Ke Yihan, I love you, I don't want to lose you, I really love you very much, so long has passed, I can still love you so madly, I can't help this relationship, I really feel that I can't find another man except you, I want you, I don't want to lose you, Ke Yihan, don't break up with me, okay?" Shall we continue to be together? I want to work very hard to go with you, don't go, I don't want to lose you, Ke Yihan, I think the most desperate thing in this world is that I walked in your direction, but you turned around and left, leaving me alone, lonely, then five words, you don't want me, Ke Yihan, don't leave me, I don't want to lose you, I really don't want to lose you. ”
Yan Mengzhen said a lot of words, cried for a long, long time, and fell asleep quietly on the bed, the room was quiet.
Feelings, will hurt, will be uncomfortable, will be tortured, but the sun will not disappear because of such love, tomorrow will still have to live, the days must be passed little by little, we must learn to forget, but also learn to let go.
When Yan Mengzhen woke up, she had a splitting headache, Jiao Yu saw her and hurriedly said, "Zhenzhen, are you okay, you drank so much wine last night, hurry up and eat and drink sobering tea." ”
Yan Mengzhen drank the sobering tea and rubbed his temples, it was really not a little pain, but a very painful pain.
Jiao Yu was distressed, and said quickly: "Zhenzhen, what's wrong?" Drinking so much wine, you know, drinking hurts your body, and you're still a woman, it's really not good for you, if you really have something unhappy, you must sue me, mom doesn't want to see you like this, really, what's wrong with you? ”
Yan Mengzhen looked at Jiao Yu's eyes, smiled bitterly, and said, "He's getting married." ”
Although he didn't name him, Jiao Yu naturally understood, who was he referring to?
"He's getting married, I'm going to find him, the words come to my mouth, but I can't continue, I think, I can do very well, but in the end, I don't even have the courage to say love, I feel like I'm a failure, a special failure, Mom, you guys are actually right, these years, I only have Ke Yihan in my heart, except for him, no one can tolerate it, but I always feel that as long as I work hard to forget him, I will definitely be able to forget him, I say, forget a relationship, just need a new love and time, I have both, But I haven't forgotten Ke Yihan, I think, some people in this life can't forget, never forget. Yan Meng really said.
"Really, if you really can't forget, you might as well boldly sue him." Jiao Yu said.
"It's too late, I already looked for him yesterday, and he told me very clearly that he is going to get married tomorrow, and the road can't go on, Mom, I want to leave here, I want to travel alone for a few days." Yan Mengzhen said a little tiredly.
"Really, you don't choose to escape every time, you have to face it bravely, you can try to work hard, many things, many times depend on hard work, I have given up like you, I have also left like this, I understand your feelings, but you know, my feelings? I regret it now when I look back, I think that if I had worked hard at that time, I really wouldn't have had such a result, really, there is hope without getting married. Jiao Yu said.
Yan Mengzhen shook his head and said: "Mom, I understand what you mean, I have said it clearly, no future is no future, I'm tired, I'm sleeping." ”
"Then you sue him, the little girl is his child." Jiao Yu said.
Yan Mengzhen was stunned, shook his head and said, "Mom, I don't want to threaten him with my child, and I don't want to use my child to tie up the relationship I don't have with him, so it's more practical for me to give up." ”
"This is not a threat, this is a fact." Jiao Yu said.
"Whether it's a fact or a threat, it doesn't matter anymore, Mom, I know, you are for my good, but I don't want to insist like this, I have thought about working hard, I have thought about paying, this is enough, if the result is really unsatisfactory, I can't help it, Mom, maybe in this life, Ke Yihan and I just have no fate, or rather, I and his original are over, completely disappeared, he is going to get married, I bless it." Yan Mengzhen said.
Jiao Yu looked at Yan Meng's real appearance, and naturally understood what she meant, she sighed, and said directly: "Mom, I understand your thoughts, and naturally I will respect your ideas, since you have decided, then look forward, life has passed very quickly, when the passion dissipates, many will become simple and plain, and when the time comes, there will be someone in your life, take care of you, love you, and replace the position of a qiē Ke Yihan, at that moment, you will understand that in fact, you can really forget about a person." ”
Yan Mengzhen said: "Mom, if you really forget jì, what about Dad?" After so many years, if you can forget jì, you won't forget your father, it's impossible at all. ”
Jiao Yu was stunned for a moment, in fact, she didn't do well enough, if she could really forget Jì Yan Dong, she wouldn't be like this today, it turns out that some people really can't forget Jì, she has to believe it.
"Alright, you go to sleep." Jiao Yu said.
Yan Mengzhen nodded, Jiao Yu smiled and left, after leaving, Yan Mengzhen looked at the cup on the other side of the table, she remembered, she dropped the glass, and Ke Yihan confessed, originally thought it was true, there was such a real feeling, now, looking at the intact wine glass, she knew that only in her dreams did she dare to tell the truth.
"Yan Mengzhen, you are so cowardly, you are only brave in your dreams, you deserve to be like this for the rest of your life, it's really useless." Yan Mengzhen scolded herself.
With her eyes closed, she just wanted to sleep, the phone rang suddenly, looking at the caller ID, she was silent, and did not quickly answer the phone, after calming down, her hand pressed the call button.
"Chen, what's wrong?" Yan Mengzhen cleared her throat and asked.
"I'm leaving." Nangong Chen's voice came.
Yan Mengzhen was stunned and left? Is it a permanent departure? If that's the case, Nangong Chen, aren't you even willing to give me the last chance to meet? When did we become like this? In fact, I can watch you go as long as I wait for you to appear.
"Girl, I'm sorry, I don't want you to send me, not because of you, but for my own reasons, I'm afraid, the moment I saw you, there was no way to convince myself to leave, you will never understand, your charm, I am gone, I will not disturb your life in the future, all the qiē is over, Yan Mengzhen, you are free, I am also free." Nangong Chen said softly.
"Chen, I don't seem to have anything else to say except I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hurt you and delayed you for a long time." Yan Mengzhen said apologetically.
"Don't say I'm sorry, you used to be what I once wanted to have, get, lose, are all gifts from God, I will cherish it, maybe, I will come back, at that time, I must have my own lover, I will completely forget you, if I don't appear in front of you in this life, either I die, or I can't completely forget you, Yan Mengzhen, thank you for giving me a qiē, thank you for not giving me a qiē, I am gone, I will not appear in the future, but Yan Mengzhen, You promise me, you have to enjoy life, meet the person you love, and work hard, Ke Yihan He loves you, and you also love him, don't miss it. Nangong Chen instructed.