Chapter 078: The Fall

Yin Manqing kept saying that she didn't want to fulfill the agreement, but if Qin Yuefeng really didn't have any time, she hoped from the bottom of her heart that she could accompany him, as if it was to make amends, to make amends, and to repay.

She owed Qin Yuefeng too much, but she never had time to pay it back......

Yin Manqing's pen tip was drawn on the paper with a "rustle" sound, sometimes looking up into the distance, sometimes looking down in contemplation, her mind was uneasy and chaotic, and she was indescribably flustered, and Shen Ye's images also came to report and intrude from time to time, disturbing her even more confused.

However, thinking of what Qin Yuefeng said to her yesterday, she shouldn't think about Shen Ye at this time.

At this moment, Yin Manqing couldn't even believe herself, she was thinking about what Shen Ye and Long Yunjing were doing, obviously believing Shen Ye, but she always had cranky thoughts......

"I didn't know you could draw blueprints...... Yin Cainu. ”

Qin Yuefeng's voice came overhead, Yin Manqing looked up, I don't know how long he had been standing next to her, he looked a little flustered, and hurriedly hid the drawings behind him, "When did you come in?" ”

"I've been looking at it for a long time, you sigh, you don't paint well, what are you thinking." Qin Yuefeng said as he insisted on snatching the white manuscript paper from her hand.

Yin Manqing was anxious, "Don't look, I scribbled ......"

She is red-faced, painting is just her hobby, she has no professional training, and the things she paints still look very immature, especially when such an immature painting is displayed under Qin Yuefeng, Yin Manqing is extremely uncomfortable, "Don't look at it, give it back to me." ”

"It's a good drawing, I knew you had a talent for drawing, I should have sent you to learn."

"I'm just on the catwalk, wearing the designer's clothes, the model of course wants to convey the concept and ideas that the designer wants to express, but the designer is not every piece of clothing is perfect and impeccable, sometimes I think that the rotator cuff may look better if it is changed, the waist will be more unique if it is cut more cleverly, thinking about it, there will be the urge to design it yourself, and, you are right, when I was a child, I liked to draw very much, but my parents refused to let me study."

Yin Manqing must have regrets about this.

If she hadn't switched identities with Shen Ting since she was a child, not only would she not have had such a hard time, Shen's mother and Shen's father would definitely cultivate her with her heart, and participating in painting training classes would be no problem at all, and she would definitely be allowed to learn.

But in the Yin family over the years, Father Shen and Aunt Baolan were afraid that she would use an extra penny......

These past events, although Yin Manqing tried his best not to think about them or care about them, but these things always came into his mind inadvertently, and he naturally remembered them.

"It's not too late to learn now, your economics, with your simple mind, it's simply wishful thinking to understand the essence of it, or don't learn it, do what you want to do, don't worry about money, even if the Shen family is down, the money in the Swiss bank is enough for you to spend several lifetimes, but I don't want you to use it to help the Shen family, half of the Shen family's situation is caused by Shen Ye, and half is also caused by your grandfather, and the desire for profit is completely devoid of humanity."

Grandpa Shen takes interests too seriously, so heavy that he can destroy even the people he once trusted and loved at all costs......

Yin Manqing listened, she understood the truth, the stubbornness of her grandfather's character, and his authority that no one could shake, were all fatal wounds for him.

But she can't care so much, grandpa's affairs, she doesn't have any right to speak at all, he doesn't listen to anyone at all.

"Drop out, if you like to draw, I'll find you a good school and continue your dreams." Qin Yuefeng's words were also obvious, and it was clear that he wanted to do everything he could to do something for Yin Manqing before leaving.

"No, I don't want to drop out, I'm about to graduate, I still want to persevere, it's not my favorite major, but I met some friends, and I was reluctant to leave suddenly, and it's not good ......to give up halfway."

Qin Yuefeng's gaze returned to her drawings, the pale green skirt was flying, and the tie around her waist highlighted her graceful posture, as if she did have a little design talent, but Yin Manqing was still the same as before, there were some things she didn't dare to chase hard, and she didn't dare to work hard to break through.

"Do you know how to design menswear? If you can, design me a trench coat in the future. "He loves trench coats.

Yin Manqing also suddenly remembered that he had bought a windbreaker for Qin Yuefeng and stuffed it into the closet, which caused Shen Ye to be jealous.

I thought of him again, as if no matter what I did, I could always easily think of him......

"I ...... Not yet, no idea. I watched many fashion shows, but as soon as I started writing, I found that it was not the same thing, so I gave up. Yin Manqing replied truthfully.

After all, compared with design and catwalk, design requires too much inspiration and talent, and it is not something that can be done by simply taking a few steps and practicing hard, "When I used to work in a brokerage company, I saw too many fledgling designers being ruthlessly rejected by the brokerage company, and I didn't have the courage and courage to draw after being rejected again and again." ”

She is only very patient with one thing in her life, no matter how many times she is rejected, no matter how much time and energy Lang spends, or she insists without hesitation - that is to wait for Shen Ye.

It's just that it was before, and after that, she won't wait, and she doesn't want to wait.

"Paint for yourself, not for someone else, you paint for yourself and for your own ideas without having to worry about supporting your family at all......"

After finishing speaking, Qin Yuefeng thought about it for a while, and added, "Xiaoman, you remember, live for yourself, you don't have to accommodate anyone, life is too short, live in the world and be comfortable and happy." ”

And Qin Yuefeng can see that she can't do it, her life is all about living for others and thinking about others.

Yin Manqing nodded, as if he understood what Qin Yuefeng meant, and he didn't want him to be disappointed and worried, so he acquiesced to his words first.

"Before, I remember you playing the guitar, but you're a boy." There are delicate and gentle ladies and girls, and there are also the atmosphere and frankness of boys......

Qin Yuefeng's gaze fell on her for a long time, so hot and affectionate, every time he looked at her a few more times, the love and impulse in his heart invariably came up.

Yin Manqing smiled, a little shy, "Let's go to the guitar shop, I'll play it for you, although it doesn't play as well as before, it's okay." Speaking of her "strengths", Yin Manqing looked excited and happy, Qin Yuefeng just wanted to see such a smile, so he felt that his heart was full of warmth and warmth.

Qin Yuefeng didn't let her run around, and ordered his subordinates to buy a guitar for her, when the very high-end and exquisite guitar was held in his arms, Yin Manqing instantly felt that the guitar was heavy, especially when he saw the price on the label, it seemed to feel even heavier, and the price was staggeringly high.

"With such an expensive guitar, I have to play it better, otherwise I'm sorry for your expense." Yin Manqing was ready, and her eyes were also very happy to Qin Yuefeng, but every time she saw the affection in Qin Yuefeng's eyes, her eyes unconsciously became sour......

In particular, when Yin Manqing's fingertips were placed on the guitar, accompanied by a soft and slightly sad tune, the two seemed to have a tacit understanding with each other, and their mood was very low.

That kind of tune is obviously not very sad, but it hurts so much that it makes people want to cry, which is extremely sad.

Yin Manqing's tears also slipped uncontrollably, dripping on the guitar strings, she was with Qin Yuefeng these days, tears always appeared very unceremoniously, and she always ran out disobediently to "spoil the scenery"......

"I'll play another song." Yin Manqing sensed that the atmosphere was inappropriate, and he was even more hurt than before......

The beautiful and moving tune from the guitar made people immersed in it, and the sound of joy overshadowed Yin Manqing's text message, she didn't hear it, and she was sad and sad with Qin Yuefeng.

He could have gone, why......

Yin Manqing wanted to persuade again, but when the words came to his lips, he turned his head to look at Qin Yuefeng's face, on the face as perfect as a carving, his eyes were closed, his slender eyebrows were trembling slightly, and under his eyebrows, tears rushed out of the corners of his eyes.

Yin Manqing's limbs and bones felt a severe pain as if they had been dismantled, and his body and heart seemed to be completely shattered, "Ah Feng......"

"Don't talk, keep playing, I like to listen. While I still have a chance to listen, let me listen a little more, I want to remember this sound, remember that you played it. Qin Yuefeng opened his mouth lightly, if he hadn't seen the tears in the corners of his eyes, such words would not have been able to detect his fear and fear at all.

Yin Manqing turned his head and deliberately ignored the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes, "Hmm...... I'll go on, I'll have a lot more tunes. ”

It seems that she is very proud, so relaxed and hearty, but in fact, her heart has long been drowned in tears, and the tears have been transformed into an unstoppable flood, continuously, bit by bit, devouring her.

Yin Manqing had a smile on his face, and his fingertips tried his best to pop up the best level, wanting to perform well in front of Qin Yuefeng.

Qin Yuefeng didn't speak again, listened quietly, and wept quietly, there were countless beautiful voices passing by his ears, like the most intimate wind blowing through the hottest body, considerate and comfortable, people just want to indulge, fall, fall without resentment, and keep falling into it......

Tears completely blurred Yin Manqing's vision, he couldn't see ahead, he couldn't see Qin Yuefeng, as if he couldn't see it all at this moment, as if their current situation was completely unpredictable, hazy and blurry.

On this day, Yin Manqing and Qin Yuefeng kept crying as if something big had happened, and endless injuries lingered around them, lingering......