20. Abandonment is bad behavior
(Thank you for your comments~ By the way, don't give me a reward, give me Alipay directly!) I'm poor now! Very poor, very poor! Do you know how much my heart hurts when I see the numbers on the reward list? Cut the meat! Kneel and beg all the uncles not to **, okay! It's really boring! You're giving money! It's money! Money! Yes! (β―"β‘β²)β―(β»ββ»And by the way, what do you think I'm talking so much nonsense for? I don't want to write the text, it's so troublesome and tiring to write original, especially to maintain the style, ah, the sky looks so blue, I really want to jump. After the most, grass mud horse Italy. οΌ
To be honest, I don't like to talk to people. It's not because I'm nervous or whatever, it's because my thinking circuits are never on the same level as other people. It was tiring for me to understand what other people were saying, so I didn't want to speak.
For example, if you are thinking about the recent price of non-ferrous metals such as nickel ore, the person next to you suddenly asks you, 'What do you think of that person?' Isn't it super stylish? I'm sure you're going to be overwhelmed. And others will also feel unhappy because of your boredom, and you will also feel unhappy because your thinking is disturbed, so over time you will be isolated as a strange person. In the eyes of others, he has become a poor worm who is alone and has no one to communicate with.
But in fact, it's just that you don't want to talk, especially if you're not on the same level as yourself. The person who was treated as a dead house may not know when he will take a plane to a foreign country or a foreign country, and he has no stage fright to communicate with other people. Anyway, with a quality similar to that of a mad scientist, aren't those Frankensteins also reluctant to speak?
Hey, I'm talking to you seriously, don't laugh over there. This kind of anger is also human.
Because others simply can't understand. Or even if you understand it, you think it's a joke. It's more about simply listening, and then moving the topic to another side with pity, which makes people even more angry.
So I don't want to communicate, and I don't want to talk. I often feel that I am condescending to be in the same class as those who are in charge. And I believe I have a reason to think so. Whether in terms of strength or results, there is no doubt that I am too good. What is it that I blend into others and not that others blend into me? So I simply put up a wall around myself.
"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making such a request......"
Seeing my silence, Yubihama hurriedly said in a panic, and I don't know why I began to comfort me.
"I know that the small business in Ludao is unwilling to talk to people like me, but it's really not okay to make such a request, right? Aha, I'm really, I don't like to make others uncomfortable, aha......" Yubihama scratched his scalp with a bitter expression on his face. Sitting on the stairs, as if to float away, with a pale smile on his face.
"Tsk......"
My heart didn't know what to do, and I felt a slight throbbing sensation.
Obviously, you are the one who asked me for help, why should you apologize to me? If a call for help is denied, isn't it usually swearing? Why do you want to be so accommodating to other people's ideas? Isn't it hard to live like this all the time?
If you look at the girl in front of you with fresh eyes, I think you'll be able to get a new answer. If you think about it, she's been under the snow and around me all the time, trying to keep up with our conversation. But I was the one who kept ignoring her efforts. Just because the appearance is too frivolous, treat such a girl as air.
Am I doing something too much all along?
Looking at the girl in front of me who stood up in a panic, I covered my forehead helplessly.
Only talk to people you approve of. That's the boundaries I used to set. But when I saw Yui Yuhihama's gesture of pleading, I suddenly discovered my second boundary.
I still can't let go of the people who ask for help.
"It's just a little surprising that a girl like you can still invite me."
"Huh? Is there anything wrong with this? Small businesses don't seem to be bad guys either. β
Yubihama tilted his head and said a little strangely.
ββ¦β¦ It's not a question of whether the bad guys are bad or not, it's that the thought loops in your head are really weird. β
"Ahh You're beating around the bush and calling me an idiot! I worked hard to get into this high school! Don't underestimate me! My grades are pretty good at this school! β
"So you're stupid, who would refuse an invitation to dine with a pretty girl, you stupid."
"Huh? Is the small business actually praising me? Huh?! β
Yubihama is really a fool.
Looking at Yui Yui, who was flattered, I sighed and handed over the plastic bag in my hand.
"There's some snacks in my pocket or something. I have some obsessive-compulsive disorder, so I bought some snacks on the way. I can't eat it myself, so take it. Haven't you always loved these kinds of things, anyway? A frivolous and non-respectful snack. β
"I'm talking about me again, and small businesses bully people......"
Like a puppy being fed for the first time, Yui Yuiri Hihama grunted dissatisfiedly and wrinkled her nose at me. Then curiously flipped through the plastic bag in his hand.
Then she let out a rather unpleasant scream.
"Eh! Isn't that the limited edition little chocolate? LUCKYοΌ I've always wanted this! Eh, eh! This, this! Isn't that the super expensive luxury gift package! I remember putting it on the counter all the time! Deceitful! Not really! Small business, you shouldn't be lying to me, right? Where did you get all that change to buy these? β
"Nine thousand four hundred dollars. I'm too lazy to ask for change. β
Sitting next to Yubihama, I took my bread out of my plastic pocket, tore open the bag, and nibbled on it.
But to my surprise, Yubihama actually closed his eyes and pushed the plastic bag full of snacks into my arms as if he had made a lot of determination. It was like cutting flesh on her.
"No, no, no! These things are so valuable, I'll feel guilty if I eat them! β
"Take it, I'm not going to eat those things anyway."
Besides, eating sweets can spare me, I just had pit and fissure sealing surgery for tooth decay.
"How's that going to work!"
Yui Yui Hihama said with a righteous face.
"It's better for you to give these things to Yukino-chan! Anyway, your relationship has become like that, and you can't do it without gifts! What would you think of giving me such a gift! β
"Oh."
I nodded knowingly.
"That's why you're sitting here sulking? Did you see the two of us on the rooftop that time? β
ββ¦β¦ Eh!! β
If you want me to say that women are a scourge. They are really all scourges, they will ruthlessly destroy everything you have in your hands, and all your things will be reduced to nothing. As I chewed the bread in my hand, Yui Yuhihama's inexplicable screams filled my mind, and I felt how tired I was from this lunch break.
It's really tiring to explain one by one, can I fast forward?