readx;??? Thank you for the great love of the big flutter and the monthly pass, bow and salute, plus more to show gratitude, Kangsang Hamida, zzang, o(n_n)o

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Dear Fat Sage,

You okay?

Allow me to address you like that one last time, and of course don't get me wrong, I'm not going to die after writing this letter, not yet. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but I think our relationship in the future will no longer be a relationship that can be called you Fat Xian Gourd Bottle. Even though I don't mind you keep calling me fat. o(n_n)o

Maybe it's a re-entry to the relationship between the sling and the goddess, the fans and the idol? Of course, you've always known that it's not you who I'm loyal. Forgive me for being so blunt and biting me? Rattle.

Ahem, okay. Straight to the point.

I hope you can be calm, although I am a little gloomy and lost at this moment, I am not extreme. Just this morning, I got the diagnosis results from the examination report of the previous few days in the three largest, best and most authoritative hospitals in New York, San Francisco, and Los Angeles in the United States. As in Seoul, in the Celestial Empire, the result is the same.

It is...... I don't know.

They still don't know why I'm like this. If you don't know, you can't be cured. Of course, Jessica said that maybe she went to some kind of research institute or something, and she could provide research at the same time, and she could also waive the consultation fee, and maybe there was a chance to be cured.

That's right, it's Jessica, and I dragged her to help bring me here.

You must know a little bit about it. Because I've always known that you're a lot smarter than you think. And it's not the kind of cleverness that leads the way. It's predictable that you'll be best friends because you both have pure eyes that make people bewilder. It's just that most of her ingredients are natural, and yours is due to your character.

Although you may have expected it a little earlier, guess a rough idea. But I always owe you a real explanation. I think maybe you've been waiting for me to tell you about it myself. Rest assured, there are a total of 3,000 words, and I try to fill it as much as I can...... No, it's to fill this number of words, as much as possible, to explain everything that you want to explain, and everything you want to explain to you.

If you don't have 3,000 words after writing...... I'll use the lyrics of the title song of your new album, the song you wrote the lyrics to. o(n_n)o

Where to start? It starts with your dedication that night. I stopped halfway through, what was the reason given to you at the time? mo？！ Still taking medication?! Still waiting for a follow-up visit?! Stop it. When I was in the army, I would rather endure so hard and want to die than touch you, it doesn't mean that you took the initiative to come to me and I can bear it.

You know I always call you gourd bottles, shiny and shiny, contrasting mebrabra. Today I can tell you that before I actually met you, YY you were a few ...... Wait, I'll count. Okay, sorry, but I can't count how many times I've yyed you. I'm a standard well-dressed beast, hehe, I look sanctimonious and dirty, but you don't even know it.

It is impossible for anyone to know.

Of course, this does not contradict some of my great principles of life. I can still be a hero to save beauty and act as a saint warrior of the goddess. Even if this goddess is really a goddess, this saint warrior is a little old, a little obscene, not handsome, not too good, not a beautiful man, no holy clothes, ** and no outside wearing hen!

You don't know that your external charm alone is enough for people to do something.

It's hard for me to really feel real about the relationship with you, although I'm usually very calm.

That's right, I'm useless. I was pretty sure that day that something was wrong with my body. That's the problem. You know. Even if you are still so shiny, old-fashioned, quiet, upright and pure, but, you know.

If I say that now, you have figured it out at this time, or you have already figured it out before. The actions I made to interact with you afterwards must have been the first to emerge in retrospect. You should understand that I am the kind of contradictory person, if it comes to acting, I am 100% sure that you will not notice it at all, but my personality is the opposite, and I hate to hide it. Thankfully, this ambivalence didn't mess up my concealment of you.

I don't know when you were, maybe after the short body passed on my words to you from me, you already understood. Or more earlier, but that's okay. Anyway, that's pretty much it. I also unilaterally made a decision about two people under the great banner of being good for you and for whom.

Organize the relationship with you. I beg your pardon, I was really in a bad mood at the time. Maybe it's the same now. But at least for now, I'm calm enough to talk to you about it.

In the month of your filming, the reason why I didn't want to contact you was not only because I didn't have the heart, but also because I didn't have time. The Celestial Empire is as big as the United States. I can't go to every hospital in the United States, just three of the best ones. But in the Celestial Empire, I ran no less than ten, Shanghi, Beijing, Hangzhou porridge, and so on.

None of the results are good, all the same. I can't figure out why this is happening. It doesn't hurt or itch, but it always doesn't respond and doesn't feel. No matter how irritating it is, it doesn't work. By the way, you saw me in the studio the other day looking at the monitor, and I said you weren't looking at what you thought. Because I was testing my reactions with action romance films.

But it didn't work.

Before I went to the U.S., I was in a better state of mind. Although I hope it is only a little bit, I still feel like I should go. Don't worry about motherhood, and make yourself a little more proactive. Even if I asked that short body to bring you a message for me, if there is even the slightest possibility, I am willing to withdraw and sort out the relationship with you, if you still take care of me at that time, without another boyfriend.

And if there is no hope...... Then the results are obvious.

Now that you see this, I mentioned peace of mind at the beginning of the letter, and that's where it comes to use.

I don't think I'm going to change my decision to tidy up the relationship. Since then, our relationship, at least privately, has been a state of breakup. As for the superficial relationship, I will contact Seo Jung-hoon in a few days, and he will give Jang Joo-hyun a big belly. Can my superficial relationship with you end from Zhang Haoxian?

I'm glad I didn't have a relationship with you before I got this disease.

At this time, you are still the pure, tall, bumpy, shiny, goddess Xu Xian. The army has been medically examined, and you are a virgin. How hard is it to find a place nowadays? What's more, you are still a goddess, and you are educated, and the conditions are so good in all aspects. I think you'll find a better place for you. I'm sorry if I was your first love, but I couldn't give you a happy, ending, or even a sadly, ending.

Instead, such a reason ended your first love, will you have nightmares in the future?

Hehe, hehe.

All right. Three thousand words is almost here. No more water lyrics. I think if you are calm, you should understand, right? And if you can't be calm, I hope you ...... Or I can't find it, you can blame me for the reason.

Don't I want to go on with you? I think maybe you don't know, because you and I understand more or less the true meaning of men and women being together. Vigorous love, young and beautiful girlfriends, may not be as good as ordinary and insipid together. In the end, the person who walks with you may not be the person who makes you the most profound.

But today I want to say that such words are not self-respecting.

Because it is plain and bland, it is not the most profound, and it is not necessarily not love.

I don't know if you understand, and I don't know what the use of saying this is.

But I still want you to understand that if I have lung cancer, which is terminal, I will let you quit my job and be by my side all the time. If you don't agree, I'll roll over, I'll go on a hunger strike, I'll cut my wrists, and I'll grind you over. Because at least that time is not long, and I am willing to spend my last days with my nominal and substantive girlfriend to accompany me through my life.

But now, I can't.

This is not a terminal illness. I still have to survive.

For my mother, for my ridiculous life.

Because of this, can I make you, who are not my wife's girlfriend for only a few months, be widowed with me at such a young age? It's a joke. You say yes, right?

Peaceful, easy, easy.

You must be angry, pouting and wrinkling your nose and saying no. I'm also sure at least not at first. But how long can such a life last?

A year? Two years? Five years? Decade? Thirty years?

Or to say the word "persistence" has no meaning in itself. You don't have any obligations or responsibilities to me, what age are you? It's only been a few months of dating.

I don't believe you really made such a decision, it's too fake. Even if it's a noble character like you, the kind comparable to Angel's.

Okay, it's almost three thousand words.

A good writer knows how to get the rhythm right and most importantly when to finish.

Finally, finally, I want to say to you. In the future, they may be good sisters, yes, good sisters. Jessica and I already are. I hope and you too. Don't interfere with work, I probably won't be able to go back to Korea very much. After this play, I don't have the face to be in that circle anymore. After all, you know, South Korea is still too small.

For someone as private as me, it's not very safe.

The Last of the Last ......

I've never said those three words to you...... Won't say it now.

Hehe, don't be angry.

But I really appreciate you for everything you did for me before, and after.

Actually, I've never been impatient, you control me to smoke.

How I used to envy a man to have a woman in charge of him, that is a kind of happiness.

I've never rejected you dragging me for a run.

If there had ever been such a beautiful woman urging me to lose weight, I might have become a male god a long time ago.

Hope you will be happy in the future.

I'm glad to have a relationship with me, you're still pure you.

This time it's really the last. Nothing else but wanted to call you one more time......

The most beautiful, most zzang, and most shiny gourd bottle in my house......

Dead Fat Virtuous.

hen~

o(n_n)o

December 04, 2015 02:05

Fat over (pen)

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(The fourth watch is coming.) Thank you to the fat man's Korean entertainment reward, vote for the monthly ticket recommendation ticket and click to subscribe to the collection. Bow in greeting. Sprinkle wolf black. zzang。 o(n_n)o

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