88. [VIP] Shall we all let it go?
―― Tang'er smiled, "The county lord said that he wanted to eat with his son, does he have an appetite or not?" Sugar'er's squeezing of her eyebrows made Shiyin's face even redder, and in the end, seeing Shiyin's shy appearance, Tang'er no longer joked, he knew that his princess was thin-skinned, and silently pushed the door out to do things.
Shiyin sat on the bed with red cheeks, hugging the quilt stupidly as just now, but this time, her eyes were full of sweetness, just for that person's words, Shiyin thought blankly, she said to eat with her, she couldn't let go of herself in her heart, didn't she?
The waiting time is like an endless hourglass, Shiyin waits restlessly in the peach blossom garden, from time to time he gets up to look at the sky outside, for the first time, he feels that the sun in the sky is moving so slowly, so slow that he wants to see through it, and he is panicked.
Finally, Tang'er's voice sounded happily in the Peach Blossom Garden, "County Lord, you're here!" ”
Shiyin's heart suddenly tightened, his heartbeat couldn't help but speed up, his palms were full of sweat, and he was a little restless at the moment, how should he greet her, should he wait in the house or go out, should he laugh or how...... Just when the waiter was hesitating, the door had been gently pushed open, and Ye Fusang walked in slowly, saw the waiter, and smiled faintly.
"You're finally willing to wake up?"
In a word, all the panic of the waiter was broken, and only the full shame remained, the pink lips squirmed a few times without making a sound, and the pretty red-faced waiter stood there like a child who had made a mistake, and was at a loss as if he had been caught.
Ye Fusang looked at such an awkward waiter and stopped making fun of it, and sat down at the table, and after a while, Tang'er pushed the door in and brought some sumptuous meals.
"Squire, come and sit down." Ye Fusang's words made Shiyin walk over obediently, sit down, and look at the table full of food, but Shiyin, who had no appetite, had a great appetite at this moment.
Ye Fusang picked up the chopsticks and put some vegetables into Shi Yin's bowl, Shi Yin's smart big eyes flashed a trace of unknown emotion, and he heard Ye Fusang's whisper, "Eat more, your body should be replenished." ”
The waiter lowered her eyes slightly, silently picked up the dishes and chopsticks, she was finally willing to pick up the dishes for herself, does it mean that she is willing to forgive herself?
The previous waiter didn't think about this at all, how could Shangshu's son live such an ordinary life? However, now, Ye Fusang gave him such a feeling, such an almost unreal feeling, and the bottom of Shiyin's heart was also pounding, if he could...... How good would it be for him and her to be like ordinary husband and wife, without the little waiter who gave Fusang special treatment, without the side gentleman, just him and her?
Then he laughed at his delusional thoughts, even if he could do this, it wouldn't be himself, it would be Condensation Side-kun, it would be Sakura-kun, it would be someone else and it wouldn't be himself...... But today she came, she came to find herself, just like before, does this also mean that she still has a little place in her heart, even if it is a little bit? If that's the case, there's still a chance, isn't it?
After Ye Fusang finished eating, the meal was really a little reluctant, and Shi Yin put away the dishes and chopsticks, which made Ye Fusang slightly surprised, she thought that Shi Yin couldn't do these things well, but found that he did it quite well. Shiyin was uncomfortable by Ye Fusang's eyes, and glared at her angrily, Ye Fusang smiled and stopped looking.
The rain was still dripping outside, and a window in the house was gently opened, and the sky outside had sunk, and a cold wind blew in, bringing a burst of comfort to people on this humid and sultry rainy night.
"This rain is getting heavier and heavier...... Ye Fusang muttered to himself listening to the sound of the rain, and the waiter also walked over, holding a purse and some needles and threads in his hand, and sat in the chair next to Ye Fusang, answering Ye Fusang's words while embroidering.
"yes, it rains at this time of year." Before, she always sat here sadly, letting him be with her quietly, but now, she didn't seem to be as sad as in previous years, he wasn't sure, can a person really become so thorough? Can you become unconcerned even with the wounds in your heart? Or is it that Fusang is no longer willing to show her in front of herself.
Ye Fusang curiously glanced at the purse in Shiyin's hand, and found that he was embroidering extremely seriously and very skillfully, but his eyes were faintly disappointed, but he was desperately embroidering the purse.
"Shiyin, is this purse for me?" Ye Fusang asked with a smile, she originally just asked casually, but who knows, the waiter blushed in an instant, and didn't speak, and finally said a low "um", and continued the work in hand.
Ye Fusang didn't ask any more, looking at Shiyin's purse, as well as his expression of embroidering the purse, he felt that his heart was blocked for a while, she was no longer the person who loved him at the beginning, did he know? Ye Fusang, who was his childhood sweetheart, Ye Fusang, who loved him and was infatuated, is dead and no longer there.
The current Ye Fusang has no feelings for him, does he know all this?
"Waiting...... I ......" Ye Fusang wanted to say something, she even wanted to impulsively tell Shiyin that she was another person, although she had the same name, although she was the same body, but she was a different soul, and she didn't love him!
The waiter raised his face, and there was a warm and happy smile in his dark eyes, "Huh? ”
Ye Fusang's throat was dry, and the words he wanted to spit out were swallowed back into his stomach, and finally shook his head, and didn't say anything more, Shiyin didn't have the slightest doubt, after all, on this sensitive day, she naturally said what she wanted to say, and didn't say what she didn't want to say.
Ye Fusang stopped talking, just looked out of the window with dark eyes, as if thinking about something, the waiter with the embroidered purse was finely sewn with stitches and threads, the purse was exquisite, how could everyone's beautiful waiter skills be bad? Finally embroidered the last few stitches of the purse, Shiyin looked at his work very satisfied, and his little face was raised with a smile, but when he saw Ye Fusang's contemplative side face, there was no sound.
The waiter's dark eyes moved slightly, and his hand couldn't help but hold the purse tighter, only to feel an uneasy commotion in his heart, this is the face he has seen for many years, and it has not changed at all, but I don't know when it started, maybe it started from her evil and warm smile, he felt that she had changed, and it made him want to get closer, want to get closer, want to stand beside her, and be held by her hand and keep moving forward.
She could always touch his heart easily.
"Fusang ......" Shiyin called softly, expecting her indifferent black eyes to look at him, as he wished, Ye Fusang's eyes turned around, and he saw Shiyin's eyes full of emotion, his heart suddenly tightened, Ye Fusang stood up, "I'll go first." ”
As soon as the words came out, the waiter was obviously stunned, go? She's only been here for a while, hasn't she? Besides, today, where did she go?
"Fuso!" Shiyin shouted Ye Fusang's footsteps, Ye Fusang stood there, not daring to look back, for fear of seeing the love in Shiyin's eyes, everything was messed up, everything was messed up......
Shiyin leaned over gently, his hand reached Ye Fusang's waist, Ye Fusang's body shook, and he didn't dodge, Shiyin's hand lightly and quickly tied the purse to Ye Fusang's waist, the purse hung down quietly, Shiyin looked at the dark eyes darkened, and his hand stubbornly found Ye Fusang's hand, and held it tightly, Ye Fusang's body trembled, and he wanted to pull it away but was held tightly by Shiyin.
"Where are you going, but are you going to find Ningbian-kun or Sakura-bian-kun?" Or, the waiter who deserves your special treatment?
Ye Fusang didn't speak, he stood there with his back to Shiyin, the rain outside the house was still falling, and the sound of rain was getting louder and louder.
Seeing that Ye Fusang didn't answer, Shiyin only felt that he was stabbed in the bottom of his heart, and his hand was clenched tighter, "You...... Do you really don't want me, do you really don't need me anymore, do you really ......" Shiyin's words became smaller and smaller, as if he didn't have the courage to ask any more, his hand held Ye Fusang's hand stiffly, Shiyin's palm was fine sweat, but he still held Ye Fusang's hand and refused to let go.
Ye Fusang sighed leisurely, this sigh seemed to stimulate the waiter, he desperately opened his arms and hugged Ye Fusang from behind, his body trembled against her back, and hugged her waist fiercely, so that once she left, she would never be able to catch it again.
"I'm your husband, aren't you, you're my wife, you can't want me, I'm married to you, you're your person, you can't leave me, you can't, I'm wrong, it's not okay, how can you forgive me, Fusang......"
Ye Fusang stood there, listening to Shiyin's words, he was trembling holding his body, he was afraid, Ye Fusang smiled helplessly, his hand was gently placed on Shiyin's arms around him, and slowly let go of Shiyin's arms around him, Ye Fusang turned around and looked at Shiyin's already red eyes, and the tears flowing down the corners of his eyes.
"Shiyin, it's all over, let's all let it go, okay?" Ye Fusang's words made Shi Yin's face completely white, and he only felt a roar in his heart, except for this sentence, he couldn't hear anything