43. Keep your heart
Everyone was there discussing the explosive news with relish, and only Li Xiaoyou was sad there. It wasn't until noon that Lu Jiaqi and Nangong Jin followed each other, and they didn't come back in the afternoon. Throughout the afternoon, Li Xiaoyou spent the whole afternoon in a state of confusion. She knew she shouldn't be, but she just couldn't control herself. knew that she shouldn't have any wrong thoughts about Nangong Jin, but her heart slowly lost in getting along with him.
Nangong Jin, such an excellent person, it is too easy to fall in love with him. What's more, he also gave her a different kind of warmth, so that she experienced the feeling of being cared for and cared for for the first time. She is a girl who has not been deeply involved in the world, a lonely and helpless person, and she is powerless to push away in the face of all kinds of things that Nangong Jin gives. Although she has been telling herself that she must guard her heart, she has long since lost her heart.
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Li Xiaoyou walked aimlessly on the road, looking at the crowded street, but suddenly felt so lonely. For so many years, she was so afraid of this feeling, so she always tried very hard to hold on to everyone around her who could give her warmth. But life always seems to be playing a joke on her, mocking her again and again, making her doubt and overwhelmed again and again.
Sometimes, she really complains, but she doesn't know who to blame. She has always been a person trying to survive in the cracks, trying hard to make herself the person others need. But in the end, life fooled her. In the past, I felt that my parents couldn't do without me, but I didn't know that I was worthless in the eyes of others. Now, I feel that Nangong Jin is very good to me, but I forget that they are just a contractual relationship.
Yes, they are only contractual relationships, and when the contract expires, they will be dissolved. This time was that she was too addicted. Lu Jiaqi's arrival gave Li Xiaoyou a blow to the head and made her recover her reason from this love that had no ending.
"Li Xiaoyou, you must find yourself, and when it's time to leave, you won't get hurt!" Li Xiaoyou said to herself.
Yes, she still has a lot of ideals to achieve, and she still has a lot of possibilities in life. She Li Xiaoyou has always had a weed-like vitality, what is this setback? Besides, this is something I know in the first place, how can it be considered a setback? It's just a way to pay off your debts. After thinking about this, Li Xiaoyou's low mood began to clear.
Li Xiaoyou shook his head and shook off all the boredom that was entwined in his heart. Raising her head and smiling, she was still a strong and happy Li Xiaoyou.
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When Nangong Jin came back with a tired body, it was already late at night. However, there is still a warm wall lamp in the bedroom, as if waiting for the return of the owner. When Nangong Jin saw this light, a warm current suddenly rose in his heart, gradually brushing away the exhaustion all over his body. It feels so good to have someone waiting!
He walked lightly to the bedroom and saw that Li Xiaoyou was already asleep crooked on one side in his pajamas, the book he was holding in his hand had also fallen aside, and there was still a bright stain on the corner of his mouth. Looking at Li Xiaoyou's cute sleeping appearance, Nangong Jin couldn't help but laugh dumbly. This girl is really big, he thought she would be angry about the afternoon's events, but it seems that he is thinking too much.
However, seeing her safe and sound, Nangong Jin's heart was a little lost. Before coming back, he was still thinking about how to explain Lu Jiaqi's matter to Li Xiaoyou, but now it seems that he doesn't need to explain. In the past, his girlfriends were always afraid that he would contact other women, and when they encountered such a situation, they would definitely do everything possible to please themselves and defeat each other in every possible way. But he didn't care at all, and he didn't even think about explaining it. However, when the same thing meets the woman in front of him, it seems that everything has changed. It became her indifference, and he was unwilling.
Nangong Jin went to the bathroom outside to take a shower, and then gently lay down on Li Xiaoyou's side, but looking at her sleeping face, his heart became more and more uncomfortable. He reached into her pajamas, groped her snowy peaks, and kneaded them heavily.
This ye, the two people are particularly crazy, every time they collide, it seems that they want to rub each other into their bodies, and they don't spare any effort. I don't know how many rounds of the battle passed, until they were all exhausted, and then they fell asleep in each other's arms.
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Following.
Nangong Jin was sitting behind the desk and smirking, and a person was so uninvited to enter. Nangong Jin saw the figure coming in, and her face instantly changed to a cold expression. Qin Tianyi rubbed his eyes, was he dazzled, why did he seem to see someone laughing very obscenely just now?
"Something good?" Qin Tianyi walked forward and asked without fear of death.
"Are you idle?" Nangong Jin glanced at Qin Tianyi, whose eyes were shining, and said coldly.
"Oh, no, no, no, I'm busy!" Qin Tianyi didn't want to find trouble for himself, the affairs on the Flame Alliance's side had already made him busy in the dark, so he was just able to kick his breath, he was so cheap, he had to come to find someone to smoke? Saying that, he hurriedly turned around and sat on the sofa, picked up a magazine on the shelf next to him and read it, but his eyes still looked at Nangong Jin from time to time.