(The second more ~ because I really can't find anything to make up the number of words.,So there's no way.,How much to consider the author.。 I'll admit that I hated this kind of stuff when I read novels, but after becoming an author, I realized that the existence of this thing is really important. The quiet number of mixed words is great, okay! All in all, this is the second watch, asking for votes. ）

Time is ticking. I didn't mean to speak, and I didn't have to. Just sit facing each other and watch the scenery change gradually. Watching the flow of people that was originally scarce gradually increasing, watching the time gradually usher in the time for office workers to start working overtime, and watching their expressions break free from exhaustion, just watched quietly like that.

I didn't make any moves, and I didn't want to say anything to me. The two of us just looked at our bowl silently, as if counting how many water molecules were inside. The waiter seemed to be able to read the air, and did not collect our dishes and chopsticks. Instead, he deliberately tiptoed around us and lightened his movements. This kind of tolerance really made me feel the kindness of this world, and warmed my heart that was still quite silent.

“…… Master! ”

As if he couldn't stand the silence, he jumped out of his chair with his eyes closed, and stood in front of me and said to me with a very loud but inaudible voice.

"I'm here today to explain something to the master, please sit there and listen to me explain to you! Me, I have something very important to explain to my master! Master! Master, can you sit there and listen to my explanation! Just a little time, just a little bit of time, really just a little time! Can the master explain me? ”

"Yes."

I poured a cup of tea for my own cup and handed it over, motioning to Feng on the other side to calm down a little.

Looking at the tea I handed over, Feng Ye seemed to realize that he was wrong, climbed back into the chair with a red face, and drank the cup of tea, as if he was calming his excited heart.

"Actually, it's all my fault." She held the cup of tea and whispered, "It's me, I asked Miss Xuexia to pull you over." I asked to meet with you to talk. It's obviously because of my mistake but I let Miss Xuexia and the master suffer such a hurt, I'm really sorry not to go, it's really my fault, please blame me! ”

“…… It's all your fault? I raised my eyebrows and looked at Feng in front of me with my eyes closed and trembling.

"You asked the snow to set a trap to trick me over there? And also united with Mr. Hiratsuka Shizuka.,Set up a game for me from a personal point of view.,Let me face what I did before.,Is it what you asked? ”

"Yes! It's all what I asked for! ”

Chiba Feng, who lowered his head, replied without hesitation.

"You asked them to take me over there? Let me face up to my emotions and dig my own wounds. Then the blood was dripping and I could finally face my past. Is that what you're asking for? Meeting with other people, joining forces with others to bully under the snow, is also what you are asking for? Did you think about it? ”

"Yes!" As if giving up, Feng's eyes were full of tears, and he whispered to himself: "It's all what I wanted, everything is my conspiracy!" It's all because of my request that everyone will become like this, so please punish me! ”

"Then calculate the time, it's also your conspiracy to let me appear in front of my sister?"

"yes, it's mine, too—huh?"

“…… It's too disguised. ”

Looking at the somewhat sluggish Feng, I smiled at her.

Blame everything on your own head, thinking that this will save everything. It's nothing more than the scope of sacrifice. But what about the real time? There is still this shadow in everyone's psyche. If death can change everything, then the sacrifice that does not require death only brings deeper knots in each other's hearts. It's like a scar in the shadows, it doesn't hurt on the surface, but when it's needed, the pain it causes is far more terrible than any blade.

It will slowly ferment and decay in the human heart. Put suspicion and jealousy in it and wrap it up. When the pressure from the outside comes, it will explode. This was the case at first, but now it seems that she has not learned her lesson. Still hoping to save everything with his own sacrifice.

What is the use of such naivety? If self-sacrifice can change everything, then I'm sure I can change it too, right? But what happened is that it happens, and nothing is useful.

All in all, I remember this sentence. You commissioned under the snow, right? That's enough. ”

Then I'll go back first.

Calling out to the waiter next to me, I paid for the meal and walked out of the restaurant.

The moment I just walked out of the road, the oncoming wind made me shiver subconsciously, and I couldn't help but tighten my coat. But just as I was tightening my coat, I heard the door open behind me, and the sound of a young girl gasping.

"If—" Feng Feng, who came out, panted and trembled, looked at me with teary eyes, and said to me in her unique voice as if she pleaded, "If we knew that we would become like that at that time, master, would you still do that?" Master, will you still be so obligated and unhesitating, and will you still do such a thing? You'll still ...... Is that so? ”

“……”

I sighed softly and pulled the collar of my school uniform away, not looking into her eyes.

"There's no if, meet. There is never an if. But if what happened back then happened again, my choice might still be the same. Because I am who I am, I will not change. ”

Looking at the girl who was already crying, tears rolling down to both sides, I sighed softly and turned to walk towards the street. Even though I heard her kneeling on the ground behind me, sobbing quietly, I could only harden my heart and walk in the direction of home. Kwon Dang didn't hear the voice that came from her heart, as if her heart was broken.

It's raining......

Raising my head to look at the dazzling starry sky above the sky, I touched my somewhat moist face, and I couldn't help but think so.