126. Be brave in refusal

"Knock knock knock ......!"

Mo Ziming banged on the door.

"Who?" A cold voice came from inside.

"I, Ziming."

The door opened, and seeing Lu Xiao standing at the door, Mo Ziming couldn't help but be stunned, "Why are you injured again?" ”

"A little injury, come in and sit." Lu Xiao hooked his lips like nothing.

Mo Ziming walked in and saw Xia Ziyan in a wheelchair, and was shocked again, "Ziyan, you are also injured." ”

Xia Ziyan smiled, "A little injury, it's okay." ”

A little bruised? He understands medical skills, how can he not even distinguish between serious injuries and minor injuries? - Lu Xiao put a plaster cast on his right arm, this fracture will take at least a month to recover, and Xia Ziyan has a bandage on her right leg, and there are still a few faint traces of blood on the bandage, although her leg is not conscious, but it is also seriously injured.

What's going on with this couple?

"What's going on?" Xia Ziyan's shallow voice came.

An Xin was missing, he knew that the couple was well-informed, and they happened to pass by here just now, so he wanted to ask them to help find them, but seeing that they were all injured like this, he couldn't bear to trouble them anymore, so he smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, it's been a long time, I'll come and see you by the way." ”

"Where's Xin'er?" Lu Xiao asked abruptly.

He turned his head to look at the mirror-like eyes of Lu Xiao on the previous one, and knew that he couldn't hide it, so he had to admit that "Alas, she is missing." ”

"Oh? How can a good thing go missing? Zi Yan immediately became worried.

"Alas, I'm also very strange......" As he spoke, Mo's personal guard came to the door and informed him that An Xin had returned home.

Bidding farewell to Lu Xiao and his wife, Mo Ziming hurriedly walked out of the door.

Yesterday, he was forcibly detained in the pharmacy by Chu Lingye's guards for an hour, and after he went back, An Xin's figure disappeared, and the first thing he suspected was of course Chu Lingye, so he angrily found Chu Lingye's mansion, but Chu Lingye actually swore that he had never seen her. Chu Lingye is well-known in the circle for saying everything, and what he dares to swear to say is of course true, so he anxiously looked around, using almost all the connections at his disposal, and only now did he get news of her......

……

When I got home, the door was pushed open.

"Xin'er, where have you been?" Mo Ziming walked over excitedly and sat beside her.

His face was pale, his eyes were red, and the closer he walked, the more clearly she could see the bloodshot in his eyes, and she could even think of his anxious appearance of looking for her all night...... She couldn't help but feel a trace of self-reproach in her heart, she looked at him and said seriously, "I'm in Chu Lingye's palace." ”

He was stunned, and his sword eyebrows deepened, "That bastard lied to me!" ”

He was very excited, but looking at her, his gaze was still warm, as if as long as she was safe, he could ignore his own pain, she sighed faintly, and secretly made up her mind, "Mo Ziming, I think there should be a ...... between us"

Halfway through his words, the door was suddenly pushed open with a "squeak".

"I wanted to knock on the door, but I didn't expect the door to be closed." Mu Wanyan walked in with a smile.

My aunt also came...... Coincidentally, let her and Mo Fu make a complete break today.

"Auntie, you're here." An Xin stood up and greeted with a smile.

Last time at the inn, she "crashed" and Chu Lingye "stole." Love", although she was angry at the time, she didn't do anything afterwards, she didn't accuse An Xin, but her heart was not peaceful after all, she didn't come to their house again these days, nearly half an hour ago, Mo Ziming sent someone to tell her that Xin'er was missing, so she hurried over to take a look.

"Xin'er, sit down, you're welcome." She smiled gently, and was relieved to see that An Xin was fine.

Aunt Mo is the same as Mo Ziming, it seems that no matter how big a mistake she makes and how much she disappoints them, they will not care about her, she was moved in her heart, sat down, and waited for Mu Wanyan to sit opposite, and then said in a sneering voice, "Aunt Zhao, you came just in time, I have something to tell you and Mo Ziming." ”

"Hehe, it's all a family, just say anything straight." Although it was calm, Mu Wanyan still had a premonition, and looked at Mo Ziming in surprise, and saw the flash of loss in his eyes.

"Hehehe......" seemed to guess what An Xin would say, he pretended to smile easily, "Xin'er, mother finally came over, let's find a place to have fun." ”

Then get up.

"Mo Ziming, don't run away anymore." She reached out and grabbed his arm, her voice and eyes full of apology, "I'm sorry, I have to leave you." ”

She still said it herself, so bluntly and clearly, the words were like sharp swords, piercing into his sensitive heart.

What does he know......

He knew that he couldn't keep this little woman, but she was so ruthless that she didn't give him any affection or a chance, and she didn't even want to stay with him for a few more days to satisfy his vanity.

"Huh." As if his whole body strength had been drained, he sat back down beside her, knowing the reason, but still asked, "Why?" ”

"Because I don't love you." Knowing that he would hurt and she would hurt, she was still categorical and did not hesitate to sprinkle a handful of sea salt on his bloody wounds. After all this, she has realized that it is precisely her own hesitation that has created today's situation where everyone is hurting.

Hehe...... The corners of Mo Ziming's mouth were sadly hooked, and he couldn't even laugh.

"Xin'er ......" Seeing her son's painful expression, Mu Wanyan's heart was like a knife, "Is it because of Chu Lingye?" ”

"Yes." She nodded, "Aunt Zhao, Mo Ziming, in fact, I recovered my memory before the worship, and then I knew that I was not Mo Ziming's fiancΓ©e, I knew my true identity, and I knew that the person I loved had always been Chu Lingye......"

She smiled faintly, "But, Mo Ziming, aunt, you spoil me so much, love me, treat me so well, and the Mo family is even ready for the wedding, how can I still hurt you and hurt the dignity of the Mo family?" So, I pretended that nothing happened, pretended that I didn't remember anything, and tried hard to treat myself as the daughter-in-law of the Mo family, I thought that I could make compromises, I thought that I could adapt to it gradually, and I could deceive myself, but gradually, I found that I couldn't do it, I couldn't sleep day and night, and my mind was full of Chu Lingye's figure, I knew that I couldn't escape it...... I love him. ”

"Ugh." Mu Wanyan sighed secretly and didn't speak, but An Xin could still feel that she was sad. And Mo Ziming beside him seemed to be suddenly stupid and stupid, hanging his head and looking at his shoes, his hands crossed between his legs couldn't help shaking.

He was sad, she knew, she knew what it was like to be hurt when someone she loved said in front of her that she loved not him or her but someone else.

However, she had to say, "I'm sorry, Mo Ziming, I'm sorry, aunt, I failed you, but I can't help it." ”

She really has no choice, she once thought that if she wronged herself, she could make everyone happy and happy, but it turned out that it was not, it turned out that the more reluctant she was in this relationship, the more she looked forward and backward, the more people were hurt for it, and the deeper the hurt became.

Mo Ziming, Chu Lingye, Mu Xueman, Aunt Mo, Uncle Mo and even Chu Jiaowan...... There are already too many innocent people who have been harmed.

"Mo Ziming, I'm sorry, Aunt Mo, I'm sorry, I hurt you, hurt your Mo family, I'm sorry ......"

She kept apologizing, so serious and sincere, but Mo Ziming still lowered her head, like a torn doll, and she was the one who ruthlessly tore him apart......

What's the use of being sorry? owes Mo Ziming, she can't pay it off in this life.

But it can't go on like this. The longer the pain is better than the short pain, the more she is entangled with him, the more he will have hope for her, the more he will refuse to let go, and he will blindly stay in her world and refuse to leave.

In the past, she didn't make a complete decision with him, which was the greatest cruelty to him!

She was ruthless, "Mo Ziming, forget me, there will definitely be a good woman who loves you for me...... I'm sorry to disappoint you, Aunt Mo. ”

Stand up and walk briskly in the direction of the door.

"Xin'er......" Mu Wanyan's voice suddenly came from behind her.

An Xin stopped and turned back, "Auntie." ”

"Hehe, there are a lot of things I actually wanted to say to you a long time ago." Mu Wanyan glanced down at Mo Ziming, secretly breathed a sigh of relief, walked over, and gently grabbed An Xin's hands

"Xin'er, you know, I used to have a daughter named Miaomiao, but she went early, my heart has not been peaceful, I always want to have a daughter, I have always regarded you as my own daughter all these years, of course I also very much hope that you marry Ziming, so that we can be regarded as a real family."

An Xin smiled movingly, she always knew that Aunt Mo was good to her.

"But it often backfires, a year ago you stubbornly wanted to marry Chu Lingye, no matter how much Ziming and I persuaded you, you didn't listen, then I knew how important Chu Lingye was to you. Then you had an accident and lost your memory, Zi Ming insisted on changing your name and hiding your past, he was for your good, but I also knew that he had a selfish element. Alas...... Xin'er, who do you say is not selfish in love? Mu Wanyan's graceful face was a little regretful.

"Yes." An Xin nodded, Aunt Zhao has always been so sensible.

Mu Wanyan smiled and continued, "Ziming has been hiding from you for a year, lying to you that you are his fiancΓ©e, and even wants to marry you, but I know that even if you worship the church, you are not husband and wife, because you and Chu Lingye have not really separated, so what can be done?" His father and I can't stand the hardships of the son, and I know that this is the case for you......

"Xin'er, in fact, before the worship hall, Uncle Mo and you both knew very well in our hearts that sooner or later there would be this day, so you don't have to blame yourself, you didn't do anything wrong, it's Zi Ming who is too persistent, I think he also knows in his heart that after you recover your memory, you will definitely follow Chu Lingye like you did a year ago...... Xin'er, you are not sorry for Mo Ziming, nor are you sorry for our Mo family, we forced you, you don't have a psychological burden. ”

"Thank you, aunt." An Xin pursed her lips with emotion.

Everyone has always known in their hearts that it is just a labyrinth of feelings, and no one can get out.