79. The first kiss
She was still worried, and Hua Siying's voice suddenly came from the direction of the door:
"An Xin, you're satisfied, aren't you?"
An Xin suddenly looked over, wanted to say something, saw Hua Siying's face clearly, and suddenly couldn't say the words on her lips:
This delicate beauty, at this time, her face full of tears and grievances was by no means disguised, she looked at her faintly, her eyes were so bleak and sad, like a lamb that had robbed her cubs, and An Xin was the wolf who ruthlessly snatched her cubs.
She had never seen a woman with so much resentment and so much hatred in her eyes.
"There's never anything I want to get that I can't get, An Xin, remember, I won't give up even if I die."
After hating and hating, Hua Siying turned around and walked towards the door, sad tears dripping crystal at her feet, falling to pieces.
Is this woman so scheming in order to destroy her image, and even at the expense of hurting her body, is it because of her love for Ling Ye?
However, if you love, why do you want to do something sorry for him behind your back?
Looking at her delicate back disappearing at the door, An Xin was suddenly a little confused.
In the next room, there was a faint roar of Chu Zhendong, and after only a while, there was no sound, and the silence in the gorgeous flower hall made her feel lonely, she took a deep breath and walked out the door.
She knew that Chu Zhendong suddenly came over without saying hello and was bumping into Chu Lingye and Hua Siying together, this must not be a coincidence, but she couldn't guess what was going on behind the scenes, and she didn't have the heart to guess, emotional matters, other people's interference was usually more and more chaotic, and she couldn't even be sure whether Chu Zhendong's arrival would have a good or bad impact on her and Chu Lingye.
……
I don't know how long it took.
"Click......
There was a faint sound of footsteps outside the door, and then the door was pushed open with a "creak".
It's Chu Lingye!
An Xin glanced up at him, and hurriedly looked away from his face, remembering the cold appearance when he was angry with her after Chu Zhendong reprimanded him in the Chu Palace's mansion last time, and her heart was faintly panicked.
"It worked."
Chu Lingye walked over, her deep gaze fell on her, she sat quietly on the chair, there was no expression on her haggard face, as if there was wind, and the black silk on her forehead was trembling messily.
He really came to trouble her again, she looked at him gloomily, and he wouldn't believe him if she knew how to explain it, so she simply didn't speak.
"Father, mother, and Jiaowan will stay in the mansion for dinner tonight, and you go to the dining room to make arrangements." He was already standing beside her, looking down at her.
An Xin was a little surprised, however, she finally nodded: "Okay." ”
"I'll go to the flower hall to accompany my father and mother."
Dropped a sentence lightly, and without waiting for her to answer, he walked out the door.
For some reason, after Hua Siying was driven away, he didn't feel lost, but what lingered in his mind was the happy smile on An Xin's face that he saw at a casual glance.
These days, this woman is like a different person, and he hasn't seen her smile in a long time.
When An Xin walked into the flower hall, Chu Zhendong, Leng Yue'e and Chu Jiaowan were all there, everyone's faces were not very good, An Xin sighed, and retreated with Yanling Shili.
……
At dinner, everyone had their own thoughts, and they all ate very dullly.
"Yue'e, Jiaowan, you mother and daughter will wait in the carriage first, and I will tell Ling Ye a few words."
After dinner, Chu Zhendong instructed Leng Yue'e and Chu Jiaowan.
An Xin knew that Chu Zhendong was for her own good, and she was moved, but she didn't want to say anything, so she sent Leng Yue'e and Chu Jiaowan into the carriage before turning back to the room.
Closed the door, took out the small porcelain bottle hidden in the makeup box, and just unplugged the seal, the door was suddenly pushed open.
"What kind of medicine are you using?"
Chu Lingye walked towards her suspiciously.
Afraid that he would know his condition, An Xin trembled in panic, and the porcelain bottle in her hand shook, and the purple pill was sprinkled all over the ground.
Her nervous actions made Chu Lingye even more suspicious, he quickened his pace, quickly walked to her side, and took the porcelain bottle in An Xin's hand.
"I've been coughing a lot lately, so I got some pills from the doctor."
An Xin smiled casually, afraid that he would be suspicious, so she hurriedly added: "I have been coughing since the wind and cold last time. ”
In front of her, she smiled like water, her expression and voice were obviously very natural, but at this time, these cool eyes were faintly flashing with panic, as if she was afraid of something?
He was slightly puzzled, and his thin lips moved lightly: "Just coughing? ”
"Yes...... yes, what else? ”
Afraid that he would find her helpless, she hurriedly squatted down to pick up the pills on the ground.
He looked down at her silently, she squatted at his feet in embarrassment, and her thin body trembled every time she picked up a pill, and suddenly felt that she was very pitiful, and he said lightly: "That's it, don't ask for it, just go to the doctor to prepare some clean ones." ”
"It's not dirty, so it saves you trouble."
Her voice was obviously flat, but he felt in a trance that it contained a kind of complaint, as if he had been pinched by something, he squatted down and helped her pick up a few pills and put them in the porcelain bottle.
"Thank you, Midnight."
An Xin hurriedly looked up at him, and hurriedly lowered her head again.
The corners of his lips hooked slightly, and he wanted to say something like no politeness, but he couldn't.
Suddenly realizing that he had been married for so long, he had never even spoken a few words to her normally like a stranger, and he suddenly blamed himself.
"Give it to me." She stretched out her hand and said lightly.
"Okay."
Chu Lingye glanced at the porcelain vase in his hand again and handed it back to her. The porcelain vase looked delicate and crystal clear, and he could guess that the pill inside must not be an ordinary thing, and the usual cough doctor would give this kind of pill?
"Sonorous, sonorous, sonorous......"
After a series of crisp movements of the elixir colliding with the porcelain, An Xin squatted and took a small step forward, continuing to pick up the few pills on the ground.
His gaze unconsciously chased after her, she lowered her head, her white and tender little hands jumped neatly on the ground, and the strands of black hair on her sideburns hung down to the back of her hand. Looking at this scene, his long-term memory was suddenly pulled up, and in an instant, he seemed to have returned to the red bean field outside Uncle Zhou's courtyard, and the silver bell-like voice seemed to sound in his ears again:
"Midnight, will we come here next year to pick up beans? Gather a whole house full of silver, and exchange it for pearls, and string it into a necklace, which I wore on my body when I married you as a bride. ”
"Hmm. Ruru, you must look beautiful and beautiful when you wear a necklace. ”
Picking up the last pill, An Xin was about to stand up, when she suddenly noticed that he was looking at her in a daze, and unconsciously looked at him, met his gaze, and her heart trembled:
"What's wrong?"
At this time, his eyes were melancholy and sad, so similar to Lu Xiao when he looked at her sister Yan's childhood, she never imagined that he, who had always been indifferent and affectionate, would have such a look.
Thoughts were quickly pulled back to reality, and the people in the memory were scattered into smoke, leaving only thoughts and regrets......
He stood up and hid all his sorrows: "Rest early, and travel tomorrow." ”
He's going to take her out to play?
She couldn't help but feel a deep joy in her heart, but then she thought that this must be Chu Zhendong's arrangement, and her mood couldn't help but be gloomy again, and she said lightly:
"Okay."
……
Chu Lingye reclined on the couch, staring at the unknown direction, unable to sleep for a long time.
One night two months ago, he was drunk and unconscious, and when he woke up the next day, he found that Hua Siying was gone. Lying beside him, she told him shyly and happily that she was his person and that he was responsible.
That time was the only time he and Hua Siying had ever been, and it was also the first time that the innocent little woman had been, and she was also pregnant because of that accident, of course he was responsible for her.
used to always feel that Hua Siying was very similar to his Ruru, and wanted to give her all the love he owed Ruru, but gradually he found that he was actually very tired.
Taking a deep breath, he lay on the chair, his eyes unconsciously chased towards the direction of the bedroom, and after a while, he finally closed his eyes, but all that was shaking in his mind was the picture of the weak woman:
He remembered that on the wedding night, she caressed his face while he was asleep;
He remembered that night not long ago, she covered him with a quilt and secretly imprinted a kiss on his lips;
He remembered that no matter how he had done to her in the past, she would unconsciously smile when she saw him, and she remembered her unusual indifference and calmness lately......
Tossing and turning uneasily on the couch, but unable to sleep, after another moment, he finally lifted the brocade quilt, got up and walked towards her bedroom.
"Squeak!"
Pushing the door open, he walked to the bed, and in the dim light, he saw her lying silently facing the bed, like a delicate flower afraid of the cold, her whole body curled up, and she looked even more lonely and thin.
"Ahem!"
An Xin coughed heavily, stretched her body slightly, and continued to sleep, the bright moonlight outside the window came in, casting a mottled shadow on her, especially looking dry and haggard, lonely and helpless.
She still seems to have cried on her face......
couldn't help but touch the tears in the corners of her eyes with his fingers, a corner of Chu Lingye's heart seemed to open a gap, and his pity for her instantly poured out, he hesitated for a moment, and finally gently climbed onto the bed, lay down behind her, and gently took her into his arms with his strong arms.
……
With the bump of the carriage, Hua Siying thought about the mess she had lost in front of An Xin today, and her heart was depressed.
After getting out of the carriage, the coachman did not even say hello, and walked away on the road where he came. Lost opened the courtyard door, weakly walked through the courtyard, walked into the dark room, lit the lamp and candle, and in an instant, a figure suddenly broke into the sight, her "ah" exclaimed, and Mu Mu was stunned in place.
"Baby, you've kept me waiting."
As he spoke, the long figure stood up on the chair and slowly walked towards Hua Siying.
"You...... How do you know I'll be back tonight? Shen Xuan, didn't you say that you would greet you first when we met in the future? ”
She looked in horror at the man in her thirties in front of her, who had just taken a bath, his black hair was wet behind him, and a wide bathrobe hung loosely on his body.
"I miss you, so I can't make an exception?" Song Shenxuan sneered:
"Little beauty, how can I not know about you?"
Suddenly thinking of something, Hua Siying's body trembled: "You told Chu Zhendong about my affair with the prince?" ”