(The first update ~ because there are too many Japanese geographical stalks and language stalks in the original book, so it's very troublesome to cut.) And a lot of things are related to the plot, which makes it very difficult for me, a Celestial Empire...... And even if I can understand it, it's useless if the reader can't understand it, it's super tangled...... And if it's an original plot, I don't know if readers will buy it. As a fan-author, looking back at my original plot has reached the point of shock. I said it should be fine if I delete and delete this thing and throw it on the light novel, right? Nima's character settings are all different, bastard...... What am I tossing about...... ）

“…… Does Bikiya-san see it that way? I think the two of them really like you. ”

Hayama smiled a little subtly, and the afterglow of the freshly charged really made people want to punch him.

Isn't it just that someone has a crush on you, isn't it just that you have a lot of friends, arrogant in front of a lonely person like me? Even if I can't beat you, I'll throw my fists at you, as long as you me off, I'll really hit someone, right?

"I said, it's just a delusion."

Unmoved, I shrugged my shoulders and continued to look at the flames in front of me.

"That kind of thing can be known just by looking at it. They're just plain kind, and people like me don't deserve it. ”

"If you don't try, how can you know the way? At this time, you should try it more than Qiya-san, right? Just like an enthusiastic matchmaker, Hayama-san's face has the expression of a middle-aged woman who is anxious to match people and is anxious for **.

"And I don't think things are anything like that of Kiya-san. For those two people, Biqigu-san, is definitely an irreplaceable existence. And it's not a love relationship, but it's just an ordinary friend, I believe it's completely okay. Biqigu-san is definitely much better than you imagined, but why should you reject others like that? ”

"Because I'm a coward." I shrugged.

Is there any other reason for this? Because I'm a coward. Come up with hope, and then think that the two are happy, and say this by themselves, and then be rejected fiercely, the three major illusions in life kill people.

"I don't want to be self-inflicted and get up to it, and then be viciously rejected. In that case, I'm going to be depressed from the blow. So it's better to cut off those unrealistic **. When you are young, you have to learn and strengthen yourself, and it doesn't matter what kind of friendship games or whatever. What's more, where did you get a friendship with that kind of beautiful girl? ”

It seems to be very popular to fall in love while you are young. But I'm against it. When young people are young, they only think about falling in love, and they only think about falling in love with girls, which is wrong and wrong. It can even be said that such thoughts are nothing more than an illusion caused by restless physiological reactions and excessive hormonal production. Because for young people, learning and strengthening themselves is the main thing in this age group.

At this age, the physical development of human beings will reach their highest level in history. All nutrient intake and knowledge acquisition will be at its peak. And this advantage is simply crazy not to learn to fall in love.

Regardless of whether the negotiation is successful or not, even if the negotiation is successful, what can it be? gave birth to children, became a social animal early, became a member of the general public, and then comforted himself with love, but found that life was far more troublesome than love. Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, housing, water, electricity, gas loans, rent, network, childcare, education, all of these things cost a lot of money to maintain.

So, where does the money come from? Your father and mother? Do you want to gnaw until you die?

With that kind of awareness, then I can only say, this hero, I wish you a love affair without regrets, and then divorce.

"What's more, no one looks down on someone like me, right?"

I poked the coals in the fire with a twig to make them burn a little more fully.

"Girls like people like you like Hayama. It doesn't matter what kind of person I am, it's more just an ordinary love affair with some ordinary girls. ”

"There won't be even a little wave, no one will pay attention to me, no one will care about me. I'm more like one of those passers-by in the background than you, aren't I? I'm not the protagonist of Youth Love Story, so it's useless to tell me this. I just want to study hard, feel the youth of high school life, and then live well in the future. ”

"Comparatively, I think Yukishimoto and Yubihama like you more. You see, there are endless topics between you, and they are very well matched, a combination of handsome guys and beautiful women. If you walk out like this, many people will find it much more pleasing to the eye, right? So I'm really not fit for that kind of thing. I'm afraid you're really delusional, and I advise you not to act rashly, right? Otherwise, you may be blamed at both ends. In that case, I guess I'll be the unlucky one. ”

"Bikigu-san's thinking is really extreme...... But do you really think so? ”

I don't know what Lu Dao is for, Ye Shan's face became a little serious.

"Do you really think that Yukishita-san and Yubihama-san are just emotional inertia to you, and want things like friendship to never change? If you really think so, then I'm afraid there won't be anything to say between us. ”

"There's nothing to say between us, right?" I grinned.

"You are a present, I am a commoner. There's a gap between us. You think I might be liked by those two guys, but what I see in my eyes is a very different scenery than yours. And I trust my own judgment more than your intuition. ”

Pointing to my eyes, I said with a subtle smile.

“……”

Ye Shan looked at my eyes carefully, I don't know what Lu Dao was for, sighed slightly, and began to fan the fire again. The heat wave made me feel a little impatient, and I fanned the charcoal fire in front of me indifferently.

The air was so dreary that the brown-haired fool with the cold drink looked at us nervously as if he thought he had done something wrong. Even the water bottle in his hand didn't know who to hand it over, and with a subtle smile on his face, he simply sat there and looked at us, deciding not to join us in the cold war.

This kindness only made me more irritable.

It's better to defend your friend Hayama-kun, so I can kill him twice, right?