Chapter 142: Heart
(PS: Everyone has a lot of opinions about the previous plot!) The author himself is also half a rookie writer.,Sometimes I make two.,At that time, my head was hot and I wanted to write like this.,But I didn't expect everyone's reaction after reading it.,But I still think it's because my writing is not enough.,Can't write the kind of artistic conception and effect I expected.,I hope you have a lot of Haihan! )
Cui Zhenlong, who had just stepped into the house, felt that the situation was a little bad when he saw the Cui couple sitting on the sofa, and Cui Xueli's girl kept winking at him on the side, but she thought that the hidden little movements had all fallen into the eyes of her parents, and the angry Park Xiuhui raised her hand and patted Cui Xueli's little head, so that this restless little guy was completely quiet.
"Zhenlong, come and sit down" Cui Gengyou said with a solemn expression, and his tone was a little stiff.
Cui Zhenlong obediently sat opposite the Cui couple as he said, he looked at his parents with some apprehension, their expressions were extremely serious, like a harsh winter, which made Cui Zhenlong feel a little strange, he had never seen such a thing in his memory since he was born, even if he made a big mistake.
"We've all heard about you and Su-yeon, and we're disappointed in what you're doing. What the hell do you think about yourself? Park so-hui asked with a stern expression.
Cui Zhenlong couldn't help but chuckle in his heart when he heard his mother say this, he couldn't help but glance at Cui Xueli quickly, only to see that this girl shrunk her neck weakly, and her big eyes turned to look away, and she didn't dare to look at him. Cui Zhenlong expected that yesterday's incident would never be hidden, and with the presence of Lin Yun'er and Cui Xueli, the two loudspeakers, it would be strange not to poke his matter into the ears of his parents.
Originally, Cui Zhenlong didn't plan to take the initiative to tell his parents about yesterday's marriage proposal, everyone is like this, with a strict avoidance mentality, and when he makes a mistake, he always thinks that he can cover up the past, or let it know as few people as possible, even if it just drags on for a while.
"Inside, I did something wrong yesterday!" Now that his parents have heard about this matter, Cui Zhenlong no longer hides it, and recounts the situation yesterday as it is.
"So do you know what you're doing wrong?" Park so-hye continued to ask.
"This... I shouldn't have deceived Zheng Xiuyan, I shouldn't have taken the marriage proposal as a child's play" Cui Zhenlong was also thinking about his mistakes during this time, and put himself in Zheng Xiuyan's shoes, his behavior was indeed a bastard, and Cui Zhenlong was also secretly annoyed that he could make a mistake at that time and make such a move that made him regret.
Seeing Cui Zhenlong admit his mistake, Park Xiuhui also sighed, and her tone softened slightly: "Do you know Zhenlong? In the heart of every girl, there will be a princess dream since childhood, they all fantasize that one day a handsome prince will come into their lives, fall in love with him, and take the prince's hand into the wedding hall with everyone's blessings, and live a sweet and happy life together... But this time, you destroyed the dream in Zheng Xiuyan's heart in the most cruel way, gave the other party the greatest hope and took it away alive, this kind of heart gap from heaven to hell, the pain of loss and despair in your heart, can you feel it? ”
Cui Zhenlong was silent, quietly listening to Park Xiuhui's words, and after a while, he asked, "That... What am I going to do? What can I do to make amends for my mistakes? ”
"Ask your own heart" Cui Gengyou, who had been silent for a long time, said: "You have to understand in your heart what kind of status this girl Zheng Xiuyan is in your heart, and then use your sincerity to impress her!" ”
"My... Heart? Cui Zhenlong thought to himself, this question seems simple, but when he thinks about it, it is quite profound. It is true that in the world, it is your own heart that will not lie to yourself, but in reality, many people are doing certain things against their will, what they think in their hearts and what they do in their hands are completely different things, of course, this may also be the result of many external or internal factors such as society and the environment.
But sometimes we might as well ask ourselves, for example, do you really like what you are doing now? Is it really what you want for your current state of life? Is the lover in front of you really the one you love the most? And so on and so forth... The final answer we get in our minds is often very different from the truth.
Cui Zhenlong has never seriously thought about his feelings for Jung so-yeon, and his habitual thinking makes him feel that his feelings for Jessica are the sequelae left over from the fan complex in his previous life, even if the previous marriage proposal incident was due to the efforts made to fulfill Zheng Xiujing's wish. But now, when he looks at his "heart", he realizes that this is not the case...
Cui Zhenlong's mind first flashed a vague figure that seemed a little familiar and a little unfamiliar, it was his girlfriend in his previous life, after many years, Cui Zhenlong couldn't remember what she looked like at the beginning, but this thing has always thought that he still has some feelings for this girlfriend in his previous life. And then Zheng Xiuyan's voice and smile suddenly interjected, slowly replacing the original blurred figure, and the bits and pieces of contact with Jessica seemed to have happened yesterday, and the scenes reappeared in my mind...
"Heh~~ I don't know when it started, Zheng Xiuyan, this girl occupies such an important position in my heart, I didn't realize this, it's really stupid!" Cui Zhenlong smiled self-deprecatingly, and finally understood his mind, and he had already figured out some things. Now that he himself has been reborn, some things in the past life should be put down, and what can be fought for in this life must be fought for, whether it is wealth or love, neither can be given up!
"Oppa, Xiao Jing, she became so strange today, she didn't talk to me much, she didn't even have an expression on her face, she was always in a daze in class, and she didn't even respond to the teacher's call" Cui Xueli took advantage of the moment when her parents left, pulling the corner of Cui Zhenlong's clothes and said.
Cui Zhenlong, who came back to her senses, touched her little head and said with a smile: "I think Xiao Jing should be fine, she may just have some things not figured out, and I will go to see her in two days." ”
Cui Xueli nodded obediently, she still trusts her brother very much, in the eyes of this girl, her OPPA is an omnipotent superman, and no difficulty can stop him.
At this time, Cui Zhenlong's mobile phone suddenly rang, and when he picked it up, it turned out to be an unfamiliar number, and he pressed the answer button in confusion and greeted politely: "Hello! ”
"You're the big bastard who made Xiuyan sad, right?!" The voice of a strange girl came over the phone, but the tone was not very friendly.
“??” Cui Zhenlong didn't care much about it at first, but when he heard the other party's words, he immediately cheered up, "May I ask who you are?" Who are you from Jung so-yeon? ”
"Hmph~~ It doesn't matter who I am, tomorrow at 2 pm in XX Park, I want to see you!" After saying that, the girl hung up the phone.
Cui Zhenlong put down his phone with question marks on his head, he didn't know who was talking so impulsively, he had the heart not to go to the appointment, but he thought that the other party was clearly related to Zheng Xiuyan, and it was very likely that he was a friend by her side, so Cui Zhenlong finally decided to go and see it according to the agreement just now.
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The next afternoon, Cui Zhenlong came to the appointment place in advance, today is Saturday, there are not a few people who come to the park to play, many couples are holding hands in the park and wandering around, I am and I, tender and sweet, I can't help but make people feel envious.
At the appointed time, Cui Zhenlong's mobile phone rang on time again, and it was still a call from the strange girl.
"Where are you?" The girl asked.
Cui Zhenlong, who said such unreasonable words from the other party, felt that he was about to be immune, if it weren't for Zheng Xiuyan's face, he would have been mad at the other party. "It's me in a white shirt and a baseball cap..."Without waiting for Cui Zhenlong to finish speaking, the other party hung up the phone directly.
"Hey, Xi, Lami~~" Cui Zhenlong couldn't help but curse a dirty word.
At this time, a girl with dyed blond hair rushed over from his side, and when she was about to come to him, she raised her hand and slapped Cui Zhenlong's face.
“mo?” Fortunately, many years of taekwondo career have trained Cui Zhenlong's extraordinary reaction speed, he turned his head and flashed the opponent's menacing attack, and then reached out to grab the opponent's wrist to prevent her from having a chance to continue to fight back, "Ah~~ Who are you?" Why do you just start beating people? ”
"Hmph~~ You should fight!" The girl sneered at each other, twisting her arm to break free from the grabbed wrist, but the difference in strength between the two was so great that no matter how hard she tried, it was to no avail.
And at this time, Cui Zhenlong had time to observe this blonde girl, just now he felt that the other party was very familiar, but now after a closer look, he found that the other party was Jin Hyo-yeon, a member of the "Girls' Generation" in the later generations. I didn't expect Jin Chuding's temper to be so hot, if he hadn't flashed fast, he would have been slapped in front of the public today, and it would be a shame to be embarrassed.
Seeing that the people around him were pointing at them, Cui Zhenlong couldn't help but lower the brim of his hat, grabbed Jin Xiaoyuan's wrist and wanted to leave here.
"Hey~~ bastard, where are you going to take me?" Kim Hyo-yeon shouted.
"Shut up!! Aren't you ashamed enough? ”